Chapter 15: The Saga Of The Bipolar Hormones
"Do whatever you have to do because there is no way I am pregnant." Loren told the nurse sitting up and pushing Eddie off her.
Once the nurse finished what she was doing and left saying the results should come back tonight or tomorrow Loren got up and started pacing mumbling to herself while Eddie just watched on confusion etched on his face.
"Lo calm down would it be so bad if you are pregnant." Eddie stood up and made a move to touch Loren's stomach when she slapped his hand away.
"So bad?! 'So bad.' He says maybe not bad for you but I don't want to be a statistic. I'm 18, I'm not out of high school, I'm single, my career just started, my m- Oh My G my fans! There kids what type of role model would I be? No I'm not pregnant my hormones are just bipolar because of the trauma. What are my options? Uhm adoption no that would be to public and crazy. Abortion is totall-"
"LOREN!" Eddie had enough.
" What!?" She turned to him eyes wide.
"Options, really?" Anger was evident in his eyes.
"Yes really this is America. It is legal in America. I am an American. And this is my American body. Now do you understand what I am telling you?"
"You would really abort our baby? My baby?" Eddie whispered the last part sadness taking over.
"YES... I mean no. I don't know what to do Eddie I don't know how to raise a kid I'm supposed to be going away for college soon and go back to the studio. How does a baby fit into that picture we just can't photo shop or airbrush something that big into it something wouldn't fit. So I'm sorry I really am but if this whole thing happened 7 years from now everything would be crystal and both our tears would be of complete undeniable happiness and we would hug and kiss and start planning everything. We wouldn't have tears of anger and sadness and we wouldn't be at each others throats arguing about what we think is right. And you certainly wouldn't be looking at me like I'm worst than Chloe and I like I just told that I sold your favorite cherished guitar for Madonna tickets." She smiled sadly.
"Well I guess I'm sorry too then because I can't-"
"Eddie please. Compromise, how about we go to bed and you hold me and when we get the results I won't make a decision. We will...together."
"C'mere." Eddie grasped her hand and led her to the bed to lie down. She snuggled into his chest her face in the crook of his neck and he curls a strand of her hair that escaped the bun as her breath evened out.
8:37 P.M.
After eating food that Nora and Max brought over and hanging out with them. Eddie and Loren kicked them out so they could go home and rest. They were watching TV when a Dr. Morgan came in.
"Loren I was informed that test were done and figured you'd want results from someone you're familiar with." He explained.
"Well it's now or never right? So do I have bipolar hormones or what?" Lo tried to joke glancing at Eddie.
"I don't know if this is good news or bad new so I'm going to do the neutral path. Your results show that you indeed..."
A/N: I'm evil I know, it keeps me up at night! Wow that was a long break I'm sorry it was so short but I thought I should give you something before I lose my train of thought and forget all about uploading.
