CRS RIGHT NOW opened memo on board NOW YOU MIGHT KNOW
CRS: ►It πªs been sΦme time since I leªrned Lªvirª left µs, πΦw lΦng? I dΦn't knΦw ªnymΦre, tπe ideª Φf time πªs left me in ªn ªttempt tΦ cΦmfΦrt myself, sΦ I cªn try ªnd fΦrget exªctly πΦw lΦng ªgΦ it wªs. ◄
CRS: ►Every dªy since tπªt event πªs been tπe sªme, I wªke µp, wªlk tΦ tπe mªin rΦΦm, pµt Φn my fªke smile, ªnd gΦ greet tπe Φtπers witπ fªke πigπ πΦpes, bµt it dΦesn't fΦΦl ªnyΦne. ◄
CRS: ►I πªte being ª πΦpe plªyer, I feel sligπtly πΦpeless ªs Φne◄
CRS: ►I jµst cπecked my scytπe ªnd ªppªrently it's ªrΦµnd tπe dªte Jµne 2nd I gµess, I never gΦt ªrΦµnd tΦ crΦss cπecking my scytπe tΦ my cΦmpµter sΦ I dΦn't Φne πµndred percent knΦw bµt if it is tπªt dªte, πªppy birtπdªy tΦ me πµπ?◄
CRS: ►Regªµrdless (did I spell tπªt rigπt?) SΦllµx πªs nΦt been very well since tπen, πe πªs been in ª cΦnstªnt stªte Φf mentªl decªy wπicπ trµtπfµlly is getting ª tªd bit ªnnΦying since πis mΦtivªtiΦn tΦ breªtπe in wªs dying Φµt fªster tπen sΦper dΦwn gªmzee's fµcking tπrΦgπt (I knΦw I spelled tπªt wrΦng).◄
CRS: ►I went ª bit ªgΦ tΦ cπeck Φn gªmzee...πe wªsn't tπere, ªpperently πe wªsn't deªd bµt µncΦnsiµs (ªgªin spelling?) ªnd πe πªsn't stΦpped being sΦber sΦ I tπink πe's jµst wªting, wªiting tΦΦ ªttªck ªgªin.◄
CRS: ►ªlsΦ eridªn πªsn't ªppeªred ªgªin, mªybe gªmzee killed πim? wπΦ ªm I kidding tπªt ªss is ªlsΦ wªnting tΦ kill µs ªll, sΦ, I reªlly πªte tπis timeline◄
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"Let's see if anyone notices that," I say to myself deciding to get off the computer for the night and went over to the only tolerable person on this rock, Feferi. Why is everyone on this rock weird in one way or another? Oh well at least I haven't seen Gamzee, even a glance of him is like a fucking death omen. "Hey fairy," I say when I get over to Feferi who seemed to be kind of looking at Sollux in a strange way.
")(u)(? O)(, )(ey t)(ere, Kay."
"Is something wrong? Besides the crap that went on a bit ago."
"W)(ale t)(e t)(ing is, I've been watc)(ing Sollux a lot recently, and he seems to be getting a lot worse since Lavira died and, w)(ale… it just seems like )(e might be planning on doing somet)(ing foolfis)(."
"Ya, I've tried helping him, but it's hard getting through to someone who went through what he did."
Should I tell her now? Maybe it won't end how I always imagined since she ain't overly happy nor sad, more or less in between. I thought
"Hey I need to tell you something."
")(ey I need to tell you somefin," she blurted out in unison with my own statement.
"Uh you first," I say due to curiosity over what she finds important right now.
"W)(ale you know that I like you rig)(t?"
"Of course I do, we were friends prior to matespritship so it's a slightly obvious thing."
"Alrig)(t t)(en. I )(ave to say it's great being wit)( you but, w)(hale, at one time I learned t)(at Sollux also kind of liked me in a way like )(e does, or did, w)(it Lavira. I don't know w)(y but I can't watc)( )(im t)(is way so uh, I t)(ink it mig)(t be best if, maybe I… try being )(is matesprite instead in order to make sure )(e does nofin wrong," Feferi says rushing the final part.
Well maybe I don't have to do it anymore.
"Erm okay then I guess."
"R-really? Is t)(ere a reason w)(y you answered so quickly?"
"Erm, well that's a bit of a…question I don't really want to answer." Cod damn it does that mean I have to say it anyway? This girl is screwing my mind. Freaking fish jokes are infectious I guess.
"No it's fine if t)(ere's somefin wrong if you tell me."
"Uh, okay then, to tell the truth I was planning on breaking up with you also, although for a different reason."
"O-O)(… Was it somefin I did or said? I t)(oug)(t you liked me."
"No, there was nothing wrong it's just, I couldn't be the one."
"T)(e one?"
"The one to disappoint, see after Lavira died I thought about it and realized that, if all goes well due to our bloods I will wind up dieing hundreds of sweeps before you and, well I couldn't leave you alone so, I guess this situation ends well enough for both of us huh?"
"I guess so."
"Whale, erm, well, I have something's to do in other locations so I guess this is goodbye for now huh? Well bye"
"Bye Kayner. Please don't take t)(is choice wrong it's just, I feel for Sollux like I do for you so… I just can't let )(im stay the way )(e is and destroy )(imself."
"I won't," I say before leaving the room to go, conclude some business for a while.
CRS RIGHT NOW opened memo on board NOW YOU MIGHT KNOW.
CRS: ►HellΦ ªgªin ªnyΦne reªding tπis◄
CRS: ►I've nΦticed nΦ Φne πªs yet tΦ find tπis memΦ, ªdvªntªges tΦwªrds me πµπ? Let's me vent ª tiny bit◄
FUTURE reapingSurprise [FRS] 22:22 HOURS FROM NOW responded to memo.
FRS: ►tπink ªgªin◄
CRS: ►Oπ my gΦsπ it's me◄
FRS: ►mΦre Φr less it is bµt still it's nice tΦ tªlk tΦ yΦµ ªgªin◄
CRS: ►again?◄
FRS: ►Yes, Φnce I µsed tΦ be in yΦµr shΦes becªµse yΦµ knΦw, I ªm yΦµ jµst µsing sΦme still strªnge ªss time stµff◄
CRS: ►Oπ, tπªt mªkes sense◄
FRS: ►I didn't cΦme here tΦ chªt, I cªme tΦ sªy thªt yΦµ need tΦ leªve sΦΦner Φr lªter◄
CRS: ►leªve wπere?◄
FRS: ►I dΦn't reªlly knΦw why bµt fµtµre me, whΦ is ªctµªlly me in yΦµr pΦint Φf view, tΦld me thªt I hªve tΦ leªve the ªsterΦid◄
CRS: ►bµt, if I leªve tπen jªck migπt find me◄
FRS: ►YΦµ hªve tΦ recªll I sªid the sªme fµcking things tΦ fµtµre me◄
FRS: ►ªnd yet here I ªm◄
CRS: ►Dªmn, wπere ªre yΦµ anyways?◄
FRS: ►Erm...the plªnet ªt the center Φf the sessiΦn◄
CRS: ►πµπ πΦw lΦng πªve yΦµ been ªt tπªt sπit πΦle?◄
FRS: ►I gΦt here when thªt thing thªt stªtes my time wΦµld sªy 2:00◄
CRS: ►Wªit I'm leªving in ªbΦµt 2 πΦµrse?◄
FRS: ►ªctµªlly it tΦΦk hªlf ªn hΦµr tΦ get here sΦ fΦr sΦme reªsΦn yΦµ will be leªving in Φne hΦµr ªnd 30 minµtes◄
CRS: ►Φπ dªmnit, wπy wΦµld I leªve tπe few peΦple ªlive ªnd leªve tπem tΦ wπªtever fªte Gªmzee ªnd Eridªn leªves?◄
FRS: ►becªµse yΦµ will eventµªlly think ªbΦµt it ªnd reªlise thªt since I'm ªt, Skªiª(?) thªt meªns yΦµ gΦ there ªlsΦ, ªlthΦµgh me bringing this µp might be the Φnly incentive necessªry tΦ bring yΦµ here.◄
CRS: ►...YΦµ mªke ª gΦΦd pΦint◄
FRS: ►yes I dΦ◄
CRS: ►YΦµ dΦ µnderstªnd tπªt I jµst tªlked tΦ myself, ªnd it leªd tΦ sΦmetπing impΦrtªnt?◄
FRS: ►hell yª, giving tªlking tΦ yΦµrself ª new meªning◄
CRS: ►well...erm◄
FRS: ►bye◄
FRS ceased responding to memo
Yay I can say I successfully spoke to myself with trollian. Cod I'm glad I didn't say that out loud, or that either, I spent too much time with Feferi I guess, at least that won't be happening any more. Now it's time for me to prepare for a trip to...skaia, hm. I think before going off to collect the items I deem fit to bring
FUTURE reapingSurprise [FRS] 22:20 HOURS FROM NOW responded to memo.
FRS: ►YΦ I fΦrgΦt tΦ mentiΦn tπªt yΦµ sπΦµld leªve beπind yΦµr internet scytπe, I dΦn't knΦw wπy bµt ªpperently yΦµ migπt get tªlked Φµt Φf stªying πere if yΦµ bring it, Φkªy, cΦΦl, bye◄
FRS ceased responding to memo.
"Well that was strange, why do I have to leave that though?" I said to myself
"What, Are You Leaving? Where?" questioned Kanaya, as it seems that she overheard me since standing in the middle of a corridor isn't very secure.
"Wouldn't you like to fucking know," I spat at her since I for once had something to do.
"Fine, Kayner, No Need To Act So Foul. But I Have Something To Tell You."
"I don't really feel like listening to your shit right now, sooooo, I'm leaving now," I say before walking away from her.
"Hold On," Kanaya interrupts, grabbing my arm to prevent me from leaving. "Look, I Understand We Do Not Live Under The Best Of Terms But I've Been Thinking About It. Since I Nearly And Lavira Actually Died, And Since Gamzee And Eridan Are Somewhere Else, I Realized That A Kismesisitude Might Not Be Of Any Help To The Species Especially With The Loss Of The Matriorb. We Need To Focus On What People We Have Left Incase We Get Some Way To… Somehow Continue The Species Without It. In All, I Just Need To Say That I Hope We Can End This Since, As Eridan Has Shown, Anger Can Lead To Dangerous Situations And You Always Have Been Different. I Don't Really Want To Learn How This Relationship Would End Up," Kanaya elaborated in an apologetic tone.
"Well us ending our kismeshit thing wouldn't do too much any rate since I don't have a matesprite so if I do something stupid then oh the hell well, you're a strange, blood sucking light bulb so odds are I can't kill you so all that might happen is you kill me. But hey, since I don't think I should have been a part of this game in the first place I'm going to go remove myself from it before more bullshit happens!" I yell, startling her so I can remove my arm from her hand. Obviously after that I ran off to avoid her. After turning a corner I noticed that this was one of those walkways I always thought I'd fall off of and it would take a fucking year to hit the ground. Might as well check how long it takes now, I think before jumping off the platform I was on allowing me to fall into the depths of the meteor so I could escape the light bulb before she thought of something else to say. Well that little talk took a bit long. I wonder where I should put my scythe, since apparently I need to leave it here. Might as well leave it in the main room so they know something is wrong instead of just wondering where I am now, I consider before flying in the direction I thought the main room transportalizer pad was, At least my god tier gives me wings that I actually can use because I suck at being a hero of hope.
After some time I did manage to come across the transportalizer but it took a long time especially since I accidentally hit the walls a few, thirty, times. I really fucking hate flying, I think before using the pad. Once in there I checked to see if anyone was nearby since I don't want to answer why I'm leaving my scythe at my computer. The only people I could see there was Feferi and Sollux who somehow managed to fall asleep on the horn pile, which we really should have thrown away or something. Seems as though her little idea worked, with quite good efficiency. I thought before going over to my computer and activating my scythe's energy. They need to know I didn't just get lost in this rock, I thought before beginning work on a note for the others to read should they ever check the scythe.
I was napping near the horn pile since Sollux and Feferi were talking about something elsewhere, Karkat wasn't here nor was he too nice recently, and Kayner didn't seem to be around anywhere, when I heard someone enter the room. I thought it might have been Kayner so I decided to stay where I was since he might not have been in the best mood because of his loss of matespritship. It's odd, I thought almost one hundred purrcent sure that Kayner would stay flushed with Feferi but, I guess I was wrong, Oh, what's Kayner doing? I thought before sneaking over to see what he was doing on his scythe. While looking over his shoulder I noticed he seemed to be writing something to himself. Now what might you be doing Kayfur. Let's see. I thought before reading as he typed and retyped his thing.
Is that good? Meh I've wasted about half an hour here writing and rewriting this piece of crap so I should, or will, probably be leaving soon, I tell myself as I lay my scythe on the keyboard in front of me before standing up and turning around only to find myself face to face with the only obstacle I had that might not let me leave here.
":(( K-kayfur, where are you going?" Nepeta asked, worry showing in her eyes plain as day.
"Uh, well, what makes you think I'm leaving?" I lie, attempting to play out as innocent.
":|| Don't try lying to me. I read what you were typing!" She hissed.
"Um, crap, I guess I am going somewhere, but where isn't too important to you."
":(( But…! Oh, fine… Though, how long will you be gone fur?"
"Didn't you say you read the thing?"
":(( Yes, but I thought, maybe you might consider coming back."
"Sorry Nep but I have no intents of coming back after I go. Why do you even want me to stay anyways?"
":(( Don't you remember what you said to, Equius?"
The blunt statement brought up the memory I had of the last time I would ever see said blue-blood shortly before he ventured out to go clown-hunting.
Let's see what I can recall of Homestuck that might happen soon, I thought as I sat beside Feferi. Let's see, The two planets get broke, Gamzee runs out of pie, Eridan blasts Feferi and Kanaya, let's see what else... I can't think of, oh crap once again I forgot something about Gamzee. I remembered the section of the comic in which Equius goes after the murdering clown. The difference in this timeline is that he just might allow Nepeta to go with him since they both are god-tier and he hasn't killed anyone. "Hey, Fairy, I got to go check something."
"Okay sea you soon Kay," Feferi replied before I left.
"Now since it started there I should check Nepeta's place first," I muttered to the abyss that surrounds the platform the transpotalizers are on before walking towards Nepeta's portal. Shortly before I made it, though, the very pair of moirails I was searching for, Equius and Nepeta, came out of the transportalizer. I thought it might be fine until I noticed that Nepeta had her battle claws on. "Your not going after Gamzee are you?" I questioned, hoping to get a no.
":33 Actually, yes. Equius was going to go without me, but I talked him out of it so now were going together to fight that mean clown," Nepeta said, brandishing her claws.
"Really blue? Just, really?" I said not understanding how now is the one time she's able to persuade him to allow her will.
"She was quite persistent about us both being god-tiers enough STRONGNESS to take down Gamzee together."
"Equius, you are the Heir of Void while Nepeta is the Thief of Heart, there isn't that high of a chance you could defeat the honking Bard of Rage. Odds are he could beat you easily alone none the less with a bit of effort beat the both of you."
":33 Oh don't listen to him of course we can do this together."
"I have been right about quite a bit as of some recent events and actions so why not take me serious now?"
"It is true that you have been right about things. Maybe you should stay behind anyway Nepeta."
":33 But if you die, then it would be easy for him to target me next anyways," she protested.
"I must agree with you there, Nepeta. Kayner?"
"Sup?" I asked.
"Usually I wouldn't ask one to do this, but I need to you watch Nepeta."
"Excuse me? I'm not really a babysitter."
":? What's a babysitter?" Nepeta asks, giving me a confused look.
"Um I think it's a human who watches another humans child. Regardless I don't really think I would need to watch her." Trolls don't have babies idiot only grubs, I snap in my head, trying to pass it off as just something the kids taught me.
"Please, Kayner. I usually wouldn't ask one of your blood this, but I require someone to watch her, and I couldn't stand if something would happen to my moirail while I am off."
"Ugh…fine whatever just go after doctor polka pants I really don't care right now."
"Thank you. Do not worry Nepeta I am certain I am STRONG enough to defeat him before he hurts anyone else."
":(( Okay, but," she says, giving her moirail a tight hug, "please don't make me lose my mewrail."
"I won't," Equius assures her before starting to walk off. "I'm trusting you, Kayner," is the last words I ever hear him say as Nepeta sidles up close by my side.
That took place maybe one or two months ago, and I've been attempting to keep with my promise hoping he just got lost, though what I found proves otherwise.
"I haven't forgotten," I admit, feeling bad about forgetting that.
":(( You promised Equius," Nepeta said, hugging me just like she had with Equius before he dissapeared. "I don't want to lose another friend, especially if it's because I was left behind."
After she let go we kind of just looked at each other for a bit before I conceded. "Alright then, Nepeta, you changed my mind."
":33 Yay! Come on, then, let's go do something since you seem free Kayfur," Nepeta chirped, happily moving about before walking one direction with her back towards me.
The thought of Equius dieing and what Nepeta said made me realize that we have no hope, that I can't turn this session right. This realization took the last bit of hope I hade and threw it away followed by the last of the already dark color that I had on my outfit, turning the clothes black. For some reason as I myself lost hope my outfit got darker which I guess was it telling me that I was failing my Hero of Hope's duty, so I still needed to leave. I will come back some day cat girl, you did change that, I thought before getting one of my scythes out and flipping it putting the blade on the bottom. "I'm sorry Nep."
":? Wha-" Nepeta asked, turning to face me. But when she did, I was already mid swing and caught her on the side of the head causing her to fall and hit her head a second time against the ground. After she hit the ground I checked to make sure her head wasn't bleeding and that her pulse was normal. Both proved healthy, and I added a little to my note before taking off, leaving the rock behind. Good bye everyone, the reaper needs to leave before he causes more to die.
I don't really know how long I was asleep I just remember talking with Sollux then resting my eyes for a little. I guess that was a bad idea. I noticed that Nepeta wasn't asleep where she was before I fell asleep, but instead was laying on the ground in a strange way a short distance away. ")(ey Nepeta, w)(at are you doing laying like t)(at?" I asked before noticing she didn't move. I went over and nudged her a few times trying to wake her up, half-yelling, "W)(at's wrong Nepeta?" Then I noticed a small bump on the side of her head, proving someone had hit her on the head and had knocked her out. I got worried, especially when I noticed that Kayner's scythe was laying on one of the computer's keyboard. I went over and picked it up when I noticed that Kayner seemed to have left a note on his scythe. I read the first few sentences before realizing something was wrong and went to collect the others before finishing reading it.
A while later I got Nepeta awake and the others in one place, besides Gamzee and Eridan for obvious reasons, and began reading the note he left.
- reapingSurprise [RS] began trolling reapingSurprise [RS] at 17:01 -
RS: ►HellΦ everyΦne◄
RS: ►well ªssµming everyΦne is reªding tπis Φr sΦmeΦne is reªdin ªlΦµd◄
RS: ►regªµrdless πellΦ everyΦne◄
RS: ►Tπis nΦte tΦΦk me mªny ªttempts tΦ write bµt I'll get tΦ tπe pΦint. I'm leªving◄
RS: ►I πªve nΦtπing left tΦ keep me πere ªnd I feel ªs tπΦµgπ I sπΦµld gΦ◄
RS: ►I πªven't πelped prevent ªnyΦne frΦm dying in ª wªy tπªt I didn't cªµse in tπe first plªce◄
RS: ►befΦre I gΦ I πªve ª few tπings tΦ sªy tΦ yΦµ gµys ªnd girls◄
RS: ►SΦllµx, I'm sΦrry I wªs µseless wπen Lªvirª died, tπere πªs tΦ πªve been sΦmetπing I cΦµld πªve dΦne tπªt I jµst didn't◄
RS: ►Kªrkªt...SΦrry dµde dΦn't knΦw ªnytπing tΦ sªy tΦ yΦµ◄
RS: ►reªlly sπΦµld edit tπis Φµt◄
RS: ►nªπ tπis πªs tªken tΦΦ lΦng◄
RS: ►Nepetª, I'm sΦrry fΦr nΦt gΦing witπ Eqµiµs ªnd insteªd stªying witπ yΦµ, I tπΦµgπt Φf ªsking tΦ gΦ witπ yΦµ twΦ bµt I-I cΦµldn't◄
RS: ►Kªnªyª, ªs yΦµ sªid we never gΦt ªlΦng tΦΦ well bµt I reªcted bªdly wπen yΦµ didn't sΦ I πªve tΦ sªy, I ªccept yΦµr ªpΦlΦgy ªnd I πΦpe yΦµ ªccept tπis Φne, I'm sΦrry fΦr tπe stµpid tπings I πªve sªid ªnd dΦne tΦ yΦµ, yΦµ were rigπt, tπis isn't impΦrtªnt ªnymΦre.◄
RS: ►Vriskª, ªssµming yΦµ ªre Φn gΦΦd terms witπ everyΦne ªnd ªre ªctµªlly πeªring tπis,◄
RS: ►wΦw Φnce ªgªin I dΦn't πªve ªnytπing tΦ sªy, sΦrry◄
RS: ►Terezi: Sªme ªs SΦllµx I'm sΦrry I didn't try ªnytπing. I knΦw Lªvirª wªs impΦrtªnt tΦ yΦµ ªlsΦ sΦ I gµess sπe jµst- wªsn't tπªt impΦrtªnt tΦ me. Tπªt's ªll I cΦµld imªgine since it seems ªs tπΦµgπ I wªs being ª πeªrtless bªstªrd wπen it cªme tΦ πer deªtπ◄
RS: ►let's see wπΦ's left tπªt I DO πªve sΦmetπing tΦ sªy tΦ◄
RS: ►I gµess ªll tπªt's left is Feferi◄
RS: ►Feferi, I πΦpe yΦµ dΦ fine◄
RS: ►Tπis isn't sΦme wªy tΦ get ªwªy frΦm yΦµ it's jµst, sΦmetπing I πªve tΦ dΦ◄
RS: ►well everyΦne, gΦΦdbye◄
RS: ►Nepetª, I'm ªlsΦ sΦrry ªbΦµt lying tΦ yΦµ ªnd tπªt πit, I cΦµldn't let yΦµ stΦp me becªµse I knΦw tπis is impΦrtªnt sΦme πΦw.◄
"Holy 2hit, Kayner," Sollux said while the others kind of just sat there, wondering what to do now that the Knight of Hope was gone.
FUTURE reapingSurprise [FRS] 20:00 HOURS FROM NOW responded to memo.
FRS: ►Pleªse tell me yΦµr still ªt tπe rΦck◄
FRS: ►Kªyner?◄
FRS: ►Sπit tΦΦ lªte◄
FRS: ►Dªmn yΦµ fµcking ªssπΦle wπy did yΦµ πªve tΦ gΦ ªbªndΦn yΦµr friends like tπªt◄
FRS: ►wπy cΦµldn't yΦµ pretend yΦµ ªctµªlly gªve ª fµck ªs tΦ wπªt πªppens next tΦ yΦµ Φr, even ªny fµcking Φne else◄
FRS: ►In cªse yΦµ ªre still tπer it's jµst tπªt yΦµ πªven't picked µp yet I need tΦ tell yΦµ◄
FRS: ►DON'T COME TO SKAIA◄
FRS: ►"Tπe DemΦn" is πere, it seems tπªt since we didn't lªµncπ tπe rΦck wπen we needed tΦ πe stªyed in tπis sessiΦn◄
FRS: ►ªnd πe's πere ªnd mΦst Φf tπe prΦspitiªns ªnd dersites ªre deªd◄
FRS: ►Fµck I gµess nΦw it's time tΦ kick tπe bµcket eh? AnyΦne reªding tπis, gΦΦd-bye. :( ◄
FRS: ►wªit◄
FRS: ►I tπink πe's cΦming clΦse◄
FRS: ►sπit ªny rªte incªse yΦµr wΦndering I πªve Lªvirª's crystªl bªll tΦ tªlk tΦ yΦµ◄
FRS: ►LΦΦk fΦr it◄
FRS: ►it cΦµld be impΦrtªnt◄
FRS: ►Oπ sπit◄
FRS: ►He's◄
FUTURE reapingSurprise's computer has been damaged beyond use.
"No! Kayner!"
"yøu can'‡ dø any‡hing nøw. nøw, s‡øp s†ruggling. I SAID S†OP!"
"I have to help him!"
"if i have †ø, i will si† øn yøu, sø jus† calm døwn and †ake nø‡es. i'm døing ‡his før yøur øwn gøød."
