Warning again for this chapter, it does contain violence, assaults and rape
It is a dark story, and there is a light at the end of it all, I am a slave to my thoughts and this idea would not go away
Read if you dare, and be forewarned, please don't read if it will trigger anything
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I've got something, she walks out of the bar at 10.30 pm like Phil said it but have a look at this, she gets in the lift, to go up to her room, the guys face is hidden from the camera but the look on Olivia's face she recognises it the surprise on it and recognition then fear it looks like, instead of going up to her room, they go down to the basement, she is tossed into the car but parts of it is very blurred" Nick's voice echoing through the empty room his eyes open in surprise and fear as the face comes onto the scream exiting the car park "oh shit"
Both of them looking at each other "Olivia was taken by David Winters"
"I'm calling Cragen now, he needs to know" Nick said to Dean
Porters eyes scanning all of the CCTV 'who was she having drinks with, his face is turned from the CCTV, the other person…it could be an officer from the NT"
"its as if he knows there are camera's in the bar and he is avoiding them, he has his back to the CCTV the few times he does go to the bar his face is hidden, can we get someone to blow it up to see if they put something in their drink and see if we can get some glimpse of his face, who ever he is, helped this Winters guy and is in on it" Nick said angrily to Dean
"we need to speak to all the police who were there Friday night, she has met someone she knew, the way she is relaxed with them" Dean said walking out of the room he was going to find Olivia and alive.
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She finally recognised it was over, how long had it been hours she had no idea, she could feel what she presumed was blood and other bodily fluids running down her leg into a puddle. She was defeated and broken, he had finally done what she had fought so long and hard for, he had raped her. Even without moving she could feel the ache and pain between her legs, the throbbing that was there.
Pulling himself out doing up his zipper "you were the best I ever had, I will be fucking you over and over again, now rest up I will be back shortly to give you another pounding down there, loosen you up more"
She expected to feel something but at the moment she felt nothing, numbness but the pain was there, the pain was there the whole time, her eyes had moved up to the ceiling trying to forget what was happening to her, the pain was a reminder of what had happened the whole ordeal something she so wanted to forget the horror of what was happening.
Leaning down towards her naked body, his mouth moving to her breasts his tongue on her breast sucking it before leaving an impression of his teeth, her eyes staring blankly ahead the proximity of him again, cringing at the contact panic running through her that he wasn't finished that he would resume where he left off, frozen at the thought of another violent assault
She lay there staring straight ahead into nothing, shattered devastated unable to process what just happened to her.
What would happen when he was finished with her, how much more would her body endure turning her head away she couldn't look at him, she didn't want to look at him, feeling his hand on her chin turning her head forceably to look at him "turning your head isn't going to stop you looking at me, there is still so much more we have to do together" he leaned down whispering in her ear.
Hearing the door close behind him the tears falling freely down her face, she Olivia Benson had been raped and she could see no way out of it, she wanted to curl up in a ball, bring her knees up to her chest instead she was tied to the bed as she bled down below as the pain was overtaking her body and mind.
She expected to feel something but at the moment she felt nothing, numbness and pain, the pain was there the whole time, her eyes had moved up to the ceiling trying to forget what was happening to her, the pain was a reminder of what had happened the whole ordeal something she so wanted to forget the horror of what was happening.
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They needed the police help, they couldn't find Olivia by themselves, had they left it too late to find her, the board filled with photos and notes
Agent Porter now had to address the police they had gone through everything to get the information required "A NYPD officer has gone missing, she was last seen in the carpark of Aurora Alice Springs hotel being dragged into the car a Toyota Landcruiser registration NY 61 YT, the car is stolen, reported Saturday morning. Last sighting we have of the car is heading north on the Stuart highway 11 pm Saturday night, she could be anywhere by now, alerts have been put out on the car but he's probably dumped it or he could have been anywhere by now. The suspect David Winter is considered extremely dangerous and should be approached with caution"
Sergeant Dixon moving to the front taking over his voice commanding "Tactical Response will be coming down from Darwin to assist in the search for Sergeant Benson, the first few should be here with the hour or two the rest are driving down and should arrive early tomorrow morning hopefully by then she might be found, until then, each car coming in or out of Alice Springs is to be searched north south, east and west, lets get moving to try to find Sergeant Benson"
"What about bringing the Aboriginal trackers in, to search the area north of Alice" Constable Williams questioned the Sergeant
"Until we know an approximate location of Sergeant Benson the trackers would be of no use, it would take up too much man power and time if we don't know an exact location or area" Sergeant Dixon's voice told the conversation was now over
Moving over to the constable before he was leaving "What is this about trackers finding Olivia, would they be able to tell where she is?" Nick's voice questioning with some hope
The constable shrugging "I've only been here a short time, but the trackers have helped in a few cases further north and in a big case a few years ago they were brought in but too late, police had gone over the area first which meant they couldn't find a path or anything. The aboriginal trackers have been great at finding things, I thought it would be worth a try"
"Sergeant Dixon" waiting for his attention "if the aboriginal trackers are going to help find Olivia, then why not bring them in, this is a NYPD Sergeant here gone missing, we need to use all resources possible in bringing her back" Nick was trying to control the anger and emotion in his voice
"Detective Amaro, this is Australia let me do the job here, I know the best way to get her back, and the trackers is not the way to go not yet,"
"this guy is a monster who know what he is doing to her, any help in getting her back should be taken" he explodes
"you do your job Detective Amaro and let me do mine" and with that he was out of the room.
He couldn't help but feel that something wasn't right, was it the fact that his partner was missing, the one thing that kept going over in his head was Agent Porter sleeping with Olivia, was it jealousy or something else, why did his partner sleep with someone when she was involved with Cassidy
With a deep sigh he knew he had to ring Cragen, maybe he could help him with Agent Porter with a heavy heart he waited for the phone to answer "Capt it's Nick" how was he to say it "Capt, Olivia is missing, it looks like David Winter has kidnapped her"
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The fear and terror she felt as she heard the door open listening to his footsteps walking over to her, shaking trembling
"please no more, I can't" her voice pleading
"it doesn't matter what you want, it is what I WANT so get ready for another pounding baby, loosen up that tightness down there front and back" he growled at her
"why are you doing this, what do you want" her voice barely a whisper
Undoing his belt and taking off his shirt moving back on top of her feeling the mattress dip under his weight "that would be no fun telling you why, I want what every guy wants and you're going to give it to me" his lips coming down hard on hers, yanking her head back around "don't you dare turn you're your head away when I'm talking to you" slapping her face
His mouth moving down to her clit again watching as her body betrays the way she feels at his touch "by the time I've finished with you, you will never want another orgasm again, each time you start to come you WILL remember me and what I did to you afterwards" growling in her ear
The sickening smile plastered on his face as his lips run down her stomach turning her head away "why … " shrugging his shoulders "because I can, you really think turning your head away is going to help you, stop it happening" leaning down his mouth on her ears "it won't"
Her eyes moving back to him "please don't, I can't" she pleaded she didn't know how she would withstand another assault her body was already sore and bruised.
His body at her entrance spreading her legs roughly apart his hands on her thigh "too bad sweetheart, as I'm just getting started, there is a lot more where this came from" before entering her with his hardened length each thrust more vicious and brutal than the last.
Her eyes staring up at the ceiling, numbness falling over her the pain overtaking her body she didn't know how much more she could withstand. Her mind going back to somewhere else, anywhere but where she was now, was this payback for cheating on Brian for the one night she slept with Dean was this how she was being punished.
Would she come back from this, at the moment she wanted to curl up and die get away from the pain down below, the damage that he was doing to her.
The sun was just rising glimpses shining through the hut to some degree she could feel him finally starting to withdraw from her the grunt as he releases himself into her, her eyes blank.
She was listening to him waiting for the zipper of his pants to go up for him to get off the bed she could feel the blood coming out of her dripping down her leg, what damage had he done to her.
His hands were moving down her leg she was frozen with each touch she was losing this battle, did anyone know where she was her eyes moving up to his "you're not going to get away with this my squad, my partner the whole police force will hunt you down"
His body on top of hers his lips running down her eyes a whimper escaping her lips "that's where you're wrong I am getting away with this if you think they will save you think again" he could see her thinking "those beautiful big brown eyes"
The spit coming out of her mouth, he didn't see it coming, wiping it off his face as his hands roughly grab her face, before slapping her across it "that wasn't a smart move "he snarled at her his hands moving roughly down her legs undoing her feet as it moved roughly over her "one wrong move lights out" his voice menacing in her ear
She couldn't move she was frozen, her body shaking uncontrollably, the tears falling freely down her face his hands moving to her face wiping the tears with his fingers "I've never seen such a better sight, let it out let it all out"
His hands were under her body before she knew it tossing her onto her stomach, she could feel his hands moving down her legs resting at her thigh.
Using all her strength she was keeping her legs together feeling his hands trying to pry them apart "you're not that smart are you Olivia, here was I thinking you might need a break but that well, let's just say I'm ready to start all over again I don't need rest, you are going to find that out, open up those legs of yours you don't want to lose this battle"
She was pretty sure she wanted to win the battle there wasn't much more her body was able to take, she wanted to turn around to have some control to be able to see he had moved away from her which scared her more than if he was there.
The bitch was going to lose she was going to give him everything he wanted, beg for him to do anything, beg for her life he was going to break her, he was going to make sure even if she did escape or they managed to find her she would remember him for ever.
"This is a reminder that when I want you to do something you will, no stupid moves, no closing your leg if I want to fuck you each way then I will"
She didn't know what was happening until she felt it on her this time it was her bum cheek without warning he pressed it there holding it there, her screams filling the room begging him to stop
"That's right scream Olivia beg for it to stop, begging for mercy, it's not going to help you"
The searing heat going through her body as he pressed it harder against her tender skin, the pain already there from the previous assaults, biting her lips she didn't want to scream to give him the satisfaction but she wasn't able to hold it in for long
"that's right baby scream, just let it out scream no one can hear you" delighting in the pain he was causing
The tears falling down her face "please stop, I can't, please" her voice pleading through her sobbing.
Tossing the key away his hands roughly pulling her thighs apart, feeling the resistance still his finger poking into the fresh burn "okay, Okay please" her voice weakening through her sobs
She had lost the battle feeling his hardened length at her entrance his hands gripping her waist and with one thrust he was inside of her mercilessly assaulting her already battered body, his hand moving up to her head pulling her hair and head back with each thrust each one more vicious than the last.
She could feel him withdrawing himself unable to move not knowing how much more she could endure, just when she thought it was over he gave one final hard vicious thrust inside of her more brutal than the others the scream coming out she didn't even recognise"
Pulling out zipping up his pants "oh god that was better than I thought by the time I finish with you those two fuck holes will be caves wide wide open"
Buttoning up his shirt "after that I need a rest" leaning over whispering in her ear "but I will be back"
His hands roughly tossing her over tying her feet up again to the bed the pain from the new and old burns not even registering from the throbbing between her legs new blood running down her legs mixing with the old dried blood already caked on
Her eyes were staring up at the ceiling she was a shell of her former self would she ever come back from this each movement no matter how small pain radiated through her body she wanted to block it all out, wanted it to end she wondered if it was better if he just killed her
The only thing that was registering in her mind was pain, throughout this whole ordeal pain was with her, it wasn't going away it was a reminder of the horror she was going through.
Walking back over to her spinning it around in his hand the metal of blade shining against the sun coming through, "just in case you are thinking of escaping" with those words it was shoved inside of her, she didn't see it coming or expect it closing her eyes grimacing in pain leaning down over her kissing her hard on the lips "just think of the damage that could do to you, I could use the blade next time, I'm feeling nice at the moment after what we went through so the handle of the knife will do but just remember there is a blade attached to it" she felt him twist it around inside of her
With that she heard the door of the hut close the tears streaming down her face, her hands tied tightly to the bed, trying to move her body to relieve the pain the burns of the sheet were doing only caused her pain the handle moving in her with each slight move, the pain already unbearable made worse, closing her eyes trying to blank it out go to another place any place other than here
"help, help" screaming out would anyone hear her would anyone be around
Resignation set in she was by herself no one was coming to save her, no one was coming to help her she was with this monster and not for the first time she wondered if she would get out of here alive.
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Will anyone find Olivia, is he by himself or is someone else helping him
