White Horse: Chapter 7

May 6, 2012

Author's Note: so the next chapter to White Horse is up! Hope this is ok.

Disclaimer: Y U NO UNDERSTAND YET? I do not own House of Anubis or White Horse!

Chapter 7

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Nina PoV:

Just as I'm plugging the vacuum cleaner into the socket there's a knock at the door...

"WHO THE HELL IS KNOCKING THE DOOR AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT?" I shout, dragging myself to the door, "I SWEAR IF IT'S THAT OLD LADY FROM DOWN THE HALL I'M GOING TO GO NUTS!"

I yank open the door to find him standing there.

I go to slam it in his face but he sticks his foot there.

"Wait! Just here me out!"

"NO FABIAN, I AM NOT GOING TO HEAR YOU OUT! YOU CAN'T JUST COME AROUND HERE AND DEMAND THINGS FROM ME!"

"Please, I can explain!" he sinks to his knees, begging me to listen.

"WHAT IS THERE TO EXPLAIN FABIAN? YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH SOME RANDOM WHORE WHILE I'M IN COLLEGE AND THEN YOU COME AROUND HERE, DAYS LATER, WANTING ME TO LISTEN TO YOUR PATHETIC EXCUSES!"

I know there is no need to shout but I lost my temper the second I heard the knock at the door.

"Please, there's so much that you don't know-"

"WHAT? LIKE HOW LONG IT WAS GOING ON FOR?-SO, HOW LONG? WEEKS? MONTHS? YEARS?"

"It wasn't like that Nina." He looks at the floor and, from down the hall, I hear a door open.

"ANSWER ME FABIAN!" I look down the corridor and see the nosey old lady, head sticking out the door, glaring at us, "WHAT? PROBLEM?" I yell and she closes the door quickly.

"It was only once Nina, just one day." He whispers, still not meeting my murderous stare.

"OH AND I SUPPOSE YOU THINK THAT MAKES EVERYTHING OK DO YOU?"

"No"

"NO FABIAN, YOU'RE RIGHT IT DOESN'T!"

"Nina, I know that. Please, just let me in and I can explain everything."

"NO FABIAN, I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU IN OK? I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY HEART AND YOU JUST RIPPED IT TO PIECES!"

"I know and I'm so, so, so, so, so sorry! It was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life! But I promise if you let me in I can explain everything! Who, why..." he trails off.

"YOUR PROMISES DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME FABIAN! YOU BETRAYED ME BEFORE! YOU CAN EASILY DO IT AGAIN!"

"Nina, please!" his voice is cracked and that is what makes me think that he is being genuine.

I look at the floor, tempted to hear what he has to say.

Letting him in wouldn't be trusting him, would it?

I glance at him, kneeling before me, begging me to listen.

Silent tears running down his face.

This is what I've dreamed about all week, isn't it?

Him turning up here, begging me to listen, begging me to take him back.

Only, now it's happening I don't know what to do.

I never really got this far ahead with the thinking.

I didn't think he would actually turn up here.

What shall I do?

Amber, I need you!

Why did you have to go out?

Tonight of all nights?

He brakes my train of thought-

"Nina, please, I love you...Don't you love me back?" with his bright blue eyes and halo, from the white fluorescent light behind, he looks like an angel; innocent.

"Yes." I mumble,

"Then forgive me. Please. Give me another chance?"

"NO!" I yell, slamming the door and pushing my back up against it.

I slide down it, sobbing.

Arms wrapped tightly around my waist, trying to hold myself together.

Fabian PoV:

I curl in on myself, my head buried in my knees, sobbing heavily.

I knew this was going to be bad; I thought it was going to be worse, I thought she might have slapped me.

But just because I thought, it doesn't mean I was prepared it.

I rock myself backwards and forward, trying to calm the sobs which are wracking through my body.

Hearing footsteps I look up and find the old woman from earlier shuffling down the hall towards me.

When she reaches me, she kneels down, which is surprising for a woman her age, and envelopes me in a cabbage-smelling hug.

She must think I am so weak; a man of 25, kneeling on the floor, in the middle of a corridor, sobbing his heart out.

"It's ok lovey. I'm sure everything will work out in the end." She soothes.

I shake my head, unable to say anything.

"She loves you, I'm sure she'll forgive you eventually."

I pull away from her, wiping the tears from my face.

"How do you know she loves me?" I manage to choke out.

"I've been around a long time, sweetie. I see thing. I hear things. Just leave her calm down a bit and come back tomorrow." She stands up and makes her way back to her apartment.

"Thank you." I call after her. She just turns and gives me a warm smile.

Shakily I get to my feet and make my way back to my car.

Amber PoV:

"Mick, we have to go home." I tell him, anxious.

"What why? We haven't even had dessert yet!"

"I just have this really bad feeling that something's going on"

"Babe, chill. Nothing's going on. Everything is fine."

"How do you know? Please Mick? We can do this again. I just really want to go home."

"Ok, fine. Let's go." He moans, grabbing his jacket from the back of his chair and marching out of the restaurant door.

I quickly follow him to his car, nervous and jittery.

Author's Note: Ok, so there it is. You finally know part of what Fabian did. There are still two more chapters to be uploaded where more will be revealed. What did you think of Amber's intuition moment? I didn't really need to add the old lady, I just thought it would be sweet for somebody to be nice to Fabian/Be on his side. 4-5 reviews until the next upload! SIBUNA!