Ch.6- Family Matters
I sigh as I teleport Jacob and myself too the bunker knowing that Dean is inside. Though I'd much rather be interested in finding Castiel and Sam. Though I have too talk too Dean too make sure he's alright.
I walk inside the bunker too have a gun shoved in my face.
"Dean, I swear if you don't move that gun out of my face I will make sure you'll end up shooting yourself."
I hear a small chuckle and I look over too see Crowley standing there and I wonder if that's him than who the hell did I talk too not that long ago. Still I look over at Castiel and I can tell that he's weak and not sure what's happening.
"Cas, you look great," I joke and I get a small smile.
"I should have listened to you, Marina. I should have done what you had told me to do."
I smile as I place my hand on his cheek like a mother would do with her child, "I know, Castiel. Though think of me more as Missouri I more so give hints or try to counsel people I don't give major things away knowing that a lot of things are already written. Though I'm also much like those she would tell things too. I speak the words, but I don't always know where they come from."
They look at me confused and I smile lightly, "You're going out too look for Gadreel aren't you."
They look at me as they say, "How did you know who he was?"
"Cause He was on our side until Metatron talked too. He just wanted to have a life to believe that he has friends once again, but he knew if Cas recognized him the 'life' he had made was not too be."
"Though you knew who he was?"
"Yes, but he knows what I am. I'm basically a made nephilim something that is not too exist. Though both angels and demons want me on their side too work for them. I was made by both species. I was made for their own use. So you can see as long as he behaved I didn't care. Though I understand I left the day before he had killed Kevin."
They nod and I nod looking around and then looking at them, "You can go. I was going to grab a few things. Though if you'd like I can always come with, but I need someone to watch my son."
Dean nods as he smiles gently at me, "You've tried to do so much for us anyways. You've helped out alot. I'm sure Sam will need your help when we get back."
I nod my head, "Call me and I'll be here."
Dean smiles as he pats my shoulder as he leaves and before they leave and the door is shut between us I shout, "Don't trust Crowley. If anything I'd keep that pretty lil mouth of his sewn shut."
I hear a small laugh and Crowley says, "It makes me all tingly with her promises."
"Fuck with my family and I'll make it so it's even less pleasurable for you, Crowley. Trust me don't fuck with those I care about."
I hear him chuckle and I know he knows what I mean. I sigh as I look at Jacob who had made it past me and the others. I watch as he runs too the books that are a lot more of a light read. I smile as Jacob goes to the couch and curls up with the book. I smile as I know that I've already read the library so I have nothing new to read, but maybe in a way I have something to write for Jared.
Jared's POV
I wake up and start looking around as if I had heard someone say my name.
I smile gently as I think of Marina Winchester and how her son projected an image into my mind of who I'd want my own child to be. I smile as I think of how his eyes reminded me of a younger version of myself. Though the way that her eyes shined when he listened and when she spoke of his father. A man she fell in love with quickly and strongly. A man she still seems to be in love with… yet she speaks as if she had left her behind as if he wasn't even dead yet. Though she spoke as if he was. What was he? If he is alive then why would she leave him if she loves him so much? She full of mystery and at the same time she's so easy to read as if i've known her for a long time. I've known her years instead of maybe a few weeks.
I watch as my mother comes into the room and I smile softly though i can't help but ask her, "Mom, do you know Marina?"
She looks at me and shakes her head, "No, though she reminds me of a girl you dated before."
I look at her as I get a goofy grin on my face, "I don't think that's possible, mom. Marina isn't like any other person I've met. Though I just keep having this feeling that she's in trouble."
I watch my mother smile sadly as she sits beside me as she looks at me.
"The truth is I do know the poor girl. I met her a few times before in Minnesota a while back. She was a troubled kid especially after what happened to her parents. She's tried to kill herself a few times even though she was dating a wonderful young man. She thought she was toxin to him. Then he lost his memory of her and she ran away without much of a word with everything that'd show she was real."
I nod my head as I yawn, "Sorry about this mom. I'm just so tired."
She strokes my face and pushes my hair around on my forehead, "I understand sweety. Get some sleep. I'm gonna grab something to eat."
I ndo my head as I smile at her as she leaves. I let my eyes droop shut.
I hear a scream and my eyes snap open too see the sight of Marina on the ground with one hand holding onto her stomach as what seems to be blood rushings around her hand. Her other hand is reaching towards a limp small figure. All i hear her do is call her son's name as she reaches for the small body. I move closer to see that jacob is long gone from this world with what looks like a knife wound too his throat and his eyes almost look burned out of his skull. I hear Marina start crying and she tries to turn over and her eyes meet mine.
"Go back. You can't be here. It's bad enough they got us. I love you," she says while staring straight into my eyes.
I shake my head as I place a hand on her and whisper, "I can't leave my wife behind."
She smiles slightly as she looks at me, "I left you behind. I took your memories. Jared, be a regular human as long as you can before everything for the real world comes crashing around you."
My body moves on it's own as I kiss her lips as she smiles at me, "I'm sorry about this."
I watch a small light leave her and make it's way over to lifeless jacob. It's a couple of seconds and I hear him gasping and Marina's chest is still and her eyes are lifeless even with her last tears still running down her face.
I shoot up in the bed and pull out my phone quickly and call Marina.
"Hello, this is Marina," she answers quickly.
"Hi, Marina it's Jared. I was just calling to see how you're doing?"
I hear a smile on her lips as she answers, "i'm doing pretty well stopped at my brother's place to borrow some books, but Jacob is too busy flipping through them. I guess we'll probably stay here for a lil while before we head out again."
I almost sigh in relief as I hear her voice and how she's calm. So she's safe and so's Jacob.
"I'm sorry Jared that I have to cut this short, but my brother's calling so so I need to head out for a bit. I'll talk to you later, Jared. If anything just message me at my number whenever you want."
"Of course, I'll talk to you later Marina."
I sigh as I lean my head back and close my eyes and clasp my hands together to do a quick prayer, 'Please lord look after Marina and Jacob. Let them be safe and happy. Let them repair their family for it can be whole again."
In a flash of light I see a man with brown hair and beard nicely groomed with blue eyes staring at me.
I don't jump but I still growl out, "Who the hell are you?"
"Well I guess you can call me God. I'm here on behalf of Marina Winchester. You wish for her family to be repaired and put back together. All you have to do is ask me. I had… fucked her over in her life. Her life was never easy whenever anything seemed to be going good for her it seemed to turn around and go straight to hell. I let her be turned into what she is. I think she got it worse off then all the kids Azazel had infected. She was different she took to the demon blood, but she drew in angel grace as well making her a first nephilim in centuries. The first one to survive this long. Marina winchester the girl who knew nothing of a normal human life until she lost the memories of who she was in the fire that killed the only family she ever knew."
I look at him confused, "What are you talking about?"
I watch the man smiled sadly, "Your parents hid what you are from you for so long. They did so hoping that you could live a normal life. Though there are things that go bump in the night and there are such things as angels, gods, and demons."
"You're crazy," I tell him grunting a lil bit in discomfort as i try to move.
I feel him him touch my forehead with two fingers and it's almost like a floodgate opens and I feel tears drip down my cheeks. Everything…. My entire life with Marina comes back to me and what makes it worse if the night she left. The night she erased herself from my life I knew it was gonna happen and I didn't stop her. I knew it was gonna happen cause I dreamt of it the night Lucifer had let me free. I knew it was gonna happen way before it was going too. She lied to me about what she knew and yet she had no idea when she was lying.
I look at the man again and ask him, "Why do this? If you're a god why help the two of us?"
"I'm the Christian god which makes me as old as death himself. I'm older than your parents by a long shot."
"My parents?"
"Yes, they are egyptian gods if I remember correctly. I have a slight bad memory when it comes to things like that. There's so many gods and though not a lot of people know but there are demi-gods though most are killed either after birth or in the womb. It's the same with children like Marina when they are discovered. So I had her raised by 2 of angels, but it wasn't a good life for her or anyone for that fact. So we let her into the human world. We never saw what would happen in her life, but I think you are the end of her trouble. Your gifts are unique just like Marina. You 2 were born to be together not even cupid's arrows could draw the 2 of you apart. She is your family and you are her's."
I nod my head and realize all the looks of pure content, loneliness, and love that are in her eyes when she'd look at me. Why when she spoke of the man she loved I felt the truth and I felt all the lies. I knew all her tells without a second thought. When i met jacob or even first heard about him I felt my heart grow with pride and it didn't make sense… I guess in truth it does. He's my smart and loving son.
I smile as I look at God and smile slightly, "This is a lil weird counting I've always been borderline atheist."
I watch a smile crack on his face as he says, "The irony, huh." I nod my head as he looks at me again as he pats my shoulder, "Please look after her. She needs you more than anything even if she fights you fight back. Just be careful the girl knows how to fight, maim, torture…. Just don't piss her off."
I chuckle remembering picking a fight with her once, "yeah, I know. Though she's my family and I'm her's we're all the matters… along with Jacob and whatever other child we could possibly have."
I watch the man smile and nod as he disappears and I lean my head back into my hospital bed, "Now that was a weird experience… I wonder how I should go about this whole memory thing. I don't think I should go around telling people who helped me. For now I'll keep quiet on the matter."
