Nothing I Won't Give

A/N: THE TEA! And myself HAS SPOKEN! After a long debation with myself, mom, my fans , my tea and even my kitten Pippin I have decided on what shall I do, and here something for my fans, whoever is my 126 reviewer gets to ask me a question that I shall answer truthfully like oh, how this is going to end? Or is it…. You'll just have to wait and see I guess hehe.

Oh and by the way ladies and gentlemen(if there is any guys in here lol)

Warning: This program may contain nudity, and course language; viewer discretion is advised.


Chapter 7 - Ready? FIGHT!

(SJ-OT In the background singing Eye of the Tiger for some odd reason as she writes)

Filene was with Quil at the time, he just found out who his imprint was… a four year old girl by the name of Claire whom was the niece of Emily. He and the others were having a bit of a… tiff as it were.

"I am a sick, twisted crazed mutt." Quil muttered, covering his face with his hands.

Filene rubbed his back softly, trying to think of something to say, sadly she wasn't getting anything from her brain. Then again she hasn't had her chai tea yet so she blamed Jake for waking her up so early. Just then, of all people, Embry came out from the house, holding two mugs and a muffin in his mouth, making Filene snort.

"Nice Embry." She said taking one of the mugs and passing it to Quil, who was smirking in thanks to Embry and her before sipping the mugs contents.

Embry took the muffin out of his mouth. "I didn't really have a choice so I asked Emily to stuff it in my mouth since I was bringing Quil his hot chocolate and your Chai."

Filene giggled before breathing in the steam and spices of her beloved chai before sipping it, and it hit her!

"Quil! I just thought of something!" Filene squealed making Quil and Embry jump.

"What!" Embry shouted in surprise while Quil almost spilt his hot chocolate.

"Imprinting doesn't have to be like instant falling in love like Jared and Kim." Filene started. "Imprinting in nature is totally different like the first thing a baby bird sees is instantly think it is it's mother."

"So you're saying Quil thinks that Claire is his mother?" Embry asked confused.

"Hey, it's better than being a pedophile." Quil grumbled.

"No, no listen to me, Billy explained something to me, you guys don't age as you phase right?" Filene continued as the two nodded. "So, as long as you don't age Quil, you can wait for Claire to grow up and be of that age, until than you can be like her big brother and even her baby sitter, I am positive that Emily can convince her sister to let you baby sit her."

Embry and Quil looked at her in astonishment, when out of no where her tea disappeared from her hands. Filene cried out in horror looking up to see Sam and the others looking at the mug.

"Emily, what did you put in here?" Sam muttered as if astounded.

Emily shrugs. "Tea bag, hot water, sugar and milk, and that is a wonderful idea Filene, I'll call Claire's mom right now in fact."

And with that, Emily disappeared, Quil looked excited.

"One sip of this shit and Filene becomes Mohammed." Paul said looking at the cup as well.

Filene got up rolling her eyes as she took the mug from Sam's hands and took another sip before sitting back down. She groaned in frustration when Embry took her tea this and was about to yell at him when she was suddenly tackled by Quil.

"THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU and your tea, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!" Quil chanted.

"Quil!" Filene hears Jake shout. "Stop humping Filene, she and I have to go somewhere."

"Go somewhere?" Embry asked.

"Like on… a date somewhere?" Quil's head popped up.

Everyone looked surprised at the two of them.

"And you didn't tell us!" Quil looked down at the confused Filene.

Filene felt so surprised and confused that all she could do was shrug and look over at Jake.

Jake rolled his eyes grinning at his best friends. "The leeches have found the place for where the battle will start, and apparently they have a plan about something. I am bringing Filene along because she may find it amusing as to where the fight is."

Filene tilted her head, interested before getting up and grabbing her mug from Embry and walk towards Jake. "Well then, let's get this show on the road."

The boys watched in amusement as Filene now chugged the tea before putting it onto the porch rail. "Alright, let's blow this popsicle stand."

Jake laughed as he lifted Filene up bridal style and began running through the woods. Filene thought she could get use to this, but then mentally slapped herself for even thinking that. However, Jake brought her a little closer to him, smirking without looking down at her.

"What are you smirking about?" Filene had to ask.

"Well besides Edward dropping out of the fight." he said. "I finally got you in my arms, it's been a while."

"Yeah, the last time you got me like this was when I twisted my ankle looking for my stupid sister in the woods." Filene told him. "God Sam was so weird looking at you, I thought he was waiting for to go to the other side of the fence or something."

Jake laughed. "Yeah, he could have done the whole staring thing better."

"Yeah think?" Filene asked, full of sarcasm.


As they were making it to the clearing, Filene started to recognize things and…

"Jake." she whispered in shock.

"Hmm?" Jake stopped, looking down at her.

Filene looked around herself, before getting out of his arms and looking to the marking on a tree that looked strangely like… finger nails. Filene could practically see herself dodging from Victoria's hit.

"Filly?" Jake spoke, looking at her curiously.

"Jake." she gasped before looking over to him. "This…. This is where I fought…"

Filene was silent for a moment before sprinting, instantly seeing as she ran with her wolves, and towards the clearing. And stopped right where the trees ended. There it was, the clearing with the log and rocks right dab in the middle, and there was still parts of the earth that was still healing from her and Victoria's fight.

"This was where you fought the red head?" Jake asked as he reached her.

Filene looked over at him, nodding.

"Paul and Sam showed me." he said as if explaining. "I can't tell you how much it pissed me off that they didn't notice you were gone."

Filene shook her head. "No, it was not their fault, I had my guard down and we didn't know that Victoria was coming for me…. Well I knew she would be coming for me but not immediately."

Jake shook his head. "Come on Filene, the leaches and Bella are waiting for us."

"Okay." Filene agreed, following him out into the clearing where Jasper, Edward and Bella were waiting for them.

"You're not fighting?" Jake asked as the two got close. "What? Did you pull a muscle or something?"

Filene snorted, but covered it with a cough, Edward shook his head in fake amusement while Jasper just raised an eyebrow at Filene.

"He's doing it for me, okay?" Bella told them.

'Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn.' Filene said rolling her eyes.

"Whatever." Jake replied. "Just tell me the plan."

Filene raised her eyebrow at him. 'Apparently he thinks so to.'

"This field will give us an advantage in battle." Jasper told them. "We need to lure the newborns with Bella's scent, but it needs to end here."

"Edward and I are going to a campsite." Bella interrupted. "Even if he carries me, they'll still pick up our scents… wait "What about Filene?" Bella asked. "She is coming with us as well right? doesn't she need a cover as well?"

"Filene doesn't have a mouth watering scent like you do Bella." Jasper said. "She has more of a home warming scent like apple pie and stuff they'll think it's from a house near by or something."

Filene had to raise her eyebrow at that. "I smell like an apple pie?"

"Under all that wet mutt scent yes." Edward replied, sneering as it were. "Your stench, is revolting."

Jake and Filene glared at him.

"Dude, you really don't wanna start comparing stinks." Jake retorted.

"What he means is that your scent will mask mine if you carry me." Bella said always the peace maker.

"Done." Jake instantly agreed.

Filene rolled her eyes. 'Of course.'

"This is not a good idea." Edward argued.

"Edward." Jasper spoke. "They won't want to get anywhere near his….. Odor."

"Okay let's just try." Bella said walking over to Jake quickly.

"A little excited are we?" Filene mumbled.

And like what Jake did with Filene, he picked Bella up bridal style.

"Am I like a different scent to every vampire? I mean to Alice I smell like cinnamon rolls, to Emmett I smell like cup cakes, to Aro I'm chocolate oranges what's next? Am I going to smell like bread that just came out of the oven to Esme?" Filene asked.

"Personally you smell like vanilla to us." Jake add in.

"We'll figure that out after we defeat the newborns." Jasper interrupted.

Jake nodded. "Eau de wolf coming up."

"Run." Edward commanded.

And so they were off, Jasper waited a moment before following them. Edward and Filene stood there in silence waiting for them.

'I have a strange feeling that Jake is now just walking.' Filene grumbled in her mind.

"So, you are thinking of going to college?" Edward asked.

Filene nodded. "Uh yeah, in Louisiana, I am now just looking for a place near by, I am thinking of the town Bon Temps, but I am still thinking on it."

"What about your wolves? Wouldn't you miss them?" Edward wandered, walking a little closer to Filene.

"With all my heart," Filene answered honestly. "But, being with vampires remind of how little I have of my life, I need to go and see the world and experience thing."

There was a silence. "Are you sure it has noting to do with Jacob?"

Filene walked away to the rocks where a tree was growing on top of it. "In case you haven't noticed Edward, I have grown up a little more, I know Jake will never feel the same way with me like he does with Bella but, I will try, but the moment the summer is gone I am going to college, I need to."

Edward smiled. "You may have matured a little Filene, but I think you will always be remember as the wild, hyperactive girl with a baseball bat to us."

Filene snorted. "Well, there's my immortality."

Edward chuckled but became serious as Jasper came back out of the bushes surprising Filene.

"All I picked up was wold stench, no Bella." Jasper said.

"Jesuschristsuperstar!" Filene squealed, falling to the ground.

Edward hid a smile as Jasper looked down at Filene in amusement.

"Don't say. Anything." Filene told the two, lifting her hand in the air and pointed at the two of them as she stayed on the ground.

Jasper just rolled his eyes before lifting Filene off the ground and turned to Edward who was now frowning into the woods.

"This will work." Jasper told him.

"Great." Edward said, unenthusiastically.

Just then, Jake and Bella returned, Jake put Bella gently onto the ground before walking over to Filene.

"Come on Filly, Sam says Emily wants to have a dinner at his place." Jake said. "And then you can finally show me how to make your Filly Chili."

Filene smiled in amusement as Jake put his arms around her shoulders.

"How can you do this, feeling as you are?" Edward asked as if disappointed at Jake.

Bella, Jasper, and Filene looked to Edward in confusion while Jake intense his glare

"I can't." Filene jumped in. "I am going over to see Charlie for a bit, but I'll call you when I am ready to go, alright?"

Jake slowly looked to Filene, then smirked. "Okay."

Filene smiled gratefully and was about to walk over to Bella, but then squeaked when he lifted her up into his arms once more. "Jake!"

"I didn't say it was okay for you to go to the leeches, besides, I know you hate to be in the same car with them." Jake said as he walked away, still smirking.

Filene turned and waved good bye to an amused Jasper, a frowning Edward and…. What was that look Bella was giving her?


Filene held onto Jake as they walked through the forest, she was playing with Jake's short hair, completely oblivious to what she was doing to the wolf change boy. After all, he was still a teenage boy, even though he looked to be in his twenties. Jake was trying his absolute best not to moan as she trailed her nails over his nape.

"Filene." his voice was raspy. "What are you doing?"

"Hmm?" Filene came back from her thoughts and saw what she was doing. "Oh, oops, sorry about that Jake, I was just thinking about something."

"And that involved playing with my hair." Jake stopped, looking down at her.

There was a silence between them as they had their staring contest. Then Jake caught a whiff of something, something that smelled strangely familiar yet not so.

"Am I making you nervous Filene Swan?" he asked, leaning his head closer to Filene.

Filene had to order herself to breathe, the look on Jake's face, made her body shiver. "No."

He stared down at her a bit longer before lowering his head a bit further. Filene could practically feel her brain turning into mush along side her rapidity beating, her hormones having a party of course she was a teenage girl, so she wasn't exactly thinking of punching him, more like cheering for him to come closer, just a little closer.

"Filly." He whispered. "I think you are."

Of course being in Jake's arms and all, Filene couldn't talk or move, just waited helplessly as his mouth eased over hers.

Filene closed her eyes, opening to the taste of him, to slow kisses that explored without demand, slowly he dropped Filene to her feet before moving his hand to cradle the side of her face. Disarmed by his gentleness, she let her body relax against his.

He searched more deeply, nudging, caressing, still with that maddening restraint, until Filene's heart was pumping as if she had ran a marathon. Closing his hand in the heavy mass of her hair, Jake held it aside and kissed her neck, taking forever to work his way up to the hollow behind her ear. By the time he had reached it, Filene was twisting to get closer to him, her fingers gripping the unyielding surface his upper arms. Slowly, so slowly, Jake leaned away.

Making Filene almost follow him to get back to kissing him.

The two of them breathed deeply, looking at each other in either shock or disbelief, but Filene bet her baseball that Jake wanted nothing more than to bring her back to him like she did. However he only cleared his throat.

"Ahem, I uh, I better get you home now." Jake said taking a step towards her again only to Filene's disappointment to pick her up once more and this time ran towards Charlie's house.

Filene couldn't say anything, she wouldn't say anything, it was after all her first kiss, she didn't want to ruin the moment and so she kept quiet in his arms, still trying to over come the shock of Jake actually kissing her. In her heart she was practically having a party inside her. On the other hand, that little voice that everyone hated, kept asking.

'Was he imagining Bella? Or was he actually kissing her?'