EPOV
"Hey it's Alice." I heard Bella's younger sister say and I sighed before clearing my throat.
"Hello Alice. I need to know where you took Bella. She just called me and doesn't know where she is and she's drunk." I heard Alice gasp suddenly at the news.
"I took her to Twilight. Is she ok?" Alice asked and I told her I didn't know before hanging up.
I picked up my cell to hear Bella crying. "Bella, Alice told me where you are. I'm coming to get you baby, don't move." I hung the phone up and ran to my car, getting in and speeding to the bar Bella was at.
I looked around and saw Bella sitting at the bar as she was about to tip a drink back into her mouth. I ran over and took the drink as I pulled her into my arms and held her against my chest.
"Who are you?" Bella Slurred drunkenly as she swung at me and I grabbed her hand in mine.
"Baby, it's me. I came to bring you home and look after you." I said before she suddenly started crying again.
"I misseded you Eddie. I pwomise I'll be good." She mumbled against my chest and I sighed before lifting her into my arms.
"I'm not gonna leave you Bella. Let's take you home." I murmured and carried her out to the car.
By the time we were in the car, Bella had zoned out and wouldn't let go of my jacket so I took it off and wrapped it around her.
BPOV
"Shit, where am I?" I groaned as I covered my eyes from the blinding sun light. "Close the curtains someone." I cried slightly and I heard a chuckle so I turned and buried my head into the chest of whoever it was.
"The curtains are closed. I'll turn the lights off too though." Edward whispered and I nodded while my head buzzing as he flicked the switch.
"Do you have any Codeine? And a glass of orange juice. I just need that and a little while longer and I'll be fine." I mumbled and Edward chuckled lightly.
"Not this time Bella. You drank so much you've puked your guts out. I got the call from the place you were at because of all the puke. Plus you managed to puke in your sleep, all over me so I had to change the bed and put a towel around you." Edward said and I nodded into his chest.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled before looking up into Edward's eyes. He smiled down at me before going to kiss me but I turned my head to the side.
"Morning breath and puke breath and you're trying to kiss me? No way am I letting you." I said and Edward grinned before rolling on top of me and holding me down.
"I don't care." Edward said before pushing his lips against mine. He pulled back and gave me my Codeine and juice before sitting beside me.
"Thanks." I mumbled as I handed Edward the empty glass. I grabbed my phone from the bed side table and handed it to Edward before I could look at it.
"What's the damage?" I asked and he opened up my texts. "You have two from Alice asking if your alright and you dad has sent you a text saying 'ha-ha, now maybe your going to learn that you and alcohol don't mix well when Alice is in the equation.'" I frowned before putting my head against Edward's chest and sighing lightly.
"What's the time?" I mumbled and Edward moved slightly. "Ah shit. It's 9.45 and I have a meeting in 15 minutes. Sorry but I'll have to leave you." Edward said and pressed his lips to my hair before getting up.
"I'll be fine. I can look after myself and if you need me you know where I am." I said as Edward turned on the shower and got in.
I slowly sat up before walking into the bathroom and sitting on the sink. "Bella, that's not the point. The point is that you're recuperating from a night out and I don't want to leave you alone." Edward said and I sighed before putting my head back against the mirror.
I got up and stripped naked before climbing in the shower behind Edward and wrapping my arms around him.
"Edward, I'll be fine. I've been worse and looked after myself. When I'm not drinking, I am very responsible." I said as Edward turned and put his arms round me.
"Bella, I still don't feel comfortable leaving you alone." He said and I frowned before kissing his wet chest.
"Well how long are you gonna be gone?" I asked and Edward looked down at me.
"I won't be back till around five tonight. I have a meeting with the BOT and then I've got lunch with the rest of the staff as an end of year thing and then there's some paper work I need to sort out." He said and I bit my lip lightly as I rubbed my hands up and down Edward's back.
"Just go Edward. I'll be fine, you're only a phone call away, Rosalie and Emmett will be round here sometime and I'm gonna call Jasper and get him to pick me up and take me home at lunch so I'll be there at about 12." I said and Edward just nodded.
"Fine, But I'm calling you in every free space of time that I have. I want to make sure you're alright." He frowned and I nodded before putting my head back against his chest.
Once we were both washed and dressed we went down stairs and I sat on the couch and turned the TV on while Edward grabbed the things he needed.
"I'll see you later babe." Edward said and gave me a quick kiss on the forehead before running out the door.
I smiled before changing the channel to a Tom and Jerry cartoon and relaxing with my phone beside me.
My phone rang at around eleven and I answered the phone, thinking it was Edward. "Hey." I smiled and bit my lip lightly.
"Bella, it's your father. You need to come home; we're having a family meeting." Carlisle said quickly and I frowned.
"Can someone come pick me up? Edward's at work." I said and I heard as he sighed.
"Emmett's on his way home now, he'll come by the house and get you." He answered before putting the phone down. I shrugged and got my stuff together before going out and waiting for Emmett.
When Emmett and I got home we went inside and I looked around to see most things were in boxes.
"What's happening?" I asked as I saw a box with the label 'Bella's things' in neat handwriting on the lid. I sat in the arm chair and looked at Esme.
Everyone was here, including Rosalie and Jasper who weren't really family but they were dating Emmett and Alice.
"Your father has been offered a job." Esme blurted out and I smiled. "Good for you dad. What they giving you now?" I asked and he looked at me and shook my head.
"We're moving out of Forks. The job is in Miami and we're leaving in three days, it's already booked." He said and I just stared at him. "What? When did you accept this?" I angrily asked and Carlisle looked over at me.
"You will not talk to me like that young lady. And I accepted the job this morning." Carlisle growled at me and I stood up.
"Well then I'll see you another time because I'm not going." I said and walked up the stairs to my room as my phone started to ring.
"Hello?" I answered, sniffing slightly as I sat on my bare bed. "Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked as I curled into a ball.
"My dad accepted a job in Miami and I told them I'm not going. I'm at home." I said and I heard Edward sigh.
"Why aren't you going Bella?" Edward asked and I sat up, confusion taking over me.
"Because I've got you. I'm not just going to leave you and go off to Miami." I angrily snapped as I walked over to my dressing table and looked in the box with all my photos and things in it.
"When are you leaving?" Edward asked in an emotionless monotone and I frowned. "They're leaving in three days." I replied and Edward hung up.
I called him back but he didn't answer so I grabbed me bike keys and ran down to the garage.
As soon as I got there, I jumped on my bike and sped to Edward's to see if he'd gone there.
"Edward?" I called out and he walked into the hall and looked down at me. "Edward what's wrong?" I asked and he pulled me into a hug and held me tightly.
"Bella, I don't love you." Edward said and I pushed him back. I looked up at him and saw he had an emotionless look on his face.
"What? How could you say that Edward? You've told me you loved me." I said as tears welled in my eyes and Edward pushed me back.
"You believed that? Bella, I was using you for pleasure. I don't love you and I never will. I don't want you anymore. You were just a little whore I used to get a release of sexual tension." He said and I felt my heart suddenly break.
"You don't want me." I said calmly and Edward nodded. I grabbed my keys from the table where I had put them and turned around before walking to the door.
"I'm sorry I was so gullible to believe you really loved me. I wish I'd never fallen in love with you." I whispered before running to my bike and getting on.
As soon as I got home I went to Carlisle and hugged him. "I'm sorry, can we leave tomorrow?" I asked as Carlisle nodded as he looked down at me.
I went up to my room and lay on my bed; I felt used, hate, unloved. I felt as if he had ripped me into a million pieces and thrown me away.
Never again would I be so stupid and fall in love. It was a dangerous thing and I didn't want it anymore.
*SEVEN MONTHS LATER*
"Bella, we need to get home. Carlisle said there's someone there for you." Emmett said and I nodded before getting up. I had been lying in the sun outside the garage where Emmett and I worked.
I filled people's cars and took care of the payments while Emmett and Rosalie, who moved with us, fixed the cars. Rosalie and I occasionally would clean the cars as well in our bikinis out in the sun.
"Ok Emmett." I sighed and got into his Jeep. As he drove us home I stared out the window and thought about what Edward would be doing.
I hadn't heard a word from him since he discarded me like an old book, thrown in a pile of used or read things.
I slammed the door as I got out the car and walked inside to find that Carlisle and Esme were alone in the lounge.
"Emmett, Rosalie we need to talk to you. Bella, can you please go up to your room?" Esme said and I nodded before slowly climbing the stairs.
I closed the door once I got to my room and walked over to my bed, lying down and staring up and the painted black ceiling.
"I missed you." I heard a velvet voice say and I sat up, looking around before spotting the dark figure in the corner of my room, behind the closed door.
"Who are you? What are you doing here?" I asked and backed up till I was against the wall.
I grabbed a knife that was sitting on the desk from breakfast this morning and I held it close to my side as the stranger came closer.
"Who are you?" I hissed again, ready to stab the guy if he touched me. "Bella, I didn't mean what I said." The stranger whispered before turning on the lights. I gasped and dropped the knife before clutching at my chest as I dropped to the ground.
Standing before me was Edward in a pair of shorts and a tee shirt. "This can't be happening. This is just a dream." I whispered to myself as I clutched my head between my hands and wept.
I felt as Edward lifted me up and I slapped him away from me, falling to the ground and landing on my feet. "You get the fuck away from me." I hissed and Edward looked down at me with a pained look on his face.
"Bella, I came here for you. I came to apologize and you're pushing me away?" Edward said sadly and went to come closer.
I spun around and flung open my deck door before running out and jumping to the tree that connected with my deck. I climbed down and ran towards the garage where I grabbed my motorbike and floored it, speeding away from here and away from the demon that had killed my heart by ripping it into a million pieces.
I drove to the beach and ran beneath the pier where it was sandy and sat down. I put my hands to my face and cried while the waves washed in and out till they started to hit me.
I sighed and went back to my bike, seeing as it was getting dark. I drove home and sat in the garage for about half an hour before calling Emmett's cell.
"Hey Bells, where are you?" Emmett said and I bit my lip. "Is he still there?" I asked and Emmett coughed.
"Um, yea but why does that matter?" Emmett said and I moaned a little before answering him slowly.
"He used me, He used me then threw me out and now he's back to break my heart even more." I said and I heard Emmett growl before hanging up.
I heard something smash and I ran into the house to find Emmett had Edward against the wall by the throat and was growling at him.
"You're the reason Bella is so fucking depressed all the time and why she tried to kill herself? I ought to kill you right her and now." Emmett shouted as his grip tightened on Edward's neck and Rosalie screamed at him to stop.
"I lied to her! I lied to get her to go with you and live a better life." Edward choked out and Emmett loosed his grip a little bit.
"Bella told me that she was going to stay with me and I just wanted her to be with her family and live happily. I didn't mean to break her up and make her suicidal. I know how she felt; I wanted to die for making her leave." Edward hissed out and Emmett loosed his grip on Edward throat a little more.
"How do we know your not lying?" Carlisle growled, no one had noticed me standing in the shadows beside the garage door.
"Just call Forks hospital. I over dosed on medication and other things." He said and I let my tears fall.
"I stabbed myself, I jumped off the roof, I stole my fathers' medical things and injected myself with doses of different things, I tried to drown myself, I stopped eating, and I've done everything." I hissed loud enough for everyone to hear and they all turned around and looked at me. "I've killed myself mentally in so many ways, I've told myself you used me, I've told myself I was never wanted, everything you said that day has been replayed in my mind everyday." I said and Emmett let go of Edward and walked over to me, hugging me tightly and holding me.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. I came here for you." Edward said and stepped closer but Emmett shot him a glare.
"Everyone, leave these two alone." Carlisle said and everyone but Emmett left. "Come on Emmett." Rosalie said and dragged Emmett out the room.
I dropped to the floor and looked down at my hands, they where small and bony just like the rest of me. I had starved myself because I thought Edward didn't want me because I was too fat, just like the last time.
"You said that you were only a phone call away and that you would always be there for me. You lied to me." I whispered and I felt as Edward knelt beside me and hugged me tightly, but not so tight that he would break me.
"I'm so sorry Bella. I didn't mean anything I said to you that afternoon. Bella, I do love you and I always will." Edward said as he took my small hand in his.
"I can't trust you." I whispered and Edward sighed before pulling something from his finger.
"Bella, this is my class ring. It's my most prized object and I want my most loved person to have it." He said and slipped it onto my finger. It was too big, especially since I had no meat on my bones; I had thrown up everything I ate.
"I can put it on a chain or something for you." Edward said as he looked down at the ring on my small fingers.
"Edward, why are you doing this to me? Why are you trying to break me more?" I asked as I removed the ring and placed it in his hand.
Edward closed his hand around mine before I could pull it back and he pressed his lips to mine. At first I just felt his want and need but then slowly it changed and I felt his lust and love in the kiss.
I put my arms around Edward's neck and kissed him back just as powerfully as he was kissing me before pulling back and moving back from Edward a bit.
"Bella, I love you, you love me. Please come back to Forks with me. I'll do anything." Edward said as he held my hands. He reached into his pocket suddenly and grabbed a small thin necklace chain, slipped his class ring onto it before putting it around my neck.
"My family's here. I can't leave now. I have a job and I can't just leave." I said and Edward frowned before down at my again.
"I'll move here. I can get a job at the local school or something, I'll buy a house and we can live together." Edward said and I sighed before shaking my head.
"Bella, we can do this. I have no attachments in Forks. I sold the house and I already quit my job months ago." Edward said and I pouted slightly.
"Edward, you can't just move here because I'm here." I whispered as he hugged me and Edward just chuckled.
"Bella, I already have." Edward said and I gasped before sitting back and looking at him.
"I have an interview at O'Conner Elementary School tomorrow and I bought a house right near the beach just in case you said no to going back to Forks with me." he smiled and I kissed him lightly.
"You're doing all of this for me." I breathed as Edward pulled me into a hug and nodded his head against my top.
"So will you move in with me?" Edward asked and I giggled before nodding as I put my arms around Edward was kissed him lightly.
"HOLY SHIT! BELLA LAUGHED!" I heard Emmett shout before he ran into the room and picked me up off the ground.
"Emmett! Let go of her." Esme shouted and Emmett placed me down on the ground carefully.
"You hurt her again and I will kill you, no matter what you do." Emmett said to Edward and he nodded as he put his arm around my waist.
"So, can we have dinner now? I'm starving." I said and Emmett laughed. "Of course, I haven't seen you eat since before we left." Emmett bellowed and I growled at him.
After dinner, Edward and I went up to my room and curled up together on my bed. "Why did you come back? I'm just a kid, there's heaps more people who are thinner, prettier and better in bed than I am." I mumbled as I played with Edward's hand.
He put his free hand to my cheek and turned my face so I was facing him but I still looked down at his hand.
"Look at me Bella." Edward ordered and I looked at him immediately through reflex. "I came back because I love you. You are not a kid; you have all the charms and intelligence of a woman but the beauty of a girl. You are the most amazing girl who is perfect in everyway. I don't know why you starved yourself because your body is perfect and your personality is perfect, everything about you is perfect." Edward said and I blushed slightly.
"Edward, I'm 19, I live at home, I work in a garage where guys constantly grope me and I don't care. I'm a whore and I'm sure I've always been one. Just like you said." I breathed and Edward growled before pulling my face back to his.
"Bella, you are no whore. You are my beautiful girlfriend who I love. I love you so much Bella, don't you ever even think about calling yourself a whore again." Edward snapped at me and tears ran down my face as I nodded before turning so my back was it his and I still had his hand in mine.
"Bella?" Edward whispered and I didn't reply, hoping he thought I was asleep. "Bella I'm sorry I snapped at you. I just don't like it when you say poor things about yourself." Edward whispered in my ear as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his groin to my ass.
"You know, I couldn't stop thinking about you when you were gone. It was like something was gone. It was like my heart was gone." Edward said and I nodded before snuggling back into Edward's arms.
"I know how you feel but in a different way. My heart felt like it was ripped into a million pieces and thrown into a garbage yard. For the second time in my life." I whispered the last part and Edward hugged me closer.
"Could you please tell me what happened Bella?" Edward breathed in my ear and I shook my head before turning my head so my eyes were against the pillow.
"Just talk to me please." I asked and Edward nodded. He talked about things that were of no importance to either of us but as he did I slowly fell asleep.
BELLA-DREAM
"Baby what are you doing?" I giggled as he poked me in the back while holding my blindfold to my eyes.
He kissed my neck and pulled me against his body before letting go and untying the blindfold.
"I'm sorry Bella, they told me to do it." Jamie said and I giggled before turning, my summer dress flaring out around me, to see Jamie holding a gun out and about seven guys standing around him that weren't there before.
"Jamie? What's going on?" I asked as I backed up. I felt my foot slip a bit and I looked back to see the waves crashing into the bottom of a fifty foot drop cliff.
"Just kill the whore already Jamie." A big guy to the right said and my eyes widened.
"Jamie, please don't. I'll do anything you want, I promise. If you need cash or anything, my parents have heaps; I can do anything for you. Just please don't kill me." I begged as Jamie took the lock off the gun and got it ready to shoot.
"I don't need anything from you, you fucking whore. You're a piece of shit, Aye Gunner?" Jamie said and I guy beside him laughed.
"She's a right piece of shit. Too fat, too smart. Fucking aye, she don't even look like she's good in the sac. Is she boy?" The Gunner guy said and everyone laughed.
"Wouldn't know. The dirty fucking whore's been fucking her brother and his mates for money. Can't take my fucking big cock in her tight little pussy." Jamie snorted and I whimpered lightly.
"Bye, bye Bitch, Have fun in Hell." Jamie said before shooting. I felt as the bullet hit my body and I stumbled slightly before looking down at the blood coming from my breast, only a couple of inches from my heart.
"You fucking asshole." I said before falling down off the cliff. I felt as the water covered me and I started seeing images of things.
I saw a male with emerald eyes, a gun, a baby girl, a brunette girl, a small girl, a baby boy and an older boy and a wedding dress. I smiled at the thought that I had wanted that, but would never have any of that.
END DREAM-BELLA
