The only thing that flew to him was one word, was one thing he would die for "Sam?"

The figure flinched at the sound of Deans voice but didn't turn.

Dean didn't know what to do. He knew it was Sam.

He recognized Sam's breathing. 27 years with him he better freaken know what his brother sounded like when he was in pain. He hated hearing his brother in pain he wanted to rush over to him and hold his little brother close and never let him go again but the rational part of him knew that that move would be a mistake.

Dean took a step forward. He didn't know what to do so he took another step and then another and then "Dean"

He jumped and Sam huddled closer to the wall practically hugging it. In less than a minute Dean had forgotten that Cas was there or even existed his whole being focused on Sam. Dean turned and angry eye at Cas.

"Be careful. He might not know you" his voice was low and calm trying not to further startle the shivering figure.

Deans heart shrank at those words. He could take Sam's hate his anger even his pain but he couldn't handle an insane Sam who couldn't be comforted by Dean. He hesitated a moment longer before continuing forward. He brought Sam here he couldn't just stand at the side line afraid to approach his brother.

He was five feet away from Sam but Dean decided it was close enough for now. "Sam? Sammy?"

He didn't turn but Sam hugged the wall closer almost hoping it would swallow him. Dean couldn't think as he stared at his brothers trembling form.

Sam was really here.

And even though Sam trembled and shock he couldn't help but smile that his brother was really here. Really with him.

Dean reached a trembling hand he could feel the heat radiate off him when he lightly touched his brothers broad shoulder. Bad move. Sam screamed and spun around pushing his back further into the corner as he wrapped his big arms around his knees and started rocking back and forth.

Deans eyes teared up at the sight his brother made. Sam was afraid. Sam was afraid of him. that thought was unbearable.

Dean had count a couple of bruises and cuts that ran along his brothers sternum but he couldn't fully tell the kid moved to fast. Sam started muttering to himself to low for Dean to here. "Sammy? Its me. Your big brother. Come on man its ok I'm not gonna hurt you I promise. Sam?" Sam didn't look up or in any way acknowledge Dean.

Dean scooted closer to Sam his mutterings grew faster.

"Sam your not in the cage anymore" Sam kept rocking back and forth like Dean wasn't really there.

Dean moved closer.

He was inches away form his baby brother now. He couldn't see Sam's face, he was hiding behind his shaggy brown hair. "Sam look at me. Please Sammy? Come on kiddo please" his voice broke. His brother was a mess and it was all his fault.

Sam took a shaky breath. He knew it would be a mistake to look up, it always was. Lucifer and Michel always wore Deans face to torture him always being the calm sarcastic Dean he loved but not once in, God how long had it been he had lost track of time, did they use a trembling Dean.

But Sam couldn't help it. Dean was his weakness.

Even if he was going to torture Sam forever with the look of disgust on his face, taunting him calling him a monster he would rather see Dean. He slowly looked up and flinched instantly.

There was a bright light that surround the room, he wasn't used to this light only hell fire light or no light at all. He preferred their being hell fire light that way he could see the attack coming and not just feel it. But Lucifer liked it that way. He would surround Sam in darkness and slowly but surely rip Sam apart. Sometimes he would leave Sam alone for days just so he could relax when the attack finally came.

He saw Cas in the corner which made no sense, the angels hated Cas and then he looked at Dean. He flinched out of habit but he could already tell this Dean was different. His eyes weren't twisted with hate but kind and filled with concern. Almost like the real Dean.

A sad smile lit up his brother face. "Sammy?" Dean watched his brother take in the room then look at Dean and flinched away from him. He could see pain and fear in his eyes. He looked so young. His features young but his eyes held an ancient man who had seen to much in his young life.

Dean reached a hand towards Sam and his brother flinched and backed away. He dropped his hand and felt ill that Sam didn't trust him but he shoved that aside.

His brother needed him.

"Hey kiddo" he said lightly trying to keep the shaking form his voice. Sam didn't answer but he just stared at Dean almost like he was waiting for something. He could see his brother clench his jaw the way it did when Dad would tell him what to do and Sam would refuse to back down. Dean had always admired that about Sam, he always wished he could be strong like Sam and live his own life but he never did. He obeyed his father like a good little soldier up until his last request. "Save Sam or kill him" well Dean sure as hell wouldnt kill Sam but he failed to save him.

"Sam" he spoke softly hoping he wouldn't scare him further. "Your not in the cage anymore. See that" he pointed to the pentagram. Sam's eyes darted there then back. Dean was going to tell Sam everything, just so he could see his brother relax just a little.

"We summoned you from hell" Sam's eyes widen to disbelief and it crushed Dean to tell him the rest. "It's not permanent Sammy. You will have to go back but I will find a way to get you out" he growled the last part.

Sam didn't say anything at first.

He looked at the pentagram and glared. That glare turned towards Dean.

"How could you" he just whispered but it felt like a shout to Dean he sat back a little. His mind sighed he always made fun of how Sam talked saying it was blah blah all he heard but right now it was music to his ears. God he missed hearing Sam talk. Even if he was pissed.

"You promised to leave this alone Dean. You have no idea what this summoning could have done to the cage!" Dean just smiled it was so good to hear his brother bitching again. "Seriously this could be AAAHHH"


TBC...

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