Three days I've been stuck in this got damn room, being stuck in a room with Sideswipe and Sunstreaker wasn't the best thing in the world, but it also wasn't the worst thing.
"So Kitten?" I looked at Sideswipe from my sketch.
"Hmm?" I silently asked, I had to make sure he wasn't coming over I don't show my drawings they're a little on the dark side...okay a lot on the dark side.
"What's your damage?"
"What?"
"What caused this personality to appear, and don't say this is how you normally act." he huffed, I placed down my pad and looked at him he gave me a serious look I sighed and ran my hand down my face.
"What gave it away?" I muttered my hand still covering my face.
"Everyday you look at a picture and you become sad very sad, but once you put it away you become angry and determined." I sighed running my fingers through my hair.
"I had a best friend, she meant everything to me, I loved her. We did everything together we were even born on the same day. We acted and looked like identical twins, she was my everything my reason to live. My mom use to say we were joined by the hip, because where one twin went the other followed." I whispered sadly remembering that fateful day.
"So what happened to her?" Sunstreaker asked.
"She died, she was killed we had got into one of our petty little arguments and it was weird it was almost like I was influenced to continue to argue with her. She had stormed out of the house, when she was going to cross the street a car came out of nowhere and ran her over. I screamed for her, she was mangled under the car but still alive I tried to get her out. The guy driving had ran off into the woods, my parents come to me and pulled me away and the car burst into flames, she was burned alive her screams still gives me nightmares, we had a saying never say good-bye because goodbyes are forever. That night before my could get me in the house I heard her meek voice, the screams had long ago died down. In my head I heard her she said good-bye." I scrubbed my teared eyes.
"I'm sorry Kat, I know how it feels." I narrowed my eyes at him.
"No you don't. You don't know how it feels to be constantly lonely, and your mind it's so fucking empty you spent all that time with one person and then they're just gone. Unless you lose your twin and feel that special bond you have be ripped from you and you can feel your insides dying then you know what it feels like, then and only then." I muttered, I heard shuffling of feet I looked up both of them were in holo form.
"Kat I don't know what I'd do without my twin I'd be lost, but I guess if he did die I would follow him." Sunstreaker looked at his brother before nodding.
"Yeah I'd definitely follow him."
"Because where one twins goes the other will follow," I whispered, "I was going to follow I tried many many times, but it's like that force that made me fight with the day she died wouldn't let me die. The day I was electrocuted was the closest I've ever been to death. I was stuck in the lulling darkness and it was all on me if I wanted to come back. I couldn't do it, I felt her there I just couldn't see her. O told you I wanted to hear his voice again that was only half the truth I wanted to find my twin." I laid back in my nest sucking in a breath.
"Subject changer?" Sunstreaker asked I nodded.
"Yeah, you know I'm surprised they haven't realized you've been locked in a room with me."
"Yeah they're not the brightest at times." Sunstreaker laughed.
"Subject changer, what were you going three nights again, because it's not what you said you were doing." his cheeks blushed.
"Subject changer nice weather we're having huh?" I glared at him.
"Really I wouldn't know." I muttered sarcastically.
"Sunstreaker what did you do?" Sideswipe asked waggling his finger in Sunstreaker's face.
"It was nothing...harmful at least." Sides sat up to look at his brother.
"That's not what I asked, I could go get prime and he make you say." Sunstreaker glared darkly I gave an awkward laugh.
"Want to know so bad fine, I kissed her you happy I kissed her!" he shouted before stomping to leave.
"You can't leave." I told him he growled in frustration.
"Well was it at least a good kiss?" Sideswipe asked me.
"Not good, great I was half asleep though but pretty sure Sunstreaker was into it." Sunstreaker was still in holo I swear his whole body was red like red red, Sideswipe threw his head back and laughed.
"You came! From a kiss! Oh that's priceless." Sideswipe laughed clutching his stomach.
"I mean grinding was going on to." I whispered almost inaudibly, Sunstreaker attempted a glared but it only made Sides laugh harder I mean Sunstreaker's whole face was red.
"Subject changer?" I asked meekly, he glared at me.
"Hey don't be angry with-" I couldn't finish the sentence something was here but like not here.
"Child? I have your sister." I jumped at the voice, papa was here.
"Follow me." he whispered I nodded, jumping out of my nest.
"Kat where are you going?!" Sideswipe shouted.
"To find my sister." I whispered, I ripped all the bandages of my arms they were still bleeding and sore but I didn't care they were setting me back.
I heard the twins behind me but ignored it focusing on the shadow's presence. When the twins were close enough to grab me I drew electricity to my hands.
I shot them up on to the rafters and swung from string to string, until the shadow presence was behind a door. I swirled the electricity inside of me, and I easily walked through the door.
Ratchet, Optimus, Prowl, and Jazz all looked at me there was continuous knocking on the door. I looked left and I looked right then on the table I found it.
"Papa, what do I do now?" I asked.
"Who's she talking to? Jazz asked.
"We don't know, but it was like someone was talking to her and told her to do all of this." Sunstreaker commented.
"Sparklet grab the matrix and got to the mirror." I nodded doing exactly what he wanted.
I looked into the mirror my sister's presence engulfed my mind, making me smile wickedly.
"Nicole!" I shouted she smiled and wave.
"Who's that?" Ratchet asked quietly.
"I...I think that's her dead friend." Sideswipe whispered back.
Papa appeared behind Nicole he rested his hand on her shoulder and whispered something.
"I know papa." she sighed.
"As you can see your best friend is here with me." I glared at him.
"Why won't you let me be with her papa!" I cried out.
"Because in a little while she will be with you." he smiled at my outbreak.
"I can't wait to see you Kit Kat." she grinned.
"I will go now child, but when you feel the shadows take The Matrix of Leadership and go to anything reflective or transparent. I will leave Nicole here and you two can talk." I nodded, and he faded out.
"I really like papa." Nikky smiled.
"Yeah he's a pretty cool dad."
"Don't you mean pretty old dad." I laughed,
"Yeah I guess that works too."
"So I saw what Sunstreaker did to you."
"Do you mean the whole kiss thing, or the I'm going to kill you thing?" I asked and she nodded.
"The kiss, papa's anger was filling the bond to its bream." she laughed.
"Yeah not quite sure what that was all about but I kind of..." I trailed off suddenly feeling the presences behind me.
"Well hello how long have you been standing here?" I asked completely confused.
"We've been here the whole time." Ratchet scoffed.
"Who is that behind you...in the mirror Katherine." I rolled my eyes.
"Optimus you can call, me Kitten, Kitty, Kat, Kit kat, Electric you choose."I mumbled annoyed.
"Okay...Kat."I nodded.
"Well this is-"
"Hi I'm Nicole Kitty's best friend...no screw that she's my twin." Nikky stated proudly.
"Nikky I think you should go." she gave me a hurt look.
"Why?"
"Because I can feel papa and he's asking for you, you don't want to get in trouble."
"Oh yeah. Hey before I go get the electri strings surrounding your heart it's time for us to be reconnected." I did as she wanted and sure enough her presence was back in my mind.
"Now when you need a sister to talk to because trust me you will with this relationship, just send me a message through the bond." I nodded turned to walk away and she slowly faded away.
I leaned against the mirror and look at the small group looking at me for an explanation.
"What?" I asked frustrated.
"So what was all that about." I hesitated.
"I'm not really sure, I have no idea what's going on it just all feels right."
"Kat do you know who that was in the mirror with Nicole?" Optimus asked, I shook my head.
"You mean our papa, I have no idea who he is this is only my third time seeing him." I shrugged.
"You've seen him before?" Ratchet asked, I nodded.
"Yeah, I saw him three nights ago actually he forced me to see him, he wasn't too happy with me." I muttered remembering our conversation.
"The first time?"
"I guess I didn't really see him it was too dark but I heard him, I know his voice from anywhere." I smiled pleased I could answer their question.
"Optimus do you think this is the work of the allspark?" Prowl asked, I frowned.
"It's not. The work of the allspark I mean." I answered for him.
"How do you about the allspark?" he asked.
"I know more then I put on, I know about the war, Cybertron, Megantron, Unicron etc. etc."
"But you don't know Primus?" Sideswipe asked.
"Who?"
"The mech in the mirror."
"Papa." I chirped happily.
"Say that again?" Ratchet ordered.
"Papa?" I questioned.
"No just like you did before, when you were excited." I frowned not understanding.
~Say it like you're going to meet him today for the first time.~
I nodded, "Okay."
The thought of my papa, "Papa!" it makes me giddy.
"Is she clicking?" Jazz asked confused.
"Speaking sparkling, might be the shard." I sighed frustrated.
"The shard didn't do anything, all it did was give me the memories and knowledge of all this."
"You know that for a fact?" Prowl asked, I nodded.
"So how can you do this stuff?" They really are dense.
~Stop doing that Electric.~ my papa scolded, I glared at Ratchet.
"Okay Papa, I'm sorry." I muttered.
~Apology accepted. You click my name only when you need me, understood?~
"Yes papa I understand." I sucked in a deep breath before letting it out slowly.
"Is he here?" Jazz asked.
"No."
"Then how was he talking to you?" Ratchet ask.
"We have a special connection, just like me and Nicole we all have bonds." I shrugged.
"I ask again how can you do this stuff?" Prowl asked
"My papa taught me, let me put it in a time line so you can understand better-
First, I was electrocuted.
Second, I slipped into a coma.
Third, I meet papa for the first time.
Fourth, Storm came.
Fifth, I woke up.
Sixth, I nearly blow up a hospital.
Seventh, I meet dumb and dumber.
Eighth, I ran away.
Ninth, I cam here.
Tenth, I tried to kill myself.
Eleventh, I woke up
Twelfth, I got a guardian.
Thirteenth, I saw papa again.
Fourteenth, I'm here."
"When did you get the allspark?"
"Oh fuck!" I groaned, the reason I made the time line was so I can tell them when I got the allspark.
"Umm that was the seventh thing, when I meet dumb and dumber."
"So you don't know what's going on?"
"No not really."
"Okay Kat you can leave now." I smiled before nodding.
"Wait not just yet." I groaned, I was tired.
"Whaaat?" I whined.
"I do believe somewhere in there I heard someone kissing someone." Jazz smirked.
"Hehe, yeah don't look at me I was asleep." I shrugged.
"So let me get this straight you kissed her when she was asleep because..." Ratchet trailed off.
"I don't want to talk about it." he hissed.
"You should have heard the cover story, he almost had me fooled." I laughed.
"How do you feel about this Kat?" Jazz chuckled I yawned tiredly.
"Well I only have one thought about it...a kitten does likes her sun even when it tries to burn her." I whispered before drifting off to sleep in Sideswipe's palm.
"What does that mean?" Sideswipe asked.
"I'm not sure." Sunstreaker whispered.
Sunstreaker's POV
I laid down on my berth it was late,but I just couldn't recharge something was keeping me up and I didn't know what. Who am I kidding I know exactly what was keeping me up.
A kitten does like her sun.
I turned over so I was staring at Kat she was smiling in her sleep.
"I don't know what that means...can I get a hint?" Kat stirred a bit before turning around.
"I guess that's a no huh." I kicked laying back.
