HINATA

I stayed with Kageyama for 2 more days before going home. Missed a whole week of school and work, awesome. No, not really, I hate missing work because I need the money but lucky for me I have paid time off. It's already hard enough for us omegas to get jobs because of this damn heat. This is my first-time missing work because of it so I don't feel too bad. I walk through the front door and I see Kenma come out of his room right away.

"Holy hell!" he exclaims.

"I know I have been gone for a while," I replied. "I told you I would be back."

"Not that!" exclaims Kenma. "My god your scent."

"Oh that," I replied. "Um yeah so Kageyama is my alpha." I head towards my room to get ready for the rest of the week.

"What!" exclaims Kenma following behind. "You bonded! I thought you were just going to mate with him?"

"It was an accident…." I replied highly embarrassed that I don't want to face him. "I didn't know when we were mating we bonded." There is silence as I go sit on my bed. I'm still in shock but just because we're bonded doesn't mean my life has to change to center around him.

"Oh god…."says Kenma slowly walking over and standing over me.

"It was my first time mating," I explain. "I didn't know, everything felt…..incredible. I wanted to feel more, I wanted Kageyama as close as he could get." I can feel my lust building again at the memories despite me still fighting the fact Kageyama is my alpha.

"Calm down" says Kenma softly smelling my lust. "Yeah mating for the first time can be like that. I wish I had known you were going to go into heat and would be mating. I would have warned you, told you what to look out for."

"Too late for that now," I sigh. "Has anyone tried to bond you?" Kenma rolled his eyes.

"Yeah Kuroo tried that shit," he sneered. "That's how come we haven't been talking lately. He wants to bond me but I'm not ready for that."

"I had no idea," I reply. Kenma shrugs. "He should really respect your wishes."

"Tell me about it," states Kenma folding his arms. "I love him but to be bound to him for the rest of my life, I'm not so sure about that." I can't argue with Kenma on that. Sure those alphas can just bond to another omega easily if they get tired of us but we don't have those kind of choices. Sure we could mate with another alpha but we would have to deal with bouts of vomiting and I would rather not. "So how is Kageyama feeling about all of this?"

"He feels really bad," I reply. "Although deep down he seems to be happy about bonding to me. It's weird now though because I can feel what he is feeling, he doesn't have to tell me."

"See, I don't think I can handle that," replies Kenma.

"It's not so bad," I replied. "Right now he is already worried about me and I just left." I can't help but laugh. I send my positive vibes his way hoping he will feel them and relax. "In a way it almost felt like how when we played volleyball together." Kenma rolls his eyes.

"Everyone remembers your weird connect," states Kenma.

"Yeah and it kicked everyone's ass!" I exclaimed. Kageyama received my feelings and he feels much better now. I actually kind of like this, just a little. Kenma actually chuckles.

"So Kageyama must have good alpha dick to bond you on the first go around," he states blushing.

"Kenma!" I exclaim throwing a pillow at him. I turn away blushing like crazy.

"It's okay I mean I slept with Kuroo," Kenma sighs. "I can't lie the dick is good."

"Did he knot you?" I asked.

"Hell no!" exclaimed Kenma. "That only happens with bonded pairs remember. Did Kageyama knot you?" I nod yes. "What's it like?" I can tell he is really curious about it.

"It feels weird but in a good way," I replied. "It's like the omega inside of me loved it, it also made my orgasms stronger than anything I ever felt. Let's just say I can see how Akaashi got knocked up."

"He and Bokuto aren't bonded though…" says Kenma. "Although alpha do have a lot sperm with one ejaculation so I can't begin to imagine what is like during knotting."

"Crazy I'm sure," I reply. "Kageyama knotted me every single time towards the end of our mating."

"Wow," says Kenma.

"Thank god he had condoms," I replied. "Although he did run out and we had to send Iwaizumi to pick up some more."

"How many was in the box to begin with?" asked Kenma.

"I don't fucking know," I reply. "I think maybe 12. Kageyama doesn't like mating. He had them just in case, you know how he can be."

"Oh god…." said Kenma. "That is a lot. I can't really talk as I usually lose track of have many times we mate during my heat."

"Have you ever caused Kuroo to go into a rut?" I ask. "I did that to Kageyama, I think maybe that is why he ended up bonding me." Kenma looks thoughtful.

"I did a few times actually," he says. "The first one happened when we were in school." He chuckles at the memory. "I mean I knew my heat was a few days away but I still didn't think he was going to go into a rut. Our parents were not happy with that. As if it was our fault, like really?"

"Tell me about it," I agree. I swear parents don't understand how hard it is. I mean sure things were worse when they were younger but going into heat or rut is just human nature. There is no fighting it without suppressing it. Kenma and I talk a lot about mating. Now that I have experienced it I can actually relate and carry a real conversation about it. I get ready for my upcoming week wondering will I be treated any difference now that I have an alpha.