A/N: Hello my lovely readers 3. Do you remember me ? The strange,german girl that just started a new school ? I hope so ._.

I'M SOOO SORRY THAT I DIDN'T UPLOAD IN FOREVER !The next paragraph will be about me new school so if your're interested just keep reading it. otherwise - skip it c;

School is just really stressy. I'm in a class with people that have a higher level in french so i have to learn a lot. I started learning spanish and I have english. My teachers are usually all native speakers. Like my french teachers are from france & one of my english teachers is from England/sweden and one of my spanish teachers is from Spain. I'm really insecure. not only when I have to speak french but also when I have to read my translations in english & my business letters ._. Because I'm afraid that my english isn't good enought ._.

I hope you like the chapter - I don#t know it it's good. School really STEALS my creativity -.- Soo here's the chapter:


I look around the entrance. It is as big as our entire apartment ! 'How can you afford all that ?' I look at four and he shrugs. 'I share the apartment with my ba. . With 3 other guys.' He looks around 'You already met Zeke. . His younger brother Uriah and a friend of us - Will - also live here. And wills girlfriend Christina comes around sometimes. So don't be confused if you see her.' He smiles at me. still avoiding my question. I sigh and look at Zeke,who's going upstairs and into one of the rooms.

'Where's your room ?' I look at four and blush a bit. 'upstairs. Come on.' I follow him and take his hand. As we enter this room I'm in shock. Another very big room. The doors of the walk-in closet are open and I can see a bathroom behind a nearly closed-door. 'Again. . How can you afford this !? It's .wow. I can't even say how amazing this is.' I walk to the big windows to look outside. The view is breathtaking. you can see the sun disappear behind the trees. I turn around to look at four ,who's looking at me and smiling. 'you can stay here over night. . not only today. . But maybe once or twice a week. So I can take care of you. And you told me that you are usually alone at home.' He smiles openly reaches out for me. It takes me 7 to cross the room and cuddle into his arms. 'So. You wanted to tell me the truth. .' I look up at him and see that his face has a helpless expression that disappears after a few seconds.'Are you Hungry ? Do you want to drink something' He asks. I sigh and tell him that I'm thirsty and he leaves. I want to give him some time to find an explanation that makes sense and while he does that I can take a closer look at his room. There isn't much in it. An acoustic guitar, a king-size bed, a desk ,some bookshelves and a TV. It looks so empty. It does not really look like the room of a teenager or a young adult. His walls are white except of one small part right in front of his bed 'Fear God Alone' I read quietly. I hear steps coming closer to the room and wait for four to enter it but instead there is a girl in the doorway. She has black hair,browns eyes and looks really . . confident. She looks like she feels comfortable in her own skin which make me feel even more uncomfortable. Everything confuses me. The big house. The fact that four is nervous. And now her. She have to be Christina.

'So. You are the girl four brought home ?' She says and sits down on fours bed. I nod and watch her . She looks confused. 'Are you his girlfriend ?' I shake my head. 'No. I'm not his girlfriend. .' I whisper and feel myself blush - I wish I would be his girlfriend. But why should he choose me ? 'You know. . You're the first girl he brought here. He usually does not talk to girls. .Or even look at them. .' Ok. I guess I don't like her. She's too direct and. . I can't even end the sentence in my mind because four interrupts me. 'But that's nothing YOU have to worry about,Christina.' I hear him saying. I turn around and catch him looking at me. He smiles softly and places 2 glasses and a bottle of water on the desk. 'Can you please leave,Christina ?' He says it politely,but you can hear that he does not want to discuss that. Christina stands up and looks at me. She smiles softly 'Maybe we can go shopping together. And we could cut your hair. I mean. . You're already really pretty. You just need some. . care.' Se hugs me softly and leaves the room. Maybe she isn't as bad as I thought at first. .

'Soo. . ' I look at him and smile. 'It time . .You have to tell me the truth. .' I whisper and he sighs. 'Sit down. .' He answers and I sit down on his bed.

'This may be confusing for you. . But I'm. . in a band' He says. Ok. now I AM confused 'You're in a band ? But that's not really abnormal.' He smiles and looks at his hands. 'Well. We are. . kind of well-known. We already had concerts in Europe. I'm the lead singer. . And the girls today. . at the mall. They were our fans. . I guess. .' He looks at me. Wait. did he just tell me that he is in a Band. . that is famous. How did I not know about that ? 'Are you kidding me ? Four that's not funny anymore. .' I say as I stand up 'I would know about your band. What's the name again ?' He chuckles. 'i didn't tell you the name. Our Band is called 'Dauntless. .'' 'Dauntless ?' I ask as I look at him. The name sounds familiar. . I jump away from him in the moment I realise why.
'I heard you in the radio ! I wanted to listen to that song and you switched it off !' I look at him 'please tell me you are kidding me. .' I beg. I don't know if I could deal with him being famous. I don't want the attention I want a normal and quiet life. 'I'm sorry tris. .' He whispers and stands up. He takes my hand but I pull it away. 'I- I need time four . .' I say and hiccup right after ending the sentence. 'shht. . don't cry Tris.' I didn't even noticed that i am crying.
'I will go home. .' I whisper and look at him. He looks so sad. but I just need time to understand what he just said.
'I understand you. I will bring you home.' He says and picks up the keys from his desk but i shake my head. 'No. I will walk home. I need air and I need time. Please just leave me alone now. .' I pick up my jacket and go to the door 'But it's dark and lat. .' he says but I stop him 'I want you to leave me alone !' I run down the stairs and open the doors. I didn't notice the amazing garden they had but now I have to leave. I run down the street and get faster and faster until I'm at home. I open the doors to our apartment and run into my room. I throw myself on the bed and cry softly until i fall asleep. .


Sooo. that's it c: I hope you enjoyed it. I chose the 'more original' Idea [the band thing] the other one was that four's the son of the mayor ._. I hope it turns out to be the right choice. ._. AND: I wanted them to come together soooo bad. But I knew that people would be like 'oh they know eachother only for like 1 week and they're already together' so . . you have to wait 1 or 2 chapters c:

As always : You can message me If you want to talk about books or something like that c: & NO I haven't read allegiant ._. I will maybe read it around christmas c: Have a nice weekend and I hope I will write again soon c: