A/N: sorrryyy for delay, this is a Kayden angsty chp, next chp after this will be a continue on of this chapter… read last A/N to know what's it about… I'll get this chapter beta'd later, so ignore spellings=P Im too exhausted to check and read... Architecture is getting harder everyday
Chapter 7: Goodbyes Are Hard
It was around 10 pm; Kurt and Blaine were moving around the house gathering most of Hayden's belongings, while Blaine was on the phone with his great Grandfather.
The time had come and Hayden was of age now, he had officially stopped aging, just as his mate Keith, but being 18 also meant leaving New York for two years. He didn't want to leave his family, friends, but most of all Keith. It hadn't been long since they had gotten together; and Hayden did know that this day was going to come one way or the other. As much as Hayden tried to get Keith to go with him, his great grandfather refused to let any distractions near Hayden as he trained for joining the ranks of the Lords, since he was the only born descended of his blood line even though he was half human, but his powers were extraordinary to ignore.
He was folding his clothes into his second suit case; he turned to get the next item of clothing, but stopped. It had been 3 hours and Keith hadn't said one word to him or anyone, he just sat there his eyes focused on the bed sheet or his hands, every now and then flickering to see Hayden folding his clothes or gathering his belongings. 2 years, it seemed more of a whole century without Hayden, and Keith didn't want to think about tomorrow when he'd have to watch Hayden board the plane and leave him.
Hayden dropped his clothes from his hands and walked over to his bed, crawling to the center where Keith had his arms wrapped around his knees and pulled to his chest. Taking a shaky breath, feeling the sadness in him as he placed his palm on Keith's wrist, he didn't move one inch. Grimacing, Hayden cupped Keith's cheeks, lifting his face so he could look at him, he only felt his heartbreak.
Keith's face was tear streaked, his bottom lip trembling and his eyes glistening with tear "oh, baby come here" Hayden breathed opening his arms and letting Keith crawl into his lap and clutch desperately at his shirt as he began to cry.
"Don't go, Hayden, please!" he pleaded balling his hands into fists as he gripped Hayden's shirt.
Hayden felt his heart break as he held his soul mate, feeling upset watching Keith cry in his arms "I'm sorry, but you know I don't have any say in it"
Keith didn't know what came over him but he snapped after being silent for so long feeling rage inside him, he pushed himself away from Hayden's chest and said "two fucking years! Two years Hayden, you'll be in Russia, while I'm stuck here, all by myself! Waiting for you to even be bothered enough to Skype me or call me!"
"Keith calm down" Hayden said calmly.
But even that wasn't helping Keith cool down as he yelled "how can you even say that? Isn't it making you even slightly upset that you'll be away from me?"
And that was enough to push Hayden to the edge of his self-control as he yelled back "it is! But unlike you I'm not sitting here sobbing and crying my eyes out, I'm trying not to think about it!"
"It doesn't even seem like you care" Keith muttered under his breath folding his arms across his chest.
Hayden got off the bed and snapped, the very little amount of self-control he had was long gone by now "of course I care! I'm going to be in Russia! Alone! With no one there! You at least have a family here! Did you even think about that, all you fucking do is think about yourself! You always do that! I'm trying okay! I'm doing this because when I come back I won't have to go anywhere or leave you! But all you fucking do is think about how it's affecting you! You don't even care to think about what it is doing to me"
Keith was left speechless, staring at Hayden with his eyes wide open and his breath caught in his throat as new tears rolled down his cheek, looking away he swallowed hard and getting off the bed, silently putting his shoes on and walking over to the couch to get his coat.
Hayden huffed and asked "what are you doing?"
Keith wiped his tears and said "I'm going home; clearly I'm selfish enough to be upset about my mate leaving me, when I need him the most, but its okay, you're right. I'm just bringing you down, have a good flight, Hayden"
Hayden groaned and said feeling bad about being insensitive towards Keith, grabbing his arm as he said
"Keith, come on, I'm sorry, you know I get pissed off and-"
"Let me go, Hayden. I'll see you after two years" Keith said pushing away Hayden's hand and walking up the stairs and to the main door, ignoring Kurt and Blaine as he ran out of the house.
Hayden swore under his breath and ran after him "Keith! Stop!" Hayden yelled but was too late because Keith's car had already left the driveway. Anger boiled inside him and Hayden slammed the door shut, dropping to his knees he began to cry.
"Honey?" Kurt called out, walking over to Hayden and kneeling in front of him.
"Sweetie, what happened?"
Hayden shoulders shook as he began sobbing while he tried to explain to his dad "we had a fight, K-Keith… he was upset about me leaving, and I kind of snapped at him, it was my fault, I know Keith, and he's more dependent on me and it's not like I don't like it, but it's just, I hate that I made him cry, and now he went home, I'm such a bad mate, Dad" Hayden cried covering his face with his hands. Kurt frowned and took Hayden in his arms, helping him up and walking him into the living room.
Blaine looked up at Kurt and mouthed "what happened?" Kurt nodded and told him to wait as sat down with Hayden crying in his arms.
Once Hayden's crying had stopped he kissed his forehead and said "okay, now you listen to me, you're not a bad mate, its hard time for you two, and it's okay to be upset, and you over react or get angry because, one you get that from your Papa, and two you should learn to talk it out before getting angry, honey. Now wiped those tears and go to Keith, okay? I don't want you to go to Russia with regret okay?"
"Okay" Hayden mumbled, Kurt wiped his tears and kissed his cheek "I love you, honey, now go and make up, you're Papa and I will pack the rest of your stuff"
"Okay, love you too, Daddy" Hayden said kissing his Dad's and Papa's cheek before he ran out of the house grabbing his car keys.
As soon as Hayden's car left the driveway, Blaine looked at Kurt with a stern look "I'm not that bad! Kurt! I don't get angry; I have learned to channel it"
Kurt chuckled and kissed his forehead, patting his cheek "sure you don't honey"
"I don't!" Blaine protested.
"Mhm, sure whatever you say, love" Kurt said placing a kiss on Blaine's lips.
30 minutes later, Hayden was now standing in front of Keith's house, smiling hesitantly at the house maid when she opened the door "H-Hi, is Keith home?"
She smiled back and said opening the door for him "sure, come in, he's in his room"
"And his parents?" Hayden asked looking around the house.
"They're gone on a cruise, it's their anniversary" she told him.
"Oh, okay, thank you"
Taking a deep breath Hayden knocked on his boyfriend's door before turning the knob and opening the door slightly as he called out "Keith?" when he got no reply he opened the door complete to fine Keith lying on his bed curled up in a ball with his back to Hayden. Hayden knew he was awake he could tell by the way Keith sighed into his pillow when he heard Hayden close the door and lock it just in case.
Hayden walked over to the bed, sitting down hesitantly on the bed looking at Keith's back as he began what he had planned to say while he drove here
"I know you probably don't want to talk to me, and I completely understand it's just, I'm going to be gone soon and I don't want to go to Russia knowing you hate me, so it's okay if you don't want to come and see me off and if you want me to leave, but I just wanted to say that I love you and I'll miss you so much, because every day I spend in Russia will be for you, because as soon as I can finish my work the soon I can come back to you, if you still don't hate me…" he waited for Keith to turn over and take him in his arms, maybe even forgive him; he didn't want to go to Russia with regret, when Hayden thought Keith wasn't going to move, he sighed; trying to contain his tears as he whispered "g-goodbye, Keith"
"Don't you ever say goodbye to me!" Keith yelled, getting up from his bed and throwing his arms around Hayden.
Hayden sighed in relief and wrapped his arms around Keith holding him tightly as he buried his face in his mate's neck, letting his tears fall "I'm so sorry" he said against Keith's neck his fingers digging into Keith's back.
"It's my fault too" Keith said running his fingers through Hayden's hair, trying to soothe him as he pressed kisses to Hayden's neck, and hair.
"I didn't mean it" Hayden mumbled.
"I know"
Hayden lifted his head, looking deep into Keith's eyes as he said "I love you"
Keith smiled tilting his head and brushing his lips against Hayden's and whispered "I love you more"
After that things escalated between the two, as desperation took over them and soon they were ripping each other's clothes off while their lips kissed any part of skin they could, their hands grabbing each other as moans filled the room, they both stumbled across the room until Keith fell on the bed with Hayden on top of him, his hands gripping Keith's sides as the vampire wrapped his legs around Hayden's waist, moaning when they're erections came in contact with each other both of them began rutting against one another, Keith arched his back against Hayden's, tossing his head back when Hayden bit his neck.
"Hayden! Take me, please, I need you" Keith growled.
As soon as reality hit Hayden he pulled away from where he was marking Keith's chest, covering it with love bites he said, trying to regain his breath "we have to wait"
"Why? I'm ready, you're ready I want you so bad" Keith whined, grabbing Hayden's head and kissing him again
Hayden sighed and said, his fingers caressing Keith's neck and cheek "Keith, I'm leaving tomorrow, and I don't want to mate with you knowing I won't be able to be with you tomorrow"
"Okay" Keith agreed in defeat and rested his head on the pillow beneath him
Hayden smiled, kissed Keith's cheek he whispered in his ear teasingly "as soon as I come back from Russia I'm going to ravish you and fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk"
"I'm looking forward to that" Keith said rolling them over so he could pin Hayden to the mattress and kiss him hard.
The next day Keith and left with Hayden to see him off at the airport, along with the Hummel-Anderson, he waited patiently as Hayden said goodbye to his parents and his sister, he looked over his sister's shoulder and saw Keith staring down at the pavement his head down and his shoulders slumped in defeat.
"So, this is it" Hayden said
"y-yeah" Keith whispered, not wanting to look at Hayden because he was too scared to see him leave, knowing ti would be so long till he would see him again, but Hayden wasn't letting him off the hook he lifted his chin and frowned when he saw tears rolling down his mate's cheek
"Hey, no tears okay?" Hayden said
"I really don't want you to go" Keith told him, his bottom lip trembling.
Hayden pulled Keith in his arms and said "please, baby don't cry, I don't want to go and you know that, just don't cry, I don't want to leave knowing you'd be in tears when I leave"
"It's going to be so long till you come back, Hayden, I never realized it would be so hard" Keith said against Hayden's neck.
Hayden pulled away and said "give me your hand"
"W-why?"
"just give me your hand" Hayden said with a smile, Keith sniffed and wiped his eyes, letting Hayden take his hand, he then felt a cold metal thing sliding on to his finger, when he looked down at his hand, he saw Hayden had put a Platinum ring on his ring finger, which was engraved and had small diamonds around it.
Keith let out a gasp "H-Hayden-"
"it's not an engagement ring, I wouldn't propose to you without making it extravagant for you, but I wanted you to have this because even If I'm not here, I'd know you have a small piece of me, and so everyone knows you are mine, read what it says" Hayden told him
Keith focused on the engraving and read out "you & I forever and more… Hayden! It's-"
Hayden didn't let him finish and said "I love you, and just be brave for me, I may be gone, but my heart always belongs to you" Hayden waited for Keith to reply back but instead was met by a pair of lips, and arms wrapping around his neck, holding him imprisoned in the circle of Keith's arms as he kissed him fiercely.
Hayden moaned into the kiss wrapping his arms around Keith's' waist, they pulled apart and hugged each other close as Keith whispered in his ear "come back to be"
"Always" Hayden whispered
"I love you" were the last words they said to each other, not daring to say goodbye as Hayden kissed Keith one last time before he grabbed his luggage and walked inside the airport waving his family and hopefully soon-to-be-fiancé goodbye, he was determined that when he returns he get down on one knee and ask the love of his life to marry him, this gave him the motivation to finish his work in Russia as soon as he could so he could be back in his mate's arms.
A/N: next chapter will include Kayden reunited plus first time ;)
Btw quick question… (This is cuz of curiosity) To those who are my readers, who live in Pakistan AND are associated or in any way affiliated to Beaconhouse National University in Lahore….
I won't judge! Besides considering I wrote a fic like TUF I shouldn't be the one to judge plus, my mind is a judgmental free zone!
So do let me know if any of you are Beaconhouse National University in, Lahore
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Till next update, bye and have a good day =)
