Hey!
Here's chapter eight! sorry it took so long! It's mostly fluff but the end decided it needed to be slightly angsty but non the less i give you fluff!
Klaine hugs and kisses
kiwi
PS: I own nothing(oh and all of the songs used in this chap belong to there respective writers and singers and Klaine and Glee still belong to Ryan Murphy and AVPM/S belongs to Starkid)
A few well deserved hours of sleep and two very large cups of coffee later found Blaine on his bed strumming his new guitar and he had to admit Chris had a very rich wonderful sound kind of like Lucy but richer and crisper. He played a few more notes before scowling grabbing the pen from between his lips and crossing off yet another lyric from the notebook on the bed in front of him.
So far every song he had try to write today ended up being about Kurt and involved the word love. Which was odd because he's not in love with Kurt…
"Am I?" Blaine asked himself out loud. "I mean he's beautiful and looks good in anything he wears" Blaine thought. "But then again he could wear a potato sack and still look gorgeous" Blaine reasoned with himself. And then there's the way his face lit up when he smiled…angelic…he looked like an angel. Graceful and wonderful and the way his eyes lit up…it took Blaine's breath away.
"He's funny and sweet too." Blaine thought. "Well once you got passed the witty come backs and "Bitch" face he always seemed to put up for the outside world" Blaine added. The real Kurt…the one behind the mask was sweet and funny and caring and courageous and stronger then any one could imagine and that was the Kurt Blaine loved. "Well I'm definitely in love with Kurt" Blaine thought as he looked down at his lyric sheet, which was now full of little hearts with Kurt's name in them.
He sighed tearing the page out of the notebook.
"You are definitely not making it into the journal" he told the paper crumpling it into a ball and burning it in the spare trashcan hidden under his bed, he'd learned from experience that that was the only way to keep Wevid from using them as blackmail besides locking the good songs away in his journal.
He sat back down on his bed to start his writing process all over again. He'd start writing a song, usually on his guitar or if he felt like it his keyboard and sometimes the piano in the Warbler's practice hall, and if it was decent he'd keep it if not it got burned. He'd finish the song, edit it and if it was exceptionally good he'd rewrite it in his old leather bound journal if not it would get reedited or burned.
After a few more minutes of attempting to rewrite his song he sighed exasperatedly and gave up for the time being in favor of playing random chords and notes which morphed themselves into "Harry" from AVPM. But instead of singing Harry, he sang Kurt.
"Kurrrrrrt Kurrrrrrt
Why can't you see
What you're doin to me"
"Wow" A voice said from his doorway.
"Oh God!" Blaine exclaimed jumping a foot or so off his bed and smashing his guitar into his face.
"That's very sweet but you can just call me Kurt" Kurt answered stifling a giggle.
"Son of a bitch!" Blaine swore holding his now bleeding nose. "And what the hell are you doing here? I thought you were helping your dad in the garage today?" Blaine asked rushing to his bathroom to grab a wad of toilet paper.
"I was but my cast kept getting in the way." Kurt explained holding up his cast as proof. "So he sent me home but I decided to come here and bug you instead and once again light saber Pajama pants? Really?" Kurt asked raising a perfectly shaped eyebrow at Blaine's pj pants.
"Yes, light sabers! Fuck…I think my nose is broken." Blaine said hissing as he tried to hold the tissue to his nose.
"Well aren't we full of swear words today?" Kurt asked sarcastically. "We should get the nurse to look at your nose to make sure it's not broken." Kurt added in a serious tone.
"Not shit Sherlock! Give me a minute to change out of my light saber pants… I'd rather the guys didn't find out about them." Blaine said changing into a pair of sweats.
"Lets go…short shit" Kurt said muttering the last part just so that Blaine could barely hear it.
"Heyyyy! I am not short! I'm vertically challenged" Blaine replied pouting as he led Kurt down the hall to the nurse's office.
Thankfully it wasn't broken…just bruised. Blaine still had to spend the next hour icing his nose to keep the swelling down and ended up smacking Wes with his gavel for joking that Kurt had hit Blaine which was "spousal abuse" when they ran into him on their way to the nurses.
Blaine was contemplating showing the rest of the warblers the picture of Wes and David cuddling to get back at Wes for the whole spousal abuse comment and for busting out laughing when Blaine told him that he had smashed himself with his guitar when his thoughts were interrupted by Kurt.
"Hey Blaine what were you playing when I came in?" Kurt asked from the bottom of Blaine's bed where he was sprawled out on his stomach reading the latest Vogue.
"I dunno I was just making it up as I went...why?" Blaine asked, well all but the last bit he added mentally, looking up from his journal where he was sketching some one who looked suspiciously like Kurt.
"I just thought it was really pretty" Kurt replied flipping over so that he was on his back reading the magazine in the air.
"Oh…thanks"
"Hey Blaine…can-can you sing something for me?"
"Sure…have any songs in mind?"
"No…whatever you want to sing."
"K" Blaine replied grabbing his guitar.
"How long have you played?" Kurt asked.
"I taught myself when I was twelve" Blaine replied tuning his guitar and making sure he was in the right key. After a minute he felt satisfied and began strumming. Making Kurt giggle when he realized what song Blaine was singing.
"Youre tall and fun and pretty
Youre really, really skinny
Kurt Hummel
Im the Mickey to your Minnie
Youre the Tigger to my Winnie
Kurt Hummel
Wanna take you to the city
Gonna take you out to diney
Kurt Hummel
Youre cuter than a guinnie pig
Wanna take you up to Winnipeg
Thats in Canada!
Pretty pretty pretty Kurt Hummel"
Kurt was giggling uncontrollably by the time Blaine finished.
"Hahahahaha…. As much as I loved that song that wasn't what I meant when I asked you to sing me a song" Kurt said once he was able to catch his breath.
"What? You didn't like my love song?" Blaine asked pretending to be hurt.
"It's not that I didn't like it…" Kurt began playing along.
"You know all I was trying to do was sing you a love song and ask you to the Yule Ball but obviously it wasn't good enough so just forget it!" Blaine said whining at the end.
"Ok I will!" Kurt replied enthusiastically. Before they both burst out laughing as they flopped over so their faces were next to each other but their bodies were lying in different directions.
"Will you play me a real song that isn't in the Very Potter plays please?" Kurt asked after they had been lying there for a few minutes.
"Sure" Blaine replied anything for you he added silently as he picked up his guitar and began strumming.
"When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one"
Blaine had no idea why he chose this song…except he meant what he was singing. He wanted to be there for Kurt…he-he loved Kurt. He gazed into Kurt's eyes trying to convey that he meant every word he sang.
"I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one"
Kurt's eyes were boring into Blaine's full of an emotion Blaine couldn't name. It was adoration and fear and happiness and a few other emotions Blaine couldn't identify all mixed into one.
"I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"
Blaine stumbled through the first line of the next phrase but his newfound courage helped him to soldier on.
"Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"
Blaine played the last few notes and ended the song placing his guitar next to him on the bed. He found that he still couldn't break away from Kurt's gaze. His breath hitched as Kurt's face moved slightly forward. Kurt leaned in to kiss Blaine's lips bumping into Blaine's nose before he could reach his lips causing Blaine to hiss in pain.
"Oh God! I-I-I-I…I'm so sorry! I didn't…I don't…I gotta go" Kurt exclaimed jumping off Blaine's bed and rushing out the door.
"Kurt! Kurt Wait…Please come back!" Blaine screamed running after him. "Kurt please just stop!" Blaine asked catching up to Kurt at the top of the staircase. He gently grabbed Kurt's arm to stop him but Kurt kept walking.
"Kurt will you please just talk to me?" Blaine asked grabbing his arm one more time.
"I'm sorry Blaine…I can't do this" Kurt said, his back facing Blaine.
"Do what?"
"Love you…I can't…"
"Why?" Blaine was fighting back tears and hoped that Kurt didn't hear his voice crack.
"I just can't…I want to but I can't…I won't watch him hurt you" Kurt said muttering the last part to himself as he finally turned around to look Blaine in the eye.
"Hey…Hey…it's ok" Blaine chuckled wiping a tear from Kurt's eyes. "No one's going to…Oh God… He threatened you again didn't he?" Blaine asked realizing who "he" was.
"Who?"
"Damn it Kurt please don't…you can keep these things from me…I know you want to protect me but please…I can handle it" Blaine pleaded quietly.
"Ok…" Kurt replied. "But, once again, he didn't threaten me…he threatened you"
"Anyway" Blaine said,
"Anyway…He cornered me the other day by the dumpster in the parking lot after school and we got into a fight and I called him some names and he freaked and-and he k-kissed me and told me I was his and I quote "Tell your little faggy hobbit to back off…if he wants to keep his pretty face in one piece". " Kurt said as Blaine wiped away more tears from his face.
"Wait…he kissed you? Son of a bitch!" Blaine exploded... and there was that irksome want to beat Karofsky's face in again.
"What the hell is his problem?" Blaine asked angrily as he paced the hallway cursing under his breath. "How long before he broke Kurt completely?" Blaine asked himself. "And what the hell did Kurt ever do to deserve this? Nothing that's what he did! Nothing!" Blaine thought furiously.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked stopping his pacing, all anger fading as Kurt sunk down on the top stair and placing his head his hands.
"That was my first kiss…from a boy" Kurt whispered into his hands.
"No…No." Blaine said gently prying Kurt's hands off his face. " It's only a kiss if you want it and willingly kiss back" Blaine told him, lightly stroking his cheek with his thumb.
"If it wasn't a kiss then what should I call it?" Kurt asked.
"Mouth rape" Blaine replied. "Lip Molestation…your choice either way it wasn't a kiss" Kurt leaned his head on Blaine's shoulder and they lapsed into a comfortable silence each allowing the other to collect their thoughts.
"I don't know what to do" Kurt admitted breaking the silence a few minutes later. "First Karofsky threatens me and then you. Then he kisses me and threatens you. I mean what the hell? Then there's you."
"Me?"
"Yes you"
"What about me?"
"Well… we always cuddle…not that I mind or anything…and there's the dinner dates and coffee and movies and we hang out all the time. But I don't mind and then there's that song you just sang me in your room. The one about not letting me fall… I thought…well…Gaga…did you- did you mean it? Never mind…being stupid" Kurt said muttering the last part.
"You're not being stupid Kurt and as for Karofsky…transfer here."
"What?"
"It's not perfect or permanent or cheap but at least if you come to Dalton he can't hurt you… neither will anyone else and here you'll be treated like everyone else" Blaine reasoned.
"I-I-I-I-I-I" Kurt sputtered. "You can't expect me to choose right this second!"
"No I don't nor do I want you to. Just think about it…ok?"
"Ok." Kurt agreed.
"As for the song…I don't know where it came from or why…" Blaine said rubbing the back of his neck with his hand.
"But?"
"But I meant it…all of it. I-I…" Blaine sighed and then continued. "There is a moment where you look at some one and go "Oh there you are...I've been looking for you forever!" When you walked into the record store that day and told me about being out and proud all I could think was "Wow that boy is so much stronger then I will ever be" and that's when I had my moment…about you "
"How am I stronger? You're the one who saved me!" Kurt said snorting.
"I know you think that but it's you who did the saving. Trust me I don't take on Neanderthals twice my size for just anybody. You gave me courage and strength I didn't think I had anymore." Blaine smiled at Kurt.
"Riley broke me Kurt. I-I stopped living after what he did. I was angry and scared and I pushed every one away. I didn't think I'd ever be able to find well some one like you. Some one I could just be me around. Some one who didn't care that I'm dorky or that I wear light saber Pajamas." Blaine chuckled wiping away a tear from his eye. "And I don't care about Karofsky or Riley or any of them. I don't want to let them keep me from being with the boy I want. I'm not afraid anymore and you shouldn't have to be either." Blaine finished.
"I want to be with you too Blaine. Your right…I'm not going to let them keep me from being with you anymore. I'm still scared but I'm tired of letting it get in the way…so I'm not" Kurt said simply.
"Kurt… I want to kiss you. But only if you want me too" Blaine said placing his hand on Kurt's cheek.
"Blaine dear"
"Yes Kurt"
"Will you just kiss me already?" Kurt asked nervously.
"Yes" Blaine replied closing the space in between them and slowly gently he pressed his lips to Kurt's. After a few seconds Blaine broke the kiss.
"Wow" Kurt said breathlessly.
"Wow" Blaine agreed. They looked at each other for a few moments before leaning in and smashing their lips together again. Kurt sighed into the kiss his lips parting slightly allowing Blaine to slip his tongue into his mouth. Kurt tasted like mocha and sunshine and happiness. A few seconds later Kurt slipped his tongue into Blaine's mouth and began exploring with as much ferocity as Blaine's.
They finally broke apart when neither of them could breathe anymore their lips red and kiss swollen.
"That was definitely my first kiss" Kurt said when his breath returned to normal.
"Good… can I promise you something Kurt?" Blaine asked.
"Sure…what?"
"I promise I will always be here for you when ever, where ever…like the song says I'll be here through it all…I'll stand up with you forever… and wow that was super cheesy" Blaine said.
"It's ok…I forgive you and that was probably the sweetest thing any one has ever told me" Kurt replied pressing another soft kiss to Blaine's lips.
Unbeknownst to Blaine and Kurt, Wevid and Neff had been watching the whole incident from Neff's room and were incredibly happy.
"Finally!" Wes almost yelled.
"Shh!" Nick and Jeff hissed at him. "Are you trying to get us killed?"
"No…but…I won so pay up!" Wes whispered gleefully holding out his hand.
"What ever" Jeff said as the boys handed over Wes's winnings.
"Nice doing Business with you boys" Wes replied. "What's wrong?" He asked when David Jeff and Nicks faces went white.
"Oh nothing…We are just planning on how to kill you boys for spying on us and betting on when we'd get together" Kurt's voice said from behind Wes.
"Shit" Wes squeaked paling as he turned to see Blaine and Kurt glaring at them.
"You know…if I were you I would run" Blaine said smiling menacingly.
"Now" Kurt added laughing when the boys turned tail and fled.
"How long do you think they'll run for?" Kurt asked as he and Blaine walked back to Blaine's room.
"A while" Blaine answered closing his door behind Kurt. "I am definitely going to have fun with them at school tomorrow."
"Good…so Disney or Harry Potter?" Kurt asked looking through Blaine's movie.
"Harry Potter" they said together laughing. They spent the next several hours finishing their movie marathon from the other day and lightly pressing kisses on each other's lips and cheeks and hair every so often.
Well there you go my lovelies!
I hoped you liked and thanks for all your reviews/favorites/reviews i love and cherish each and every one of them! Please keep them coming if you so wish! Oh and i'd like to give a special thanks to YouHadMeAtSkinTightJeans and steffi star who have rewieved almost every chapter ive written! thanks guys!
I less then three all of you guys
Kiwi
Ps: in case you are wondering songs i used are "Harry" fom AVPM lyrics by one Darren Criss "Ginny" also from AVPM and also with lyrics by one Darren Criss and "Your Gardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
