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For the first time in my entire life, I'm going to prom.

Yes, the place where everybody gets drunk and ends up the next day totally wasted.

-It's tonight-

Yes, the event that I used to dream about being invited to by my blue-haired prince charming when I'd stare at the only star you could see from the window of the bedroom I shared with Shiho because the rest of the stars were blocked by the gigantic buildings surrounding the orphanage.

-2 hours to prom-

I can't wait. I'm so excited, and nervous. What will everyone think of a total social reject going to PROM?

At least I'm not going alone…

There are always people who go to prom themselves. (think: Fllay/Mia-depending on who got Zala first… etc.) I never managed to pluck up the courage to do that. Although, they all had valid reasons for doing so, the most popular one being: they got dumped the day before and didn't want to waste the hundreds of dollars they spent on their prom dress.

Which reminds me.

HOW CAN I GO TO PROM WITHOUT A DRESS? NOT THAT I WANT TO WEAR A DRESS. I LOOK HORRID IN A DRESS. I'VE GOT NOTHING TO WEAR FOR PROM.

Ok, that settles it. I'm not going. Time to call Shinn and tell him it's over. Do not mention it's because you have nothing to wear for prom. Just say, "it is OVER. I don't love you in that way. Thanks for everything, you're a great friend." Hang up.

Done, easy as pie-except I never knew how to make pie…

So, there I was in my room freaking out about having to call Shinn and tell him I can't go for prom or finding something to wear that wasn't a dress (or skirt) and did not require me to be on heels.

Heels and I do not go together. The first time I wore heels; I fell and sprained my ankle. On my second try, the heel part of the shoe somehow managed to detach itself from the rest of my shoe and I had to walk home barefooted. Let's not even go to the third time.

Anyway, I was "panicking for no reason" (as Heine phrased it; I don't know why but he does not curse. He will not say "I just got fucked up", instead, he would say "I just had sex". Don't ask me what the difference is.). Then like the fairy godmother from Cinderella, Ms. Murrue appeared with an emerald green gown and a hand hiding something behind her back.

Sorry, Heine, there is no other way to describe it: It was fucking beautiful.

Let me describe it for you:

The top slanted so that three-quarters of the sleeve dangled off-shoulder while the other sleeve was non-existent. You could see that the skirt wasn't meant to be full-length, rather, it was meant to go halfway up your shin. There was a slit up the skirt that went up to the mid-thigh level, but the best part of the gown was: it was loose enough that you could wear shorts underneath and no one would see.

Like I said: fucking beautiful.

But, as nice as the gown looked, it wasn't meant for me. It was meant for someone pretty. I'm sure it would look great on Lacus.

Although I've never been to prom there's an unspoken rule that every girl knows: If you are not very beautiful, you do not wear a very beautiful dress.

No one can force me to wear that dress.

-1 hour to prom-

I am so not going.

Things to do:

Tell Shinn I'm not going prom; or

Find something else to wear

Ask Sting if he wrote the poem because Auel said he didn't

Remind Shinn that Mayu said she wants him to be her brother

Things not to do:

Go to prom in that dress

Fall in love the person who wrote the poem; too late…

Be disappointed when Mayu chooses Shinn (and money) over ME (and the stinking orphanage)


A/N: i know i don't make sense sometimes so it would be great if you could point it out. so i won't do it again. ( You know you love the chappie. Press that button.

amazingbliss xoxxo