I woke up in my bed the next morning, because I snuck off in the middle of the night.
I knew this would happen. Regrets filled my mind, just like he filled me last night.
Oh, God. What has a one night stand turned me into?
I don't think he thinks this is a one night stand. But for me, it is.
Making my way into the kitchen, I sensed he was up. Because I smelt an omelet. And seen the omelet. And heard the omelet cooking.
He smiled at me, and his bronze hair was proof that last night did happen. I imagine that I had sex hair too.
"Goodmorning, beautiful," he said, kissing me on the forehead. I tried my best to give him a smile and hide my regret. But I couldn't.
"Whats…wrong?"
"Edward."
"Oh, shit. Now I see why you snuck off in the middle of the night. You regret this."
"Well…do you?"
"No, Bella. I don't. Last night was…beyond amazing. I know a one night stand when I see one and that was definitely not just a one time thing…I hope."
"Edward, who was that blonde girl? Did you cheat last night…because…"
"No, that was Tanya Denali. You haven't heard of her? Anyway, I was just working on an audition with her. We're old friends. But…that kiss you saw, was just a scene. I just made you think it wasn't."
"Why would you do that?"
He smiled sheepishly. "To make you jealous."
"But…what…Edward, do you…like me?"
Edward looked ashamed and went back to cooking breakfast. "Well, yeah. I thought you felt the same."
My heart sank. I do, but I don't. I didn't know what to do. But all I know, is last night shouldn't have happened. Not when there were so many things that needed to be addressed between us. So, I said what needed to be said. What was on my mind.
"Edward, last night…it was a mistake."
He turned around, and looked profoundly hurt.
"Fuck, Bella. I can't believe you. So do you always lead on guys like this or is it just me? Because to be honest, I feel like shit right now."
"Edward, please. I just…"
"What was it then, Bella? Was it pity because I got my ass kicked by some lowlife scum? Or was it just a thank you for sticking up for you? Because I didn't do that for the sake of defending your honor. I did it because I care about you."
"But why do you? I've been nothing but a bitch to you."
"Bella, no. I see right through that. Its all a front you put on because you are afraid of letting people in. But right now, yeah, you're being a bitch. I put my heart on the line and this is what happens."
I was furious. "Oh. So this is all my fault, huh? Well, you know what? Fuck you, Edward Cullen."
And with that, I left.
A/N: Very short chap, I know. Just clearing the air and what not. Review please. I just gave you 4 new chapters. Pretty amazing if you ask me.
xoxo, B.
