a(N: i hope nobody hates the new characters. No offense, but in most of the kim and jared fics i have read(And loved many of them), kim doesn't have any kind of life until she meets jared...that's not the case
and i would guess families on the rez would be close to other families. like charlie the clearwaters and the blacks. they can't be the only families on the rez that have gatherings.
I go ballistic!!Yeah you make me a crazy chick.
6. He wants me
I rang the doorbell twice. Of course Maddie would choose this instant to go pee or something equally lame and unnecessary. I was tempted to glance back to see if Jared was still there, but I didn't need to, since I hadn't heard Sam's truck start at all, which obviously meant he was watching. I was so turning into a girl with high blood pressure problems, at the rate my heart had been forced to beat the entire morning I wouldn't be surprised if it never returned to its normal pace.
I rang the doorbell once again, and a funny looking Brady opened the door, I walked past him not bothering, to say hi and ran upstairs to Maddie's bedroom. Imagine my surprise when I open the door and Lexie and her are on their knees peeking through the window, spying on Jared??!Lexie is actually using binoculars to do it.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"I yelled grabbing a stuffed lion Maddie had on her bed, and throwing it to their heads. I was still too nervous to look through the window.
"Ssshh"Maddie said
"Why didn't you come down" I kept ranting "I swear, I don't know why I.."
"Is he crying?"Lexie asked perplexed completely ignoring me. Crying?? Jared crying? As tempted as I was to look. I just stood there trying to add it to the whole madness I had lived this morning.
"No, I think he is troubled" Maddie said unsure "He's hitting the dashboard"
"Repeteadly, and if he doesn't stop he's gonna have a nasty bruise"
"Should we…"
"No, he stopped. Wait, what's he doing now?"
"He's getting the keys and starting the truck…oh yeah, he's leaving" I let my bag drop, and collapsed on the bed.
"Wow, I would have never guess Jared Middleton to be bipolar" Lexie said laughing getting up and picking up the lion. "You sure know how to pick' em."
"What's wrong with you, why was I left downstairs, and why couldn't you get your lazy asses to open the door?!!"
"And miss the psycho schizo munchkin show, no way" Lexie laughed "Besides we were waiting for him to get out of the truck"
"What??!"
"Stupid Brady, I told him not to open" Maddie muttered, what kind of sick plan had my friends came up with, and why was Jared labeled as a schizophrenic now "He's so not eating pizza"Maddie threatened in low whispers.
"Have you lost it?"I asked sitting right up to face the two mocking girls. I might start my own novel called how to kill a mocking
"The question is has your honey junk boy? I mean geez, I have never ever in my entire life seen someone act the way he just did" Lexie tended to exaggerate things. "He seems straight out of the funny farm"
"What did you do? He was clearly upset when you left" Maddie stated "He started shaking. It was..weird"
"I thought he was having a seizure" Lexie piped in
"…and then it seemed he was talking to himself, then he looked over to where I guess you were standing and his face became one of pure bliss."
"That's when he reached for the door handle twice but he didn't open"
We were interrupted by a car's honk. I would have to hit my head for that one later.I guess now someone sayd Jared and I forget everthing."Adrian and Kyle are here" I said sheepishly. Maddie only groaned and Lexie clapped her hands and confirmed my revelation.
"Rod's with them" she squealed, reaching for her shoes, and flying out of the room. Guess I lied to Jared a bit earlier. Adrian is my cousin not my brother, he's Sam's age, and a former high school buddy of his.That's how I sort of know Sam. He goes to Washington State University in Vancouver, but comes to rez on the weekends some times. Rod or Rodrigo, is quilete as well, my cousin's best friend and a proud student of WSU too. Kyle is their southern annoying roommate that I have kissed repeatedly on different occasions.
To my defense I have never done it without beer or some sort of alcohol in my system.
"Madison, Alexandra and Kimberly" Leave it to my cousin and his stupid friends to use our "grown up" names. Maybe it makes them feel less pervy for kissing sixteen and seventeen year-olds.
"Hey are your girls up for some partying?"Rodrigo already had his arm around Lexie. I swear that girl needs a boyfriend ASAP. Or she0s going to get an STD.
"No, Maddie's parents are on their way" I said.
"Li-ar"Kyle taunted smirking at me. "Maddie's parents are with your parents and Ade' old people barbeque is being hosted at Rod's house" Of course. Stupid boys, stupid parents. I was so not in the mood right now. Emily's little chat was way bizarre, and Jared had stirred up a mix of emotions in me. I didn't even know where to begin untangling this mess, and make sense of it. So the last thing I needed was this.
"We could go and grab something to eat" Rod said nuzzling Lexie on the neck. Yuck!! Keep it on your pants.
"We were going to order pizza.."Maddie said smiling. The hag is giving in to my cousin's muddy green eyes. That was his supposed appeal, green eyes and tanned skin, yeah right. Or Maddie's and whoever else liked him ,excuse.
"And we're waiting for Sara" I added trying to buy me some time.
"Sara is not coming,Anton and her were going to Port Angeles" Lexie said. And little Brady chose this as an opportunity to sneak with his bike. He only had the decency to yell he was going to my house, and that his mom had said it was okay.
"Call your Mom and let's go"Lexie squealed. So much for girl's time and chick flicks. Maddie obeyed and went into the house and I had to stand there watching Lexie, the spokesperson of PDL (cuz you know in her case it's not affection, it's lust) make out with Rod.
"Shorty shorts"My cousing laughed. Yes make fun of my attire and my height Kyle, it's going to get you nowhere. I ignored them.
I drifted off and thought about Jared. Wow. Never in my wildest dreams did I really think I would get to kiss him. I know it sounds childish and completely immature, but I was still going over the kiss, well kisses. There was nothing innocent about them, and there was fireworks. I don't know if it was his tecnique, the fact that I had liked him for so long, or that we truly had chemistry. (At least in the physical aspect)
I wasn't sure how it would play out on Monday. There was a wide range of possibilities. Plus Emily and her knowing looks and all that questioning of what I thought about Jared was just plain weird. I mean this girl, fiancee or whatever acting like a teen gossip girl just didn't seem right at all. Which lead me back to Jared I wanted to see him again, the prospect of seeing him made my stomach flutter. However my rational side knew there was a chance Jared wouldn't talk to me on Monday.
I would feel used,but I had been there.
My mind was reeling on the possibility that Jared liked me at least for a bit more kissing. I cursed myself for not having anywhere to invite him, from the way things were in the lower department , we could have done so much more in the dark, and with a drink or two.
"Don't touch me" I snapped moving away from Kyle, unfortunately, I was forced to sit between him and Maddie. I sighed, this was going to be a long afternoon.
One coke, a can of beer, a slice of pizza and a bag of chips later.
I found myself walking through the streets of La Push hoping the convenience store is open and these people get their damn ice.
Inventory: 2+2+1+1
*Rodrigo and Lexie locked on Maddie's bedroom
*Maddie smiling and batting her eyelashes at every stupid word that comes out of Ade's mouth. I'm surprised he hasn't kissed her I am thankful she hasn't because that would leave on my own with Kyle, who's been pseudo hitting on me all noon.
And I say pseudo cuz Kyle's idea of romancing, includes insults, and lame jokes about me...
"Anything else?"Adrian asked.
"No we're good" We waited outside and I took this as an opportunity to punch Madison's arm.
"Hey."she protested rubbing her arm.
"Tell them to leave Madison I swear I ..."
"Easy there tiger, enough with the swearing."Well if I could get rid of the blonde fucker. Which reminds me I don't even like blondes...Urgh!!
"I'm tired, you know what I'm leaving"I was fed up."You're walking??What about your things??. No! At least let Adrian drive you, or maybe he can lend Kyle his car and he can take you."
"I don't want Kyle to drive me!!" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Please don't start yelling at me. I didn't do anything"Right I'm a crazy person who gets mad for no reason apparently.
"Seriously, it's just I'm tired. I'll call you tomorrow" I was on my way to cross the street. When the bastards come out.
"Kimmy where are you going??" Kyle yells. Louder please I'm sure Mr. Mason heard you and he's sort of deaf.
" I'm going home ass..."the rest of the word got caught on my throat when I realized they were not alone.
"Kiiim"Jared breathed my name. He was angry??Or surprised?Or both?. Crap!!
"Jareeed...Saaam"I stuttered.
"We ran into Sam" Thank you Adrian,aka Mr. obvious."Why are you leaving anyways?"
"She's tired"Maddie explained
"Are you walking home?"Sam asked, Jared was too busy clenching his fists,I only nodded I wasn't sure my voice would come out right.
"I'll drive you"Adrian insisted.
"No it's fine I'll walk"I glared at him. He knew better than to push it.
"I can walk you"Kyle offered in a surprisingly kind tone.
"NOO!"Jared....growled?? Every head including mine and Sam's turned intp his direction.
"Jared"Sam said in a warning tone.
"I'll walk you"his voice was clear and low. Commanding even. I was too stunt to reply and the rest of them were confused. However Jared left them no time to question his mental state or my safety, because I was dragged across the street, by his huge warm hand laced with mine.
He was not rough, but he was demanding.I think we walked, in my case more like ran, two blocks before I found the courage or need to say something.
"Could you slow down"I was about to trip trying to keep up with his pace. He froze and his face shifted into a concerned frown.
"I'm sorry Kim are you okay?"He looked down to examine me.
"Too fast that's all"I tried to laugh."I'm short"He smiled his whole teeth smile. And I melted a little bit.
"I'm sorry, I just needed to talk with you" Talking.??
"Oh, about what?"
"Well.."Okay we looked dumb standing on the sidewalk. I needed to sit to calm down.
"Do you mind if we sit, there's a park three blocks from here."
"Sure."He automatically reaches for my hand and we start walking again, both of us this time.
The light's practically non existent here. park has no lamps. Finally we spot a bench and we sit down.
"So what did you wanted to talk about"I play it risky and I place my trembling hand on his knee trying to pat him.
Suddenly his hot breath is on my neck as his lips brush against my skin.
"Kim" is all he says.
I pull away slightly, just to make sure this is happening. He smiles again just scoots closer. His hand is on my thigh, he makes his way up, until his hand is resting on the skin between my shirt and my shorts. I gasp, the warmth spread like fire across my stomach.
"Kim?"he whispers as he nips my collarbone with his mouth. He is asking for permission. What a gentleman. I only nod. His hand is pushing my bra up. He captures my lips with his, and even though a tiny part of me wants to protest,cuz we're in a public place, I can't. He's so demanding that it makes me blush. Maybe Jared might just be in it to get laid. But then I realize I don't care. He wants me. And right now, that's all that matters.
The tips of our tongues touch, and I sigh. This time his kiss is feather-light, slow, and deep. I bite down hard on his bottom lip.
"Kiiim"he locks his eyes with mine.
"Jaared "I breathe. He claims my mouth again and I gingerly place my hand on his crotch. He's already massively hard.
It all happens very fast, which is why my mind suddenly goes blank and all I can think about is how much I need him to touch me.
I throw one leg over him and climb on top of him. I rock my hips back and forth, rubbing myself against his still-caged erection.
He groans. And our kiss grows carnal, needy, he tastes like oranges and pineapple.
"I want you"he says burying his mouth into my throat.
"Jared. please" I plead.
And I don't know how we end up on my brother's basement/bedroom.I don't know if Jared has a condom. I don't care we will christen my brother's bed. Hell my parents could arrive and I don't even hesitate when he takes off his jeans.
All I care and know is I'm about to lose it, to the guy I have crushed for the last three years.
And I'm loving every single second of it.
a/N: updating on friday maybe. be
