MILEY'S POV:
Numb…
to make somebody incapable of feeling emotion, or deaden somebody's emotions or feelings
Numb…
unable to feel or have sensations
Numb…
unable to feel emotions
This little four letter word had so many meanings and causes that it's hard to believe that all that can go into 4
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"your going to enjoy this" he whispered heavily into my ear making me want to gag he slowly tried to pull down my underwear I gave the loudest scream I could manage only to be met with his fist again then I blacked out.
"Miley come on sweetie wake up please wake up" I heard Lilly's voice I opened my eye's slowly and then quickly shut them as I was blinded by the light.
"hey guy's she's awake" Lilly squealed I heard fast approaching footstep's and I opened my eye's once again to see Nick and Oliver running in.
"Oh miles I'm so happy your awake are you okay?" Oliver asked sitting on my bed.
"yeah I'm fine" I said I hated how lost I sounded.
"Um Lills can I ask you something?" I said as I started to shake I was so afraid of the answer.
"no Miley we got there before he did it" she said smiling reassuringly at me as if reading my mind that's when I lost it I just broke down crying as a wave of relief flew through me Lilly bent down and held me Oliver rubbed circles in my back and Nick just stood there with a sad expression on his face and walked out of my room.
"hey guy's I going to get something to drink okay?" I whispered and they both nodded as I got up and walked out to find Nick.
"Nick" I walked up to him he had his back to me he turned around and met my eye's I wanted to look away but I couldn't I opened my mouth to say something but quickly shut it as there was nothing to be said we both knew what happened in that room or what was about to happen so I just shut my mouth just as he opened his.
"I'm so sorry Miley" he said dropping my gaze.
"why are you sorry?" I asked.
"because if I wasn't such an ass I would have been their sooner and could have-
"Nick stop right there this is not your fault and as for stopping it I'm still a virgin aren't I?" I said moving closer to him.
"yeah but Miley I-I'm sorry for everything I've done the lies the hurt the"
"Kissing of my best friend" I said looking up at hi9m shyly he looked down guilty.
"yeah I'm sorry"" he said moving closer .
"It's done no use crying over spilled milk right?" I said closing the space between us
"right hey Miles can I ask you something?" he asked.
"You can ask me anything" I said he gave a silent laugh.
"do you like Oliver I mean like really, really like me?" he asked caressing my cheek and inching his face closer to mine.
"I don't know" I whisperd.
"okay" he said slowly and pushed his lip's to mine I wrapped my arms around his neck and puled his as close to me as I could he put his hands on either side of me we stayed like that for what seemed like hours but in realalty was just minutes until realization dawned on me and I pushed him off of me.
"Miles whats wrong?" he asked me looking confused
"what's wrong?! Are you serious I juat kissed my best friends boyfriend oh my gosh I am quite possibly the worst person on earth" I said.
"No miles you have it all wrong" he said smiling at me.
"no I don't okay just I need some air" I said walking past him he grabbed my arm.
"miles will you just listen to me for five seconds!" he said.
"no I wont I just I'm really tired I'm going to bed" I said walking out leaving him standing there…
I am so sorry this was so short but I can't help it right now I will have the next chapter up asap(which might not be for awhile) the stupid phone company shut off my internet so I havent been on in nearly 2 week's (it's killing me lol) so I had to post this when I got the chance to explain why it might be awhile
I'm on my wifi right now and it'a not working very well so I'm posting this and a new story trailer so I know this was short(and sucked) but please review if you do I'll add the 1,800 word's to whatever review's I get on this chapter but yeah I am so sorry my parent's are trying to clear thing's up right now so bye guy's =(
Oh and P.s wtf I'm off the internet for a week and nick jonas and miley cyrus get together not cool the one week I'm off this happens lol whatever I'm happy for them k bye.
