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Alice's P.O.V

February

Another month gone. Another month of loneliness.

Alex's P.O.V

March

Another month of betrayal. Another month of shame.

Alice's P.O.V

April

Where are you? I'm begging you to come home. To your family. To me.

Alex's P.O.V

May

Things are better, but not forgotten. Never forgotten.

Alice's P.O.V

June

Alex.

Alex's P.O.V

July

Alice.

Alice's P.O.V

The trees were blowing in the wind on this lovely summer day. I wanted to be happy and bask in it but the mood wasn't right for me. The sun's warm rays warming my skin and the way the wind made the trees dance should have been beautiful to me. But it wasn't. So I wandered. Going different places not really knowing were. Still searching.

A growl alerted me out of my trance. The La Push wolves were here and I was alone. Fuck. I took off for my house cursing myself for going away alone in the middle of a war with them. A russet wolf tackled me and I let loose a painful yell. I kneed him in the stomach and made my way back to the house running for dear life. When it was in view, a side hit sent me flying into a tree.

My family ran out and was fending off the pack as best as they could. Soon, Alex's family joined us and it was now a fair fight. Everywhere bodies were flying or fighting. A smoke grey wolf pinned me to the ground and inched towards my face teeth bared. This is my end. I hope my family makes it out alive. Closing my eyes waiting for the end, I heard it. A sonic boom that literally shook the entire forest sending shifters and vampires to the ground the sheer force of it.

She was here.

My Alex. She dug her hand from the earth and stood slowly face carrying the ultimate look of pure rage looking at the wolf on top of me. As soon as I saw her, the wolf was suspended into the air and floated towards her. She eyed him with fury nose to snout before he cringed in fear whimpering. His body flew into a tree with a sickening pop and laid motionless. His heart was still beating so I know he was alive but he was very hurt. She then fixed her glare on every non family shifter

there. They grunted in unison bones popped changing back into humans by force. Was this her doing? Huh, I guess so because they looked just as bewildered as I did.

"This is your first and last warning. Never attack any member of my family or the Cullens again or you will die." Her voice. Oh god how I missed it. It was strong and confident. She left no room for argument. Sam then stepped forward.

"We are at war with them. They crossed the line and the treaty is now void. They will die." Wrong words.

"There is no treaty to rules set by your backwards people. Now heed my warning and leave." She stalked up to Sam slowly peering eye to eye with him.

She's taller than I remember. Hair longer and body even sexier. I can not get turned on now. Too serious, no, no, no, no, damn it. Rosalie sniffed and turned to me with a knowing smirk. I rolled my eyes and looked back to Alex. "I am a Alpha! I take no orders from you!" Her eyes turned into a startling electric blue instantly and her voice echoed off the forest air when she spoke next.

"I am your ALPHA! You will obey me. Now, BOW!" Even I recognized the Alpha command when it was said and no later than the words left her lips did every shifter in the woods hit their knees. Even her parents. Aside from having to kneel, they looked so happy and relived. I was with them. Carlisle looked curious as to how she could command every single one of them.

"You are a disgrace to the alpha name Uley." Sam at this point looked ready to shit his pants and run. I couldn't blame him. "Leave." Was all she said and that was all it took for them to stand and scamper away. When everything calmed down, she took a deep breath and turned to face her family and mine. Her eyes faded back into the blue we all know and loved.

"I'm so sorry. For everything. For leaving for being a coward and-" She didn't finish before her pack crushed her in a hug, laughing and crying at her return. Emmet picked her up and hugged her tightly grinning. "You are so bad ass." She laughed and looked like she wanted to cry as well. What was shocking was that Rosalie hugged her just as tight smiling widely.

I walked up to her and everyone cleared away. "Alice-" Whack! Her face turned sideways then she looked back at me with apologetic eyes. "Alice I'm-" Before I could slap her again a red head zoomed in and caught my hand inches from her face and hissed at me.

It took me a moment before I hissed back. Alex broke us up before anything could happen. "Easy Vicky. She has a right."

"No one has a right to hit you." The red head hissed in my face.

Alex turned to me and looked down. "I'm sorry." Is all she said. That's all I needed. I pulled her into a tight hug and clutched on for dear life. "Please don't go away again. Please." I mumbled into her chest.

"Damn, looks like we missed the party." I knew that voice. I turned and saw our cousins from Denali walking towards us with smiles. "Damn you Toto and your powerful mojo ass self." Alexis said walking up with Bella. "How do you know them?" I asked her. She sighed and looked at everyone. "Let's get inside. I owe everyone an explanation." We all nodded and followed her in.

Alex's P.O.V

Once everyone was inside I began. "When I left for…complicated reasons I stumbled into Alaska. I fainted from exhaustion and was found by Bella here. When I woke up I was in the Denali's house." I paused looking around to the pack and vampires. "I was sure that you all were so ashamed at me for leaving. I couldn't come back. So I stayed, after some heavy persuasion from Vicky here." Victoria smirked at me before eyes Alice again.

"Garrett and Vicky trained me and Eleazar helped me with my powers."

"Powers?" Carlisle asked. Ever the curious.

"She is remarkable, Carlisle. The things she can do. I am going to say that she is the most powerful person in the supernatural community." Carlisle hung on to Eleazar's every word.

"She was a complete joy." Carmen adds. My parents look to me with sad eyes. "Pup, we could never be ashamed of you. Never feel like you can't come home to us. We missed you so much." Dad chocked out eyes watering. I felt like shit for putting them through this even more. I looked down with a hard glare until Victoria placed a hand on my shoulder.

Rikki eyed me carefully as did Thane. A small growl erupted from jasper and every head turned to him. I looked at were he was looking. A smile graced my face as I then looked to victoria with glee. "Well, seems like someone has found their mate." Victoria looks just as surprised as Jasper. The two looking to each other dream like. A small purr left her lips and she suddenly looked confused. Jasper flashed over to her and gently touched her face. "Jasper Whitlock Cullen ma'am. I'm so happy to meet you." He places a small kiss to her hand making her blush.

"Wow Vicky. I don't think I've ever seen you blush before." My teasing was short lived as Alexis jumped in. "And you're one to talk, Toto. Need I remind you of what happened when someone found out that Victoria loves to walk around the house naked?" Everyone's eyes came to me. Victoria looked smug and sent me a teasing wink. I blushed and quickly hid my face in my hands. Emmet and Dmitri nudged each other laughing at me.

"Yes well it was quite the sight seeing a blushing wolf trying not to stare at my boobs." Victoria added in furthering my embarrassment. Damn them. A little growl came from Alice this time. No Edward. Huh. Victoria smirked at Alice before she went on.

"Yep. It was flattering how she gazed at me. Eyes roaming my body after a shower." Alice's eyes darkened and the room stilled. "Watching my every step when I went." We knew what Vicky was doing. No matter how callous it was. Alice's growls got louder and she trembled grazing down victoria with her eyes. "Knowing every move I made. Feeling Every. Single. Touch." As soon as the word left her mouth Alice was at her trying her best to tear off a body part. Blurs came around the room with Victoria's amused laugh as she easily fended off my fierce little woman. Feeling the need to step in, I managed to wedge myself between Victoria and Alice who was fuming. My disapproving look leveled Victoria's victorious smile as she threw up her hands in surrender. After things settled I went back to explaining my story.

Alice's P.O.V

Oh that bitch. That evil, smirking, fire crotch bitch. She dares touch MY Alex. Mine! I stood very close to Alex watching her. I was grateful that Jasper didn't jump in but damn it! She deserved it! Now she and Rikki were looking at me with knowing and amused smiles. Bitches. God I'm pissed. I listened to Alexis and Bella gush about Alex and her awesomeness. It was cute. They were completely enamored with her. I'm so happy that Bella found her mate. She is so sweet and loving. Almost like a second Esme. Alexis was good for her.

Bella wasn't the boisterous type and kind of introverted. Alexis brought out her wild side nicely. They completed each other. Makes me wonder about Edward. If I'm said to be happy and cheery. My mate must be hateful and close minded? I didn't deserve a mate like Alex. She would never be mine. As soon as the thought crossed my mind I moved away from her. The room felt cold and I wanted to move right back over to her. Rosalie and Victoria shook their heads in unison. I couldn't face them. Alex leaned over a bit as if subconsciously trying to get closer to me. I wish baby. I wish.

"So what all can you do, pup?" Her dad asked eyes sparkling with love. "Well, um, so far I am telekinetic, can teleport, electromagnetic pulse, can summon and manipulate elements…oh! And I can fly." Awe. That was my state listening to her. Everyone really. No one breath for a few before Emmett came in with, "Show me." And we were right back outside waiting for a show.

Alex's P.O.V

After everyone was gathered into the back yard I took some deep breaths and closed my eyes. Soon, I felt the familiar power surge in my chest and brought it up letting it spread throughout my body. Audible gasps were heard while my hands turned blue with electric current around them. Bringing it forward my hands lifted to the sky and lightening shot up from them cracking loudly all around.

I chanced a glance at my family and the Cullens to see all of them awestruck. Now was the time to show off. My feet left the ground, hands still surging while I hovered. My lips came to a little smirk and I shot off into the sky creating a sonic boom. This feeling was so free. The clouds and sun saturating my skin with warmth and dew. After a while I headed back landing in front of the crowd and a hard thud. Emmet was the first to break the silence.

"That was so fucking awesome!" Everyone laughed and shook their heads at his antics. The padding of light feet quickly approaching halted all laughing. Oh joy, the self righteous prick was back.

"What is all the commotion about?" he demanded in his oh so lovely voice. Princess looked around them spotted me. "Well. I see she found her way home. Told you it was nothing to worry about." He saunters over to Alice and grabs her tightly tucking her into his side.

That feeling again welded up inside me but I was better prepared. Victoria and Rikki gave Edward a look of utter disgust. The yard went silent and I could tell that eyes were now on me. "You all must stay for dinner. It's a celebration for Alex." Esme spoke hopefully. Tension eased off a little at the kind woman's plea to us.

"We would be delighted. I feel like we owe you so much for helping us look for our lost treasure." My mother says walking up to Esme.

"No, none of that. We were happy to help and besides you saved us from the wolves."

"Wolves?! What did those mutts do?!" Princess demands from his mother.

"It's nothing Edward, They helped us fend them off."

"until 'Alpha' here laid down the law on their furry asses!" Dmitri cut in smiling. My stomach turned at the tone Esme used. As if she was afraid of him. That would change with a fuckin quickness. "I think I may sit out this, celebration, and take a rain check." Came my response. As if on demand, the response's came at me. "Oh no way! Come on Alex!"

"I must ask you to please reconsider." Carlisle asked after Cadences outburst. His mate had a crest fallen expression. Edward took that and ran with it once again putting me on my last thin nerve. "You shouldn't be ungrateful to an offer as generous as the one my mother has offered. But I guess it is to be expected." That did it.

"You should learn to either speak in a non condescending manner or keep your fucking mouth closed. I have tolerated your childish and down right rude comments for far too long Edward. This is the last time I will hear your bigotry you arrogant fool." During my speech I slowly inched forward towards him. The flicker of fear I saw in his face gave me satisfaction to the max. I could tell my eyes had chanced colors due to my anger. Good, helps accent the point.

"Shut you down, princess!" Alexis called out laughing hard. Bella snickered behind her while my Denali family looked proud. Alice steps closer to Edward hanging on to his arm. That cut me deeply but now wasn't the time to let it show.

"I'm sorry for my mate's hurtful words. Please forgive him." She spoke softly, pleading me with big round eyes. Something in my broke a little. Pain was constant at this point. She chose him. She will always chose him. Never let them see you cry, Alex. Face of stone. And that's what I did. My gaze hardened putting a halt to the intense emotions coming from me. Jasper gasped at the feeling, or lack there of.

"Fine." This time my family, Denali's included, gasped at my frigid, detached tone. What did they expect? This is how it has to be. If I wasn't to be with her then I had to keep my emotions to myself. Face of stone, Alex. "I am very sorry to have to decline your invitation Esme. You are a lovely soul and I appreciate you." Her eyes watered at me hoping I would change my mind.

As I turned , my path was blocked by Victoria. "You aren't going anywhere but in that house. Sit your ass down, and celebrate with your family." For a moment I challenged her with my eyes. She was use to me deflecting and running away. After a moment I gave in with a slight nod. Esme beamed and blurred into the house to start. My mother and Carmen right behind her. My father and Carlisle discussing some things with Eleazar. My pack and the rest of the Cullens talked excitedly. Emmet challenging Coasta, Dmitri, and troy to games.

Edward took up residence beside Alice who was staring at me intensely. Face of stone. Neutral was my expression. Outside I was the epitome of together, inside I was shredded, cut deeply to the core and burnt. Victoria and Rikki watched me closely. It wasn't alarming until Thane sat beside me and I scooted away. The look in his eyes caused a slight relapse in my façade and my pack all grunted and looked at me.

"Alex?" Alice called out.

"Yes?"

"Are you ok?" Ha! Was I ok? Hell no! The brief anger caused Jasper to peek in with interest. Face of stone damn it!

"Fine." Clipped and cold cut her off at the head. The scowl Edward held on his face for me was putting me on edge even more. Victoria sensed the change and moved closer to me. I calmed a little and settled back closer to her and Thane. Finally dinner was served and everyone chatted excitedly. Rikki and Viviana were getting along very well. I was glad. Victoria, although watching me, seemed to be doing great with her new mate. At the request of Esme, my pack and myself stayed longer to talk with the Denali's and Cullen's. Alice was still studying me.

Edwards P.O.V

My house is full of mutts. Corrupting my family. They even got to the Denali's. No surprise, they were always weak for such filth. Given the chance I would eradicate them all. How dare they fill my land with such unholy filth. The first to go would have to be that Alex bitch. I see the way she watches MY mate! An outrage! She is powerful but not without weakness. I already lost one mate to the stupid fire wielding bitch Alexis. After Alex she was next and I would reclaim Bella. First I have to break Alex's spirit. And I know just how to do it.

"Love? May I speak with you? I would like to apologize properly for my actions." My mate looked to me skeptically before nodding. Good. We head to our room where I close the door and press her against it.

"I need you now Alice. I've denied you for too long." Her body hummed with anticipation. She almost protested but I covered her heated mound and rubbed gently. When I knew she wouldn't protest, I shredded both of our clothes and wasted no time in diving into her with my hard cock. She wailed out in pleasure at the abrupt contact.

God was she tight. Head thrown back and legs wrapped around me I was close. I wanted to make as much noise as possible. To let that DOG know she was MINE! In that final thought, I emptied inside her spent and happy. We both panted heavily unneeded air. Her feet back on the ground, it was now time to go back downstairs to bask in my glory. I know they heard us. I was counting on it. The look of utter devastation on her face was music to my ears. A well hidden smirk from my parents put the cherry on the cake.

Alex's P.O.V

Words cannot describe the unimaginable pain that surged through me. My everything was soiled. Every moan, every thrust, every grunt was embedded into my mind for all eternity. How can one have such pain like this. The house was silent when they returned. I could smell him. All over her. IN her. I can't. Too much. The smirk that adorned his face was even more of a kick to my heart.

"Alex?" Dad asked as I staggered to my feet panting roughly. Eye all around the room kept demand on my current problems. Too much! A roar split from my mouth that ended as a wail of pain. Electricity cracked and boomed all around me.

"Alex!" Came the cries. TOO MUCH! Next came silence. I was in a cave somewhere. I knew I had teleported away. I can't do it. I thought I was strong. I was nothing. A coward. Never good enough. Never.

Alice's P.O.V

I should have known.

Edward had finally hit a soft spot with Alex. She put him in his place with his ever rude comments to her and her family. I was glad in a way, but I didn't want him hurt. He was my mate after all. When he asked to speak with me privately I almost said no. The look on his beautiful face made me cave in. Once inside, he shoved me up the wall with a look of lust and determination.

"I need you now Alice. I've denied you for too long." and with those words I became undone. In an instant our clothes were torn apart and he was inside me. Roughly moving with such speed and lack of grace. Admittedly, it was rather painful. I doubt Alex would be this rough. As soon as the thought entered my mind he pushed harder and harder until the twitch on his dick told me he was close. And then, disappointment. He was done.

His seed spilling in me and my feelings confused and jumbled. I was nowhere near nirvana. Our first time was suppose to be bliss, filled with love and passion. I felt nothing. Nothing but loss, pain, and betrayal.

Once clothed and back downstairs with the families it was dead quiet. Our parent's face held strong disappointment. Emmet looked out of sorts and jasper conflicted. No doubt dealing with all the emotions in the room. The pack looked murderous and Rosalie's face held disgust. Alex's, broke my undead heart. Pain. Unfiltered, refined pain. I watched her eyes dim with endless hopelessness before they shook to that electric blue. A mighty roar peeled from her mouth that trailed into more pain. My desperate pleas to her where drowned out by everyone trying to help. Something needed to happen. Her pack were on their knees, some crying out in pain along with jasper with victoria by his side.

And then she was gone. My angel was gone again. Vanished into thin air. Just like the last time. In that moment I was truly dead. She left me again with nothing. My "Mate" feigned shock. He wasn't hurt. I know he hates Alex. Alex. Baby, where'd you go? It shouldn't have been this bad. Things shouldn't have been so tight.

I should have known though.


Ok So We have a look into the crazy mind of Mr. Edward Cullen. Alex is gone again and Alice screwed up big time. Things will get better! P.s: Fan fiction is doing some crazy things with the upload site so sorry if it's hard to read. Until next time.

-Alex