A/N: I am so sorry for taking forever to update!!! This chapter was really hard to write and I am so sorry if it stinks, but I tried really hard.

Okay so I found a few songs that can set the mood for this chapter. It's really cool!!!!! If you don't have these songs you have to find them!!!!!

Guardian Angel-Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Come what May-Moulin Rouge

It Ends Tonight-All American Rejects

Disclaimer: WHY?????? WHY CAN'T I OWN TWILIGHT?????

BPOV

"Bella…" It looked like he was struggling for words. If he could cry it looked like he would be bawling his eyes out. "Edward… isn't going… to… make it."

BPOV

I just stared at him for a second, and then I broke down. I banged my head against the hallway wall, wondering when I was going to wake up from this horrific nightmare. From the pain that came with hitting my head I knew I was never going to wake up. This was really happening.

"No." I whispered, my head leaning against the wall. I turned around and faced Carlisle. "NO!" I shouted.

He didn't look shocked at my outburst; he looked more like he wanted to join me.

"Please Carlisle," I said more quietly. "Please tell me that you can save him."

He looked down sadly.

"Bella," He said, still calm. "There is nothing that can save him."

He was now shaking with his silent dry sobs. I had never seen the calm Carlisle so helpless, so broken. For once even Carlisle didn't now what to do.

"Can't we just change him back into a vampire?" I whispered as I lightly pulled him out of the nurse's earshot and down the hall.

"No, we can't." I could barely hear him.

"Why?" I gasped. I would do anything to keep Edward alive.

He now looked up at the ceiling as he spoke, never looking me straight in the eyes. "After looking at his heart more closely I have found that the anti-vamp solution has been attacking his heart and lungs this entire time. Meaning that it has been slowly killing him. Since the solution attacked his heart it attacked his blood as well. The majority of the blood he has left is poisoning him."

I didn't realize that the gasp I heard came from me until Carlisle took my hands in his and started to soothe me.

"There is a possibility that he might wake up but even if he does he won't live much longer. I can give him blood transfusions but it will only help him live a little bit longer. The blood I give him will just be poisoned." He took a deep breath and enclosed me in a hug. "No matter what we do Bella he will die."

I started to sob with Carlisle still hugging me. I soaked his doctor's coat with my tears, leaving wet stains everywhere.

"How…. how… much longer does he have…to…live?" I finally chocked out, sounding more like I was crying then actually talking.

"No more then maybe five hours." Carlisle said calmly. I could tell he was putting a brave face on for me but in his eyes he was sobbing just as much as me. He had to stay strong because no one else could.

I turned away from Carlisle and went into Edward's room. His heart monitor was still beeping at a normal pace. I sighed; it was the greatest sound I had ever heard.

I looked at his still body. Even with blood stained bandages on his head I still had never seen such a beautiful person, inside and out. There was so much more to Edward then just his surface beauty, something so much deeper. He was such a good person; caring, loving, and just so full of life. He didn't deserve this, not at all. He had just gotten his life back and now it was being taken away from him in a blink of an eye.

This was my entire fault. Edward had always said that he was the monster but he had it all wrong. I was the real monster. I had killed him! Solution or no solution, it was me who had crashed into him. I was the reason he was dieing.

I walked over to his bed and grabbed his hand. I very lightly kissed his hand and tried to sing him my lullaby. It made me want to cry right then and there.

For how long I sat there just holding his hand singing my lullaby I don't know. Then there were arms around me. I turned around and saw a very sad Alice with Emmett, Rosalie, and Esme behind her. I hadn't even heard them come in.

Embarrassed, I wiped away the tears and snot off my face.

"No need to need to be embarrassed Bella." Esme said reading my body language. "If I could cry I would be." I looked at her and she looked like she very well could.

How sad that must be. You can't even shed a single tear for the one you love.

"Where's Jasper?" I asked, just now realizing the tall blond was no where to be found.

"He's waiting in the car." Emmett explained. "It's hard for him to be here with all the blood."

I nodded understanding, but was distracted by Edward's heart monitor speeding up. I turned around in a flash. Carlisle was there in no time to see what was wrong. He stuck a needle into Edward's IV and the beeping slowed down to its regular self.

"He's not getting any better, is he?" Esme looked so torn.

Carlisle shook his head and went to hug his wife.

I turned away and took hold of Edward's hand and started to cry. I heard the door shut softly behind me and turned to see that everyone had left. I turned back to Edward and took another long look at his face.

His face looked so peaceful, like he had already died and gone to heaven.

I sat there for two hours waiting for him to wake up… or for me to. Then, very slowly, he started to wake up. The entire family was there as soon as he opened his eyes. He looked around at everything, slowly taking everything in.

"Oh Edward!" I gasped, getting even closer to him then I already was.

He looked at me and tried to smile but couldn't. It looked like it hurt too much.

"Bella." It was a strangled whispered.

His heart monitor started to speed up slightly. His cheeks were red but not because of me. His skin was burning hot.

Carlisle stepped forward; probably worried he wouldn't stay conscience for long.

"Edward, you have every right to know what is happening." Carlisle began. He explained everything, but Edward was speechless.

"So there is no hope?" Edward's voice still sounded horse.

"No." Carlisle's face was expressionless.

He had told me all about what had happened the first time Edward was dieing. How he had to tell his mother, Elizabeth, that she was dieing, and how she had begged for him to save her son. He had become very fond of Edward and his mother and didn't want to see anything happen to them, but as a doctor, he was not suppose to get attached to his patients. He waited a long time to decide. Elizabeth's death had made the decision for him.

It was amazing how even though the Cullen's knew they would probably never see Edward again, they acted like they were just saying goodbye and that they would see him again tomorrow.

I talked to Edward for what felt like forever, but just like all things, it had to come to an end.

I laid in the hospital bed with him, trying to have him stay with me for as long as I could. He was getting worse every minute. He was coughing more often and eventually he started to cough up blood. Other then Carlisle, none of the Cullen's were allowed in the room after that.

Every time he looked into my eyes with his own, beautiful, green ones, my heart always skipped a beat and apparently so did his. I would look at the monitor in horror every time it just went flat.

After the first time he started to cough up blood, he grew even worse. Sometimes he would cough non-stop for five minutes.

I had never seen Edward so weak and it brook my heart.

"Beep, beep, beep, beepbeepbeep," His heart monitor was starting to go going crazy.

Carlisle was there in a second and gave me a silent nod.

This was it, and Edward knew it too.

I looked into the perfect green eyes of my dieing angel. If only I had stopped him. I would do anything to save him. Without him I was nothing, nothing but a mindless zombie.

"No Edward!" I yelled at him, hoping he would stay with me. "You can't leave me. I need you."

I stroked his cheek. Unlike when he was a vampire his cheek was burning hot. The tears that were rolling down my face dripped onto him staining his already tear stained face. His emerald green eyes were just as gorgeous as his topaz ones. Only right now they didn't have that sparkle they usually did. It looked like he had given up, like he had given up on everything. He had no more energy to fight, to hope, to live. I still couldn't believe that this was happening.

"Edward you can't die on me, you just can't! How can the world go on without its angel?" I was pleading for him to hold on just a little bit longer.

"I'm s," He started to cough really hard." So sss sorry." He looked right into my eyes as he said his goodbyes. "Never forget me. I love you so much Bella. Never forget that. Please don't follow me, you deserve to live."

"No, No, No" I started to yell but then again there was nothing else I could do. I would do anything to trade places with him.

His heart monitor started to speed up even more.

Then the flat noise came.

"No Edward!" I pleaded, even though it was useless.

He was gone.

I know a lot of you are going to kill me, but before you do you have to read the rest of the story. If you still don't like what I did then you can kill me. I really want to know if anyone liked this chapter because it was SO hard to write. I promise that the next chapter will probably be the best. So please review. I can't promise how long it will take for me to update again, so it might be a while. It just all depends on how busy I get.

Kai