Juliet was on the ground in a pool of blood when Shawn got there. He was scared but he had to see if she was alive.

"Jules?" he asked. She didn't move

"Juliet?! Wake up you can't die you just can't! I'm so sorry, I tried to jump in front of you but I was too late" he was hugging her still form but then someone was pulling him away from her he struggled against it but he was too weak

"Why did it have to be her she was helping people and I am just a waste, why her?! The only thing I love is gone" he turned and saw Lassiter holding him back with an angry look on his face.

"It's all your fault" he yelled "if you hadn't lied then she would still be alive! It should be you laying there dead not her!" soon his face changed into his father's.

"You are a failure Shawn you should have been faster!" the face changed again but this time to Juliet. She was very pale and blood covered her chest she had a hurt expression on her face.

"Why did you let me die I thought you loved me?" She asked in a small voice.

"Juliet I tried to take to the bullet for you but-"

"But what Shawn you let me die and nothing you do will change that!" she was suddenly very angry. "Tomorrow I will still be dead and every one will hate you for it! You're just going to run away like a little boy do you think that Gus will still be friends with you when you wake up? No he hates you just like everything else!"

"Please stop" he begged. She glared at him and then slapped him in the face.


He woke up in a dark room He didn't bother looking around no one would be there for him after what happened.

"I'm so sorry I didn't save you Jules everyone was right I am a failure." He said to himself.

"Shawn?" a voice next to him asked. He turned and saw Juliet sitting right next to his bed with a book in her lap. He was so relived she was alive that he started crying.

"You're alive! How did you survive you were shot in the heart? I saw you die! Who cares? Your alive that's all that matters." He reached over and hugged her. As he did so several items tore out of his arm but he didn't care, Juliet was alive. He just cried into her shoulder telling her how much he loved her. They stayed embraced for a moment but the room was soon flooded with nurses and doctors. They were pulling him down on the bed and Jabbing his arm with pointy things (he has a strong distaste for all things that are pointy) and worst of all he couldn't she Juliet any more.

"Juliet!" he called out trying to fight against the hands. It was just like his last time he was being torn away from Juliet.

"Shawn I'm ok just relaxes I'm right here." She called out in a calm tone he still couldn't see her but he relaxed and let his arm be stabbed with what felt like needles. After what felt like hours the nurses and doctors started to clear out. He was able to see Juliet again and only one doctor stayed behind. She walked over and he held her hand not willing to let her be taken away from him again.

"I was so scared that I lost you again" he said as he looked into her worried eyes.

"Shawn what happened?" she asked.

"You don't remember that you were shot? Well you were I saw it and I tried to jump in front of you but I was a second too late. You were just lying on the ground not moving I thought you were dead. I even tried to wake you up but nothing worked. Lassie finally had to pull me away and he told me it was all my fault and it was if I hadn't lied to you than you never would have been shot." He was crying again "I'm so sorry I never wanted you to get hurt. The next thing that happened was my dad yelling at me saying that I was a failure. And finally it was your except it wasn't you, it was you corps asking why I let you die and told me that everyone hated me because of it." He looked up and saw Juliet was crying and shaking her head.

"Shawn you were the one who was shot. You jumped in front of me at the last second and got shot saving my life everything else was just a dream. You were still awake while you were bleeding out and the first thing you asked was if I was ok. Even when you were dying you put me first." As she spoke all the memories from the shooting came back.

"You looked like you were in pain and I was afraid that you had been shot" he said and she shook her head again.

"I'm fine, it was you we were worried about."

"Aww was lassie worried about me?" she smiled and nodded

"Yep he was even the first to visit you after you got out of surgery." he was shocked because usually he was always asking him to leave. Shawn saw the doctor was still in the room.

"Hey doc is there a security camera in the room that I can look at?" he shook his head but then asked him a question

"How is your chest feeling?" at the mention of his chest it started burning and he squeezed his eyes shut as he grasped at it.

"Not very good now that you mention it you got any pain medication for it or am I stuck with glucose again?"

"I'll go get some more for you" and with that he walked off. He leaned back against the pillows and relaxed a bit still not letting go of Juliet's hand.

"I'm sorry I lied to you, there is no excuse for what I did, and I understand if you want me to leave forever." He kept his eyes closed not wanting to look her in the eye. He was expecting harsh words, even a slap but what Juliet actually did. All he felt was her lips on his own and he instantly forgot about the pain in his chest. It was over as quickly as it started and he opened his eyes to look at her. She had a sad smile on her face.

"I was angry at you but when you put your life on the line just to keep me safe I made the choice to forgive you but you have to face your problems with me not just laugh them off ok?" she was looking at him very seriously and he nodded, a huge grin spreading across his face.

"I love you Jules."

"I love you too." Juliet then opened her book and started reading to him; she had brought his favorite book. Soon his limbs started to feel like lead and his head started throbbing

"Where is that doctor with that medicine?" he asked when his chest started feeling like it was getting tighter. Juliet looked up she seemed very concerned.

"Shawn he brought it in ten minutes ago you even had a conversation about how pineapple could be used for medicine, you don't remember?" he couldn't respond because he couldn't breathe. All he could do was listen to Juliet screaming for help before he blacked out.