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Disclaimer: What don't I own? Yep, Austin & Ally.
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Miami, October 28th
Dear Trish,
I've been thinking about him so much... I just want to help Austin so bad! I've been having this... weird... feelings... I mean, I always thought about him as a caring older brother that I never had the opportunity to have, since Elliot it's just such a Jerk... but now... I don't know what I'm feeling. It's like I want to be his mother... I know it's weird, but sometimes I remember him when I'm going to bed and I want to go to his room and push his covers up, brushing my fingers through his blond hair and give him a soft kiss on the cheek to comfort him. I want to make sure he is ok.
That's why I knocked on your house's door, at 4 in the morning asking your mom if he was ok. At first she looked at me like I was crazy, but when she saw the tears in my eyes she let me in without a word. I walked slowly and quietly to your brother's room and entered it.
"Austin?" I whispered as I walked closer to his bed "Are you awake?"
"Ally? What are you doing here? What time is it?" he asked, taking a look at the time in his phone. I didn't say anything but heard him sigh while putting his phone back on the bedside table. "Come here" And I got into the bed with him, his arms curled around my waist and pushed me closer to him and I fell asleep in is arms.
The next day I woke up alone, walked to the kitchen and saw a note from your mom saying Austin had left early but didn't said where he was going, your dad and her had to go to work. I sighed and left the house, going to mine, and took a cold shower. I wasn't hungry so I just grabbed an apple and decided to go to Sonic Boom and see how things were going. My dad came from Russia 3 weeks ago but he already has to leave in 2 days again. I only changed a few words with him... My mom has been worried about my brother so she hasn't talked much with me and I only have my grandma, who sometimes picks me up from school and we have lunch together. I don't know how I would live without her.
I met the new employee, her name is Tess and is 25, she's a beautiful young woman, nice, smart and really fun. Sometimes we hang out a little after we close the store. I found out she is a music lover too and she also writes songs! I told her I'm a song-writer too and she seemed excited about it and told me we had to write a song together some day. I just haven't decided yet, because music was our thing, along with Dez. I wrote, Austin sang, you were the awesome manager and Dez the one who used to make the music videos... I just... I don't know if I'm ready to share this with anyone but you, Austin and Dez... But since the incident, Austin is losing his fans like a waterfall, Dez is nowhere to be found and you... I don't know what to do. But I still said I would think about it.
"That's the last box, Ally. Do you need anything more or can I get back to help the costumers?" Tess said, putting the box down next to the others next to the counter where I was behind writing in my book. I looked up and smile.
"No, thanks, Tess" I said as I put my book in my backpack. As she went to help a little girl who was looking for a violin, I grabbed a box and started walking upstairs to the practise room when I heard my name being called.
"Excuse me, I'm looking for Ally Dawson."
I froze.
I knew that voice.
The voice that always made me laugh, the voice that made me mad, that made you lose your mind every time you heard it.
Could it be...
No.
I refused to believe it. My breath speeded, I could feel my heart bumping in my chest like a bomb. I couldn't bring myself to turn around. My feet were stuck and I couldn't move. For a while I just stood there in the middle of the stairs, feeling the owner of the voice staring at me. I shut my eyes and I felt the need to run around. But I couldn't. But I did anyway. And suddenly I found it hard to hold the box in my arms. I stared at him like he was a ghost. The way his eyes never left mine scared me to the point I wanted to rip them off. I could think about a million things to say, or a million things to think. But only one thing came to my mind.
He looked taller.
Maybe it was just because the last time I saw him was something like half a year ago, maybe more, but I still think he was taller. A lot taller.
"Hey"
Hey.
I couldn't help but notice that he was wearing a black leather jacket, a white t-shirt and some red jeans. He also was holding sun-glasses.
Who was he?
Hey.
"Hey Dez. How have you been? Haven't seen you in a while... When did you decide to interrupt your vacations and stop by and say hi?" It seemed a nice thing to say at the moment. But then I saw his hurt look and thought that maybe I shouldn't have said that. Wait. I didn't.
I still couldn't talk.
"Ally, I know I haven't been here with you and Austin, but after Trish's death, I just needed to think about..." he paused "and I know it sounds stupid and I know I should have been here to support you and Austin, but I couldn't. I needed to clear my mind. I can imagine how broken Austin is feeling and as his best friend I wasn't there to help him get through this like I should be, but I can't imagine how broken you are, Ally, and I know I should have been here for you too because I always treated you like my little sister but not this time. And I'm sorry I was so selfish, I'm sorry I wasn't the best friend Austin needed or the big brother you needed. I'm just truly and deeply sorry, Ally."
He spoke fast. Too fast. In only a breath. But I still couldn't talk. So I hugged him.
"I forgive you, Dez" the tears were falling like a waterfall and I hugged him tight. I didn't want to let go. I was afraid if I did, he would disappear again. "I forgive you." I repeated "Austin forgives you."
He's back, Trish. And as weird as this must sound, I feel like it was you. Thank you, Trish, for bringing him back.
Love,
Ally
So Dez is back... yep, and he's different, you could tell only by the way he was dressing, it wasn't his normal stupid but funny colorful clothes he used to wear. And Ally also noticed that, "who was he?" Yeah.
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