I gaped in disbelief at Edward Cullen. It took me a minute to grasp the fact that this monster was standing in my doorway.

Anger sunk in.

"What?" I asked through clenched teeth.

He kept his head down, but closed the door. He walked to the farthest wall away from me. I sat up and stared at him, waiting.

"Bella," he whispered. " I can't- I mean - I don't know how to start- I'm so sorry. I ruined your life, I turned you into a- I can't

even look at myself...live with myself." He stood there, head down but I could see his face contorted in an expression of

horrible pain. I felt the urge to go and comfort him. But fought back reminding myself that he did this to me. I stood up.

"Is that all?" I said with my arm extended, welcoming the exit. He looked up and sighed, as if frustrated. And shook his

head. "What?" I asked in annoyance, replying to his sigh. "What could I be possibly doing to bother you?"

Edward looked at me with a concentrated expression. I felt uncomfortable and would have blushed if I still had blood. I gave

him a look hard enough to make him answer with haste. "I can read minds. I mean, I hear what people are thinking."

"Good, then I guess I really don't need to share my feelings with you." I said with my lips pulled back in fury.

"No, well, I mean… I can't read you. I can't hear you… I don't understand it."

He said still studying my face. Still trying to get inside my hear. "Stop. It." I said, firm and hard.

"I don't want you in my head. Stealing my life isn't enough for you Edward?! You need steal my thoughts too?!" I screamed.

I was in his face. I don't even remember walking across the room, and I didn't care.

"I'm so sorry," he whispered, and dropped his head. I again fought the urge to comfort him.

"You took everything from me…" I whispered this time with sadness. I looked to the ground and felt my body sagging.

Edwards arms reached out to catch me and I straightened back out from his touch, secretly wanting it again. Though I would

never admit these strange feelings. "Leave me alone…Leave me alone." I said loud and perfectly clear.


I watched the sunrise from my room. I sat and stared outside past the trees and let my mind wander about what I would be

doing now if I were still at Charlie's. I did that until I felt my body tensing and my throat burning with thirst. I fought this

urge until Alice danced through my door with her sister Rosalie. Tall, beautiful, perfect Rosalie.

"Bella, Rose and I are going to hunt. Maybe, you should join us." Alice said. I closed my eyes knowing I would have to. I've

spent too long denying myself. I need to accept this. I have to accept this. I stood up and faced my new sisters. "Lets go." I

attempted a smile that I could feel, and they knew, was sad and false. I let them lead the way down the stairs into the living

room. The Cullen's were all sitting and chatting. Emmett stood up with a big grin on his face. "Hey Bella. Have you been

testing out the new force shield you got there."

It took me a minute to remember the incident yesterday outside.

"I-I don't really know how," I replied.

I had a feeling I was going to be forced into what I knew was going to be very fun for Emmett, by the huge grin on his face.

A/N okay, i know. Your mad because the chapters arnt getting longer. I'm so busy with school its not even funny. Being a junior means a lot of pressure to prepare for college. Patience please ") I really hope you like me enough to keep with me. Thank you for the reviews, you dont understand how much it means to me.