Its 1:30 in the morning... But I can't sleep, I can't relax I can't do anything. Nick totally messed with my head! I can't even wrap my mind around what he told me! The confessions, the lies we'd been hiding. Everything! If only Kevin could have been there too, then maybe it would be better for all three of us.
I sat up in my bed and pressed my fists to my forehead. What am I going to do! I wanna talk to Kevin...
I stood up and walked towards the door. I stretched out my arm and pushed the door open. I looked out just to make sure my parents weren't still up and headed towards my brothers room. You could see the glow of a light coming from under the door so I knew he was still up.
I wonder what he'll say... I poked my head in, "Hey?"
"Holy!! Don't scare me Joe!" Nick whispered and jumped putting his hand on his chest.
"Heh, sorry. Mind if I come in?" I asked as I looked at my younger brother who sat behind his laptop.
"Yeah, sure come in," he said shutting the laptop and placing it beside him, "can't sleep?"
I closed Nick's door all the way, "no...I can't... Can you?"
"I haven't tried to sleep yet, working on the lyrics, their almost done," he said and smiled at me as I sat on his bed beside him.
I looked at him, just admiring the way the light from his lamp hit his face and the way the shadows fell upon the younger boy.
"So..." Nick said looking away from me, "why can't you sleep?"
I was brought back to earth by Nick's voice, "oh...well I was thinking about going to talk to Kevin, but his light was off so I figured he was asleep," I looked down at my hands.
"Oh...well why don't you talk to him tomorrow? Danielle isn't coming back till Friday, mom and dad are out tomorrow for the whole day with Frankie and Grandma and Grandpa, and I have that thing to do with Miley."
I laughed, "that date with Miley?" I nudged him in his ribs.
"Shhhh! You'll wake up mom!" he pushed me.
I smiled at him and pushed him back.
"Don't push me," he pushed me harder this time.
I pushed him down into the bed and climbed on top of him and smiled, "I win!"
"Get off of me!"
"No."
"Yes!"
"No!"
"I said get of--"
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