When we got back to the house no one was around. I thanked god for that. But its sucked that i shredded a new pair of pants. As i got off of the wolfs back it left me. I walked back into the house and i didn't go looking for anyone. I go back into the bathroom i was in before and took a quick shower. Then went back to my room and got dressed in a pair of pajama pants and a shirt and laid on the bed. And finally went to sleep. Not caring that i was most likely suppose to stay up and wait until Sam and i have talked but my was physically and mentally drained. My dreams was something about the gang. They're was arguing over something. I could just see their mouths moving. After a few moments of that the dream changed to Emily and i sitting in her kitchen talking. Again icouldnt hear the words. It changed a couple more times and then one came up with Jacob and I in the woods somewhere. He was yelling at me. His hands gesturing while he ranted. After that one i had woken up. Not expecting to be in the guest room. I was scared for a moment but then calmed. I yawned looking towards the window. It was nighttime still. I couldnt fall back to sleep so i walked out to the porch. I sat down on the steps looking at the stars in the sky. Not really thinking anything. I felt someones hand on me after awhile. On relfexi got up and into a fighting stance.
As soon as i saw it was Jacob i sat back down. "What do you want?", I asked.
I heard the wood creak as he sat down, "
I heard something and decided to check it out. I didn't know it was just you."
"Oh well you dont have to stay out here with me."
He replied, "Aubrey as much as you want to push us away it better if you didnt. We've been through it already. We all want to help."
I sighed, "Just because you want to help doesn't mean i want or need your help."
"Well as much as you dont think you need our help we know you need it. If you hadn't notice you had to be saved earlier if you dont remember.", he said harshly.
I never thought he'd be this...hurtful?
My anger began to rise again, "Well i never asked for this."
His body began to slightly shake, "And you think any of us asked for this? To give up our life to play hero?"
I stood up and turned to face him, "You know what that got you? You have friendship. You have a feeling of belonging. You know what it got me? It got me something to single me out. To make me feel as if i am unwelcome in this pack."
I didn't realize that as i said that his anger was through the roof. Before i could have a change to defend myself he was in wolf form and he lept at me and i fell to the ground hitting my head. He got off of me and then waited for me to get up. As i did i stood and faced him. Then he lunged at me again this time his claws hit my rib cage when he landed on top of me. I felt pain going through my body and my head started to pound. Not from changing my form but because he cut deep within my skin. I looked to see where he was. Three feets away he stood starring intently at me, waiting for me to make my move. I put my head back down and made my hand touch the wounds on my stomach. Blood was coming out at a fast pace. I tried to stand up. The first time icouldnt get up. The second time i was able to get on my knees. The third time i was on my feet while they shaked unsteadily. I walked to the steps and thats as far as i made it. Jacob was behind me still in his wolf form.
Then i though, "Sam. Help. Porch. Now."
The blood i lost so far was starting to affect me. I let myself fall onto the wooden floor. I heard the door open quietly.
Then it was one word, "Fuck."
I felt myself being picked up. I felt like i was floating.
I lifted my head up to see Sam, "I don't think he meant it. We were arguing. Wasn't. Him. Blame. Me."
After that my head fell back and i drifted off.
Sam's POV
As i picked her up off the floor.
Then she lifted her head up slightly, "I don't think he meant it. We were arguing. Wasn't. Him. Blame. Me."
Her head fell limply and she pasted out.
I then called out, "Emily!"
A few moments later footsteps were heard running from the back of the house. She stopped in the doorway starring at Aubrey's limp body.
I looked at her, "Go get me disinfectant, wet towels, dry towels and some gaze."
She went back into the hallway towards the bathroom. I turned to Aubrey and checked her pulse. It was faint but rapid. Jacob is going to get a very long lecture. At least the guys can defend themselves. Aubrey can't until she has trained. Emilt was back in the room and i grabbed a towel from her and put it under Aubrey. Then took her shirt off, luckily she had a bra on. Her chest was rising normally as she breathed, thank god. I opened the disinfectant and poured in onto her stomach. Even through her sleep she moved away from the bottle.
Emily said, "She'll be ok right?"
I nodded, "The only thing that may happen is she will scar."
"How is that? You guys heal in a couple hours."
I replied, "Well her process isn't complete. So she'll scar, but afterwards she wont."
I took the wet clothe and wipped off the excess liquid and then bandaged it. Lifting her body with ease each time. I was handed a shirt from Emily and put that on her just incase one of the guys walked in. I dont think Aubrey would like them to see anything. I turned back to Emily. Her face held no emotion but her eyes shown that she was upset. I stood up and so did emily. I reached out for her hand and i pulled her out of the room. I lead her back to our bedroom. I lid her back down and i went to the other side and laid down facing her.
"Baby whats wrong?"
Emily's eyes shed a few tears and iwipped them away, "She's going to be scarred for the rest of her life. I hoped nothing like that would happen to her."
I pulled her closer to me, "Baby you dont have to worry so much. It wont happen again."
Emily looked into my eyes, "Yes it wont happen to her again but she'll have those scars to remind her everyday that shes fragile. No one wants that."
I finally understood. Emily was talking about her scars.
I finally said, "Emily your as beautiful as the day i met you. These scars were made by me but underneath these scars you still shine."
I kissed her scars. Then finally kissed her lips.
As i pulled back i said, "And Emily you have nothing to worry about even in years to come i'll still think the same."
Her lips formed into a smile and then kissed mine.
Normal POV
As i woke up i had a headache from hell. I opened my eyes and the bright light was unbearable. I quickly closed my eyes. And turned my head then reopened them. It was better than before but i got up ignoring. My legs were a little shakey but i was able to stay up. I walked to the kitchen and found everyone there. No one notice me at first. The room was filled with laughter and smiles until Quil noticed me. He immediatly got up and came to me helping me to a chair. At that moment i had no strength to fight it off. Emily smiled at me and placed a HUGE plate of scrambled eggs, toast, bacon sausage and ham. My stomach growled loudly i lifted the fork and started to eat. As i did everyone started there conversations again. I ate my whole plate in about 3 mintues. I put my fork down leaned back in my chair and looked at everyone. Jared and Paul looked at my plate to me and then back at the plate.
Then Jared spoke up, "Ok Aubrey where did you put all that food? I mean seriously it was there a moment ago."
I laughed, "Apperantly you have never seen me eat. Ask Quilim always like that."
Quil absentmindedly nodded towards them. Then went back into there conversation with Sam and Jacob.
I look towards Jared and Paul, "Wanna see something funny?"
They both nodded and i smirked.I then turned towards Quil, "Hey Quil do you think you can go to the house for me?"
He nodded again.
"Quil don't you think Embry is so hot?"
He nodded. The guys started to laugh silently.
"Quil do you think you'd kiss him?"
Again he nodded absently.
"Quil do you think you could jump his bones right now?"
He nodded and now all the guys were trying not to laugh.
"Quil do you think you could give me my mini skirt back that you borrow a couple weeks ago to go oon your hot date?"
He nodded yet again. Then he stopped looked over at me and glared.
"Guys sorry the show stops now since he finally realized whats going on."
They were on the ground laughing and holding there sides. Sam was howling with laughter and Jacob was smiling.
Quil then spoke, "Aubrey. One word. Run."
I blotted from my seat and was out the back down before he could even get out of his seat. When he was out of the door i was back in through the front door. Quil went towards the forest. I went back into the kitchen sat in my chair.
"Seriosuly he needs to give me back my mini skirt.", and then i sighed.
Paul "I have to say you've got skills girl. High five."
He held up his hand and i high fived him.
Jared "I think that there is hope for you yet."
Sam and Jacob didnt say anything. It looked like they were having a conversation in their minds. They probably were.
I spoke up, "Sam when do we start training?"
He thought for a moment, "I think that maybe in a few days. You'll need time to have your stomach heal for the most part. I don't want to open back up."
I nodded. Hoping that after i trained maybe they'd leave me alone. I didn't want them saying i still needed it.
