Ok I know I haven't updated in so long but I have a good reason.I had to have surgery and they put me on bed rest then they put me on that loopy stuff and if you can type while you're seeing unicorns and Pixies then you are a god but sadly I fear the stories here

. CHCHAPTER 5

. "punching my feelings"

JACE'S POV

People have left Clary is the only one that has not come out yet.I stay in my spot hidden behind a punching bag for about an hour before Clary come out of the dressing only has on a black bra and very short shorts which I don't mind at all. She goes to lock up and then she pulled the blinds shut ,then she walked over to the iPod Stan and puts on Adele rolling in the deep. She starts walking my way but she does not seem to notice me .I never knew how strong Clary was until she hit the punching bag that I'm standing behind and SNAP...

the next thing i know im on the floor with a punching bag on my chest and everything

everything goes black...

CLARY'S POV

JACE!my Jace laid on the floor eyes on earth was he doing here? I started to panic when he wouldn't open his yourself together Clary.I ran over and called 911 then I called Izzy and told her everything and to get everyone to the hospital.I walked back to Jace and pulled his head into my lap.

"baby please wake up,"I sobbed.I cry for what he did to me.I cry for what I've done to him.I cry because I'm afraid I might lose him.I cry because I'm still in love with him.

"Jace, I will always love you please don't leave you the Sun does not have any effect on me I'll always be cold as long as I'm not in your you my pulse is you left you took my soul with you."I let out a heartbreaking sob before I continued

"and if I lose you now forever I'll always feel that just give me a sign show me that you're alive."

his eyes open very they shut he was alive that's all I needed, I pulled myself together threw on some sweatpants and a black ambulance arrived and took Jace and I to the hospital.

they got him a room doctor said he had a minor concussion and the worst he could have is a very bad migraine when he wakes up.

everyone had come to see had tried to coax me into going home but I was my fault he was here and I'm going to stay with him.I sat in a very uncomfortable chair holding his hand. As if at any moment he could slip away.I could fill the pull of sleep rapping me in me to rest, and before I knew it I was slowly drifting off

JACE'S POV

Angel my head hurt.I looked around and saw that I was in a small hospital I look to see who was clinging to my my surprise I saw my red-headed angel.

I leaned over closer ear and whispered"Clary my love"

she mumbled something that sounded like five more minutes mom.

"Clary wake up Angle"she shot upright.I could see My Clary not the hard cold Clary ,her green eyes were puffy from launched herself at me and held me so tight and I did the same to her burying my head in her neck as I always did. She pulled away all of the sudden and stood up."glad to see you alright"her voice was monotone her face expression was hard.I can see her trying to put her walls back up."I'll be on my way then"she turned to make for the door.I caught her hand but she did not turn around"I heard you".

she turned around then very slowly.

"and what do you have to say about what you heard .,"she said sounding rather nervous.I pull her so that she was sitting in front of me on the white bed which was surprisingly big for being a hospital bed.I cup her cheek I can fill her lean into it.

"i love you too.I've always loved you. No matter where I was or who I was with.I couldn't stop thinking about you.I only left with Aline because I could see that I hurt you and I didn't want to hurt you night"I say brushing the scar that was on her arm"when I thought I lost you I felt like a part of me had just been ripped out of my chest.I'm sorry for hurting you for I'm sorry"

CLARY'S POV

I pulled him in and wrap my arms aroundhis neck and brought my lips to meet seems stiff for a second and then quickly returned it.I pushed him down on the bed so that I was straddling him while I was kissing him.I could feel him groan into my mouth I kept kissing I move myself to his sensitive spot which I still was just to the left of his Adam's apple.I started sucking on it I feel them grow in a vibrating through my flipped me so that he was laying on top of me not breaking the kiss the entire time now,propped up on his elbow careful not to crush me with his weight.

I ran my hands under his shirt feeling his hard abs .he remembered the sensitive spot below my ear and use it to his advantage...

JACE'S POV

she let out a gasp it was loud enough for me to to how I miss making love to always felt like the very first time .I couldn't wait to get out of this broke apart breathless.

"I want to come back to my place your old stuff its still there I didn't move any of it"I said still trying to catch my breath.

she seem to have caught pulled me down for another kiss before releasing my lips and saying "let's get the hell out of here.,"

with that we drove back to my apartment.

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