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Chapter 7
BPOV
As we were all sitting around the kitchen table, I could hear noises coming from upstairs; first I thought it was my baby, but then I checked my watch and around this time (6:10a.m.) she should be still sleeping she doesn't get up until another two hour. Mathew, Jessika and I started smelling something different that we are all not use too and it wasn't Nessie's scent. Jasper felt the panic in everyone's emotions and Alice got a vision.
"Alice what did you see?" I asked her very worried.
"Oh no, I told him to stay at the hotel. So Jazz and I can talk to you first. But apparently he doesn't, I mean never listens." Alice stated.
Right after I heard Alice says him and him never wanting to listen. I ran Vampire speed quietly with everyone following behind me to Nessie's room. I slightly opened but quietly opened the door to her room, and there her bedroom window was wide open with the wind brushing around the room. There he is standing so close to Nessie's bed, watching her sleep just like he use to for me.
"Edward, why are you here in my baby girl's room? Get out; I never want to see you again. You hurt me, don't you remember." I said as I was getting a little loud at the end.
"You never told me that I have a daughter? You never told me you were pregnant with her." Edward said very sternly but with his guilt like voice.
"I was going to that day you told me you never wanted to see me anymore. But you never let me talk; you just vanished right after you were all down your talking." I said this time thinking back at the day.
"I didn't know you would actually believe me; me not wanting to you in my life. I had to say it because…" Edward started to say, until we all heard Renesemee stir in her sleep.
"Bella, can I talk to you alone somewhere? I want to tell you the reason why I left and I think it's better for me to tell you then Alice telling you." Edward asked while staring at me.
"Fine, but can we all get out of my daughters room before she wakes up because of the noise." I asked everyone.
"Yes, we will be waiting down stairs in the living room for you two." Jessika said while turning around walking down the stairs with everyone except Edward and me following her.
"The only place that's soundproof is my recording studio, meaning not even vampires can hear through it." I said while staring at Edward.
"Okay perfect, Bella you truly look amazing and stunning as a vampire; even though you still looked beautiful and gorgeous as a human." Edward said while keeping a close on eye on me.
"Alright well follow me." I said trying not to believe him.
We both walked down the hall way passing my room; the public bathroom; the movie theater room; the library; and the five guest bedrooms. We finally got the end of the hall and turned the right corner. We kept walking until I stopped in front of two large doors and walked in with him still following me. I walked up to the control stand and pressed the green button to turn off all the valuable hearing others could hear, I normally only press this button when I want to create a special song for Renesemee and/or for Jessika and Matthew. Edward was standing behind me waiting for me to motion him to sit;
"You can sit right over there on the couches." I said as I pointed to it.
"Will you sit with me?" Edward asked.
"Fine, but Edward you really hurt me by leaving me and I have no clue what to say." I said to him feeling sad and confused and a little mad.
Edward sat down first and I sat down putting as much space as possible between us. Edward looked hurt and guilty, but I was not in the most caring mood. How can I feel sorry or remorse for him after what he did? I sat there and waited for him to speak.
"Look Bella. I'm sorry for leaving. I just...I just wanted you to live a normal human life, without mythical creatures. That's not how life is supposed too be. I should have died during the Spanish Influenza in Chicago. All of us should have died when our time came. I didn't want you to live forever knowing that you would never be able to see your family again and the worse part about becoming what I am is watching your family die and you're still living. I wanted what was best for you. After I left you in the forest, I broke down. I can't believe you believed me the whole time Bella; after everything that we've been through. How could you believe me so easily?" he said. I just stared at him. It was about 5 minutes before I decided to answer.
"Edward, you promised you would never leave me. You filled my head with all this crap about wanting to be with me forever. You were my life and you told me that I was your life too. All of a sudden, just because I got a paper cut and Jasper followed his instincts, you left and I never saw you again until now 10 years later. You told me that you didn't want me anymore. What was I suppose too believe? The love of my life telling me that he doesn't want me, that he wasn't good for me. But you wouldn't even give me the time of day to explain that our first night together came with a gift. You said that you weren't good for me, but guess what Edward I'm a vampire. I have a daughter that is half human and half vampire." I hissed at him. Why couldn't he understand that even though he left, I still wanted to become what I am today?
"I'm sorry Bella. I am so so sorry. If I would have known you were pregnant with my child and that you just going to turn into a vampire anyway, I never would have left you. I've already missed the important parts in her life, please don't make me Miss More." he begged while looking at me through his lashes, like he used to do when I was human.
I was speechless, once again. I couldn't think of anything to say to him.
"Edward, I still want to be with you, I still love you and I would love you to be part of our daughters life… But…"
