WARNING: From here on out this is where it gets very sexually explicit. So please take note of this as I write my stories for MATURE readers only!
7. Intensity
From the moment I fell asleep I knew I was dreaming. I was reliving that same day over and over again. Seeing my father input the override code in the purifier and watch behind a glass door as he drew in his last breath. I wanted to wake up but each time it was the same. A force began pulling me backward into reality just so I could feel the sting once more.
"NOOOOOO!"
I sat up in bed quickly, my breathing labored and a cold sweat running down my forehead. My knuckles were white from gripping the covers so tightly. I felt arms wrap around me from behind and I began to struggle against them.
"Hey! Hey! It's just me. What happened? Are you alright?"
It took me a few seconds to realize that it was Butch, but as soon as I did I flung myself around him and pushed my face deep into his chest.
"Oh thank God it's you."
"Well who else would it be?"
"No one just…I'm sorry Butch. I didn't mean to wake you."
"With a scream like that I'm surprised you didn't wake the whole place."
He pulled me back and stared into my eyes.
"I'm sorry."
"It's ok but what happened?"
"I just a bad dream is all. It's nothing to worry about."
"If you wake up screamin' and drenched in sweat, then I'd say it's somethin' to worry about."
"No really Butch it's alright it isn't anything that I can't handle."
He looked concerned, which was strange even for him.
"If you say so."
His hands left my shoulders as he laid back down to go to sleep again. I wanted nothing more than to stay awake. It was always hard for me to go back to sleep after that dream. I just sat there and bathed in the soft green light that filled the room. I couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened. The explosion, my fathers last words and the trek to the Citadel that ensued. It all happened so fast that I was still in shock weeks after it had taken place.
I hadn't noticed that in my deep thinking, Butch had rolled over and was looking at me. I turned my head slightly to stare back at him. It felt odd just looking into each others eyes. Not one word was said but I could tell he was curious as to what I was thinking. A few seconds passed and Butch slowly but hesitantly placed his hand on my exposed thigh. I didn't push him away or flinch at his touch. Instead I welcomed it. The feel of his warm hand felt wonderful against my cool skin. He began to feel the length of my thigh to my knee then back up again to its center. It was so soothing that I closed my eyes and let the feeling wash over me.
It was almost too much to handle until Butch broke the silence by whispering softly next to me.
"I don't know what kind of a dream you had but how about lettin' me take your mind off it?"
I didn't object…I didn't want to. I know I was just teasing him earlier and the thought of us having sex was strange but now after he kissed me I really wanted it. I'd been out here for so long and I'd been though so much that it was about time I got some kind of gratification. My feelings of uncertainty from earlier had also faded which ushered in emotions that I knew I'd felt before. And even though it was with Butch, the one guy I thought I'd never be losing it to, it felt so good and so…right.
I opened my eyes and tuned my head to look at him. It was funny to see him so eager. I could tell he was anxious to see how I'd react to his advances this time. I wanted to let him know it was ok, so I leaned over with his hand still caressing me and whispered just as gently as he did.
"As long as you keep me occupied you can do whatever you want to me."
"What? Really? You're not just teasin' me…are ya?"
His hand stopped and his voice cracked slightly as he looked up at me.
"No, I'm serious Butch. I really want this. Besides for some reason I feel more comfortable that it's with you. It might be a little awkward at first but I'm up for it if you are."
I was nervous that he'd say that he was just kidding with me, continually teasing me like he always did even though I was doing the same thing before. But it was different this time. I could tell that there was sincerity in his voice. He looked surprised at first but then his appearance changed. A devious smile slowly crossed his face as he raised his left eyebrow and tuned his eyes seductively on me. I could practically taste him when he spoke.
"You know I'm up for anything. Just lay back and let me show you what I've always wanted to do."
He was gentle as his lips pushed into mine and I willingly took in his tongue as our kisses began to get deeper. Our bodies entangled more as I wrapped my arms around him as he laid me down on the bed leaning over me. His hand was now rubbing along the inside of my thigh moving closer and closer to my already throbbing center. The intensity and titillation was mind blowing.
It was getting hotter from the heat that irradiated off of us as our pace quickened. Butch was beginning to pull away from my lips as he was starting to kiss my neck and under my chin. I tilted my head letting him go where he pleased. My arms were still around him with one hand embracing his back and the other behind his head to pull him closer into me. He moved from my thigh and ran his fingers under my tank top, slowly inching them upward. I wasn't going to stop him but I knew that's why he was being cautious. His fingers were just under my breast, teasing me into a frenzy of anticipation. I wanted to feel him on me more than ever.
I could hardly stand it until he finally started to caress my tits. It felt amazing coupled with his kisses. He was gentle but rough at the same time. Rubbing them then pulling my nipples with his fingers. I let out a soft moan as I leaned my head back a little further giving in to his every touch. I needed more so I stopped him momentarily and raised my hand from his back and took the other from behind his head. I gingerly pulled my tank top off and tossed it to the floor, exposing more of myself to him. I regained my position and so did he.
Now with a wider range Butch trailed his way across my chest kissing every inch that he covered. My eyes were closed so the surprise would come quicker. Just as tenderly as he had done before he made his way down to my breast and began sucking them. Like always he was soft at first then he would forcibly take my nipples between his lips and tug them until they bounced back into place. While sucking on one he played with the other, letting himself pull and rub all over me. My moans began to get louder and deeper with every flick of his wet tongue and my senses were being completely flooded with ecstasy. My hands flew back on to the bed and griped the sheets balling them up into my palms.
I could feel his hand move from my breast as he moved the other behind my back. He slowly ran it down my stomach giving me chills as he made his way to my sobbing wet panties. He ran his fingers over them a few times getting me wetter than what I already was. As if to taunt me even more he eased his way underneath the soaking fabric as leisurely as he could. Then in one smooth motion Butch plunged his finger deeply into me. I gasped as he went in and out stroking my clit with his palm on every movement.
"Uuh…Bu-Butch don't…Mmmm…stop."
"Yeah, you like that don't cha. Tell me you want more."
"Yes…more. I want…more!"
Hearing him talk like that made me even hotter. I grabbed my head and started ruffling my hair. He was driving me crazy. I could feel him start to slide my panties off over my legs. I stopped and watched him as he got to his knees and flung them across the room. I was totally naked now, open to his every touch. Butch moved in between my legs and placed them over his shoulders. I was still watching him as he bent down and put his hands on my hips. He looked up at me and smiled, it was easy to see his excitement. His cock was practically throbbing through his briefs.
Butch was very sensual as he began kissing my stomach and rubbing his hands over me. My eyes followed him as he found his way lower and eagerly began licking my clit. The warmth and wetness of his lips as they surrounded me completely was pure elation, moaning louder and harder as he drove his tongue gently into me. My back arched and my eyes closed the faster he got. I began playing with my breast, increasing my pleasure, but he pushed my hands away and started to rub them himself. The way he was taking control of me made it that much more exciting. I could feel the sensation building up in me but I wanted to climax with his cock deeply inside me. It was hard not to just let go, he was so good at what he was doing that I didn't want it to end.
"Wait! Please Butch…I-…I want to feel you inside me! Please I can't take it anymore!"
He stopped and looked up at me. I was breathing hard and sweat was starting to form all over my body. My hands were balled tightly into fist while my arms were supporting my back as I looked down at him. He smiled and got to his knees letting my legs slide easily off his shoulders. I could see the magnitude of his hardened cock as it pushed against the confines of his underwear. He wanted me just as badly as I wanted him. My eyes stayed focused on it until he broke my concentration.
"Whatever you want girl, I'm here to satisfy."
As he said those words I knew this was it. The moment I needed more than anything. Staring into his blue eyes gave me the reassurance that I craved from the beginning. For a minute I felt very connected with Butch, it was a really profound feeling. It was almost overwhelming. More than anything though…I was happy that he was the one I felt it for.
