Misunderstanding

Nessie POV

"It's not what you think…it was nothing". I still could not believe Jake said that to Jasper. I had been so angry and hurt by that statement.

Didn't he feel it, that electric connection the moment he touched me. Didn't he feel how right it was when we kissed. As if his lips were made to match mine exactly. I replayed the kiss in my head. Simply perfect.

Mom told me that she was sure Jake didn't mean it. But I heard it loud and clear…

After Uncle Jasper caught us kissing in the meadow, I was embarrassed but I was too ecstatic to care. I was walking towards the house and I heard Jake talking to Jasper. "It's not what you think…it was nothing"

I couldn't believe he'd say such a thing. Then I thought maybe I heard it wrong, but nope my hearing is just like that of any other vampire. Then when dad came back inside from his conversation with Jake, I got even more angry that Jake just took off, without any explanation. He shouldn't have kissed me that way if he didn't mean it. As if it were some mistake. So I was angry and hurt and have been this way all night.

I started crying again thinking about it, when I heard a noise. Something ran past my window that I could hear the wind behind it. I looked out my window and before I could see anything, I could tell who it was by their scent…Jake.

Jacob POV

I had been a nervous wreck all afternoon. Could she really not feel something for me?

Leah: "Awe, so the little vampire hybrid don't wanna play with her pet doggy anymore"

"Can it Leah!" I barked at her.

Leah: "Touchy touchy. Seriously Jake just go over there and talk to her. You know you have me missing and pining after her too. I like Nessie and all, but I don't wanna dream about kissing her."

Seth: "You sure bout that Leah"

Leah: "Shut up Seth"

Seth: "Ha ha"

Jake: "Will you both shut it"

Seth: "Jake, Leah has a point though. Go talk to Nessie, I'm sure Edward must have it wrong"

Oh but what if he didn't. What if she didn't want me in that way. If that's what she really wanted, I would accept that, not very well, but I would do anything for Nessie.

Jake: "Can't, told Edward I'd give her time."

Leah: "What is time when you live forever?"

Seth: "Good point. See Jake eight hours is good enough time as any."

Jake: "You know what, you're right."

With that I jumped up and headed out to the Cullen house. It was about midnight, so Nessie would probably be at the cottage. I was nearing the cottage when I smelled vampire.

Edward: "Hello Jacob"

Jake: "Hey Edward, Bella…I was just…um patrolling."

Edward gave me this look, he knew I was lying.

Okay you got me, I was going to see Nessie. I'm sorry Edward but I've been going crazy all day. I have to know what's going on if I'm going to keep my sanity.

Edward heard my thoughts and continued to look at me, reading my intentions no doubt.

Edward: "I'm actually glad you are Jacob. I think Nessie would benefit from talking to you."

Bella just smiled and nodded in agreement.

Edward: "We were just headed up to the main house. No funny business"

Jake: "I know"

Bella came up to me and gave me a hug of encouragement. Man what was I walking into. I wasn't sure, just of one thing, that inside that cottage was the love of my life. We went our separate ways, then the cottage came into view.

Was she awake? I circled around the cottage to observe. Coming around again I saw her at her window.

Nessie: "Jake"

Jake: "Hey Nessie" Aah, my name from those lips… "Can we talk?"

She looked at me, if looks could kill, I was a dead man.

I slid though her window as she backed up away from me. She had been crying. She was upset…what was so wrong?

"Well are you gonna talk or just stand there" she said standing there with her hands on her hips.

"Nes, what's wrong" I couldn't figure out what was so horrible from what happened between us in the meadow. Except for when I laid eyes on her for the first time, kissing Nessie had to be the most wonderful thing to happen in my life.

Jake: "Why are you acting like this?" Was she this upset that I kissed her? Had she not wanted me to?

Nessie: "As if you don't know"

Jake: "Actually Nessie, I have no idea…is it about what happened in the meadow" I hesitated.

"So you do know exactly what I'm talking about" she said and stormed towards the door away from me.

I got a hold of her arm before she could leave.

Nessie: "Let me go Jacob Black", the vainness in her words cut through me. "There's really nothing to say Jake, it's not what you think, it was nothing" she threw those words in my face with such disgust and disappointment.

What? When have I ever…oh she heard me talking to Jasper. I couldn't help but laugh. Nessie didn't find anything amusing.

Jake: "Nessie, oh my overly sensitive Nessie, you're so funny.

Nessie: "Jacob Black I don't think anything is funny. I mean if you don't like me or don't have any feelings for me like I do for you then you should have never kissed me. It's not fair playing with my emotions like that." I still had a hold of her arm, she started to shiver from anger, while a tiny tear spilled onto her cheek. I got to it before it had a chance to fall.

How could she not think I had feelings for her. I loved her. And she just said she had feelings for me so here's my chance.

I held her cheek and looked into her eyes. "Nessie, I love you, always have and always will. It kills me to think that you could think otherwise. I told Jasper that because I knew he saw us kissing and I wanted my chance to explain things to Edward before he saw it from anyone else."

Nessie stood there looking at me. What was she thinking, did she believe me.

"Nessie?"

She smiled, still looking me in the eye, "You love me"

I smiled, "Yes, with all my heart"

Nessie: "I love you too Jake".


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