Sorry I just don't have the inspiration to write a good story, so give me some time to go over it and think about it some. If you like this chapter let me know, sorry it's so short! I will make it up with some chapters that are long!
Life Since Jasmine's Birth
I can not believe it has been four months since the birth of me and Thomas's daughter Jasmine. She has become the most important thing in my life and I would not trade one minute with her. She has begun to hold her bottle her self, she will smile at you, and her hair has gotten thicker with more of a blonde tent to it and a full color of brunette. She is my angel, and she saved me from my life.
I have been taking online college classes for two months now I have been doing excellent in all my classes, so far I am taking three classes and I have a B in all of them. I still continue to work for David and Jasmine goes to the daycare center at the college and she really enjoys it there. I thank god everyday for giving me my precious Jasmine. I really wish sometimes that I would have been older when I had sex, but I would never trade one moment I have with my wonderful husband Thomas or my lovely little girl Jasmine. I can not wait to see her grow up into a fine young lady.
I have news, Amy had her baby last week a girl they named Janie Marie Boykavich. Amy and Ben's marriage has been sort of rocky from the beginning so Amy has chosen to move in with our mom until she and Ben work things out. I feel sad for them that they can not make their marriage work, but I always knew in my heart she belonged with Ricky. When Amy told Ricky she was not in love with him he just took it as a sign that he would never love someone the way he loved her and he left town. I tried to stop him, but he would not listen. Amy says she loves Ben, but I don't think my sister knows much about that word. I truly love Ben, but he was never the right one for my sister.
Thomas and I decided not to use birth control we decided to let nature take its course and see if we are meant to be parents again. I did get back on my birth control when my dad found out and threatened to make us leave if we did not get our act together so we thought it over and I got back on my birth control. Sadly, birth control is not all that effective either, Jasmine is only 6 months old and I took a test today and it turns out I am pregnant again. I talked to David about helping Thomas and I get a place of our own and he said he knew someone who was going to be renting out a house and it would be cheap so Thomas and I could afford it, but it's also a three bedroom house.
I went to the doctor today and the test was a false positive so Thomas and I will not be moving out anytime soon. My dad has been so nice to give us a place to stay so we will be careful from now on. I want to make a journal for Jasmine about her birth and much more and about the way I feel for her daddy my husband. I can not wait to start writing it.
