A/N:Hey guys sorry for not uploading i just started school so its being busy!I will try as hard as i can.I wont give up!Anyway enjoy!

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Rachels pov

The next day I wake up and get with a casual look which is jeans,a long sleeve top and some flats.I brush my hair through and apply a bit of mascara on before walking downstairs.

"Hello Rach"San says smiling.I smile weakly back at her.

"Hi..."i trail of,she sighs before walking over to me.

"No i haven't told my mum,so relax"she says and i shoot her a thankful smiles and she straightens out her cheerios uniform.

"You ready to go?"She asks and I nod before getting in her car.


We arrive at school and I make my way to my locker and santana tells me she will see me later and I nod before opening my locker.

"Hey..."i turn around and see finn.I look down.

"H-hi finn"I sigh and he leans against my locker.

"Are you ok?I mean after yesterday?"He asks and I smile at his concern.

"Ye a bit,thanks"He smiles and looks at me.

"Thats good"He says and its silence.

I sigh before speaking up"Thank you for last night,i didnt want you to see me like that"I say looking down and he lifts my chin up and stares into my eyes.

"Its fine,i know what its like remember?"He says and i look into his eyes but the bell puts me out of my thoughts and i smile a bit.

"See ya at glee"I say before walking off.


I walk into glee and everyones already there.I see finn and he smiles before patting the seat next to him.I smile and join him.

"Okay nationals is coming up any ideas?"Mr Shue asks and looks at us all.I sigh and raise my my hand.

"Rachel?"He asks shocked and i feel everyones eyes on me.

"Can I sing?"I ask nervously and I hear Kurt mumbling something.

"Sure..."He says and sits down.I stand up and go to the front of the room and see everyone looking shocked at me.

"I-i want to sing a s-song and dedicate it t-to san and finn"i say and san and finn smile.I take a breath in and start.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I finish with tears falling down my cheeks and everyone stands up and claps.I smile weakly and Kurt runs over to me and hugs me.I hug back crying into his shoulder.

"That was amazing well done Rae"He says hugging me tighter.

"T-thanks"I say and pull away he smiles at me then goes back to sit next to Blaine.I sit down next to Finn and he smiles at me.I smile back.

"That was great"He says and holds my hand i let him and lean into him and I know that this feels right I belong here.

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