Voices, where specking quietly around me. Where was I? Was I awake? Asleep? I got up, I was in the park. The sky was grey and dull, not a speck of sunlight in the sky. The voices, the voices they where coming from every direction, but there was no one in the park with me. "Hello?" I called out cautiously, "Is anyone here?" No reply, but the voices just kept talking, as if they heard nothing. They where strange wisps of sentences. Rambles almost, I was getting nervous, "Hello!" I cried out desperately, then I saw a figure walking up the park path. It was Jimmy, I felt my heart leap with happiness. "Jimmy!" I called out; he just kept walking down the path towards me. "Jimmy, its me, your girlfriend Arie!" He just kept walking towards me, I was starting to get nervous, something wasn't right about this, or this place at all. At last Jimmy had reached where I was standing, then a portal formed in the lifeless sky. A beam shot out, and hit the ground. I screamed and Jimmy fell back on the ground with a thud. He went right through me! , I thought horrified. This is just like what happened with my dad. Jimmy staggered to his feet; he looked at where the beam hit the ground. "Hey are you ok?"
He called out, running towards the figure. I ran after him, already fearing the worst. When I got to where Jimmy was, my fears where confirmed, it was Loki, and he looked very mad. "Dude, do you want me to call an ambulance?" Jimmy asked a look of concern spread across his features. Loki looked at the picture in his hand, and smiled evilly. Jimmy looks a step back, "Run, Jimmy, run!" I screamed, "Get out of here!" But it was too late; Loki was holding Jimmy up by his neck. "So you are the pathetic mortal?" He hissed, "I don't know what you are talking about, please don't hurt me!" Jimmy screamed, I tried to run to save Jimmy, but my feet where firmly planted on the ground. Loki let off a cruel laugh, "Tell me mortal, did you bed her?" Realization hit Jimmy, "No, I didn't, what did you do to her? Please don't hurt her, I love her!" He said quietly, "If you loved her you wouldn't have slept with that wench." Loki said with a smile, "Ho-how did you know?" Jimmy said frightened, my heart fluttered, Jimmy cheated on me. "I know more things then your tiny mind could possibly manage." Loki said with a cruel hiss. "Please don't hurt me." Jimmy pleaded, Loki frowned, "Well that wouldn't be fun, now would it?" I felt tears welding in my eyes. Loki touched Jimmy's head, and I watched in horror, as a light traveled throughout Jimmy's body. "Forget love, forget every moment, and every kiss." Loki hissed slowly, as Jimmy began to struggle. All you will be to him is a forgotten memory; Loki's word whispered throughout my head, I let out a soft cry.
As the light slowly faded away, so did Jimmy's struggling. I was shacking violently, tears running down my cheeks. Loki threw jimmy onto the ground like he was just a rag doll. He smiled, and I watched as he ripped the picture up, and threw it into the wind.
The voices came back, the where loud and sounded very angry. Loki had disappeared, and Jimmy's body had faded away. "You had to see that." A voice said. "Why?" I asked breathlessly, "This is what makes you unique, this is your power, your strength…" "Who are you?" I called out. "I am a voice inside your head, I am part of you. I am your power." Then to my amazement, a figure that looked like me was right before my very eyes. "The thing that makes you special Arie, is that you can see things that happened, that other people didn't." "So, you mean I can see the past?" She let out a sigh, "Yes, you posses the ability to see the past." I was aw stricken, "But how? Why?" She smiled at me, "Fate."
Voices where calm and soft spoken again, my copy disappeared. There was a mixture of emotions that where brewing inside of me, anger, sorrow, excitement, and hate. Leaves circled around me, as my vision blurred. I let the darkness take over me, and I felt a pull.
I opened my eyes, I was in the room with Loki, he was looking aimlessly at the fire, in the fireplace. "I saw what you did to him." I said emotionless, he turned to look at me, "I have no idea what you are talking about." "That is a lie, I saw everything, I saw the park where Jimmy was, I saw the light that traveled through his body, and I know the words you said to him." I hissed slowly. Loki looked at me intensely, "How do you know that?" He leered, "I saw." I said simply, "I am impressed, so you do posses a unique ability, but it doesn't change your current situation, my dear." The answer to the question I asked myself a day ago, could I love him? No. "He was a great man, I don't think you could ever replace him." "Well my dear, I assume you heard that he did cheat on you, and I don't intend to be his equal, I intend to be greater then that, I want to be the person you can't stop think of, dreaming of, I want to be the person that is the object of your desire." He said smoothly. I smirked, "And how on earth are you going to do that?" Loki smiled mischievously, "I have my ways." I gave him a blank expression in reply, "Don't get your hopes up, I don't bend easily." He let out a low chuckle, "We will see, we will see…" Loki got up and planted a kiss on my fore head, "You are mine." I sighed, "I am my own." I said quietly. Smirking, he turned and left the room. Where was he going, I have no idea, nor did I even care in the least.
I closed my eyes, remembering Jimmy, remembering his blonde hair, his sky blue eyes, that where always full of laughter… remembering his laugh. That made him stand out in my mind, it was the purest laugh. I took him for granted, and I never knew what I had, till I was taken away from him. I missed him so much, and now he was gone.
I could have forgiven Jimmy for cheating on me; those scars would heal in time… time that Jimmy and I didn't have to spend together anymore. It takes a minute to know someone, it takes an hour to love someone, and it takes forever to forget someone. I heard that quote from Christina, she was always into that sentimental crap; I never really understood it, till now that is. Would he ever find someone like me? Settle down, start a family? I remembered the nights we stayed up, talking nonsense about our lives, and futures together. If I only knew then, what I did now.
I felt a familiar pull; I was going somewhere, a distant memory in my mind. One that was forgotten long ago. Opening my eyes I was in my room again, and I wasn't alone in it ether. I saw Loki placing Calla lilies on my bed, then I saw him turn into a Magpie, after a second I came into my room. I was wearing a smile on my face, my acceptance into university. I left the room, and walked into my mom's room. She had a look of sorrow written all over her face, I am not ready to let go of her. Please Loki, don't do this to her. She said to the air, I touched her shoulder, but I knew she wouldn't even feel it; it would just go right through her. Like it did dad, and Jimmy. Jimmy! After that I went for a date with Jimmy, I followed myself down to the tree Jimmy and I always met at. "Jimmy! I got accepted!" I watched myself squeal in delight, he gave her a hug, and "I knew you would." He cooed into her ear. I missed that, the most.
I climbed the tree with them, and listened to their conversation. By now the sun had gone down, the stars where out, and littered across the dark blue sky. "Jimmy I am going to miss you." She said snuggling further into his chest, I loathed myself. "I am going to miss you two, but we will still be together." He said reassuringly, "But how to you know?" I said quietly, "We have our lives to figure that out." He planted a kiss on the head, I smiled, he always knew what to say. "It doesn't matter how far apart we are, it only counts how far we are in our hearts." She scowled, "Christina, is starting to rub off on you, isn't see." She said with a smirk. "Perhaps." "We will be together though, right?" She asked nervously. "Forever." He said as he leaned down and gave her a reinsuring kiss on her lips.
I heard the voices, they where soft spoken again. They where coming for me, I knew it. I watched as jimmy and me where fading away, and the voices grew louder, the pulling followed. Closing my eyes I slipped back into reality, and I was slipping away from Jimmy. After all forever is just a word.
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."
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