Koutai: Hi! It will get so much worse, I can promise you that. I hate filler chapters!

I stand corrected. Who I Am will take the cake as my most evil story…if you read it, you will understand.

-Dream-

Flashback

Nick's POV/ Eyra's POV

Nick clone POV

I HAVE NEVER, DO NOT AND WILL NEVER OWN JONAS!!!!


NICK'S POV

I smiled and stood up, telling Joe and Kevin Macy and I were going for a walk and they smirked and nodded.

"If your knee starts bugging you, call us and we will pick up in the car." Kevin told me and I nodded.

True to her word, Macy was outside the firehouse in five minutes and I told what happened as we walked, and she exclaimed her sorrow and I smiled. So this was why Nick had her number she was an adorable friend…Time for the clone to have some unauthorized fun with Nick's girl.


NICK'S POV

One more breath is all someone needs to survive, and yet the action is coming so slowly and it comes unwanted. I wasn't ready to die yet, but taking one more breath after my last just kept getting harder.

I sat, feeling dead, in the corner of my padded cell, starring at the door, where the second simulation with Joe, Kevin, Big Man, and Frankie were there, trying to rescue me and they all died, except for Frankie, who they kept alive as a test subject. But I knew this was not real. They would never bring Frankie along…but then why did it hurt so much to see the fake visions? Maybe it was better this way…me locked away, slowing losing my sanity while my brothers, family, friends and fans remain oblivious to my absences, content with living their lives. Yes…it was better if they did not find out.

But what if they did? What if one of these simulations was reality and I did not realize it until it was too late? If it ever was real…I would allow myself to die…I could not lose my brothers…

Eyra waltzed in the room and I did not even glance up. I only knew it was her from the distinct lack of silver boots and the gold and glittering high heels. She knelt down in front of me and looked oddly at me while she brought out two needles, one with my daily dose of insulin and one was empty. I hated how I only got one insulin shot a day, if they weren't careful, I could die from the toll my diabetes takes on me from the lack of it.

She gave me the insulin without a wince as she pierced my arm and I bit my lip to bear the burning and she drew blood with the second one. She got up and left without a single word or unnecessary glance and once again, I was back to silent contemplation.

I closed my eyes, ready for either another sleepless nights or one filled with nightmares…personally I had no idea which was worse. The nightmares always included the ones I loved and us being happy until tragedy struck and I was alone, calling their names. They never answered. Or recently, they have been rejecting me and beating me, like I know they would never do, and yet, it hurt even though it was fake. But I was not broken yet…


MACY'S POV

I looked up to the ma that held my hand as well as my heart. He was smiling slightly, his eyes soft as he looked at me from the corners of them and my smile and blush grew.

"Nick Lucas is smiling at me…" I whispered, intending to be funny and he chuckled, his smile growing.

"Why would I not smile at you Ms. Misa?" He asked me playfully and I looked away, unable to believe this was not a dream.

"Oh you know…you never really smile." I told him, making my smile disappear and his faded quickly and we had what Joe called a straight face contest'…creative I know.

I was pretty good but this was Nick's normal face so I had a feeling this was one competition I would not win. But that doesn't mean I wouldn't try. I looked into his lovely and deep brown eyes and I tried me hardest not to freak out at how close they were to my face as I got lost in the intensity of them. I felt my cheeks go red as he gave me his famous intense stare. I had to bite my tongue to not squeal out and lose. He leaned in a bit closer, his eyes playful but his expression still straight and serious. Oh dear Neptune, how was he so good at this?!?I broke and I smiled looking down and he smirked, knowing all alone he would win as he drew back.

"You cheated." I told him, faking a pout.

"Oh did I?" He said bringing my chin over to face him and I got lost in his eyes. "Well, let me make it up to you." He whispered and he leaned in closer and stopped when our noses were touching. I could barley remember how to breathe, and I lost the ability to think.

"Better?" He whispered, his eyes still very light and happy, but I was too lost to notice the oddity of that.

I shook my head and he smirked, leaning in closer until a mere inch separated our lips. "Macy, I want you to know…I always had a crush on you." He closed the distance between us and I shut down, but did not faint.

I closed my eyes, enjoying the kiss with Nick Lucas, my life, my dreams finally perfect. But something seemed off. It wasn't as perfect as I imagined…but then again even Nick couldn't ride and find a unicorn to sweep me away on.

He pulled away, resting his forehead on mine and he opened his eyes slowly and smiled and one formed on my lips too. He brushed the hair from my face and we just sat there, looking into each other's eyes.


NICK'S POV

Nick did not know what he was missing out on by keeping his little crush a secret. This girl was…wow. I was surprised Nick would let her slip so easily through his fingers…that idiot. He only listened to his heart with all the wrong women and used his head for the right one. That idiot. Well, I was not going to make that mistake. I might as well make a good life for me because I would be here until I died…fun.

I spent an hour with her, all the time forgetting about the pain in my arm and knee as we talked, walked, and kissed once more in goodbye. Yes, I could very easily live this life…I walked in, unable to wipe the smile off of my face and Joe looked up at me with a smirk of his own.

"I take it the walk went well." He told me, major hinting in his tone.

My smile faded as I acted like my original. "What gave you that idea?"

"Well you are smiling and Macy was glowing when she walked pass." Joe told me, his smirk growing. "About time little bro." I rolled my eyes and he laughed. "So, are you a couple?"

I nodded bashfully with a hint of secrecy and Joe smirked and rolled his eyes, doing a fist pump at the same time. "Did you kiss?" He asked me.

"Who are you, Stella?" I retorted.

"Did you?" He egged on and I sighed, knowing this would go on, even if I killed him, he would be haunting my dreams.

"Yes." I stiffly said, acting like I was annoyed with him and Joe jumped and danced a bit before running upstairs to tell Kevin and I followed him; better to get this torture over with sooner than later.

"Nick is growing up and he found the right girl…it's about time little brother!" Kevin told me as soon as I trudged slowly up the stairs and I smiled and walked over to my guitar, ignoring them as I 'created' a new song. In reality, I memorized it while the brothers were asleep.

They walked over to me as I closed my eyes and let the melody flow from my fingers as I sang the first verse.

It's hard to believe,
Where we are now.
Your hand in mine, babe,
Feels right somehow.
But now it's okay,
So don't make a sound.
Cause its almost perfect,
So, baby, Don't you look down.

I opened my eyes to stare at my brother's, my fingers never stopping like my voice did and they got the message and went downstairs, leaving me to 'my' song. Life was good for now, but what would happen when I ran out of prewritten songs?


NICK'S POV

It was a battle to keep my eyes open as the night fell outside, at least, I hoped it was night because I could not see outside and I really had no hope of ever seeing it again, that and they just turned off the lights in my little room. I closed my eyes and opened them when my door creaked open, to find a petite form slink into the shadows after the door closed with a slight click. I moved into a more comfortable position against the wall, useless because when you are in a stupid straight jacket, nothing is comfortable. The figure watched me move and I warily watched it and it crawled over to me and sat in front of me, putting a cold finger to my lips.

Wait…I knew those brown eyes, that long brown hair, and the competitive gleam in those dark eyes. Macy reached into her back pocket and silently pulled out her switch knife, the one I gave her after she was almost mugged. She cut off my straight jacket and I stretched my arms and they both cracked softly and it felt good to be able to move them again.

I did not want to believe this was real until I was out of here, but so far, it seemed like it was. Macy was here, not dead and I could move for the first time in…how long was I here? But I couldn't take another let down, this would be my third, but my first with Macy. She grabbed my hand urgently and pulled me to the door, listening before opening it again and she glanced around before pulling me out with her.

She pulled me along, hiding in corners and shadows as guards passed and I felt my hopes raise as we ran on, casting a small light into the darkness these people managed to shroud me in. I wanted to talk to her, to tell her, finally, about my year long crush on her, but I knew it would have to wait until we were both safe. I just hoped that would be an opportunity.

Macy stopped in front of me suddenly and I almost hit her. She turned, her eyes sad yet mean, her voice cold yet soft.

"I never loved you. I don't even care enough to save you."

I turned as I felt the amused glares of guards as they grabbed me, my heart breaking and my mind cursing. I should have known this was fake…and yet Macy may feel that exact same way about me…which is why I put off telling her. And now that I heard her, even if it wasn't her, say it, my heart broke but I willed my face to remain impassive.

"You are not very bright, are you?" The Not-Macy asked me and I glared at her and she laughed.

I guess I wasn't…


Koutai: Don't comment on how short it is please because I know it is short. It is only a stupid filler and the next chapter will be EPIC!!! Until Next Update!