A/n: I don't own anything but my ocs and plot
Shattered to pieces, regretful, alone...
Those where the feelings going through Kanato Sakamaki as he realized that Serena couldn't stand how he had treated her that night. He really thought that he was doing good with making her happy, but no, he screwed up just by saying one thing to her. He wished so badly to rewind time and just keep that to himself, but he couldn't, she was gone for good and there wasn't anything he could do about it. He wanted so badly to hold her in his arms once again and have her tell him just how much she loved him, how much she'd do just to see him smile.
Petting the soft locks of his now dead girlfriend he knew he had to do something about how he treated her. Then it caught him that her clothes were all wrong unless she changed which he didn't see her clothes on the ground with the rest of her clothes. He placed the body down and he looked around curiously and carefully, something wasn't right. He knew he was alone due to the fact that Kana was taken out by Subaru because of what happened. So he looked around her room before looking outside of the room and he shook his head as he saw his beloved actually sitting on the small couch that was off of the room that Kana and Subaru were using.
"You really are a terrible girlfriend Serena." Kanato said as he sat beside her
"Am I really? I used a Mirror image spell to take my place just to see what you'd do in a situation as that. Let me ask you, if we were to go out again and I were to let you drink human blood again, would you seriously leave me for dead if i was just sleeping there waiting for you?" Serena asked as she didn't look up from her book.
He was quiet for a bit before he sighed and held his teddy tightly. "No...I wouldn't have. You mean a lot to me Rena, please don't be mad at me anymore."
"What makes you think that I am mad at you? You're the one who's calling me terrible when you're the terrible bastard. I was just trying to look out for you as any good girlfriend should. I love and adore you so damn much nothing in this world could ever make me turn on you Kanato. But, you need to realize that I'm never ever going to be some petty bitch that'll just take your shit." Serena said as she slammed her book shut and she glared at him.
"S-Serena?"
She pulled on the collar of his shirt making him closer to her before she glared at him even more. "From now on you are to never ever make threats at me or I will take Subaru's knife and kill you when you sleep. Do you understand me Sakamaki?" she said coldly
He teared up as he looked to her. "Y-You'd really do that to me?!"
"Due to you threatening me more than once, yes, now its my turn to threaten you. so be a good boy or I'll have to go through with my threat." She said before she patted his cheek softly and getting up.
Serena went inside with her book making kanato follow her only to see her get rid of the Mirror image before she undressed herself and she placed her pajama's on. She then went to bed and placed her blanket over her, Kanato felt contemplated about what he could do. He took his shirt off before he lied beside her. He pulled her close to him before he kissed her neck softly.
"I love you." He said softly to her hoping she'd hear it
Of course he got no answer as he heard her snoring slightly. He closed his eyes and held her tightly as he cried himself to sleep, he thought he lost his girlfriend, but he didn't, she was alive and she was making him feel like crap for saying something that just came to him. He didn't think it would matter if he'd just leave her somewhere, she seem to know how to take care of herself so it didn't really matter right? He fell asleep with pain in his chest due to what had happened that Kanato woke up he couldn't feel his hands, he didn't know why he couldn't, then he realized he couldn't see either. He knew his eyes were open, he just saw nothing but darkness. He tried to move only to find it useless, so he tried to speak only to not being able to. He furrowed his eyebrows a bit as he tried to figure out just what happened to him. How come he was like this? Why did Serena leave him like this for?
He felt like crying, but he didn't as he felt two soft cold hands on his chest, he shivered slightly as they went up him slowly.
"So you finally woke up, I thought I would have to wake you up myself if you didn't Kanato." Serena said softly to him before she placed her head against his chest. "But I guess I should explain this huh? I'm probably frightening you even more than I did last night, so I'll give you a bit of why I did this."
He waited and he saw that she took the blind fold off of his eyes which made him blink his eyes a few times before he looked to her. She was wearing something he didn't ever peg her to wear. Seeing her in the clothing made him blush for the first time in ever, he didn't ever think that he'd ever do something like that due to something his love would wear. She moved closer to him and kissed his cheek softly.
"You my dearest Kanato have been a bad boy and since you can't seem to understand just what it takes to be with me I'm going to give you the most worst punishment I can think of just for you to think about what you've done for the last few days. What has gone wrong between us and what could you have changed. Once I know you won't ever do anything stupid or rude towards me again I will stop, but not before then." Serena said as she traced small patterns into his shoulder as she leaned against him.
He whined as he looked to her. He didn't like the sound of that, he understood what he had to do to make her happy, if only she'd allow him to do so. He knew he fucked up, he knew that he was wrong to say something like he did to her. She was someone very valuable to him and nothing would ever replace her in his dead cold heart. That much he knew, but he knew he couldn't voice it until she allowed him to, which for the longest time, he was bound and gagged to her bed as she did what she wished to him until she wanted to hear him beg.
That's when he spilled his heart out to her. That's when he told her just what he thought about everything, tears and all. He needed her to know just what he thought about everything that has happened so far. Which when he was done speaking she got off of him and she sat with her back to him. She looked down sadly and she sighed.
"Kanato...I'm sorry about this...I'm no good with people, Especially males. I'm too socially awkward for this. Maybe...Maybe you're right. We are too different." She said before she undid the binds on his ankles before doing the ones for his arms.
He saw the sadness in her eyes and knew he fucked up yet again, she was going to break up with him once he was free, once she freed him from the bed, it meant that she had released him from her side as well...He couldn't take it. He wouldn't accept it, he enjoyed her cuddled and enjoyed seeing her smile and laughing. So once he was released he saw she was going to get off of him, he took that moment to push her down and give her just what he knew they both needed. He wouldn't allow her to push him away from her, he wouldn't allow her to speak about it either. He held her hands down as he kept her lips busy with his own. He wanted nothing more than to show her just how much he loved and adored her.
Sure they had differences, but they were so small it didn't matter to him. What did matter to him was that she was loved by him and that he would always be by her side. Which throughout the night he did show her that it didn't matter how much she wished for him to go away. He was there to stay and he would always be there for her. That night ended for both of them sleeping in each other's arms, Serena with a sad smile on her face against his chest as Kanato smiled contently with his arms tightly around her.
After a few more days of working things out between the two of them they were fine once again, Serena attempted not to let what had happen affect her too much, she wanted nothing more than to get Kanato back home. How to do that she didn't know, she wasn't that good of a witch like her grandmother was. She did her school work as she ignored Kanato and Subaru's arguing. She had to place her headphones on due to a livelesson she had to go to. She went back into the swing of her life as she had a debate with a few of her classmates which scared Kanato as he heard her voice raise a bit as she spoke.
After the debate she took the headphones off and got something to eat only to see Kanato in the door way looking to her slightly scared. She rose an eyebrow at him as she had a cookie in her mouth. "What's wrong Kanato?"
"I don't like it when you argue with your classmates, it reminds me of the times we argued." He said sadly
She got another cookie from the package before she went up to him and placed it in his mouth before she took her cookie out of her mouth and kissed his cheek softly. "We'll be okay I promise. Don't think so much about the past kay?" She said softly before she went past him.
He took the cookie out of his mouth as he turned around and followed her back into the room only to see that Subaru and Kana were making out on the couch.
"Seriously can't you two go to the other room with that?" Serena whined
Neither of them moved which then made Serena look to Kanato with a slight smirk. He looked to her curiously. "What?"
"Mere you adorable cutie." Serena said as she took him by the hand and went into her room
He blushed a bit, she never once called him that before, he wondered what made her act the way she did. It was slightly confusing but he said nothing until she pushed him up against the wall and kissed him on the lips. He kissed her back as he smiled a little at her.
"Kanato lets get them a reason to complain I want you to do your worst to me." She said softly against his lips as she trailed her hands down his body softly and slowly making him whimper a bit as she did so.
"You asked for this Rena, I don't want to hear you complain afterwards that you're sore." Kanato said as he cupped her face with one of his hands and kissed her pushing her up against the bed.
After that day Serena and Kanato heard less of Subaru and Kana, Mainly due to the fact that they had out done them in many ways. Serena went back to helping Kanato with his school work but instead of doing so in the living room she had him work in the kitchen due to Subaru and Kana being on to couch.
Serena saw that Kanato barely paid attention to what she said due to him just staring at him so she beeped his nose making him shake his head a bit.
"Y-Yes Serena?" He asked as he looked to her
She chuckled a bit as she smiled at him. "Kanato please try to focus here, I'm trying to help you out and I can't keep doing things for you you know." She said as she poked his cheek slightly
"I-I'm sorry I just can't seem to concentrate due to how beautiful your voice is Rena." He said blushing slightly
She blushed herself and hugged him tightly before she went on to his lap and had him do the work with her on his lap. Every time he got an answer right she'd give him a small peck on the cheek. He enjoyed how she would help him out and tried to get every problem right so he could get more than just her pecking his cheek. But of course they were cut off short by Kana's voice.
"Rena, are you always going to allow them to be like that? Its been almost an entire month of them doing that." Kanato asked curiously
She shook her head before she got her plant spray bottle and she went to the living room and sprayed the two of them.
"Get your clothes on and get to work on your homework the two of you. If I hear once moan out here from either one of you I will place you two in different places for a week just so you two can get over this lust wave that is over the two of you." Serena said seriously
Kana blushed and nodded her head. She then went to the Kitchen where she went to continued to help Kanato with his school work as he held on to her tightly.
"Thank you Serena."
Serena knew that she had to do something about the way that kana and Subaru were taking advantage of the hospitality that she was giving Kana. So instead of ignoring the fact that Kana was abusing the welcome that she was given months ago. So that night Serena had it so the four of them could talk about situation that constantly came up..
"Kana I need you to get a job or you're going to have to say bye-bye to Subaru." Serena said seriously
"B-but...Serena I can't.I'm too young!"Kana whined
"no you're not. Serena has had a job since she was your age so you can get a job too."Kanato said pouting
kana frowned as she looked down at her plate. "Fine...I'll start to look for work tomorrow morning."
"Thank you Kana."Serena said as she finished her dinner
afterward she went to take a shower only to feel arms around her waist after she was done washing her hair. She smiled a bit before she looked behind her to see Kanato
"yes love what is it?"she asked
"can't I be with my girlfriend?" He said as he kissed the side of her neck.
"maybe it depends on what you are trying to get out of it."Serena said as she smiled at him
He gave her a toothy grin before he turned her around and kissed her as they had their first time in the shower. Afterward they washed one another before they got dressed and cuddled with one another on her bed before she fell asleep to Kanato singing to her. Once she was asleep he contently smiled at the young brunette who slept against his chest.
The next night Kanato and Serena woke up to silence. Serena sighed contently before she snuggled closer to Kanato.
"I can get used to this." Serena said smiling
"Mhm, it is very peaceful. But you and I need to speak a bit Serena." Kanato said as he looked down to her
She looked up to him curiously. "What do you mean?"
"The night that I had changed you...Your grandmother, she died. Your eldest brother, he called you to let you know but you were going through the transformation from human to vampire...so if you die or try to kill yourself, I go back to my home world and I won't remember you." He said as he wrapped his arms around her tighter
She blinked her eyes a few times. "W-Well..I uh...I won't ever hurt myself, but I need to go to the funeral or at least her grave to see just how she died."
"Do you want to do that now while things are still peaceful?"
She nodded her head and she got up, only to be pulled back down before being kissed. "Remember I am here for you so if you cry, I will be there to comfort you. You aren't a human anymore...You're a vampire which means I can have pity for you."
She nodded her head. "I know, and I thank you Kanato. Your words mean a lot to me...You know that right?"
He gave her a some-what toothy grin. "Yes, what I say to you decides whether or not you sleep in my arms or not every morning."
He then let her go and they got dressed before she took him to the grave yard on her motor bike. She went to where she knew her family was buried to see a new grave stone in the section. She went to the new grave stone only to see that it wasn't her grandmother, but her mother's name was on it. She looked to the ones on either side of her mothers to see that it was her younger sisters names.
"W-What has happened that I...my goodness." Serena said as she began to tear up.
Kanato hugged her from the side. "Looks like a lot has happened, do you want to see your family Serena?"
She shook her head before she looked to him and buried her face into his chest. "If they aren't going to tell me when one of them dies anymore then they aren't family anymore. Just a lot of people that I swore I knew and had abused the hell out of me."
"Its alright, I'm here for you and I will always be around." He said softly to her
She cried against him and nodded her head. "I-I know...A-And I thank you so much for it Kanato."
While the couple were out they didn't realize that the other couple had a big fight. Kana had found out that her parents were just playing a big joke on her and she was able to go back home away from the trouble that she had called a love life...or there lack of.
Subaru on the other hand was sulking over the fact Kana had just left him like she did after agreeing to being with him forever. Subaru wanted to get out the stress he felt but didn't know how to without doing something that Serena would have done if it wasn't for the relationship she had with Kanato. Then it clicked in his mind that he could talk to Serena about the situation her 'friend' made. He got up from the bed and out of the room to do his school work for once without Serena nagging at him for not doing anything.
Once he saw the couple come through the door, he got Serena's attention as she looked at him confused. He dragged her into the other bedroom and out to the porch before he crossed his arms. "Kana broke up with me earlier and went back home. Apparently her parents were just playing a bad prank on her."
Serena's eyes went wide before she looked to him sadly. "I'm so sorry to hear that Subaru...what do you want me to do. I know she won't listen to me now."
"you can reverse what has happened between her and I. "
She he frowned and shook her head "If I do that you'll be placed back...do you want to go back so soon?"
He gave her a dark chuckle before he pulled her into him. "I was originally given to you Serena. Think about that for a moment."
She instantly shook her head quickly. "Oh no! Kanato wont like that one bit! He'll go all crazy on me! I really don't want that!"
"Subaru what do you think you are doing trying to get under my candies skin like that? You know she's mine" Kanato said seriously from behind him
Subaru glared at him and pulled Serena closer to him tighten the grip around her. "She was given both of us by that old bat. So logically speaking she belongs to the both of us not just you Kanato. Don't act like such a baby just because you have to share the girl who is keeping us here."
Kanato frown as he looked to Serena who looked uncomfortable being in Subaru's arms. " no I'm not sharing her!"
"d-don't I have a say in what happens to me?" Serena stuttered as she looked between the two males
they looked to her " no." They both said in unison
serena glared at the two of them before she yelled out "I'M NOT BEING WITH ANYONE UNLESS BOTH OF YOU STOP ARGUING OVER ME LIKE I AM THAT BITCH YUI! "
Subaru let go of her and both males looked at her sadly . She crossed her arms and tapped her foot annoyed. She then went to lean over the ledge of the porch
" now can the three of us talk about this like civilized people or am I going to have to be a bitch and place you both back?" Serena asked seriously
they looked to to one another before they nodded their heads " we'll talk Serena " they said in unison
Serena had the three of them go inside of the apartment before the two males sat on the couch glaring at one another as Serena went to her chair and crossed her arms at both of them.
"Stop it both of you. This is going to be a calm discussion nothing more, the moment one of you yells I'm sending both of you back. Do you understand me?" She said seriously
They both nodded their heads silently. She then took a deep breath before she looked to Subaru.
"Alright Subaru, tell me why all of a sudden do you want to be with me, before you wanted nothing to do with me." Serena asked seriously
"I didn't think that I'd have to actually be with someone to get away from the troubles of my past, but seeing as how I almost went back weeks ago...I'm starting to feel that same pull again now that I'm not with Kana."
"Huh...that spell my old batted grandmother used seriously has an affect on you guys." Serena said thinking before she looked to Kanato who was just looking to her sadly.
"Don't push me to the side Rena...please?" Kanato said as he held his teddy tightly
"I won't Kanato." Serena said with a sigh before she got up out of her chair and she went between the two males.
As she did she saw both of them looking to her. She took one of both of their hands as she took a deep breath and said something in an unknown language to both of them. Once she opened her eyes both males felt slightly different as she got up.
"Play nice boys, remember you two were given to me. Not the other way around." Serena said as she went to the door way
Both males shot up and looked to her.
"That's impossible." Subaru said seriously as his eyes slowly become lust filled
"R-Rena what did you do?" Kanato asked as he held his teddy closer to him
"Something to keep the two of you from fighting. ." She said before she left the room with a slight smirk
Both males looked to one another before they rushed after Serena before they both pinned her down to her bed. Kanato on her right, Subaru on her left. She blushed as she looked up at both males.
"T-This isn't what I had expected from what I did." She stuttered before she hissed out when she felt both males bite her neck.
Kanato moved his hand that wasn't holding her down around her upper body as Subaru placed himself between her legs
"Your blood changed, is it because he changed you Serena?" Subaru asked softly against her neck
"I-I don't know! H-How the hell am I supposed to know what my blood tastes like?" Serena asked flustered
Subaru then made her look at him before he kissed her on the lips making her eyes go wide in shock as she felt a slight jolt when Subaru kissed her.
"Hehe, Hows that Serena?" Subaru asked with a slight smirk
"T-That was slightly strange b-but...it didn't taste metallic like, it...it tasted sweet."
"That's because you are sweet Serena, you are very sweet, its part of why I love you so much. I adore sweet things as you already know" Kanato said as he cleaned up the bite mark on her neck
Serena said nothing more as she felt herself being stripped and that night not only pleasured by Kanato but by Subaru as well, which was very different for her. She felt strange being with two men at once, it wasn't anything she was used to and for some reason to her...it felt almost too right to sleep between both males. Subaru behind her and Kanato in front of her. Neither one of them would let her go or would let the other do something to her that they personally wouldn't have done to her.
When Serena woke up she saw that both Kanato and Subaru weren't beside her. She got herself up only to whine and go face first into the bed. She pulled her blanket over her as she buried herself into her bed. As Serena hid herself within her bed, Kanato and Subaru were talking about what happened the previous night. Obviously they both knew that she had done a spell to make them be so lusted for her that they didn't care about what happened that night. But now that the affects of the spell where off of them and they realized that they both had done not only to one another but to the female who was still in her bed room.
The first one to talk out of the two was Subaru. "So how are we going to fix this. Obviously Serena doesn't want me to leave just yet. She knew that by doing what happened that I would stay here...so what do you think we should do since she was with you first."
"She promised me before that she wouldn't get near you, she said that she wouldn't ever touch you and yet she did just the opposite of that last night. I don't know, I don't think I know her as well as I thought I did. She might be trying to get us to bond with one another for some odd reason." Kanato said as he looked down at his teddy.
"But why its not like we can both be with her." Subaru said before they both heard Serena curse in her bed room.
Both males were curious as to why Serena cursed so loudly, so they both got up and they went to the bedroom only to find Serena curled up in a blanket as she was glaring at her phone.
"Serena why did we hear you from the living room for?" Subaru asked
"My elder brother just sent me a picture of my grandmother's will." Serena said as she looked to both males
"And?" Kanato asked as he sat beside her wrapping his arms around her
"I have to get up and get dressed...and I need both of you to come with me...S-She did the same thing to your brothers as she did to the two of you. She said that she wants me to be part of some harem."
"Like hell you are!" Subaru said seriously
"I don't want it either...that's why I need to get up and dressed. I need you two to come with me to help me find them."
"They're dolls right?" Kanato asked
She shook her head. "No...I-...Let me just read what I was given."
Subaru sat on the other side of her as she got her phone. She then keyed up what she was given from her brother
"...and to my sweet grand daughter Serena Sullivan I leave the house I live in as well as the four males that are in the place. The males I leave with Serena are the males who will guide her to her future with many children in her future [Sweetie enjoy yourself]." Serena said before she sighed
"Those bastards better not get close to you." Subaru said seriously
Serena looked to Subaru shocked "D-Did you just get protective over me Subaru?"
He tilted her up to meet her eyes to his. "I didn't sleep with you last night just to lose you to a lazy ass, a stuck up bastard, an egotistic maniac and a perverted male."
"B-But wh-" Serena said before she felt the blanket being removed from her neck and Kanato biting her neck.
"It seems that he and I both love you. If you will have both of us then both of us will protect you from the others." He said against her neck
"I...I was afraid of picking one or the other. T-To be honest with both of you I've never been good with picking favorites. B-Both of you have been tied for the top of the list for me. I-I care a lot about both of you. I-Its why I did what I did last night. I didn't want to have you two fight over me." She said nervously before she was kissed on the lips by Subaru.
She kissed him back almost instantly as Kanato bit her shoulder, refusing to let Subaru take over his girlfriend so easily. Kanato soon then took the blanket off of Serena before toying with her body so much that he and Subaru had to calm her body down that night which afterwards made her whine against Subaru's chest.
"I-I was already so darn sore! N-Now I know I won't be able to move much." She whined
"Both of us don't mind caring you." Subaru said as he caressed the side of her face.
Her face went bright red as she looked up at him. "T-That doesn't help!"
"You've never stuttered this much before Serena, what's gotten into you?" Kanato asked confused
"I...I'm really shaky and nervous about all of this. I don't want to seem like I love one more than the other when its not true. I love both of you equally." Serena said as she looked to Kanato
"It'll take time to get used to but I know you mean well. You're stuck with the both of us." Subaru said as he looked down to her
She nodded her head as she looked back to Subaru. "A-Alright...I-If you two are really willing to be around me...T-Then I guess I can deal with both of you."
"Deal with us? So you're saying you'd rather be alone?" Subaru asked
She shook her head before she face palmed herself. "N-No! T-That's not it at all!"
Kanato pulled her into him and bit into her neck. "Then what did you mean?" Kanato asked as he refused to let her go
"I-I meant t-that I...I'd have to get used to not only you loving me Kanato b-but subaru as well. I-I don't r-really know how to really express how I feel about this to either one of you two." She said nervously
Subaru took her arm that was against his chest and he bit into her wrist making her hiss out a bit as she felt both males feeding off of her.
"G-Guys...I-I feel really light headed!" Serena whined
Neither male let go of her which made her whine even more until she passed out. Once she was, Subaru got her phone and asked her brother for the address of where her grandmother lived. Once he got it he took Kanato to the living room once they were both dressed and he looked up how to get there from where they both were.
"Are we really going to do this without her?" Kanato asked sadly
"Yes, Neither of us want our brothers to get to her so to keep them from her we're going to find a way to place them back."
"B-But we aren't like Serena, we can't do that!" Kanato said sadly
"We'll just have to try that's all. I don't know about you but I rather not deal with those idiots while being around Serena. Those guys will only bring her down even more than she has done on her own."
Kanato shook his head. "I-I don't want Rena to be sad or angry at me for leaving her alone. I know you don't want Laito and the others to harm her but we can't just leave Rena like she means nothing to either one of us. S-She'll think the worst with both of us gone!"
Subaru shook his head and rubbed between his eyes. "Fine, if that's how you're going to be then you can stay here and I'll deal with our idiot brothers." Subaru said seriously before he left
Kanato didn't know what to do, he didn't want Subaru to be alone, but then again...he didn't want to leave Serena all alone. So he chose what he thought was right. He left a note for Serena before he left to find Subaru. Once he did he walked beside him since they couldn't teleport where they were which was a shame, he couldn't scare Serena whenever he wanted to.
When they got to the house they realized that his brother's were making a wreck out of the house, Kanato knew that Serena should have gone with them, but due to Subaru wanting to do it himself he had to just be quiet and see how things went before getting Serena. Subaru yelled at all of them to stop being idiots and knocked them out before placing them inside the house and looking to Kanato.
"Find whatever book that crazy bat used to get us here." Subaru said as he tied up the four males
Kanato nodded his head and did as he was told only to feel himself be hurt in the chest. He stopped and knelt down in pain.
"T-This isn't my own pain I feel..." He said to Teddy before he held teddy tightly. "R-Rena's up."
He tried once more to teleport which that time it worked. He made his way around the apartment ans he held his chest. He couldn't think straight with the pain he felt. But he tried to ignore it as he went around to find her only to see her in the bathroom holding the note he wrote. Her body was sitting within the tub lifeless and bleeding. His eyes began to water before he went up to her and tried to wake her up.
"Serena...Serena please wake up. Don't do this to me! Y-You know how I feel about your jokes! I-I didn't mean to leave you alone! WAKE UP!" He said as he slowly started to lose his sanity over the smell of his love's blood.
Before he could do anything his body was pulled out of the building and he woke up in his room. He looked around and he frowned before he started to cry once more.
"S-Serena..." He said sadly
"DAMN THAT GIRL!" Subaru yelled from outside his room
He came into Kanato's room and glared at him "What the fuck happened that made us be here?!"
"R-Rena...S-She...She killed herself because we weren't there...I-I knew it was going to happen. I knew that she'd do that! BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO LISTEN DO YOU?! YOU DON'T KNOW SERENA LIKE I DID! SHE HARMED HERSELF BECAUSE OF US! BECAUSE WE WEREN'T THERE WHEN WE WERE SUPPOSED TO! SHE LOVED BOTH OF US AND YOU TOSSED THAT ASIDE FOR NOTHING! NOW WE WON'T EVER SEE HER EVER AGAIN!" Kanato said first sadly before he got angered at his younger brother
Subaru balled his fists up and glared at Kanato. "Oh blame it on me! You said you'd stay there yet you left anyways! Don't blame it all on me!"
"I didn't want you killing them! You realize if you would have killed them there we would have to explain to Rena why everything in our time was mess up right?!" Kanato growled angered
The two argued back and forth with one another until Reiji came into the room to tell them that they had to leave for school. Neither one of them said anything as they left, neither one of them wanted to fight with the other anymore. That night Kanato was more sadden and depressed than he usually was, he didn't like the feeling he had just because of what happened. He wasn't supposed to remember the death or anything about the young woman who loved him and cared for him. Instead of just sulking he went to his favorite place to make a wax doll of the young woman he loved so dearly. He would make sure to make her extra special just to show just how much he cared about the young woman.
With Subaru, he knew that Kanato was right, it was his fault. He shouldn't have let the two of them leave like they did. But it happened and there wasn't anything that he or Kanato could do. The girl was dead just like she had always said to him that she'd end up. He hadn't realized that she had a fear about being alone that she was happy to always have him and Kanato around her. Her fear didn't seem to be a problem with them around, she didn't cut herself or smoke because they were there to keep her from going on edge. Subaru didn't realize that until he wasn't there with her anymore. He felt like he could have done more if it wasn't for the constant attention he had given Kana.
He punched the wall in anger before he destroyed his whole room. Serena was right to not trust them fully and to end herself, otherwise Kanato and him would have done it for themselves. Then the blame would be bigger as to who drained her more him or Kanato. But that didn't matter anymore, what did was that Serena was gone and that it was because he wasn't there for her. He told her he'd be there for her and he wasn't. Both of them knew about her Depression and her Bi-polar disorder that came up ever now and then. Neither one of them had to really deal with either because Kanato would always be there to comfort her and give her the comfort that she needed. She didn't need to take medication just to make herself feel safe, she had Kanato...
Which he fucked up. "DAMN IT!" Subaru yelled angered
"Someone's moody." A voice said with an amused chuckle
His eyes went wide as he saw the person he was pissed off that died. "How did you-" He said before he was hit hard on the stomach.
"That's for being an asshole! I can't stay long, don't you dare tell Kanato you saw me first!" The female growled before she disappeared.
Subaru didn't understand what he just saw but went to Kanato's room to see that he had just gotten done with something.
"Hey...Kanato. The two of us need to speak." Subaru said with a sigh
"No we don't. Go away Subaru." He said as he kept his back to Subaru
"Yes we do...Serena...I think she found a way to kill herself and come here." Subaru said unsure
Kanato stopped what he was doing for a second before shaking his head and going back to work two times quicker
"You are talking crazier than I usually do. Serena killed herself with your knife, there is no possible way for her to be here." Kanato said as he glared back to Subaru "Now will you stop bringing her up, its bad enough that I can't have her in my arms. I don't need you getting my hopes up for nothing!"
Subaru sighed and just left. He tried, but it seemed like he couldn't shake his brother out of being angered. "Poor Kanato, doesn't believe you huh?" The female asked as he got into his room.
"Why the hell are you just showing yourself to me for?!" Subaru growled angered
"I'm not really here, I'm only shown to those who really miss me and want to see me again. His will to see me isn't all that great because of his pure hatred for you. There's only one thing I can think of to do but I can't do it till a full moon." The female said with a shrug
He t'ched and glared at her. "You're full of shit!"
"Nope, I'm not here. How many times must I repeat this? geez, to have me be around Kanato you're going to have to find a way to not have him be pissed off at you." The female said before she disappeared
"How the fuck- UGH! AGAIN!?" Subaru said before he made another hole in the wall.
Kanato refused to speak with Subaru after what he had done to make it so he couldn't see Serena anymore. He didn't like that he had nightmares all over again. It was like the world was enjoying making him pay for leaving Serena alone. All of his nightmares were of him watching her die before his eyes. He couldn't stand seeing her dead, so seeing her die in his nightmares made him cry when he woke up the next night. That was until one time he had one nice dream about the brunette girl, they were cuddling in her room on her bed. He was content with the dream, she was singing to him like she usually did to keep him calm and happy while he was with her. She then faced him and went on top of him.
"You need to stop blaming yourself and Subaru for my death...it wasn't because of either one of you that I died that night." Serena said sadly
He looked to her sadly as he wrapped his arms around her burring his face against his neck. "Then why did you die that night?"
"My eldest brother...He found a way into the house while I was taking a bath since I was alone I knew I could actually clean myself without you trying to do something sexual to me." She said shaking her head
"So you were murdered...it wasn't because of your moods...it was because of someone who you used to live with that killed you." He said sadly
"Mhm, you my dear need to stop being so darn hard on yourself. Stop blaming and hurting yourself over me. I know it hurts, the pain will forever be there I know that. I'm just another human girl who got to you and died before my time...But you-" She said before she was pushed down and kissed
"Do you have any idea what you're saying?! You aren't just some stupid human girl to me! You were someone who I loved and cared deeply for! I never felt like I have around you around anyone else. I love you Serena...I love you so much...Please just come back." He said before he cried against her shoulder
"Kanato, I love you too...I-I'll always love you. Be a good boy for me please?" She said before Kanato woke up.
He woke up alone in his room and he held his teddy tightly against his chest. "It wasn't because of us...I wonder if that's what Subaru's been trying to tell me all this time." Kanato said sadly as he buried his face into his pillow
He stayed in bed for a few more moments before he got up and dressed. He then stayed quiet until after school when he was able to talk to Subaru alone.
"Subaru...Serena talked to me in my sleep." Kanato said softly
"She told me, I've been trying to tell you for weeks that I have been able to see Serena's ghost, she apparently thinks its best to taunt me when she know's I can't hurt her." Subaru said with his arms crossed
Kanato gave out a empty laugh before shaking his head. "That sounds like her...She said that her death was because of her brother...Not because of her emotions."
Subaru looked to Kanato shocked. "Really? I didn't know that."
Kanato nodded his head. "Mhm, she said that her brother was the one who used your knife on her that it was because we left the door unlocked when we left that he was able to kill her. It had nothing to do with us...so...I'm sorry."
Subaru shrugged. "I'm over it, but Serena told me she was trying her hardest to try to get here so she could be with one of us. But I have no idea how she's going to do that though."
Kanato frowned as he thought about what could have happened to Serena. "I really hope she isn't thinking about putting herself through hell again just to see us once more."
"Knowing her she would and there isn't anything either one of us can do about it."Subaru said with a sigh as he got up. "Just keep the thoughts of her with you...You'll see she'll come around sooner or later."
Months went by and neither one of the males saw any sign of the female anywhere. She stopped bugging Subaru in his room as a ghost and she stopped visiting Kanato in his sleep as well. Both of them hoped she was able to do what she wanted. Both males felt slightly concerned about the girl until one night the car that they were in to go back to the house began to swerve off of the road and explode against a tree. As they saw the car no longer be in service Kanato saw four males and one female
His eyes went wide when he saw the female, he said nothing about her as he realized what was going on. Subaru saw her as well and growled under his breath, he didn't know who she was around, but he didn't like it one bit. When they got home Kanato and Subaru both went to talk to one another in Subaru's room.
"How come she's with four males for?" Subaru asked
"Like I know!? But she isn't a ghost and she isn't dead...that's how we have to look at this like. There's a reason behind this...we just have to figure out what." Kanato said as he held his teddy tightly
The two of them discussed what they needed to do to get Serena back with them and what to do about the males she was living with. Neither one of them trusted the males because of how possessive they were to Serena. Both of them knew that Serena was a live and that she knew they knew she was.
Then it clicked in Kanato's head as he frowned. "W-What if she avoids us?"
"I don't ever see that happening. She cares a lot about you and I know she cares at least a little bit about me. There isn't much restraint in Serena." Subaru said seriously
Serena laughed as she sat on the balcony outside of Subaru's room. "Someone's been keeping up with my attitude...I'm very impressed Subaru."
Both of them looked to her shocked, and speechless.
"Surprise boys...Sorry about the car thing that was Ruki's idea to get the others attention. Even though I told him not to do it he still did." Serena said with a sigh. "Even though I'm the oldest he doesn't listen to me cause I'm a-"
She was cut off by Kanato hugging her and kissing her. She blinked a few times before she smiled and kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck.
"Tell me you're going to stay here...please?" Kanato begged
"Sorry cutie, I can't. Not without Reiji's consent which reminds me I need to properly introduce myself to him otherwise I'm just going to be hated like he and all of you will hate the boys. This isn't new to me...this is all a re-run. I told you boys when you lived with me that your lives were a show right?"
Both males nodded their heads.
"Yeah well this is just repeating itself. Kanato I'm warning you right now, you leave Teddy around Yui when she comes back here in about a months time Azusa a fucked up self harming male will burn teddy. I know you don't want that to happen. Keep Teddy in your arms at all costs when the time comes. Now I must leave, but you'll see me tomorrow boys and I promise then I will tell you anything and everything you wish to know." Serena said before she kissed Kanato one last time and she gave Subaru a tight hug. "Be good boys."
She then jumped off of the balcony and she disappeared. Kanato looked to Subaru who just shrugged.
"Should we listen to her?" Subaru asked
"She sounded like she was serious about what will happen. I trust her...so I'm going to listen to her. I don't want to lose my teddy." Kanato said sadly "If Rena thinks its best for us to listen to her advise then I think that's what we should do."
"Then tomorrow we have her spill out everything, I'm not going to let her keep anything to herself." Subaru said seriously
