Hi….

Please don't kill me, please don't kill, please DO NOT kill me…

Over the many years I have been on fan fiction I have seen notes like this posted on various stories asking for forgiveness after their mysterious disappearance.

So last night when I sat there thinking deeply and plotting a plan to excuse myself for abandoning my story, I remembered the quote "Honesty is the best policy". And even though I was peeing myself thinking about the many hate mails I was going to receive I finally decided to just tell you the truth.

So here it goes my absolute sincere explanation:

I entered a severe stage of depression. What was the cause? My dear friend's deaths. One of my closest friends decided it was not worthy living and committed suicide…

After losing her I had a complete break down and it took some time to pick myself up. I am sorry you guys had to compensate for it. To tell the truth, I had no intention of ever coming back as a writer to fan fiction. But my cousin made me realize that my friend would be very sad if I just left everything hanging, especially if she was the cause. She was a huge fan and supporter so this is for you…

R.I.P Sadie…you will be missed dearly. If you are watching over me be proud. I have returned to my throne once again XD

Unfortunately life is an ass and thus it is not that easy to start writing again. I am currently doing my G.C.S.E's which are extremely important for collage here in the U.K. and thus I cannot concentrate on fan fiction completely. I also lost all my files which means any new chapter I wrote or planed has been erased T^T

And lastly I have Writers block since I haven't touched the story in a while and have lost many of my brilliant ideas. So please if you have any suggestions for this story…TELL ME!

It will be quite a while before I continue this story so I hope you forgive me and accept my apology. However I do have other ideas for new fan fictions, some not even in the Harry Potter forum so you might hear from me somewhere else.

I decided to post this note before guilt swallowed me up completely and to be truthful, I have no clue when this story will be picked up, or if I will even continue this, but I'll let you know and if I do decided that I cannot continue, I shall put it up for adoption :)

Thank you for listening to my endless blabbing and I really hope you can forgive me.

Lots of Love,

Shazz xxx