Chapter 7: Wait What?
Song: One Day you Will- Lady Antebellum
EPOV
At some point, when Bella's tears were slowly stopping, Rose got up and extended her arms pulling her up. "This is enough Bella, I can't leave you here, and I don't trust Emmett with little Emmett Jr. You're coming with me" She said more seriously this time.
Bella started to protest again but Blond Chick cut her off "You're more than welcome in my house, Emmett absolutely adores you to the point where I start to get jealous, both of them, and there is no freaking way you would be intruding, so now go get a freaking bag with some clothes for tomorrow and don't forget your phone" She tapped her foot impatiently against the floor. Bella was a bit in shock and didn't respond. "I said Now Swan! I'm not leaving you here to drown in self pity"
Bella's expression changed from hurt and confused to angry as she stomped back to her bedroom and emerged five minutes later with a pink bag that had a hello kitty on the front side, making her look cute as hell...
Wait what? Cute? Edward Cullen never says cute!
Whatever dude, you just did.
Ahh Patty... Just the perfect timing to annoy the fuck out of me!
Your Girl's leaving asshole, and guess what... there's nothing you can do about it!
Whatever Patty I'm perfectly capable of surviving a night without her! Besides I have a lot of thinking to do.
Yeah, sure you are...
I shut him down as I saw Bella walking out of the room with Rose's arms around her, hugging her tightly, comforting her... Why Couldn't I be in that place? Why did I have to be the one that has to sit back and watch as she crumbled without being able to do something, to soothe her, to speak words to her that could make her feel better?
At some point of this sick condition I had grown very fond of Bella; it was like she had my back, she was always there, taking care of me, taking me out for walks or allowing me to sleep side by side with her as she stroke my hair until we both fell asleep.
I'd miss her touch tonight.
I'd miss her food... My stomach fucking grumbled. Damn, the food, how the fuck am I supposed to get something to eat?
Whatever, it's not as if I was hungry.
I'm not feeling too well, I guess I'll just go lie down.
I jumped up into the bed, something that had cost me a lot of effort before, but now I was already used to it. I collapsed on the bed hoping that sleep came fast, but it just didn't. I rolled all over the bed, waiting for time to pass by faster, but it just felt slower and slower every second.
I looked at the watch and it had been exactly... five minutes and thirty-two seconds since Bella left... Thirty-three, Thirty-four, now thirty-five... oh man! I'm going to die here!
Finally I dropped my head on the pillow and her scent flowed all around me. It smelled just like her, strawberries, freesia... and sweetness all over.
I still couldn't believe someone hurt her. She was the best girl I had ever met; she didn't deserve suffering like that. I wondered what kind of jackass would make her cry like that. How could they do something like that to her? If I ever found out I would beat the crap out of him or even her!
In the past I'd beaten the crap out of one or two guys that had wanted to take advantage of my sister when we were younger, but the anger I felt back then was nothing compared to the rage I was feeling now.
What is going on? Why am I acting this strange?
Well, you're thinking about someone that isn't yourself! Patty said out of nowhere, ugh he was always so nosy.
Of course I'm thinking about her, didn't you just see the show back then?
Yeah I saw it, but you've never given things so much thought, you just let the things run its course.
I know, but it's infuriating to think about someone hurting Bella, I mean she has done nothing to deserve it!
Surprising!
What?
You're such a hypocrite Eddie boy, aren't you the guy that three weeks ago used and dumped chicks all the time?
Yeah, but this is different!
Different in what way? Don't you think that maybe some of those girls felt broken and degraded when they woke up hung over and alone in a stranger's bed?
No, but I mean it was totally their choice.
Yeah, because you think so straight when you're half drunk, if not totally drunk.
Ugh. I hated it, but he was probably right. I didn't want to admit it, but put that way I was such an idiot. I never cared about anything, I was selfish and I'd hurt people who didn't deserve it.
Victoria was right; I had to pay for what I'd done. Why hadn't I thought about this before? Why had I gone all the way through this lifestyle? How could I ever think that I had no guilt in whatever happened, that there was nothing wrong?
Because you've never given a shit about anything that isn't worshipping the guy in the mirror you ass.
I didn't have a comeback to that and honestly, I was too tired to fight back, besides he was probably right. I'm so worthless. If I ever have the chance I'll try to make it up from what I can, if not for everyone else, at least for Bella. She practically represented the reaction to all of my actions, because after all every action has a reaction.
When I woke up, I was already in a bad mood; I missed the warm body that woke me up when she stirred every morning and the bright smile that decorated that stunning face as the sunlight filters itself into the bedroom. She was such a morning person, well sometimes it was also nice to watch her when she felt too tired and the sun made her moody... she gets up from the bed and shuts the curtains furiously as she comes back to bed. The thoughts made me smile, but the smile disappeared when I remembered I was alone.
I stirred and got up from bed and my stomach grumbled; I was hungry, I didn't have dinner yesterday and I missed Bella. Yeah whatever I'm not going to deny it, I miss her and so what? I'm still a rock star…
That was weird; I couldn't hear Patty annoying the hell out of me for my 'dependant-like' comments.
Patty, You there?
Nothing.
I decided not to pay much attention so I walked and opened the refrigerate door to take out the milk, grabbed it and started pouring some in a bowl so I could have my usual cereal.
WAIT... I DID WHAT?
OMG! What the hell?
I didn't remember. I wrote this chapter around Christmas time; had a huge fight with everyone! Lol! I missed it the next year though… I spent x-mas break in a beautiful beach out of the country. It sucked. I missed my family and the traditional dinner and fights. :(
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