3 MONTHS LATER:

I wake up to someone stroking my hair. I turn to find its J.

" Did I wake you?" He asks me. " Nah I just felt like waking up." I tell him as he goes to kiss me. " I'm gonna go take a shower." I tell him as he nods.

I go in to the bathroom and turn the faucet on. I turn and look at my baby bump. " Your gonna come into this world in 4 months." I say happily to my bump. I here someone knock and it's J. " Who ya talking to Harls?" He asks me as I smile. " The baby. I read a book that says it's good to talk to the baby." I tell him.

" Ok. I'm gonna be in my office." He tells me as I nod and strip from my clothes and hop into the shower.

After my shower I go downstairs and open the cabinet for some cereal.

I get a bowl and poor the cereal and milk into it. As I walk into the the dining room I see Johnny. " Morning Harley." He tells me. " Mornin Johnny." I tell him as he looks at my stomach. " How's the baby?" He asks. " It's good." I tell him as he nods and goes off to J's office.

Once I finished I put the dish into the sink and washed them just in time for J to come out. He comes behind me and wraps his arms around my stomach. " Done with work already?" I ask him.

" No. Just wanted to see how ya doing." He tells me as I smile.

" Yknow J. I think I'm gonna need maternity clothes." I tell him as I smirk. " I won't be able to fit in your shirts much long." I tell him. He sighs. " I'll have someone come in with some better clothes." He tells me as I smile and kiss him on the cheek. I giggle as I here him growl when I pull away.

He grabs me and kisses me , only to be interrupted by Frost when he comes in. " Hey Boss , cars ready. Time to go." He tells J.


" Where ya goin J?" I ask. " Business." He tells me and I get the hint.

A couple hours later I hear the engine of the car and the garage open.

J comes in and I could instantly smell achohol on him. He walks towards me and wraps his arms around my stomach and starts to leave trails of kisses on my collarbone. I pull away. " Not today J." I say. He looks at me confused. " Why?" He asks me anger and confusion radiating off of him.

" Your Drunk J. When your drunk ya get way too rough." I tell him pointing at my stomach.

" I thought you loved it rough?" He asked me clearly getting angry. " Not when I'm 4 months pregnant with your child!" I tell him in disbelief.

" Cmon Harls.. Don't get daddy mad." He tells me. " I need this release. After a long day of work." He tells me as I look at his trousers to see his erection growing hard. " No. That's final." I tell him as he growls.

I turn and go upstairs leaving a very angry J downstairs. I go into the bathroom and turn on the shower. I strip and get in.

Not even 2 minutes later J comes in and opens the shower door. I ignore his presence only to have in pin me to the wall. " What the Hell!" I yell. " Do you like to make daddy mad?" He asks me , his hold getting tighter.

"No." I tell him whimpering. " Then why won't you have sex with me?" He asks me chuckling. And I snap. " What if I don't want sex?! Has it ever crossed you that people's life's arnt just about Sex?" I tell him anger radiating through his and my body.

I could tell I crossed the line at that point. He was either going to hit me or force me. But he never did. He just left. Not saying anything.

Then I remembered him with that slut. Kissing her. After I had teased him.

Before he fully got out of the bathroom I lunged at him. Kissing him passionately.

" Harls?" He said. " I want you.." I said to him clearly remembering the first time we had sex.

He chuckles darkly at my words. " What made you change your mind?" He asked. " The thought of you the other night with that..slut. I didn't want that to happen again." I tell him on the break of crying. " Harley..Baby.. Yknow I wouldn't do that..again." He tells me.

Before I could speak he kisses me. I pull away and he growls. I was definitely teasing him by going onto the bed. He pulls his pants off and crawls onto the bed. He grabs me roughly pulling me to him. " Not to Rough!" I remind him. He growls and kisses me as he positions himself near my entrance.

Without warning he slams into me and I scream and moan. " Puddin!" I say reminding him not to be rough but he doesn't listen. He pulls out and slams back into me. " Mistah J." I say struggling from his grip. I didn't want him to hurt the baby. Only to have him pull out and flip me over on all fours.

I try to get away but he grabs my hips and slams into me. I can't help but moan. I'm nearly on the edge of crying thinking of him hurting the baby.

" Mistah J! Ya gonna hurt the baby!" I tell him but he ignores me. He pulls out one more time and flips me back over. He leans down to my breast and roughly bites my nipple as I whimper.

He chuckles. " Get off me." I tell him. I struggle when he ignores me. That's when I do it. I slap him. He is utterly shocked by my action.

" Stop! Your going to hurt the baby!" I tell him. When he's distracted I finally get out of my hold.

You know you wanted to keep going Harls.

Yes I did.

Then why'd you stop?

He was gonna hurt the baby.

" Harls?" He asks me as I get off the bed and dress into one of his shirts.

" Harley." He tells me in almost a growl when I ignore him. He grabs my wrist.

" Leave me alone." I tell him as he frowns. " Is Harley mad that I was too rough?" He asks me in a sarcastically pouty voice. I look at him with anger. " What do ya think J?" I tell him.

" I read the baby book. It says your not to be too rough!" I tell him as he scoffs.

" It's always about the baby Harls." He tells me. I look at him angrily. " No it's always about you! Your Needs. Never about me or anyone else." I tell him as he looks at me angrily.

" Now if you excuse me I'm going to bed J." I tell him as I walk past him and get on the bed.

I fall asleep quickly.

" J stop!" I yell at him as he blows another punch to my stomach.

He doesn't he slaps me as my lip splits open.

" Your going to kill the baby!" I yell at him.

That doesn't work as he punches me again.

I fall to the ground crying relentlessly and begging.

" I own you Harley girl. You obey my orders." He tells me.

" Now I wasn't asking." He tells me as he roughly pulls me up and I feel blood trickling down my leg.

" THE BABY!" I scream. He chuckles darkly.

He throws me on the bed. " I was ordering." He tells me finishing what he said before.

I was crying and shaking with fear. " N..No." I tell him.

Blood still coming and staining the sheets as I back away.

" Please.." I beg for him to stop.

" Tsk..tsk..tsk." He says shaking his head. " Beggin me is only making me harder Harls." He tells me as I go to get off the bed only to have him grab me.

By this time his pants were undone and his erection was hard.

He grabs my hips forcefully and slams me onto him.

I scream at the pain and he chuckles.


I woke up from the very realistic dream panicking and with tears streaming downs my face. I go to get up but feel hands around my waist. I carefully remove his hands and walk to the bathroom and wash my face.

Once I finish I dab my face with a towel and look into the mirror to make sure that it was just a dream. Good it was only a dream. I go back into the room and lie down only to have J's hands pull me down to him.

I gasp. " What's wrong Harls?" He asks stroking my hair. " N..Nothing Puddin." I Assure him. " Harley.." He says. " I know when your lying to me." He growls. " I..I had another bad dream." I tell him as he sighs. " Another? You mean a different dream?" He asks me.

" Yeah." I tell him and he forces me from my side onto my back and climbs on me , straddling me.

" What kind?" He asks. " You..You were hitting me..like punching me in my stomach. Blood trickled down my leg and you threw me on the bed saying ' I wasn't asking I'm ordering.' And then.." I say as he looks at me worried.

" Harley.." He says cupping my face as tears streamed out of my eyes. " Why do you keep having these dreams?" He asks me. " I don't know.. It started after I fell asleep after we had that fight a while ago." I tell him referencing to the ' Rough Sex ' fight.

" Yknow I wouldn't do anything to hurt the baby.." He tells me. " But.. Earlier you were to rough.." I tell him as he kisses me.

" I know.. I was just angry about our fight before that." He tells me.

" And Yknow I only do that as a punishment." He said referencing to the rape that happened 3 months ago.

I nod as I kiss him. " Now Harls. Time for bed." He tells me.


The next day I wake up to the sound of yelling. Again.

I go downstairs to see J very pissed about some ' job ' the henchmen failed at. I clear my throat and all eyes are on me.

" Morning Everyone." I say in a happy mood. " Good Morning Miss Harley." Johnny says as he walks into the room. " What's going on?" I ask.

" Oh just lecturing these idiots." J tells me eyeing them angrily. I giggle. J looks back at me. " Did I wake you?" He asks me.

" No. I just woke up." I say lying to him. He looks at the Henchemen and they get the hint to get the hell out of here. " Harley. I know when your lying to me." He tells me stalking towards me as I back up against the wall. He puts his arms on each side of my head angrily.

" Why do you lie to me?" He asks me. " I don't want you to feel bad about anything." I tell him as he chuckles. " Harley I never feel bad about anything. Hell nor do I regret anything." He tells me as he smiles showing his grill.

" Of course ya don't." I tell him giggling. He kisses me as I snake my arms around his neck. He pulls back and I go into the kitchen.

" I'm gonna make pancakes." I tell him. " Want any?" I ask him. " No." He tells me.

As I go into the kitchen I grab the mix and mix it in the bowl. It was the blueberry kind. When I'm done stirring someone's hands goes down my waist as I turn I don't notice J snake his hand around into the bowl and grab some of the mix.

" You got something on your nose." He tells me. I bring my hand up to wipe it off. " Where?" I ask him. " Right there." He tells me as he puts it on my nose.

" Puddin!" I shriek as I grab some of the mix and put it on his nose.

He then grabs more and puts it on my shirt. " Now you've done it!" I say as I grab some and throw it at him only to have him chase me around the counter.

Hes too fast and grabs me and I shriek when his hand wraps around my waist and he puts me on his shoulder.

" Shower Time!" He says like a child that's really excited.


A/N: So yes this chapter is a little longer. Like I said I will not be posting until either Saterday or Halloween day ( Monday) So this chapter takes place 3 Months after she's been pregnant. I have decided the gender and I'm not spoiling. But you may review or guess what the gender is :))

Im still gonna figure out which chapter she will have the baby in maybe Ch 10.

If you guys have any requests I will take them! Just remember that I will post those In 2 WEEKS!

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