Summary: Ami started new life at college and have to share a room with a tough and lesbian girl, Makoto who always got in trouble with boys. Ami never have any close friends since she was young. Day after day, she became closer to Makoto but she felt weird feelings towards Makoto who really take care of herself. Will Ami find out what is that feeling? And how hard Makoto's life had been through before she met Ami? MakoxAmi R&R

Note: I do not own any Sailor Moon characters ^_^

A/N: Big thanks to renkhal once again for helping me fixing my grammar etc. And thanks to all readers. I also made MakotoXAmi video a few weeks ago that I dedicate to renkhal. Combine the link to watch it --www. youtube. com/ watch?v=RnuDFbryGGI
I'm sorry I have to change the rate of this story to M for future chapters. Anyway, enjoy ;)


~HEAVEN HAS TO WAIT~

CHAPTER SEVEN – EX-GIRLFRIEND

Ami's cell phone alarm made a sound and made Makoto woke up from her sleep. She reached up and turned off the alarm. She sighed and looked at the smaller girl who slept on her arm. Makoto smiled as she tugged Ami's hair back to her ear so she can see Ami's sleeping face fully. "Hey, wake up. It's morning already," Makoto whispered softly. Ami stirred a little but didn't try to wake up. She hugged Makoto tightly. Ami's reaction made Makoto chuckled a little. "Hey love wake up or you will be late."

Slowly Ami opened her eyes. "What time it is?" Ami asked sleepily.

"Eight in the morning, love," Makoto answered as she kissed Ami.

Makoto's lips finally woke Ami up as she giggled to the tall girl. "Umm, morning Mako-chan," Ami greeted Makoto.

Makoto smiled. "Morning. You should get ready now," Makoto pinched Ami's nose playfully.

Ami sighed. "Hmm," Ami nodded. She slipped out from bed naked and grabbed the towel on the floor where Makoto dropped it last night. As she wrapped her body with towel she turned slightly to her girlfriend. "You should at least hang my wet towel first before having sex with me. It's smelly now," Ami complained.

Makoto smirked, "Okay, I'll take that note," Makoto said. Ami giggled again. Without saying anything more she walked to the bathroom. "Ahh I'm so damn lucky for having her," Makoto said to herself.

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Two weeks passed by, and Makoto and Ami's relationship was doing really well. Ami walked out from her class and she noticed a few students looked at her differently. "I heard she and Kino are now a lovers," Rika whispered to her friends.

"Yeah. I saw them kissing each other near Kino's cooking class the other day," Tomoya added.

"I know Kino is a lesbian but Mizuno...I can't believe a smart girl like her a lesbian," Suki said with her eyes looked at blue haired girl.

"They share a room and I wonder what they were doing every night," Rika wondered.

"Do you want me to show you what we were doing every night?" Makoto asked suddenly from behind them.

Slowly the three girls turned around to look at the tough brunette. "Err, Kino-san?"

Makoto smirked as she crossed her arms. "If I hear you guys talking about her again, I will..." Before Makoto could finish her line all three girls bowed and apologized to her before ran away. Makoto's brows raised, "Geez, don't they have something else to do other than gossiping around?" Makoto said quietly.

"You don't need to do that," Ami spoke to Makoto.

Makoto turned to face her girlfriend, "Hey, I'm your girlfriend. It's my job to protect you," Makoto said.

Ami smiled relief. She felt so safe when Makoto was around her. "But it still mean," Ami told the tall girl.

Makoto wrapped her hands around Ami's waist and pulled the smaller girl closer, "I don't care. If they hurt you, it means they hurt me too. I won't forgive them if they hurt my loved one," Makoto bended her head closer to Ami and kissed Ami at the hallway in front other students.

Ami heard some noise around her but she doesn't care. Even her cheek felt warm she ignored it too. She wrapped her arms around her girlfriend and returned the kiss.

"Ami-chan?" some familiar voice interrupted Makoto and Ami scene.

As they broke the kiss the two girls turned to side. "Usagi-chan, Rei-chan, Minako-chan?" Ami's face turned to deep red.

"Ami-chan, you and Makoto...?" Usagi eyes widened with the sight that she just saw.

Ami nodded shyly. She noticed Minako nearly cry and made she wondered why. "Minako-chan, are you okay?" Ami asked concerned but Minako didn't answer her. Finally she realized Minako looked at someone at side. She looked up at Makoto who didn't say anything since the three girls' appearance. "Mako-chan?"

Makoto frozen and her emerald eyes looked at Minako's direction. Ami, Usagi and Rei looked at Makoto and then to Minako and back to Makoto. "Mina..." Makoto finally said something but that was not what Ami wanted to hear.

'She knew Minako?' Ami was curious.

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Ami put her head on her desk and her mind remembered back what happened earlier at college. Her finger played with her computer keyboards.

.....

"Mina..." the only word came from Makoto since Usagi, Rei and Minako appeared next to them.

Minako looked at the ground tried to hide her teary eyes. Ami wondered what was going on. Usagi and Rei looked at each other; puzzled. "Can we talk, Mako-chan?" Minako asked Makoto without lifting her head.

Makoto nodded silently and Minako noticed the nod. The blond girl walked leaving the rest. As Makoto wanted to follow Minako, she felt someone grabbed her arm. "Mako-chan?" Ami looked at Makoto with full of questions.

Makoto didn't say anything to her girlfriend. She grabbed Ami's hand to let her go. "I will explain later, Ami," Makoto said softly as she walked to Minako's direction.

Ami felt like her heartbeat stopped.

.....

Ami sighed. 'They seem knew each other. Is that possible Minako was...' Ami stopped her thought. 'Mako-chan, please don't tell me she was your ex-girlfriend,' Ami wished as her tears dropped on the desk. Ami looked at the clock on her computer screen. It shown 12.35 in the morning and Makoto still haven't back to their room since she met Minako. Ami really worried about her girlfriend. No, she was fine about Makoto back to room late but she was afraid of losing the person who she loved the most. "Mako-chan..."

Half an hour later, Makoto finally back to her room. As she locked the door she noticed Ami was sleeping at her desk. Makoto felt guilty. She knew her lover waited for her all night. Makoto dropped her bag on the desk and turned off Ami's computer. She moved her one hand on Ami's back and the other hand to Ami's legs as she lifted her girlfriend gently. Ami stirred a little but Makoto reassured her small girlfriend to back to sleep. She put Ami on her bed softly and she looked at Ami, "I'm sorry, Ami. She appeared again in my life and I don't know what to do," Makoto whispered. She tucked the strays of Ami's hair to back of her ear. Makoto sighed before she walked to her bed and dropped her body on it. She crossed her arms at the back of her head and she stared at the ceiling.

.....

Makoto and Minako sat at the gazebo. They had been silent since they arrived there about ten minutes ago. "Do you really love her, Mako-chan?" Minako finally broke the silent that surrounding the two young girls earlier.

Makoto nodded slowly. "Yeah, I do love her," Makoto answered without hesitation.

"But you only knew her a month and half," Minako tried to get the point.

Makoto frowned as she looked at Minako, "If that is so, it has nothing to do with you," Makoto raised her voice a little.

"Yes, it does have to do with me!" Minako yelled and stood from her seat. Makoto didn't say anything except looked at the gorgeous blond on front of her. Minako sat next to Makoto and put her hands on Makoto's lap. She looked deeply into Makoto's emerald eyes. "I still love you, Mako-chan," Minako slowly moved her head closer to Makoto and kissed her ex gently.

Makoto's eyes wide opened as she pushed Minako away from her. Immediately she stood and put her hand on her face. "If you do love me why did you break my heart and say you didn't love me anymore?" Makoto asked. "Mina, please remember. You are the one who asked for break up."

Minako stood behind Makoto. "I'm sorry, Makoto. I wasn't thinking at the time. My dad kept hurting you and I didn't want you to suffer. I just want you to be safe. You don't know my dad. He is overprotective and I was afraid he would do something bad to you," Minako explained. "I know you still love me too right?" Minako asked as she burst into tears.

Makoto turned to face Minako, "You chose your family instead of me. You don't have any idea how hurt I was that time when you said you didn't love me anymore," Makoto said and her eyes turned red.

"I was looking for you the next day and you didn't come to school and your apartment was empty. Your cousin yelled at me for hurting you. My dad found out that I couldn't stop thinking about you, he decided to move to England. I want to meet you for the last time but Haruka didn't tell me where you were," Minako told the brunette girl.

Makoto didn't say anything. She walked to the wall and laid her head against it. "Stop it, Mina. We can't go back to the past to correct ourselves," Makoto said brokenly.

Minako walked closer to Makoto and hugged her from behind. "It's not too late for us to correct what we had done, Mako-chan," Minako whispered. "We can start again and we can live happily like before."

Makoto sighed deeply and shook her head. "No, we can't," Makoto said as she broke the hug. She looked at Minako's blue eyes. "I love Ami. She brought me joy and happiness after you were gone from my life. Please don't ruin it," Makoto begged. Minako kissed Makoto once again but Makoto didn't object this time. Part of her still missed those lips and other part of her, she wanted Ami. Makoto broke the kiss, "I'm sorry, Mina. Give me time to think about this," Makoto said as she left Minako alone at gazebo.

.....

Makoto's mind was brought back to present when she heard some noise from next door. She looked at Ami who was still sleeping peacefully on her bed. Makoto smiled a little. She was too tired to think anything now. "Nite, love," Makoto said as she pulled the cover over her body.

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Makoto opened her sleepy eyes slowly. As she made long yawn, she saw Ami walked out from the bathroom. Makoto smiled lazily, "Morning, love," Makoto greeted her genius girlfriend.

Ami turned to Makoto and smiled a little, "Morning," Ami greeted Makoto back. As she broke the gaze she walked to her closet to find her clothes.

Makoto can see the tense on Ami's face and knew what her girlfriend thinking of. She shifted her position to sit and leaned her back to the wall. "She was my girlfriend," Makoto suddenly told Ami without the smaller girl asking. Ami froze and her eyes locked at the blue shirt that she had been holding of. Makoto didn't hear anything from her girlfriend and she decided to continue, "I'm sorry, I should have told you sooner," Makoto took a deep breath while her eyes closed.

The room covered by silence for a few second before Ami finally broke it. "You still love her?" Ami asked Makoto without looking at the tall girl.

Makoto opened her eyes and couldn't find the answer of Ami's question. She really loved Ami but after seeing Minako, her heart was divided into two. Deep in her heart, she still loved Minako, her first love.

Ami smiled bitterly. "I guess I got your answer," Ami said in broken voice.

Makoto jumped out from her bed and wrapped her arms around Ami's shoulder. "No it's not my answer," Makoto paused. "Please give me time, Ami," Makoto begged. "She just told me that she still loves me."

Ami took off Makoto's hands from her shoulder as she turned to face her brunette girlfriend. Her hands cupped Makoto's face and her sapphire eyes looked deeply into Makoto's emerald eyes. "I will give you time, love. I need you and really love you. I don't want to lose you," Ami said to Makoto.

Makoto smiled as she moved her one arm around Ami's shoulder while her other hand on Ami's waist. She pulled Ami closer and bent her girlfriend into a deep kiss. Ami's hand rubbed Makoto's neck softly. As they broke the kiss to breathe Makoto giggled, "Now I know who I really want," Makoto said as she kissed Ami with more passion.

* * * * *

Makoto waited at the stairs near Minako's designing class. She looked at her watch impatiently before she noticed someone stood in front of her. Her eyes looked up at the girl wearing a short black skirt and orange blouse. "Finally you are here," Makoto said.

Minako smiled to the brunette girl. "Why you want to see me?" Minako asked.

Makoto stood and looked around. There was too many people around that place. "Look, I want to talk with you something but not here and now," Makoto paused before continued, "Can you come and see me at my cooking class after three today? We need to talk," Makoto explained with serious face.

"Okay," Minako answered without asking much.

"Good," Makoto smiled a little. "I'll see you there," Makoto said before walked passing the blond haired girl.

Minako started to feel uncomfortable and wondered about what Makoto wanted to talk about. 'Is it the good thing or bad thing? Her face...'

Someone's voice cut Minako's thought, "You still want her, right Aino Minako?" the stranger guy suddenly asked Minako.

Minako turned to face who suddenly spoke to her, "Ryo?" Minako surprised.

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