A/N: I'm sad to say that this will be my last chapter in this story. However I am considering doing a companion story over the same period in time but following Olivia. So if several people want a companion story I'll start it right away.

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't even own myself so there is no way I own SVU sorry to disappoint y'all.

Dedication: This chapter is dedicated to my cousin who died in a car accident Easter 2001. I'm turning my back on the past and moving on.

Hey El. It's finally me again. I'm back for Christmas. Calah and Emmet and their kids are here in the city. Calah is right here. Calah wants to talk to you.

(Calah speaking) Oh Elliot. You finally got the girl didn't you? I told you that you and Liv were perfect for each other. It took you to long. You and Liva should have had a long life together. Instead you died and left her with the two most beautiful babies in the world. My daughter Alexa is a close third though. Yes I admit your children are more beautiful then mine is. I'm a horrible mother aren't I? But Liva is the best mother ever. I'm living a lie but Liv; she's one hundred percent honest. She's awesome in every way possible. I miss you lots. You were a good man and a good cop. You were a good father and a good husband no matter what Kathy ever said. You and Liva deserved each other. I mean you are just the cutest couple I've ever seen. I'm sorry I missed your wedding and funeral but I didn't know what was happening. You are an amazing man. Liva needs to talk to you now. Bye El.

(Olivia Speaking) The twins are so big. They both look like you. The day you died I lost my guiding light but now I have new glimmer of hope. That is my new life with Calah in Colorado. I may never come back to the city again. I have two beacons of hope, Elliot and Ellen. I can see them becoming great people like their dad. I'm leaving for good and I can't ever come back. I need to turn my back on the past and move on. You may be dead and your body may be here but your spirit will follow me where ever I go. And you will follow the twins and all our descendants. I have to go but I will love you always. Goodbye my love. Goodbye Elliot Stabler.