Next to you

Chapter.6

Ok guys so i have something to tell you, and i will do it at the end of the Chapter...i kinda forced myself to write this because i was stuck...yup Writters block..it sucks huh, oh well it was only a day, but it seemed like a year to me, i was sitting trying to write something and nothing...well i talk to much, so i will just get to the story.

Oh! I almost forget, this chapter is gonna be from Gabbys point of view...see she's hurting now and i want to get more of those feelings out. ;)

"hit me" i said to the bartender, he gave me another glass, i was on fire tonight...troy would pay...but maybe tomorrow, tonight i was gonna suck my pain and try to have fun (yeah i know thats bullshit).

I looked at the dancefloor where Taylor and Sharpay were dancing, they were having fun, of course! They were fine, their bestfriend didnt hide a girlfriend who was also their worst enemy. Their bestfriend didnt stood them up because he was propably fucking his current girlfriend. Their bestfriend didnt forget they exist. Ok...now i'm taking my anger on innocent people.

"hit me" i said one more time, he gave me another glass but a hand stopped it before the glass touched my lips, what the...?

"we need to talk" he said. I looked at him and brushed his hand off my arm and took a sip of my drink.

"we need to talk, do you know those are the 4 words a girl hates the most?" i asked. He looked at me with compassion. "i'm ok" i stated. He didnt believed me. "ok...i'm ok considering my bestfriend stood me up yesterday, that i got wet and that he just stabbed me in the back by dating the person i hate the most...yup, life's good" i said.

"Gabriella is not like that" he said.

"no! So tell me...how is it? Cuz everything seems clear to me!"

"everything is not always black or white"

"its not? I never got the memo, cuz my world is Black right now!"

"ugh" he said frustrated "its not even worth talking to you when you're drunk, i'll call you when you're better"

"you better take this moment Bolton...cuz there are a lot of chances that i wont pick up the phone when i'm sober" i said, he stopped walking and looked at me.

"so this is how is gonna be?" he asked. I looked at the party, i felt the booming of the music in my ears, i saw people dancing and having fun. How could i have any fun when every heart beat was hurting me. I looked at him, his face was serious.

"yeah" i replied, then he just turned around and left. That was it? He was gonna leave me alone? Well that was easy "hit me" they guy stared at me "did you not hear me...?" i asked, he sent another glass. Kiss Kiss by Chris Brown came on...my favorite song! (actually every song i hear is my favorite) i went to the dancefloor and started to dance.

I'm a country boy from Tappahannock, VA is where i reside so shawtty understand it, and i know i just turned 18...

Somehow someone pulled me up on a table, i didnt care i just continued dancing as the music kept playing.

...that means i'm like a bandit, like like a bandit bandit...

"Take off your clothes" some guy shooted, i smiled, i grabbed the buttons of my coat to start taking it off. I couldnt, somehow i got dragged off the table and also out of the room, what was going on?

"let me go!" i exclaimed as i heard the music booming in the other room.

She wants that lovey dovey...that kiss kiss...

"no. I may not be the best bestfriend ever but i'm not gonna let you make a fool of yourself."he said. Gosh was he ever going to leave me alone. He put me on some bed and looked at me. "Shar is getting you some water, you're wasted."

"that makes it easy" i said.

"makes what easy?" he asked as he sat next to me and looked into my eyes.

"to deal with the pain" i said maybe being too honest with him...i didnt want him to think i cared that much. He grabbed my hand, i didnt pulled it back, i felt like i needed his touch to survive the pain i was going through.

"i'm so sorry baby girl" he whispeared "but i couldnt help it, she was acting different with me...and its like i got to see another face of Jess that nobody else got to see...i really like her...i didnt mean to hurt you or leave you but i really like her...i hope you understand."

I wanted to cry...but i couldnt, not in front of him. Kiss Kiss ended and Kiss me thru the phone started. I looked at his hand holding mine...maybe this was friendship all about...letting go of something when you think its right and still be there for that something...besides we made a promise...just because Troy broke it didnt mean i had to...

"if she makes you happy then i'm ok with it" i felt a lump on my throat. He smiled at me and huged me, i felt tears running down my cheek damn it. Sharpay walked inside the room with a glass of water i asked for help.

"Troy...its time for you to leave, i'll handle it from here." She said while pulling Troy and she made him leave the room.

"i cannot stay here anymore Shar...i gotta leave" i said as more tears ran down my cheek, shit why wouldnt this stupid tears stop. Shar nodded and gave me the glass of water and we left. I wasnt gonna be able to look at Troys face again without breaking down...what was going on with me? Since when i became so emotional, so...vulnerable. i thought i had control of myself, i thought i knew it all. Then it hit me! I was freaking out! Why was i freaking out? It was Troys life, i mean yeah she's my enemy but...that doesnt explain the hole in my chest or the feeling of falling to pieces.

"Gabriella..." sharpay started still looking at the driveway i looked at her "are you sure this is just about Jessica...dont you think you're freaking out for some other reason" i looked out of the window...maybe.

"dont you think you're acting like this because..." she said "because you like Troy as more than just a friend"

The hole in my chest went deeper...i couldnt even breath...why? i didnt say anything, i had to process the information Sharpay just got into my head, i was so confused...why?

I like Troy...thats impossible, he's been there for many years and he went thru many girlfriends, i never felt this before...why was i feeling it now? This was so complicated. When i got home, i jumped into my bed and started to listen some music. Maybe sharpay was right. I grabbed a ring Troy gave when we were 5 years old, it was plastic but i still kept it. Troy used to smile at me everytime i told him i still had it. I started to cry as i heard the words of Alexz Johnson singing one of my favorite songs.

A familiar sound, a familiar voice, makes it so hard to make a choice...i dont know if i should stay...

I looked at the ring one more time.

The truth hit me

I didnt liked Troy...

I loved Troy.

So this is the end guys...i dont really like this chapter, dunno why, anyways, i'm going thru an emotional time right now, got many feelings and i'm confused...maybe thats why i dont like the chapter...

The thing i wanted to tell you is that i got stuck with Your eyes another story i'm writting, so if you guys could go, read and tell me any ideas, just to unblock me! I will love it! Please review...your reviews mean a lot!

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