Hello SVU lovers. sorry for the late update. This chapter was a lot harder to write then i thought & i'm still not entirely happy with it but we'll see how it goes. ABUSE WARNING
Lucy sat on the floor working on her homework as she watched TV. Jude sat next to her on the couch playing on his tablet. She was having a hard time to focus on the book in front of her. She had promised Jude she would stay for dinner but the closer it got the more she thought about bolting out the door. She took a deep breath as she focused back on her math.
"Jude! Lucy! Dinner is ready." Her mother called for them. Lucy chewed her bottom lip as she followed Jude into the kitchen. Her parents were already sitting down as they joined them.
"This is so nice." Her mother, Janie said as food was passed around.
"It's been so long since we've all been here eating dinner. I'm so glad we get do this." Her father, Bill agreed.
Lucy sat back in her chair her arms crossed in front of her. Jude served her some food and begged with his eyes for this to go smoothly. Their parents were already taking about her father's job. Lucy focused on her food stabbing at it and chewing as fast as possible.
"Lucy?" Her mothered called for her attention.
"What?" She asked looking up.
"Your fathered asked you a question." Janie nodded towards him.
Lucy looked over at him, waiting to for him to speak.
"How has school been?" He asked
"Fine." She said curtly.
"Your mother says you've been getting into fights and your bad grades haven't been improving." Bill said sternly.
Lucy just shrugged her shoulders.
"Where were you last night. It's the first I've been home for almost two weeks and you can't stay for dinner? You need to stop going to these parties. They're effecting your school life." He chewed on his food as he waited for her to answer.
Lucy stared at him with shock on her face, "The parties are not why I'm failing school."
"You're hanging out with the wrong group of people-" Bill started but Lucy interrupted him.
"I have one friend!" Lucy yelled.
Before anymore could be said over the topic, Janie changed the subject to Jude. Jude answered his mother and father's questions for the rest of dinner. Lucy just silently ate her food. She was excused after everyone had finished dinner.
She grabbed her books from the living room and raced into her room. Once in she slide down the door and couldn't stop the tears. She locked the door then crawled to her bed. She reached underneath her bed and pulled out a box. In it was weed along with her pipe, grinder and some filters. She prepared a bowl. She opened her window as she smoked the bowl. She started to feel the effects before she even finished it. She threw off her day clothes then pulled on pajama bottom's and then an over-sized t-shirt. She stumbled to her door and unlocked it. She wandered into the empty kitchen filling up a cup of water. She finished it, refilled it then went back to bed. She enjoyed the weight of her body as the weed pulled her to sleep.
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Lucy woke up when she felt his weight on top of her. She was still high from the weed she smoked before bed but she was aware of what was going on. She pushed at him trying to get him off of her.
"No daddy, please." She begged.
He kissed her forehead, "It's okay, baby." He whispered.
Lucy couldn't stop the tears from leaking from her eyes,"I don't want too."
Bill ignored her pleases as he moved her pants and shoved himself into her.
Lucy whimpered at the pain of the intrusion but remained quite after that. She learned to not make any sounds. She never wanted Jude to walk in on them and her mother pretended to not hear her daughter's cries as her husband went into Lucy's bed. She just stared up at the ceiling. When it had first started she use to pray the same pray from Forest Gump but no one ever heard her or saved her so she stopped after a year.
Bill finished and rolled over. He laid there for a moment before he got up. He kissed her cheek.
"Our little secret, honey." He whispered in her ear. He chuckled as he tucked her hair behind her ear then left closing the door. She waited until she heard the soft click then she got up ripping her sheets off. She ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower. She sat under the hot stream. Her skin was burning as the almost boiling water pelted her.
Lucy had no idea how long she had been in the shower but she had been shivering for away before she crawled out of it. She wrapped a towel around her then grabbed extra sheets from the storage closet in the hallway. She locked herself in her room and made her bed. She threw the offensive sheets and clothes into her hamper. As she crawled into bed the sun was filtering through her window and her alarm was going off. She popped her birth control then fell asleep. She didn't wake up until her alarm went off the next morning.
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Tracy watched as his father moved around the kitchen preparing them dinner.
"Are you mad at me?" He asked.
Sean stopped what he was doing and turned around to face his son.
"What? No, of course not. Why'd ya say that?" He asked confusion covering his face.
"Because of what I said in therapy, about the party." Tracy played with his fingers, not looking at his father.
Sean continued cooking as he shook his head at Tracy.
"No I aint mad. Ye're young, ya should be going to parties. Listen, I know Dr. Roo says ya need the tell Sam the truth and I agree with her." He paused and turned around to face his son. "She needs to know what ye're dealing wit. She doesn't know that ya have things ye're goin through and that you need a partner who is willing to wait and go with through them with ya. It's not fair to her and it's not fair to you." Sean walked away from the stove and crouched in front of Tracy. "I think you're reaching the point where if you don't tell her now things are gonna blow up in your face. Either tell her soon or break it off, son." Sean stroked the side of Tracy's face. Tracy nodded his head. Sean smiled the returned to cooking dinner.
The rest of the night was calm. They ate their dinner, Tracy finished his homework and watched TV before calling it a night.
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