Death
Hello everyone I am back to give you another chapter to this story that you all love so much. I am so sorry that I took so long to update. I started to watch Inuyasha to get inspired and well I just couldn't stop watchin. But I am back. Thanks and I hope you enjoy.
I was due any day now. The baby kicked hard and powerful. "Don't worry little one soon you will be here and there will be no worries. I promise, I will love you with all my heart and do what I can to protect you. No one will ever hurt you." I said to my bulging stomach.
Inuyasha, Kagome and their children where staying until the baby was born. I was grateful I wasn't alone through this pregnancy. Sesshomaru kept an eye on me and the boys almost never left my side. I knew that this child would be safe. I had no worries now.
Mother had come for a visit to see me before I was to go into labor. She said she was happy to receive more grandchildren. She, Kagome, and I were all talking and Nagisa who had gained her four inches was asking if the material she found was perfect.
"Why are you so worried about the material now Nagie?" I asked her while putting my drink down. "I mean you have five months before who can wed?" I looked over at her.
Nagisa looked at the material and then at us. "Cause I want to make sure that I have the right material for the dress, so I wont change my mind after its been made." She said and then she left.
We all laughed and then went back to talking about the baby and what it's name should be when they are born. We laughed at some and of the ones we came up with. But when it came down to it. It was Sesshomaru who would tell us what the child would be call and that was end of the story for names.
That night we all gathered to eat. The boys talking about hunting soon with Inuyasha. Nagisa was going on about helping me plant winter flowers. I don't think anyone was quite during that meal. The boys even told stories to the younger children about their hunting trips and battles with demons.
Tomorrow everyone would be going home. Well Nagisa would be staying due to her sickness and Inuyasha wants her away from Akito as much as possible. Sesshomaru was all to willing to agree. That man really does need his own daughter.
Well all went to bed that night happy and calm. The children had been a sleep for sometime now and it was time for the adults to take their leave and sleep as well. Sleep was not easy for me. Sesshomaru was getting irritated with me movements during the night and I was trying not to cry from the kicking I was getting. I got up and realized I was wet.
What in the world? Am I sweating? No I could not have been that hot. Could I? I look at the bed and then at me and then I gasp. "Of all the times it...OW!" I yelled. Sesshomaru was up and holding me. "Sesshomaru go get Kagome." I was gritting teeth by this point. They weren't kicks I was feeling it was contractions and the baby was telling me it was time to come out.
Sesshomaru set me on the bed and then left. I was trying to breath as much as I could and think happy thoughts with each contraction. They were getting closer together and I felt like I was going to die. "You are never touching me again Sesshomaru!" I yelled and then I took a deep breath. Kagome came in and I took another deep breath. "Kagome something's wrong." I told her with tears in my eyes.
She laid me down and then another midwife came and helped. It felt like I had been waiting forever for my baby to come in this world. Kagome kept giving me positive reinforcement to keep going and to hold on a little bit long before I tried to push.
I was ready to pass out. I couldn't take the pressure any longer. Finally after waiting forever to push Kagome told me to and I did. I heard the sounds of a baby crying and then I was told to push more. What? No it's over. No more. There is no way my body could have supported two babies. Kagome told me to push more and I did.
I felt the child leave my body but I heard no cry. Why is my baby not crying? What is wrong with my baby/ Kagome is the baby ok? "I will go tell Sesshomaru that he lost his daughter." What? No...no! Not my baby? Noooo! I heard the door open and closed. I waited a moment.
I heard a slam. "Let me see them!" I heard Sesshomaru yell. He was beyond angry, he was pissed. He's not angry at Kagome he's angry at me. I killed his child. Why? What did I do wrong? I heard the door open and then I was surprised. I didn't feel anger or hatred. I felt shock and sadness. Sesshomaru knew he could not bring our child back. He knew I would never allow it.
The one time I do want it to happen I can't speak and tell him to bring my my baby back. Give me my child and let me love her and raise her. No I couldn't do anything but watch Sesshomaru pick up our dead child and kiss her forehead and then cover her up. I cried at the sight and then I blacked out.
I woke up to the sounds of a baby crying. I got up quickly. He did it. He brought her back to me. I knew he would. Wait...its not her. Then who is it? Why is there a baby crying when my daughter just died. "Get it out!" I yelled. The servant was shocked for a moment. "Are you deaf get that thing out of my room right now!" I yelled at her. She picked up the crying child and left.
How dare she bring a baby in trying to make me forget my dead daughter. I ought to have that woman killed for stupidity. A few moments later Sesshomaru entered and sat on the bed next to me. "What did you tell the servant?" He asked me. I glared at him. How dare he make me look like the bad guy when it was probably his idea to try and replace out child.
I got up and crossed my arms. "I told her to take that thing you are trying to replace out dead child with out of my sight." I told him. Anger flashed in his eyes.
Sesshomaru stood up and got in my face and stared me down. "I would never replace the child we lost. That crying child is our surviving son." He said with venom in his voice. I gasp. What? That child was my child. That baby was mine? What did I do wrong?
I broke down and cried. Sesshomaru caught me in his arms and held me. "What have I done? I didn't even realized it was my baby crying for me." I cried in Sesshomaru's chest and stayed that way for a while.
Well? Here ya go. I know you all hate me for the endin an how it turned out but that is the way things went. Well review if you feel the need too. I have a feelin they wont be nice but I can live with that. Thanks!
