I sat on the park until I started falling asleep, then I sigh and went back to my lonely apartment. I felt like I was missing something… or Someone… I shook my head and took off my clothes letting it fall on the floor then took a long hot bath, falling asleep in the water…
I was running in a forest, I knew it was a forest because of the glances I would get from time to time, from a tree. But other than that it was really dark and cover in fog. I kept looking behind me. Without paying much attention to were I was going until I trip on a rock and felt on the floor.
"Why are you running away from me?" A sexy familiar voice came from a near by tree.
"Because you're a vampire!" I said breathes, frantically looking around for him.
"But your in love with me."
"NO. I'm not. I hate you! Leave me alone." He chuckle letting me see him. He go closed to me. I stumbled backwards, but he was in front of me in an instant. He leaned close to me and my heart speed up, but not in fear, but in anticipation. Without my permission my body leaned closer to him, and he smiled at me, but it was forced. I groaned and leaned back angrily. The feeling wasn't mutual. "Go away."
"Why?"
"You don't love me." I said sadly. He gently turned my head so I would look at him.
"But I need you. Just enjoy the moment while it last." I stared at him as tear well up in my eyes.
"I cant enjoy the moment, when I see disgust in your eyes." He stared at me surprise, and erased, the hate, the disgust, and just replaced them by desire.
"Ok. I really want you Zoey Lehane." I smiled and leaned closer to him kissing him. We kissed and I felt as he let himself go in the kissed as he moaned, and roughly threw me back. "I love you." I gasped waking up and sitting straight… sweat was covering my face…. Why does those words make me smile… I would never fall in love with a vampire… I'm destine to be killed on the field… after I killed my parents murderers…. But that dream was so real…. The only annoying thing was that I could not remember the vampire's face… If I did I could find out, if I been talking to a vampire, and he has been erasing me… that would explain, the dream, and the empty feeling… I dressed up to school today, but put effort on it, and on my makeup and went to class expectantly…
But no new student… I sigh then went to my next class, and that one had a new student. He looked shy, and he was somewhat handsome… Although the girls in the classroom disagree… He sat next to the only chair in the classroom, which was next to me.
"Hello." I smiled and turned lightly towards him.
"Hello."
"I'm Joshua."
"Zoey. But you can call me Zo." He grin excitedly.
"Well Zo, can I take you out, for some coffee?" I smiled seductively.
"You work fast don't you?"
"Well, I heard you were scary, but your in a good mood. I might as well take advantage." I giggle and nodded.
"Alright. Coffee."
I assumed he'll take me to Starbucks… instead, he took me to an extremely expensive café were I couldn't even pronounced the stuff.
"Are you ok?" He said smiling.
"I don't like this…"
"I'm so sorry, doesn't have enough class?"
"I don't belong here." I said looking around uncomfortably. He smiled seductively.
"You could. If you go out with me, I'll take you places like this and more."
"Um, I didn't say I like places like this…" But after half an hour, I was drinking a fancy coffee, and a pastry… I had to admit it was delicious. By the end of the date, I was laughing at his stories.
"Your not the bitch that everyone keeps talking about." I wink at him.
"Maybe you, just have to know how to talk to me." He smiled leaning closer to me.
"So? Did I earn a second date?"
"Yes." He smiled wilder.
"Could we take a walk before you go home?" I bit my lips.
"Sure." We walked side by side, so closed I could feel his warm.
"So tell me about you Zoey."
"There's no much. I'm an orphan… and I'm studying to be a nursed." He smiled. "How about you?"
"I'm going to be a lawyer, my parents died too. Leaving me a solitary poor rich handsome young guy." I was smiling until he finished that sentence.
"You think is better that your parents are dead?"
"Yes." I glared.
"At least I'm honest." He had a small point.
"I need to go home. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Can I take you home?"
"NO. Goodnight." He put his hands around me trapping me between his body and the wall.
"OH come on, don't make me beg." He smiled seductively. I smiled back. He leaned towards me slowly. My heart didn't react like it should on a romantic situation. And I let him kiss me. I kissed him back, but there was no romance into it. It was just romantic… but I didn't feel butterflies or anything..
"Can I take you home?" He whispered.
"No. I don't know you like that." He smiled and let me go.
"I can understand no." He bowed and let me go. I sigh relive and made it to my house….
"You have forgotten me."
"No!" I paused and looked down. "Why do you cared anyways. You never loved me back anyways…"
"I still need you. Now more than ever my life depends on it."
"What do you mean?"
"Just… don't forget about me."
"Why should I care about your life. You don't care about mine…" He looked down guilty.
"That's because I'm in love." I glared at him, but deep down I could not hate him. At least he knows love.
Just then they came for him and beheaded him.
"NO!" I gasp covered in sweat again. "Who the hell are you!" I groaned and threw my self back in the bed irritated. My subconscious was definitely telling me something. I didn't go to school, I just put on a short skirt, tank tops, and high hills. I put on makeup…. Then I just walked, and walked and walked stopping at a nice looking house. I stopped to stared. It looked abandoned. But it was so well kept. I stared at it, when a guy on boxer's came out yawning. I stared and took a step back, and was debating in turning around but our eyes locked and I could not move. Finally he spoke, and was with a glared.
"What are you doing in my property?" I looked around purposely. And I was standing well outside.
"This is public street." He glared and walked towards me making me staggered backwards.
"Leave."
"What's your fucking problem. Get a life."
"I'm trying." He said exasperated, as he ruffled his hair angrily. For some reason, that movement looked hot. "Someone keeps getting in my way." He glared and stared at me. I glared back, but it wasn't genuine. I was suddenly happy, like I found what I was missing. Like my feet brought me here on purpose. "Why are you smiling."
"None of your business." I said smiling wider. Like this little fight, was heaven. He stepped forward and grabbed me by the arms pulling me towards him.
"You little irritating hum-"
"Is he bothering you Zo?"
I blink and shook my head as the beautiful stranger let go of me and stormed back inside his house. I turned towards Joshua.
"NO. apparently I was bothering him." I giggle, entwining my arms with him and walking away. "But for some reason I feel like being bad."
"what do you have in mind?" He smiled seductively.
"A bar." He and I walked to a bar. I order a daiquiri. By the end of the night I was drunk. I was laughing at everything he said.
"I think you had you limit…" I laughed again finishing the glass I had. "Let me take you home."
"No." I said childishly. "I." I stood up and felt on his lap, he cached me efficiently. "I want to take a walk." He smiled and helped me… I stumbled all the way to the park. He gently put me at the grass on a park. And leaned on top of me. "What are you doing?" I said giggling.
"Taking advantage of you." I laughed resting my head back. He started kissing my neck, he was good. He was really good, but I didn't feel aroused.
Weird…
But I was determined to have sex, to forget my self and the stranger that haunted my dreams. Tonight I be like any other girl, that meets a hot guy and sleeps with him, but I'll stay Zoey Lehane. He took my shirt off, and caressed my breast I looked at him, then down… He was aroused. He took his shirt off, not breaking eye contact..
He pulled my shirt down, and my panties. He was going too fast.. But I didn't say anything. He unbutton his pants slowly as he licked his lips and kept eye contact with me. I stared at his groin as he was enlarged. I stared at it as he caressed my legs and skillfully spread my legs and got ready to get inside of me.
"Wait." I gasp out. He leaned back, and looked at me. He looked a little irritated, which made me laugh. "I'm not aroused." He stared, and put a finger on my clit, making me gasp.
"Your right." He put my breast in his mouth, and started to suck. I gasped, but again… it wasn't enough. His finger went to my clit, and he started playing with it, and that started to do something small, I smiled closing my eyes. His tonged went in circles around my nipples and it started to feel good but monotone.
"Stop." He looked down at me frustrated.
"He don't look at me like that. If you want your dick inside of me. Pleasure me first." He glared.
"Now, put your mouth on my pussy. Bitch." He glared at me but went down, his tonged flicker on my clit for a second making me moaned. He liked the sound and put his mouth on it and sucked. My hand grabbed the grass. "YES!" He did it again, then his tonged went inside and out… "Don't stop, please." I closed my eyes, and for the first time in month I loosed my self. Until I came, I felt him stop and got ready to get inside of me… for some reason, that act seem too personal… like if I let him penetrate me… I would lose. "No stop."
"NOW WHAT?" I sat down, sobering a little bit, putting my shirt clumsily fast. "What are you doing?" He hissed… I ignored him, and put on my panties. He jumped on top of me, really pissed off. "I'm talking to you!"
"I-I- I want to stop."
"NO. you don't make me pleasure you, then leave me hanging."
"Go find yourself a prostitute."
His eyes turned dangerously angry. "NO." His fangs came out and I gasped. He slapped me making my vision go dark for a second. Then he ripped my clothes and got on top of me. A hand on my throat. "The good thing for you sweet heart. You wont remember this tomorrow. So tonight. I'm going to make you hurt. I'm going to FUCK every part of you."
"NO, please." He slapped me again. Making my eyes well up. "Stop." He hit me a couple of time, getting aroused by it. He seem to enjoy more hitting me than penetrating me, but eventually he got ready for it. But he flew backwards instead.
"Raping her is cheating." Joshua hissed.
"She provoked me. I was going to erased her anyways."
"We got slaves for that."
"I want her."
"Seduce her."
"I DID! The bitch is tough." The stranger, chuckle… making Joshua growled and they engaged on a fight… I passed out, until I woke up on a really expensive couch.
"Zoey?"
"Hmm?
"Are you ok?"
"I'm sleepy." He chuckle.
"Is ok… I beat the assholes ass, and got him arrested… Lets just say your father, didn't like the part that he tried to rape you. I cant believe he loosed after only a day. I must say he went far with you… as to you letting him pleasure you."
"I missed sex." I said matterfactly.
"Then why didn't you wanted him inside." I closed my eyes letting darkness take over me slowly.
"I felt it would be wrong.. If I let someone inside of me like that… I'll have to like him… and he didn't aroused me…" He chuckle and kissed my neck… Then everything went black.
Writer's note. Ok, so this chapter is WAY too much, but it had to be done... i didn't wanted to by one of those romance that they are just with their true love.. I felt a little shy writing it, but again. i felt it was a nessesary chapter.
