Everything Is Not What It Seems
Chapter Seven
WARNING: Violence and some degrading words are said in this chapter! I will put a warning before those scenes so that for anyone that is triggered or does not like these types of scenes can skip right over them. But for the ones who are not triggered please enjoy!
I DO NOT CONDONE ANY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS SUCH AS THIS ONE I MADE UP, PLEASE DO NOT THINK I DO. Enjoy!
Victor POV:
Finding out that the one you loved left you even though they had promised not to was heart breaking. Makkachin was laying on the end of my bed, I kept asking for Makka to come here but she wouldn't even turn to the sound of my voice. That hurt too, she's my dog. I had already booked a flight for Japan, it would be leaving tomorrow morning at 9 AM. I'd find Yuri and then I'll never let him out of my sight again, I'll never let him talk to anybody, they'll keep putting things in his vulnerable mind and he'd believe them. I don't… No, I can't have that. He's mine, I love him so much. After I had hit him, he started obeying me as well, maybe I'll have to punish him again. That's all he needs, is punishment until he obeys and never leaves me again.
To be honest, I just don't understand why he'd even want to leave me. I love him so much and all that I've been doing was because I love him, I'm obsessed with him. His mahogany eyes behind his blue rimmed glasses. His brown hair, his laugh. His smile when he's happy and not full of anxiety or stress. I just wanted my love back with me, so we can be together forever. Yakov had tried to talk me out of going to Japan, but I was having none of that! Yuri is mine! Yakov nor anyone cannot tell me what I can and can't do. I own Yuri, and at the same time, he owns me. That's how it works, we own each other, we love each other, but the more dominate is the boss, he or she controls everything. I have to bring him back; our balance is already falling off the tracks.
I sighed and stood up going to make a quick dinner and then go to bed, I was going to Japan tomorrow to bring Yuri back the next day. Of course, I've already booked a hotel room for he and I, so no one bothers us. I don't want his mother or anyone else to stop me. I had every damn right to Yuri! I wanted to scream out to everyone and everything trying to stop me from getting what is rightfully mine.
After eating, I took a quick shower and went to bed dreaming about having Yuri safely and obediently in my arms.
~Next Morning; On Plane~
Victor POV:
I was getting excited I was getting closer and closer to Yuri through every mile past on the plane. I brought Makka with me, I'm sure she'd like to see Yuri too. I could barely sleep on the plane, my body and brain were just filled with excitement from getting to see Yuri and bringing him back home, where he belongs. I looked out the planes window and saw all the puffy clouds and smiled. Yuri always loved looking at the clouds from the plane. It's closest you could probably get to without skydiving; he said he was too anxious and scared to try skydiving. Now that I think about it, maybe I can help it get over it by suggesting it again. I'm sure by the time I decide to ask him again, he'll be obedient and do what I say, when I say it.
Yawning slightly, I decided to try and sleep again and closed my eyes. I woke up to a flight attendant telling me that we're in Japan if I were getting off here. I smiled kindly at her nodding and stood up getting my luggage then getting Makka from where they place animals that go on the plane. She woofed a bit when I grabbed her leash from one of the guards who had to hold her since she was so strong. I smiled at the guard, thanking him for holding her leash as I walked over here. He smiled back, and I was on my way to the train station leading to Hasetsu, where I knew Yuri would be at his parents onsen/inn.
I'd be in Hasetsu around 1 AM, it was currently day in Russia, so it was the middle of the night here. I'll get Yuri tomorrow; my hotel is in Hasetsu just a few blocks away from the Inn/Onsen. I signed in at the hotel and went up to my room with Makka walking peacefully beside me. I sighed to my self and decided I wasn't even tired, but of course, that's because I'm used to the time in Russia. The time difference is huge with Japan and Russia. Makka climbed on to the bed and promptly fell asleep. I swear, she could sleep anywhere if you let her. I stroked her ears slightly then sat on the bed as well looking through my social media. I went through Instagram the most and saw a few posts from Yuri and Phichit and Yuuko too. Yuuko's posts were mainly filled with her at the rink or at home with her triplets and her husband. Phichit's was filled with places and important building in Japan as well as Yuri.
In one post of Phichit's Yuri was sitting at a table and eating Katsudon while watching some old skating seasons. I couldn't see who was skating, but I knew it was a previous skating season. Phichit's caption said:
GuineaPigMaster: Yuri is so much more relaxed at home, he's been smiling so much more. Guess he was just home sick. Love you best friend. Katsuki_Yuri
And, of course, he had a bunch of smiley faces too. I looked at the comments all saying prayers and hoping that Yuri gets better and that they're rooting for him at the Grand Prix Final. I saw a comment from Yuri himself:
Katsuki_Yuri: GuineaPigMaster why'd you gotta post an ugly pic of me! Thought you were my best friend.
But Yuri was just playing because he put a bunch of laughing faces and smiley faces. Oh, what I wouldn't give to hear his laugh and see his smile again but have it because of me. I scrolled down to the next post, it was by Yuri this time. He had been at the rink, and late too since this only post three hours ago. It was a selfie of Yuri, Phichit, Yuuko, and the girls all on the ice. Phichit held up a peace sign with his right hand and his left hand were around Yuri's shoulder. Yuuko was on the other side of Yuri, blocking Yuri in with the triplets in the front makes poses. Yuuko was just smiling as she had her right arm around Yuri's waist. Yuri's caption was simple, as always of him. He said:
Katsuki_Yuri: I'll see you guys at the Grand Prix Final! And I'll win! With my best friend and my biggest supporters! GuineaPigMaster YuukoAndTriplets Minako345
Though Minako wasn't in the picture she was still a big supporter of him. Of course, she did suggest he go into ice skating. Yuri was smiling with both his arms wrapping around Phichit's and Yuuko's waist. His smile was more blinding than anything the sun could ever do. I grinned hugely at his smile and scrolled through seeing the comments from fans telling Yuri, again, that they are rooting for him and supporting him a lot. Saying that they love him and hope that he feels better. I scrolled to another post and saw it was Phichit who had a picture of Yuri asleep on a couch, his glasses slipping down slightly.
He was drooling slightly, and his mother was in the process of laying a blanket over him. She had the most loving face as she did too, you could tell she loved her son dearly. Phichit's caption was:
GuineaPigMaster: Yuri was finally able to fall asleep, his anxiety was too much again. But he's getting better, we're all helping him and so are you guys! Keep doing what you're doing, he's smiling more and laughing more. Thank you for caring! Katsuki_Yuri Hiroko_and_Takahiro Tiger_Of_Russia
Why was he tagging Yurio? I sighed shrugging and thought, maybe they'd actually grown to a sort of friend ship level. I scrolled to see comments from fans saying you're welcome and we'll do what we can and stopped seeing a comment from Yurio.
Tiger_Of_Russia: Tell him to call me when he gets the chance. Or just text me yourself. I'm worried.
As always, Yurio's comments are always clipped and simple and a little stern. Maybe I could comment on one, let them know I'm on my way. I bit my lip thinking hard on it but decided otherwise. I wanted it to be a surprise, too see Yuri so happy I'm here now. I smiled softly and clicked off of Instagram and decided to read a bit until I would go and see Yuri at the Inn/Onsen.
~Several Hours Later~ ~8:36 AM~
Yuri POV:
Phichit and I were about to head out to the rink so that we can practice our programs for this season. If I were not with Victor, I still needed to practice. My mom has been helping me a lot when it got bad and it has helped me. I'm getting better, slowly but surely. I've had another anxiety attack, but Phichit and my mom were able to help stop it before it got too bad. "Phichit! Cooome on slow poke! I wanna practice!", I whined out to the Thai man as he jogged into the door way area. He laughed lightly and happily at my whining and I laughed with him and waved to my mother and father and gave sister a quick see ya later and Phichit and I were off.
It was nice weather today, maybe after practice Phichit and I can just walk around a bit and admire my city, maybe even go to Tokyo for a bit. It's been a while since I've been to Tokyo. "Yuri, how are you feeling today", Phichit said from beside me as we walked on the side walk. "Honestly Phichit, I feel great today. It's just a nice day too, what do you say about going to Tokyo after practice?" I asked him, smiling softly. "Awesome!" He squealed out and laughed and said, "I swear, I'm going to go deaf sooner or later with your squealing". He laughed loudly and wrapped an arm around my shoulders. "Come on, if I don't make my best friend deaf what kind of best friend would I be then?" He asked laughing and I laughed loudly with him knowing he was right.
We got to the rink after about 20 minutes and we were saying hey to Yuuko when Takeshi and the girls walked in. I waved to the three mischievous little girls that were Yuuko's. They smiled waving back at me and Phichit; Yuuko let us go onto the ice but told us to be careful since it was the time where it would be open to the public and not just to us. We nodded to her and stepped onto the ice going to the middle where cones were put down to let us know where the professional skaters can skate only. So, this meant we couldn't completely do our whole routines or we'd be in danger of running into each other or running into a child or another adult. So, we decided to just work on our jumps that we aren't getting right.
After a couple hours Phichit and I went back to our bags to get some water as I saw my phone flicker with a few texts. I had asked Phichit if I could have my phone back and he happily gave it to me, of course, the catch was, was that I had to at least post a few pictures on Instagram. Reluctantly I agreed. It was from Yuri wondering if I'm doing okay, wasn't it like, just the beginning of midnight in Russia? He should asleep. 'Go to sleep, you need it. You don't have to worry about me, worry about yourself'. I pressed send then went back onto the ice. Sure, I know Yurio would yell at me for saying that, but I know he cares I just don't like seeming like I'm a burden to him.
He's a teenager for goodness sakes, he has other things to worry about than a 24-year-old-anxiety-ridden grown man. After practicing for a few hours, Phichit and I decided to do a quick wash up in the lockers showers then headed straight for a train after asking Yuuko if we can keep our bags in her office for a bit. She happily agreed and locked them up for us and we were on our way. The girls wanted to come too, but I really just needed to spend some real time with my best friend for a while. (My best friend was on her way as I typed this out XD I love her so much) I told them maybe next time I go to Tokyo, I'll take them to a carnival or an amusement park. They agreed and said to send bunches of pictures which Phichit happily obliged in saying, "Of course"!
I shook at my head softly and only 25 minutes later we were on the train to Tokyo. My head was on Phichit's shoulder as he looked through Instagram. "Such a social media freak huh", I said laughing slightly at him and he pouted but I could see the laughter in his eyes. Two seconds later we both burst into uncontrollable laughter, it took about five minutes until we could finally breathe. "Man, I seriously feel amazing today, especially with my best friend", I said sitting up holding my abdomen which hurt from the laughter just a few minutes prior. "Good Yuri, because you deserve it. Now get in this selfie with me, I did promise the girls", He said, and I laughed mumbling, "We aren't even in Tokyo yet though". He just laughed at me as I hung an arm over his shoulder and he held up a peace sign as well as I.
He snapped the picture then posted it to Instagram tagging the girls and I myself in it, as well as Yurio. His caption:
GuineaPigMaster: Tokyo here we come! Been a while since Katsuki_Yuri and I hung out together. YuukoAndTriplets Tiger_Of_Russia
I smiled at him and 10 minutes later we were in Tokyo. We stepped off the train and walked up the steps to see the city. Tokyo was always so busy on the streets but honestly, I loved it that way, reminded me that Japan was my home and Victor wasn't here to hurt me. First Phichit and I went to Tokyo Tower and of course, he took a million pictures. We went to see the Cherry Blossoms and just walked around Tokyo. Tokyo of course, was too big to see in one day, but it was still so fun. My phone rang with a phone call and I glanced down freezing in place my eyes growing wide. "Ph-Phichit", I whispered out, barely audible. "Phichit stopped and looked at me and I slowly showed him my phone. My hands were shaking as Phichit grabbed my phone turning it off completely. I shook and Phichit pulled me into a hug.
"Come on, lets go to a café and try and relax okay", he said slowly pulling me along the busy side walk. I nodded slightly at him and we walked to a nearby Café called Hard Rock Café Tokyo. Walking into the café I started thinking; Victor can't control me, I just have to be stern with him. Tell him straight up! But, what if he hits me again. I don't want to be hit again, but then again, I'm not a toy, I'm a human being. "Yuri", I blinked out of my stupor from the sound of Phichit's voice and looked from the ground I was staring at intently. "Okay, what's on your mind? Talk to me glasses." He said smiling softly using the nickname he gave me back in Detroit. I smiled a bit and said, "Just thinking about Victor".
If I said nothing, Phichit would know I was lying and give me his stare. The stare that says, 'I know you're lying. I am your best friend, now talk'. And, I decided to skip the step through our little conversations like this. "Is it because he called you out of the blue"? He asked me, and we sat down in a corner booth as a waitress dressed like she was in a rock band came over and asked us if he wanted anything in Japanese. "I'll take a hot coffee with extra sugars please", Phichit said. I had forgotten that I had been teaching him Japanese, so I was surprised. I guess he's almost fluent in it. She wrote that down seeming surprised that a foreigner knew her language and I chimed in and said, "Hot coffee, black please. And ma'am he only knows some because I've been teaching him some." She smiled kindly at me then blinked and said, still in Japanese, "Oh my god, you are Katsuki Yuri and he's Chaulnont Phichit!"
I swear she's a louder squealer than Phichit, but I bit my lip forgetting that I could be recognized in Tokyo. I looked to Phichit for help and he spoke, softly and soothingly as if to keep me calm. "Yes, Ma'am we are, we're just trying to have a simple outing with each other. We're best friends you see." He smiled kindly at her and she quickly bowed and said, "Oh, I'm sorry. I should contain my self more". I smiled lightly at her and she nodded then walked off, I'm assuming to get our drinks. "I'm so glad we could spend some time together Yuri. I missed you so much. You're so relaxed back in Japan and makes me wonder, why not just stay in Japan with you Yuri", Phichit said suddenly, making me blush and stutter out, "P-Phichit, stop saying embarrassing things". He laughed softly just as the waitress from before coming over and gives us our drinks we ordered.
After she left I began slowly sipping at the bitterness that I called coffee. Phichit made a disgusted face at me and I laughed as he pouted and said, "I still don't see how you can just drink it without a sweetener or creamer". He always did hate black coffee. I laughed quietly at him more as he sipped at his coffee. I stopped laughing, looked at Phichit once and we both burst into laughter again. It was really hard to not laugh out loud and disturb the other customers. It took almost 10 minutes for us to stop laughing completely. We finished our, now cold coffees, then left the Café and started walking around other shops.
I looked up and noticed how dark it had gotten and turned to Phichit, "Hey Phichit, it's gotten pretty late, lets go back to the onsen and relax". I smiled at him and he shrugged nodding slightly, "Sure, I don't mind", He said. We started walking back to the train station to get back to Hasetsu. I kept having this weird feeling of being watched and it made me shiver and shift a bit closer to Phichit. "You okay Yuri? You look like your freezing even though you were fine just a second ago", Phichit worried slightly. "I-I just felt a weird chill through my body like someone's watching me", I said looking down at the ground already regretting telling him, he's gonna think I'm an idiot. "Let's hurry to the train station then Yuri, if you're feeling comfortable tell me okay. I'm your best friend, aren't I?" He said softly, and I blinked slightly looking at him in surprise.
I nodded, and we started walking faster, I hadn't even noticed that I had began to grab Phichit's jacket tightly. 10 minutes later and we were finally inside the train with this many people around. Usually I would be very anxious with this many people around but, this time I'm a little glad for the busy time and so many people, if something were to happen, I'm sure someone has to see it and hopefully stop them. I jumped slightly when I felt an around slung around me but looking over I saw it was Phichit as he smiled at me. I tried to let out something resembling a smile, but I was still very uncomfortable. Phichit pouted then took out his phone snapping a quick selfie with me and immediately posting it on Instagram.
I stared at him incredulously and he stuck his tongue out at me and showed me the post. Phichit, of course was smiling, his arm still hung over my shoulders, but I was staring at the camera, my eyes wide and seeing everything around me, you could tell my shoulders were just a bit tensed. His caption said:
GuineaPigMaster: Everyone send love to Yuri, he's having a rough time. Katsuki_Yuri Tiger_Of_Russia
He put a few smiley faces and upset faces and already the notifications were showing up.
YuukoAndTriplets: Tell him to focus on his self and that you're there for him. Love you Katsuki_Yuri
Minako345: Focus on your self Katsuki_Yuri or I'm having you drink with me
Minako, was always joking, maybe I will just have a nice chat and drink with her soon, it's been a while. Yurio comments too, He should still be asleep though.
Tiger_Of_Russia: Katsuki_Yuri, call me if you want to talk about anything. And, calm your shit down, your fine.
I knew he meant well with his attitude, he's just not one to show his emotions a lot. I gave Phichit his phone after the automatic voice message on the train told us we've arrived in Hasetsu. We were back at the onsen in under 15 minutes and went to relax in the hot water. "This feels great", I breathed out and Phichit giggled and agreed with me. After a bit Phichit and I stepped out of the hot spring and went inside to the showers, rinsing and then dressed.
Victor POV:
It was 9:40 PM and I was in the onsen, Yuri's sister, Mari was glaring at me and Minako, his ballet instructor was calmly sitting across from me, well maybe it was just too calm the way she was acting. After getting here, I was almost jumped by Mari and Minako, and I mean literally jumped. Mari had almost hit me in the jaw when Hiroko saw the scene and stopped her daughter, though she didn't seem to happy about who she had saved from her daughter's wrath I was still thankful, though I didn't voice it. I bit my lip and saw out of the corner of my eye Yuri and Phichit, they were animatedly talking about something. Yuri looked to be laughing at his friend as Phichit explained loudly how he was doing on a few of his new jumps and step sequences he's using.
"Yuri!" I yelled out not being able to contain my self and I watched as he froze, his smile was gone, and he slowly turned to look at me. Phichit was none to happy to see me, but I didn't care. My Yuri is in front of me! I jumped over the small table I was sitting at and instantly had Yuri safely, but tightly, in my arms. He was shaking and whimpering slightly. The excitement must just be over whelming for him. "Oh Yuri, you're safe now, everything will be okay, we can go back home and talk over what happened", I said to him soothingly, but with a small bit of a warning. By talking over I mean punishing the man of course. "N-No, please let me go, Phichit! Mari! Minako-Sensei!", He was squirming about, pushing on my chest to get away just as Phichit tackled me and Yuri backs up and runs off.
Dammit! They keep ruining my plans to be with Yuri. I thought angrily and threw Phichit off me and I ran out the onsen door and just sat on the steps knowing that if I stayed any longer I'd do something I could regret later. Yuri looked terrified, were they doing things to him? I bit my lip and tightened my hands into fists as tightly as I could. I didn't understand, Yuri and I loved each other. Breathing out, slow and even breathes I stood up just as the front door opened and there stood Yuri holding his glasses in his hand as he shut the door. "Yuri", I breathed out with a breath I hadn't realized I was holding the moment the front door opened. He froze and looked at me and I smiled at him opening my arms for him.
"Oh, Yuri, please come back to me. I love you so much, you mean the world to me. No, you are my world", I began as he slowly put his blue rimmed glasses on his face. I saw him bit his lip then say, "If you loved me then you wouldn't have hit me". I blinked, completely dumbfounded then ground my teeth together. "I know, and I am terribly sorry, sometimes I can't control my anger or my emotions well and it comes out in violence. Please Yuri, I am so sorry", I continued biting my lip, maybe a loving and kind side will help ease him over to me.
He blinked biting his lip more then slowly stepped into my arms and said, "O-Okay, L-let's try this out again". I smiled at him holding him close to me and slowly leading him off of his parent's property. I left Makka at the hotel. Walking along the road I felt Yuri tense up more every time I rub his back softly. What have they been doing to him, he's so scared. "Don't worry, Yuri, you are safe with me okay", I said lightly and soothingly. He nodded slightly just as we got to the hotel, 5 minutes later. And, only after a few more minutes, we were in the hotel room and Makka was instantly by Yuri's side whining and barking softly. Yuri bent down and hugged him around the neck and petting him as well.
After Makka was done with the greetings from him he sat on the bed and Yuri sat next to him. "Don't worry girl, I'm coming back. I'm gonna give your dad another chance okay", He said to my poodle and she barked again, lightly. Yuri giggled at her but sadly I had to break this up and say, "Yuri, what the hell were thinking! Leaving me". I think I had growled it at him and I watched him whimper and start to shake as Makka growled standing on the bed and over Yuri's lap staring me down. Makka really has gotten attached to him, but he's my puppy, he must stay.
"Why do you always have to go and be dramatic about everything, you know I love you so much", I said stepping a bit closer and Makka poised to be ready to attack. "Makka, settle down girl", Yuri said bringing Makka to a point of her laying on his lap instead of standing over it. "Answer me Yuri", I stared at him my voice low and monotone. "I'm sorry that my anxiety and depression and all my anxiety attacks bother you so much! Maybe, you need to learn that I'm not a toy!" Yuri screamed at me, his face was red, and he had tears at the corner of his eyes. I was about to yell at him for talking back but he continued before I could. "Maybe you need a counseling session for your obsession over me being your damn doll! Maybe you need to see what's really in front of you and if leaving you for a while has to make that happen, then well it's going to happen!"
His tears were falling heavily down his face now, his glasses slipped off from his face at his violent screaming at me. I don't need to see a counselor, I'm completely sane. I just love him so much. I growled at his back talk and stepped in front of him grabbing his biceps and throwing him on the floor. Makka was freely barking, and loudly too. "Makkachin! Silence!" I demanded her and thankfully she still listened to her owner and she stopped barking. Though, she didn't stop growling at me ready to strike me if need be. I took my eyes off her to look at Yuri on the ground huddling in a ball, his knees up to his chin as he curled in on himself.
~VIOLENT SCENE~
"Please Victor, don't do this again, please", he begged me but I tched and said, "No, Yuri, sometimes punishment, is an order". I said to him and brought my leg back kicking him in the side again. he grunted in pain from the impact of my foot. Makka was growling at me still, but I could tell she didn't know what to do. I was her owner. Whimpering he begged me to stop but he should know it was no use, I won't stop until he obeyed me. I guess, that's exactly what I want. "Yuri, you know I love you. I'm just showing you how much I love you, you mean the world to me", I said and pulled him up, so he was standing but leaning heavily against me.
~END, it wasn't big but I still want to be nice and let others know~
Yuri POV:
Is obedience really what he wants from me? Is that even how a relationship works? Is it love? Adoration? Admiration? I'm not sure but he said he's only doing this because he loves me; I guess he's right, he's only proving to me he loves me, though I don't understand. Yuuko, always exclaimed that her relationship with Takeshi was amazing, that it brought three more reasons to feel so loved and happy. The way she described it was completely different then Victor and I's relationship. Sighing heavily, I leaned my head against his shoulder and thought: I was just overreacting. Maybe it's the stress of the Grand Prix coming up. "I-I'm sorry Victor for over reacting and creating this big drama. L-Let's go home." I said softly against his shirt. He only nodded and in a few hours, we were on a plane back to Russia. I hadn't even told my parents or Phichit, or Yuuko or even Minako. Victor had almost demanded we go back now. Sadly I had to agree but my valuables were at the onsen.
I told Victor that my things were at the onsen and he sighed and said, "Fine. Go and get them, I expect you back here in an hour and a half. Understand?" I shivered slightly but nodded and quickly left. It was pitch black outside, though were in the city a bit, there were some lights from street lights and a few houses still with some lights on the windows. I quickly walked into the direction of the onsen. I took my phone from my pocket and saw it was midnight. Everyone would be asleep at the onsen, Phichit, might not be. Standing in front of the onsen doors I slowly opened the door, as quietly as I could. So as not to wake anyone who may be sleeping.
I tiptoed to my room and grabbed the main things I needed to go back to Russia then left just as silently and hours later we were on the plane. Victor was asleep beside me on the plane seat and I was looking out the window into the dark sky. I should be getting some sleep, but I just wasn't feeling tired at all. My hips and legs hurt from earlier tonight and my head was swirling with so many things. Does Victor really love me? He wouldn't hurt me if he loved me right? But, then again, he said he's doing this because he loves me, and I never really had any reason to doubt his words. Maybe I should believe him, trust him. But does that mean that I'll have to give up being me or he won't love me anymore. I don't know how I'd feel if Victor didn't really love me or if he never loved me in the first place.
It all was just swirling and swirling in my head screaming at me to leave him, but I don't want to. I love Victor, I do love him, or is love different than looking up to someone? I sighed out heavily and decided to close my eyes, maybe try and get some sleep. 15 minutes later, still not even tired at all; guess this is another sleepless night for me. Instead I just watched the stars and a few clouds go by as the plane flew on different cities and a country. The speaker started speaking jolting Victor from his sleep. "We are arriving at Aeroflot Airlines (Aeroflot is a real Russian Airlines in case anyone was wondering while you're reading this), please put your seat belts on, turn off all electronic devices." The woman behind the static said and I watched as Victor grumble irritably but put his seat belt back on and reached over to do mine just as I was about to.
I made a face but he glared, just slightly and I immediately moved my hands from the belt buckles and watched him buckle me in like I was a child. Honestly, it was kind of embarrassing, a 24-year-old man getting buckled in by a 28-year-old, and his fiancé at that. A few minutes after that we were off the plane and I was at the baggage area as Victor went and got Makkachin from a security guard holding the strong dog so she wouldn't jump on any small kid or bite anyone, which I knew she wouldn't do that unless she or her master or I was threatened. I retrieved our luggage's just as Victor walked up grabbing my arm and basically pulled me out of the airport.
~A few berating words happen here, none too serious but just for the triggering to some people~
Almost an hour later we got to the apartment where all hell broke loose. Victor put Makka in the bed room and Victor repeatedly screamed at me, "You are so lucky we have competitions coming up or you'd be in for it! Why the hell did you think it was okay to leave the country without telling me, let alone without my permission! Are you crazy!" I shrank away from his loud, shrilling voice that was dangerously close to my ear drums. "I'm sorry Victor, please I'm sorry. Sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me, and you know that. I'm sorry", I began begging him, knowing that this was all my fault, all of it! I felt so ashamed I let my head down and accepted his berating words, listening intently. "Anxiety anxiety anxiety! That's always your excuse Yuri, can it with that. It's got nothing to do with that!".
~End of few berating words~
I didn't know what to say at that at all, it was the second most horrible thing someone has ever said me. It's worse coming from the person I love the most though, maybe he's right though. Maybe I'm just making excuses and he's calling me out on my bullshit. I looked down, staring at the carpeted floor beneath my socked feet. "I'm sorry, I'll do my best not to burden you anymore, or anyone else." I said, my voice almost sounded robotic to me, but I just hadn't realized how stupid and over dramatic I can be.
After I said that he tched and walked off, I didn't move until I heard a, "Yuri, make me breakfast". I jolted and was in the kitchen, instantly grabbing some ingredients for pancakes, eggs, and I found some sausages. I just have to do whatever Victor says and we'll be fine. I'll be fine, maybe he won't hit me if I obey.
Okay, so I know this is a long one and I did take extra care to go through and make sure they're weren't too many mistakes or grammar errors or spelling errors. I am also doing my best to make my writings better to read and understand. But progress is slow, I am getting busy with GED classes I'm taking at a near by High school close me and I have work coming up heavily and Prom in a week to go to. So please bare with me. It had taken me a few days to write out a couple of the scenes in this chapter because every time I would type it out I would find it was distorted and it seemed it went by too quick so please, I hope you enjoy and constructive criticizem only please. Read and Review, and remember please enjoy and have fun!
~Cadytheneko~
