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AN: Shout-out to TripleMelody= No, I'm not tired of your comments. I love them! The feedback is great.

This drabble is going to be Sam POV and the next one will be Paul. Any other suggestions?

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Sam POV

I didn't want to see Leah. Looking at her made me regret everything that I had chosen. She might have been bitter, but I was the villain here. I had abandoned her in her time of need. Her father had died and I had left her. Almost like I couldn't handle her and her misfortunes. I was disgusted with myself.

She was my living hell, the burden of sacrifice. I hated her out of spite. I wanted to escape her so I could live out my paradise with Emily. She stopped me. She held me back when I wanted to move forward.

I hated her because I hated myself. I was the one who made her the vindictive, broken girl. I felt like I had strangled an innocent doll. And mangled in my hands was the only way I would ever see her.

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Now, don't you want to hurt Sam? Go on, Leah won't mind :)

~Jade