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"Fuck baby," Kakashi grunted as Naruto worshipped his cock. Both of the older mans hand stroked the part he couldn't fit in his mouth and Kakashi enjoyed every minute of it. He massaged Narutos head and would occasionally grip his hair when he felt eenspecially good.

Naruto looked at him with teary eyes and loved how Kakashi became weak when he sucked him. Naruto felt so empowered.

When Kakashi had enough of the erotic picture, he took his cock out of Narutos delicious mouth and pushed on his chest down lightly until the blonde was on his back. Kakashi got on his knees in between Narutos legs and took a hold of his knees and slid him down until his butt left the edge before raising his leg up to spread him wide. Naruto gasped as he looked down and saw Kakashi staring at his pucker intently then lick his lips. Naruto looked away and turned red.

Ugh, everytime Kakashi did that he thought of a predator feasting on his prey. It was hot.

He looked back down and became curious when Kakashi stood up and sat down on the ledge to his right. The younger man hooked his left arm under Narutos knees and pushed it up to his chest, folding him and exposing him. Narutos hand automatically went to rest on Kakashis arm and he looked up to see Kakashi staring at him before he felt the mans other hand massage the outside of his ass. Realization hit him and he stared wide eyed at Kakashi before he shook his head no. Kakashi merely licked his lips. Naruto tried to get up fast but the arm under his knees weighed him down hard. He knew this position. Kakashi did it once and it nearly drove him crazy and they were outside where he could be heard! Granted there were wooden shades surrounding them but the noise would still get out.

"Scream for me, sensei," Kakashi had an evil glint in his eyes and he inserted two fingers in without mercy.

"No! Kakashi please do..."

Knock knock

Both parties looked towards the door as a knock came. Naruto have never seen Kakashi so irritated before it would have been funny except for the fingers that were starting to massage his prostate slowly from the inside. Narutos eyes closed as he tried to stifle his voice. Kakashi looked down at him and gave a half hearted reply to the intruder

"What is it,"

"Young master. I was wondering if you need your back scrubbed,"

The unmistakably seductive voice snapped Naruto out of his pleasure world and he glared daggers at Kakashi. He tried to get up but Kakashi held him down easily. The fingers moved a bit faster, distracting him.

"No, I don't. I'm busy,"

"But young master.."

Who ever was behind the door was persistent and Naruto would have been mad if the fingers inside him didn't pick up a merciless pace. A third finger joined in to the knuckle and scraped upward on his prostate repeatedly. His ass came off the floor at each pull and Kakashis arm muscle bunched up with the power he used to lift Narutos lower half.

Naruto was helpless at the onslaught.
His pleasure filled screams and orgasm was ripped from him and he looked at Kakashi and shook his head, begging him not to. Kakashi smirked and pulled his fingers out to look down at his gaping hole and to slap it lightly before inserting all three fingers again and renewing his merciless finger fucking. Naruto shrieked and screamed at the mind numbing pleasure that Kakashi invoke in him. He tried to get away weakly and Kakashis answer was to hold his ankles in one hand and folding them up to his head. Effectively immobilizing the moaning and screaming blonde.

They forgot the person outside as they always do and indulged in each other. Naruto didn't know how many times he came from Kakashis fingers and he was weak when Kakashi finally pulled his fingers out only to replace it with his cock. The bigger man hunched over him and kissed him sensually all over his face, neck, ear and mouth as he fucked Naruto with slow and deliberate thrust.

"God, Kakashi... mmmm," Naruto moaned helplessly as pleasure after pleasure went through him. Kakashis ass flexed over him with each controlled thrust and Naruto spread his legs widely, welcoming him.

"You like that baby, hm? Your pussy tightens when I kiss all over you like this," Kakashi whispered hotly to his ear before tonguing it slowly. Naruto moaned and whimpered and he reached down and gripped Kakashis muscled ass. Two hands went under his blonde head and held him close before Kakashi kissed him slowly on the mouth. Naruto loved this side of Kakashi too. The romantic and loving side. He also loved the rough and dominant side so he's not complaining.

"I'm cumming," he whispered to his man and whimpered lowly.

"Me too," this time, his orgasm was slow and he felt Kakashi cum inside him as the man grunted deeply. Naruto laid down exhausted.

"We're not done yet old man. Let's move to the bedroom,"

"But.. I can't walk,"

"I know," the proud response grated on Naruto and he opened his eyes to glare up at Kakashi.

Naruto would have protested further but he felt himself lifted with Kakashi still inside him. Still hard as rock. His breath left him at being impaled so deeply. He was sat in a table and dried what the man could reach without separating them before a robe was wrapped around him and Kakashi did the same to himself. Naruto was lifted again and carried him out the door.

"Wait Kakashi! Someone will see...,"

"They won't and we're both covered. As long as you keep quiet they won't know that I'm still inside you," Naruto stared at him like he was crazy but he lost focus when Kakashi started walking. Pleasure zings went through his entire body up to his ear and head and his mouth fell wide open. Kakashi kissed him hard before he could get a scream out and kept walking like nothing happened as Naruto quieted down. The man was seemingly uncaring of how he was bouncing on such a huge cock. If anything, Naruto could swear Kakashi was doing it on purpose. Strong hands supported and massaged him from under his ass as Kakashi led them across some hallways with the whimpering blonde clinging to him. Naruto was thankful that it was dark and no one was around. He couldn't believe what Kakashi was doing but it turned him on so much.

"We're here sensei. Good job holding it in," they got in front of the door and Kakashi took a hold of his knees and raised him to adjust him but raised an eyebrow when Naruto gasped.

"Oh my god!" Narutos scream reverberated as Kakashi lowered him hard all of a sudden, impaling him deeper than ever. The bigger man did it over and over using his hands under Narutos knees to lift him up and down like a rag doll. Narutos clung onto Kakashis neck and screamed his orgasm, not caring anymore who heard him. At the back of his mind he was glad that Sakumo sans room is on the other side of the huge compound.

"Now sensei. We're not inside yet. I told you to be quiet until we were. Tsk. My disobedient baby needs to be punished," Naruto heard rather than saw the evil grin. Kakashi used his foot to push the door open and stepped into the huge room. It has its own living room and refrigerator with the bedroom separated with another door to the left side. Kakashi went straight to the bedroom and deposited Naruto on the bed.

The man stood up and took his robe off. Naruto, despite his panting and exhausted body, stared at Kakashi and licked his lips. He can never get enough of Kakashi's amazing body. Not many had that natural manly and effortless demeanor anymore. Not many can pull it off. Everything about Kakashi was MAN. Naruto shivered as he thought about what Kakashi would look like when he's in his prime. Though he look like his father, Sakumo is more 'gentle' demeanor and Kakashi had that quiet and brooding way about him. He was one of those who gets better with age.

Naruto whimpered and bit his lip as Kakashi caressed up his thigh exposing his legs. He looked displeased but the last never left his eyes and he stared down at the porcelain skin.

"What are you thinking about at a time like this sensei?" the man ducked down and bit the inside of Narutos thigh none too gently. Naruto gasped and spread his legs unconsciously. He whimpered again when a big tongue laved the bitten part.

"Mmngh.. I was thinking about what you would look like when.. *gasp* when you get older," Kakashi sucked on his skin leaving a mark before taking a hold under his knees and spreading him up and out. Kakashi didn't say anything as he stared down at the reddened hole. Naruto moaned loud as Kakashi engulfed his dick to the hilt and at the same time sneaking a tongue out to lick his balls. Narutos body bowed around Kakashis head and his moaned and grabbed hard onto the silver hair.

"God!... babe.. so good..!" he clung and gripped, riding the amazing pleasure until he came into the amazing mouth with a whimper before flopping down limply. He opened one eye lazily as Kakashi crawled up to him.

"You taste good all over you know that. So sweet," Kakashu kissed him slowly and sweetly on the lips before kissing down to his neck and just staying there laving his tongue around the sensitive area. Narutos eyes closed at the sensation.

"Open for me baby," a huge dick entered him slowly and without notice and all Naruto could was gasp.

"Ooooh.. so big.."

"What was that? Hm?" a sudden shove had him grunting as his body jostled up the mattress.

"Oh yes! You're so big Kakashi, I love your cock so much!" Kakashi growled proudly and rewarded him with another hard shove and a slow grind. Narutos toes curled. He wrapped his legs around Kakashis waist, trying to pull him closer and deeper but Kakashi didn't even flinch at the weight and controlled the pace. He loved Naruto with quick and shallow thrusts then deep and slowly grinding ones, making sure Naruto felt all of him. And oh God did Naruto feel him. He watched Narutos face and gauged which move brought him more pleasure but it seems that everything did because Narutos face was a mess. His eyes were rolled and unfocused, his mouth constantly open and drool almost dribbled out before Kakashi lapped it up and shoved his tongue inside the open mouth. He broke the kiss and whispered to Narutos ear.

"You'll be there when I'm older so you'll find out. I'll be a man you'll be proud of. I'm not letting you go Naruto" but Naruto was too gone to hear what Kakashi had said.

And it didnt seem to bother the young man.


"Who was she?" Naruto asked as they were lazing around on one of the veranda in their traditional Japanese yukata. It was 10 in the morning and they had just finished eating having just woken up. Sakumo was having his daily business talk on the phone in his room. Kakashi had kept him up until 3 in the morning and he was a bit tired but the younger man seemed more refreshed that usual. Damn young stamina. He had remembered what happened the night before and he tried not to sound concerned or insecure but it had nagged him so he just went right to it.

Kakashi turned to look at him as they sat side by side. A hand snuck around his waist and pulled him closer.

"She used to be one of the maids but became an assistant to one of my fathers assistants," Naruto turned to look at him and Kakashi was looking at him with unreadable face. Naruto swallowed.

"Did.. did you sleep with her?"

Kakashi watched his face for a moment before answering.

"Yes. Before I met you. She is 2 years older than me and had been under our employment since she was 16. Her mother and grandmother also served our family," Kakashi paused. Naruto bit his lip.

"She's your childhood friend?"

"..You could say that. Then we became physical. We haven't been together since you, sensei. Yesterday was also a surprise for me,"

"Which one is she?"

"The girl with platinum white hair and blue eyes,"

Naruto bit his lip harder.

"She's... very beautiful.."

Naruto had seen the girl. She stood out with her long silky, flowing hair, ice blue eyes and luscious pink lips. She had black framed glasses but while it looked nerdy on Naruto, only added to her alluring and goddess like beauty. She was one of the ones not in maid uniform but a professional looking suit that accentuated Naruto started chewing on his lips. Kakashi had slept with her, he knew Kakashi wouldn't betray him but she was beautiful. She lived under the same roof with Kakashi and they see eachother everyday. Why was she still living here? Obviously she still wanted Kakashi because she was brazen enough to try to get him in the bath. Naruto hated himself. The dark feeling was there again.

A hand went under his chin and a thumb took his abused lips out. Kakashi made him look at him.

"Maybe. But to me, I don't see anyone but you," Kakashi leaned down and kissed him sweetly. Naruto reciprocated in kind. They kissed and Kakashi caressed his hair and back, reassuring him. But the image of silky long hair persisted.

The dark feeling didn't leave Naruto.


The rest of the stay had been pleasant. Sakumo had mentioned one time for Naruto to call him father in front of everyone present which included a handful of maids and a butler and his secretaries who had come to discuss some things. Naruto had turned all kinds of red much to Sakumo and Kakashis amusement before Kakashi had laughed and hugged him and kissed his forehead. The others were cleverly silent.

There was one time that had bothered him. Sunday morning when he woke up Kakashi wasn't with him so he got up. He walked out and into the huge tatami living room and didn't see Kakashi there. He found him in a hallway talking to the girl with blonde hair with his back turned to him. It seems she was showing him a paper for work and when she saw him approach she'd stepped closer to Kakashis side and put her hand on his broad shoulder subtly. Naruto had stood frozen and she looked at him with unreadable eyes as if telling him that he was encroaching on her territory. Naruto had never felt like an intruder his whole life. They looked like a picture perfect couple. He had turned around and went to the bathroom.

Kakashi dropped him off at his apartment that evening and Naruto stood in the middle of his apartment. He took off his clothes and and left his underwear on and went to bed.

He dreamt of the girl with beautiful blue eyes.


Naruto couldn't concentrate. It's been 2 weeks since then and he couldn't calm himself down. He kept having dreams that wakes him up at night. It doesn't help that Kakashi had been going overseas during the weekends again and they barely had any time together. At the same time, he was glad because he felt ugly. The jealousy and dark feeling in him keeps resurfacing and he didn't think Kakashi wants to see this ugly side of him. This isn't the sad kind of jealous but the all consuming and ugly 'I want to shout and nag' type of jealousy. He was the adult and he didn't want Kakashi to lower his outlook on him.

He was a nervous wreck.

Worst thing is that he had seen the girl more frequently when Kakashi was picked up. She was the one waiting for him alone with the driver and bodyguard. Jealousy would rear its ugly head but he had stopped himself when Kakashi turned to him. They haven't had sex since then either and Kakashi was so busy with the finals coming up again that there were no time for quickies. No hugs, no touches, nothing.

Naruto felt insecure and ugly. He knew he had started to develop dark eyebags and he hadn't been able to keep himself up and looked exhausted than usual. Kakashi had asked him if he was sleeping or eating properly and he had smiled and said yes, trying to sound energetic. Kakashi looked at him for a moment and didn't say anything.

That's another thing. Kakashi hadn't been persistent anymore. Though, before, he would complain about Kakashi being so persistent about touching him, now he misses it. He didn't know if it was just him but he felt a gap between them that he couldn't put his finger to. Maybe it was just his insecurity. He had wanted to ask Kakashi more but he was afraid he would just start sounding like a nagging girl. He missed Kakashi and his warmth and affectionate ways.

Naruto sighed.


Naruto closed the classroom door and made his way to the entrance. He had finished grading the papers was on his way to go home when he caught a glimpse of Kakashi. He stood there, mesmerized as the man walked without noticing the people staring at him in awe and admiration. He catches attention everywhere he goes and Naruto couldn't help the small sigh that escaped him. He hadn't talked to Kakashi in 4 days. The longest they've gone without talking. The daily calls and texts had gradually lessened. Kakashi would see him from time to time and the man would just wave at him like usual. There were no touches or smiles or hugs or anything anymore.

It's been 4 weeks since he visited Kakashis house and it seemed that everything was going slow for him. He clutched his bag to himself and bit his lip to keep himself from crying right there. He was being unreasonable. Maybe it was the finals, he had reasoned with himself. But finals had finished last week and Kakashi still haven't talked to him. They haven't spent time with eachother at all since then. At school he still smiled and went about normally. But inside he was a mess.

He didn't even know if they were still together.

He made to wave and to say Kakashis name to catch his attention when another said it and he turned to see the same blue eyed girl waving at him. He looked back at Kakashi and his heart almost stopped when he saw the man smile and nod to the girl before making his way to her and the car waiting for him. His hand fell to his side. He could feel his heart beat faster and everything went silent around him to the point he could only hear his blood rushing.

A hand waved in front of him.

"Sensei are you alright? You were just staring off and you look pale," a concerned student asked him. Naruto snapped out of it and turned a forced smile to her.

"Oh haha, sorry I forgot something and just thought about it. Thank you" the student laughed but still looked concerned and told him to take it easy.

He didn't know how he got home that day and he was glad it was a weekend. He ate, took a bath, graded papers and moved almost mechanically. At night, he checked his phone and tried to sleep but laid awake instead. His mind blank. He woke up that morning and checked his phone again.

Nothing.

He wondered if this is what being heartbroken is like. He's never been in a relationship before so he didn't know. You couldn't sleep, couldn't eat and couldn't concentrate but you can move in a mechanical way. You constantly checked your phone to see if that someone remembered you at all. Naruto felt like a walking zombie.


'Ding dong'

Naruto woke up with a start. It was Saturday evening and he had spent the day inside doing work and watching tv and drinking.

'Ding dong'

The door chimes again and he dragged himself up. He had a splitting headache. He had drunk himself to stupor that afternoon just to get some sleep and mercifully he had gotten some. He opened a bleary eye to look at the clock by the futon he had slept in. It was 11 at night. Who in the world is it? None of his friends better have come while drunk. They had invited him out but he had refused and made excuses. He didn't want them to see how he looked right now. Ugh, a drunk person taking care of another drunk person isn't exactly ideal.

'Ding dong'

He yelled for the person to wait and he clumsily stood up and walked to the door. He didn't bother with the half empty bottle of sake on the table. He'd never been a drinker and drinking that much was not a good idea. He's regretting it now as everything hurt his head.

"Yeah yeah," he said as he opened the door.

The last thing he was expecting was Kakashis huge frame at his doorstep.

Naruto stared at him, dumbfounded. Was he dreaming? It was like deja vu. Like the 5 days of not talking to eachother had erased the memories and reset it and he just stood there admiringly at the handsome man.

"Hehe.. this is a nice dream," he knew he sounded idiotic but he felt like one of the distant admirers again. And the alcohol still in his system was not helping.

Kakashi raised his eyebrows. He looked at Narutos underwear clad body and stepped inside causing Naruto to tumble back a little. Big hands caught him and steadied him. Naruto didn't know if it was the soft touch or Kakashis proximity or his smell or the fact that Kakashi was in his apartment or the alcohol that did it.

He broke down.

Hard.

"Why are you here?" that came out harsher than he imagined.

When Kakashi didn't say anything, Naruto looked up to him. Kakashi had a surprised look in his face. Naruto wasn't surprised. He'd never used that tone on anyone. He tried to pull away but Kakashi held on.

"Let me go! Get out!" he managed to say in between tears. He knew he was a mess. He knew this was an ugly side. But he couldn't help it. His heart hurts. His mind is tired. He felt drained. And he just wanted to forget. Deep down he was readying himself for Kakashi to walk out. No one likes to deal with this. He wouldn't blame Kakashi for leaving. They never fought like this, and it felt one sided. Naruto laughed self deprecating, seems like it's been one sided for a while now.

He was surprised when he was swept off his feet. His world turned dizzyingly and he suddenly felt sick.

"Oh god, gonna throw..."