Wow you guys are amazing! Sorry about chapter five! I didn't realize I had Bella saying "Yawl" I am just kind of used to writing that I guess. over 14 reviews! WOW love you guys!
DISCLAMER: nope, not mine.
Epov
It has been two days since Alice threw me in the basement with Bella. I have tried to get out once, but they are guarding the door and I couldn't get past them. Bella hasn't spoken a word to me. She usually just paces around the other side of the room or sits down. All I have been doing is sitting in the corner of the dark room curled up into a ball.
Bella was sitting down right now. She looked like she was concentrating on something. She looked up at me, sadness in her eyes, and opened her mouth to speak.
"Why did you go?" she whispered, "why did you leave me in the woods to die? Why did you say you didn't love me, even though you still did? Why did you leave me all alone with no one to comfort me but Jacob Black? I almost killed myself because of you! I almost jumped off a cliff! I would've died if it wasn't for some stupid mutant wolves! Why did you go?" she was almost yelling at the end.
"At first I thought I left so you could have a normal human life. That didn't work out so great though. But now I'm not really sure why I did that. I was so stupid. I left you and you went though hell. I thought you would be happy. I also thought I would be happy if you where happy, but I was wrong. Bella I miss you, please please forgive me for that stupid thing I did. I don't disserve you, but I can't live with out you." I said.
If she where a human right now she would have been crying. I'm not sure if that means that she forgave me or not. Apparently not, because she got up and went to the darkest corner on the other side of the basement and curled up into a ball and faced the wall, kind of like I was doing. She sat there for about two hours then said, "I'm thirsty."
At that moment, two dead deer were throne into the room. I didn't get one so Bella could have both. She walked over and drank the first ones blood. Then stared at the other one with hunger.
"It's okay, you can have it," I said. I wasn't even that thirsty anyways. It had only been about a week in a half maybe since I went hunting. I would be okay.
"No you have it," she said.
"No seriously, I'm fine you can have it,"
"Are you sure?"
"Positive," I said as she slowly walked over to the other deer. She finished it and her eyes turned back to a topaz color.
"Thanks," she mumbled. Then she did something I never expected she would do. She walked over and sat next to me.
"So what have you been doing since you left," she asked.
I stared at her in confusion at first then said, "sulking, sobbing, reading,"
"That's all?" she asked.
"Yeah," I mumbled.
"Well at least I made something of my life while you were gone." she said making the conversation lighter.
"Oh yeah and what might that be?" I asked
"Well... after Laurent changed me I stayed in Forks for about thirty years, never leaving the house though. It would look kind of sispciose if there was a 18 year old girl who never aged walking around. I gave up waiting for you so I decided to make something of my life. I moved to Canada where I went to College. I was walking up to my room one day where I found a vampire that goes by the name of Vallisa, looking threw my wallet. Instant friendship," I heard Vallisa giggle from behind the door, "she said she saw that I had a big house so she thought I might have some cash. I asked her if she had any other vampire friends and she said no. Then I asked her if she was a vegetarian, she giggled and said yes. We have been best friends ever since. We moved to France after we got our Masters and studied art. Then we moved to Japan, not the best of our ideas. We moved back to the U.S. and went through different states. Then we moved to Forks." she sighed then smiled at me.
I'm glad she hasn't been a complete wreck like I have.
"That's...nice," I said.
We stared at each other for what seemed like an eternity, then she quickly looked away. If she where a human she would have been blushing madly.
Bpov
I turned my head back quickly. OK so I don't hate him anymore. But that doesn't mean I love him, does it? I was touched that he still loves me, but can I love him back after what happened. I knew the answer but I was afraid to even think it. I didn't have to.
"I love you," Edward said.
I turned my head back towards him and stared at him. Should I let my heart take over me, or my brain? I pick heart.
"I love you too," I said. I heard a squeal of excitement from Alice from behind the door.
He took my chin in his hand and pulled my face to his. I closed my eyes.
"Good," he breathed then pressed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I entwined my fingers with his hair and he pulled me onto his lap, like he used to.
We could have been there for two days, I didn't care. Edward was back, and he wasn't going anywhere. Was he? Fear suddenly consumed me. I pulled away and he stared at me with confusion and worry.
"Are you going to leave again?" I asked in a pained voice.
"Never, unless you want me to." He said.
"Do you promise?" I asked.
"Promise."
"How will I know you aren't lying."
"Your just going to have to believe me," he said as he grabbed my face in his hand and kissed me.
"Okay," I said against his lips.
He smiled, "That's good," he whispered
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