With Noah I felt nothing, and that ate at me all night. Is that how Alek felt when he had kissed me? Is that why he had went back to Mimi, I wondered if he'd told her... In the middle of the night I got up and walked to my mom's cabinet of Cheap Vodka and wines that were gifts. I grabbed the first bottle opening it and walked outside. I felt rejected from life as I took a sip of it and kept walking, tonight was that night. I was done with being the nice girl I used to be. I picked up my phone "Paul" I said as he answered thinking there was some kind of fight going on "Meet me outside your house" I heard him racing around his room, and then walking outside looking at my bottle.

"Sweet, King is back to 8th grade style?" I laughed at what he was saying, We had a little bit of fun as younger kids. Maybe, A lot of fun. He took the bottle from me as we both shared it. "What brings you here?" We walked around town laughing.

"Drama" I gave him a look not to go past that "This is pretty dangerous"

"I know right" Paul started pretending he was looking out for danger "You know, I miss you Chloe"

"I'm around a lot" I smiled at him, even though I knew what would follow that.

"I miss you Chloe, I mean it's cool having a friend that's a cat and all but sometimes you just want a friend. Like what you did with Amy tonight, she just needed a friend" My phone starting ringing, it was Jasmine. I ignored it, she was probably just wondering where I was. When the call followed up with a text, that was confirmed. We sat down after tossing the bottle in the trash, we didn't need that laying around when we were just watching the bay. We fell asleep there, my head on Paul's shoulder and him using his jacket as a blanket. I woke up at first light though, no one was around yet... I pushed Paul a little and he opened his eyes. "Woah" He looked around, and held his head "What were we drinking last night?"

"Whatever was in that bottle" I shrugged standing up and stretching, I knew I had to get back home but at the same time I didn't want to go back home. I just walked wearing Paul's jacket leaning into him to the coffee shop, that's what I really needed. We walked in and I was met with all my favorite people. Noah, Amy, Jasmine and to my surprise Alek. They looked like they were planning something. "Hey guys" I said yawning and they all turned and looked at us with shock in their eyes.

"Where were you with my boyfriend?" Amy asked jokingly kissing Paul on the cheek like he had brought me home safely "Oh my god, you smell like Crown Royal" I pointed to Paul laughing.

"I guess that's what we were drinking" I shut up looking at Jasmine trying not to crack up at her serious look. Paul smiled at me still despite all the angry looks.

"What happened last night?" Amy hissed at both of us "You were in your room with Noah here and then we realize you'd snuck out... we were worried."

"and I was walking the streets with my sidekick" I think I was a little drunk still "Until what time this morning, and we passed out on a bench by the bay" I said it like it was nothing. It was nothing. I was with Paul.

"And he was keeping you safe? Chloe that's irresponsible"

"I was fine, I made it back. Now Paul and I were getting some coffee and then we were leaving to talk some more... Noah last night was great" I kissed him on the cheek seductively. Watching Alek's knuckles go white, "Now excuse me" I ordered my drink and waited, then Paul and I left again after he told Amy that he had to watch out for me. I wasn't stable. He was right, I didn't want to be stable. "Let's go skinny dipping" I said halfway down the sidewalk. Paul looked at me from the corner of his eye "Joking"

"You scare me" My phone started rining, I almost tripped answering it.

"Hey" I said laughing "Right now?" Paul gave me a look again. "Sure!" I agreed to go to another Mai club. When we got there Super girl by saving Jane played, I only danced with Paul and I didn't touch a drink. I was starting to feel a lot better. "This is my theme song" I told Paul as it was about to end.

"Chloe we should go home" He said with his eyes and his mouth.

"I know we should, I'm fine Paul I really am"

"No you're not, you're tripping C" We walked out of the club, and Paul leaned against the old wooden thing guarding people from the water below. I saw it coming to, it snapped. I went to grab Paul but his hand flung out of the way and he was crashing into the water. I stripped my clothes off, and jumped in right after him. Finding him in the dark water, I pulled him up and dragged him to the closest shallow water, I couldn't give Paul mouth to mouth- I realized. Luckily I didn't have to. He was fine. "You saved me"

"That's my job" I said and then walked back to where my clothes happened to be, I told Paul to hold up his jacket around me... too late though.

"Damn King, stripping for this guy?"

"I saved his life, he fell into the water. And this guy is my best friend!"

"That's pretty cool" these were Alek's jock friends saying I was pretty cool while putting my clothes back on, even though the moment was ruined by Amy, Alek, and Jasmine. No Noah.

"WHAT THE HELL CHLOE?" Jasmine yelled at me "I don't know what's going on with you but-"

"Chill out, she just saved his life!" Alek's friend said "I think that's pretty cool..." Another one of Alek's friends joined the group.

"I got it on video, she just took off her clothes and dove in not thinking any thing about it just to save this guys life"

"Delete it" I told him and he showed that he did but he would always remember that.

"You saved Paul's life?" Amy mumbled.

"he's my best friend Amy, of course I saved his life." I was a little hurt at her thinking that I wouldn't save his life, or being shocked that I did "I wasn't messed up or anything"

"I find that hard to believe" The guys just walked away.

"What is that supposed to mean Amy? That I go around getting drunk so often that it's not expected of me to be sober. It was just last night and If you're jealous of the time Paul spent with me realize it was because I couldn't talk to you anymore about how I was feeling!"

"Just because you like Alek and this stupid whore has been lying to you and you can't exactly see it doesn't ever mean you can't talk to me" She said in a hushed voice. I hated myself for being like this

"I'm sorry" I told her and gave her a hug "I really am but I have to think"

"NO. I want to know what kind of lies?" Alek put his arm in front of me. Break it, or no?

"Ask your mate" Amy snorted "She should know"

"My mate? What..." He looked confused.

"Your mate Mimi sent me an email explaining your relationship, and then you kissed me and I knew it was wrong and then I got mad when she threatened Amy and then I saw you with her being all happy and then Noah and-" He kissed me on the lips.

"You don't have to explain yourself to me right now" and that was it, I wanted to be with Alek. Noah would probably shack up with Mimi tonight anyway.