We sat on the floor of my closet. We had probably gotten through about 3/4's of the shirts, and there were still about 20 piles of shirts surrounding us. We hadn't talked very much other than a few words about passing a shirt or how many I have. It was never like this we me and Jacob. We always had an easy way of talking to one another. It felt very awkward.
" Nessie I can't believe how many shirts you have!" He looked at me. This had been our conversation for the past two hours.
" Well Alice is my aunt." I looked over at Jake. He was focused on folding a light blue cashmere v-neck sweater. Clearly he wasn't going to tell me, I was just going to have to ask.
"Jake?" My voice was quiet, I was very nervous. What if he got mad? I didn't want to make him angry, but this not knowing was killing me.
"hmmm?" He cocked his head in my direction. A questioning look on his face. He looked so adorable when he did that. I had to fight a sudden urge to kiss him. No I needed to focus. Now that I had his attention, and i couldn't the look in his. The look that he clearly wanted to give me whatever i wanted, I was nervous.
"What were you guys talking about this morning?" I didn't look at him. I focused on a shirt in my hands, twisting and turning it so I never need to look into his eyes. He didn't answer. I had to look up, I had to see in his eyes what he was thinking about. I met his eyes. There was a look I couldn't decipher. Again he quickly masked it.
"Oh that." He laughed and shook his head. " You caught that did you?" He continued laughing. Why was he laughing, I didn't see the humor in it.
"Yeah I did. It was kind of hard to miss." I said a matter of fact. Jake just continued to laugh. " You don't need to worry about that, Nessie." I just looked at him, I was shocked. " Why do you keep saying that. I heard you guys say my name! It was about me! So clearly I need to worry about it!...." I was shouting at him. He made no attempt to stop me. I was so frustrated with the answer of: I didn't need to worry about it. I was standing over him panting, trying to catch my breath from my tirade.
"Calm down Nessie," He reached up for my hands, taking them between his. He gently pulled me into his lap. "Do you really want me to tell you? It will ruin the surprise. But if you want i will tell you." His voice was so calming, soothing. He still held my hands tight in his. I didn't say anything. "So do you want me to tell you?" I nodded my head. I wanted to know. I hated surprises.
"Well everyone knows how nervous you are to start school. So this morning your dad called a meeting to discuss you a new school present. Just something that would make it easier." My eyes widened. It was a logical answer to why they had been having a meeting with out me. But it didn't explain why Alice had said a man's name. Abram was what she had said. This name that had sent Jacob growling fiercely. The present excuse didn't answer that.
"What about Abram?" I asked shyly. I was still nervous he would get upset.
"Who?" He had a confused look on his face. I wasn't sure if he was confused about the name or that I knew about that. "Alice had said something,-- well a name. Abram? What was that about?" He still looked confused, but also like he was thinking.
" I don't recall Alice saying anything about an Abram?" He stuttered at the name. "Nessie you know I would tell you if I knew." He snuggled his face into my neck. He started kissing my hair, my neck, and my jaw bone. It was a total distraction, I couldn't focus on anything I was thinking or on what he was saying into my skin. I turned my head so that our lips met. There was no hesitation as our tongues started their dance. He rapped his arms around me pulling me closer. I felt us start to fall back knocking over a perfect stack of clothes. The kiss only got deeper, there was no sign of letting up. I liked that. I liked that the passion was increasing and not being muted.
I was the one who broke the kiss. I looked at his beautiful face. I was sprawled out over his body with his huge hands placed perfectly on my hips. He just gazed back at me, questioning what I was doing. I bent my head back in, meeting his lips again. He rolled my over, ruining another pile of clothes. He was on top of me. His hands were no longer on my hips, but were now either side of my head, holding up his weight so not to crush me. He bent down and kissed me, but broke away before it could get to intense.
" I love you Nessie." I blushed. I loved hearing that he loved me. It sent a warm tingling feeling through me. "I love you too." I did. I loved him more than anything else. I wanted him more than anything else. I'd be happy if we could stay like this forever, him positioned on top of me, and me able to stare at him.
His eyes drifted over me. I was only now aware of what I was wearing. I had on a low cut frilly white shirt, and dark wash jeans. He started to kiss me, then he slowly started to move to my chin, my jaw bone, my neck, my collarbone, and down from my collarbone to my chest. Where he stop just above the swell of my left breast. I felt cold with out his lips on my body. He picked up his left hand from where it stood next to my head and move it down my side till it reached the bow that was tied tightly between my cleavage. He pulled on one of the ties letting it fall open. Then his hand continued its journey to the hem of my shirt. With the bow untied it was easy to see my bra and more of my breasts. I moved my hands from around his neck and started to unbutton his shirt. If he was undressing me, then I was going to do the same. It was only fair.
His fingers drifted lightly against my skin as he started to raise my shirt. He pulled it so it exposed my stomach, then a little higher so it exposed my bra and breasts fully and then he lifted it off and over my head. I had reached the last button on the bottom of his shirt and started to pull the shoulders off of him. He helped me, by shrugging out of it. He was beautiful. The planes of his chest were flawlessly sculpted and tinted brown. My slightly pallor skin looked white against him now. I lifted my head to plant a kiss on his chest. I kissed his shoulders and his very broad chest. The heat of his skin felt amazing against my lips. I suddenly felt his lips at my neck again working his way down to my chest.
Again he reached the swell of my breast, but instead of stopping like he had the last time he continued to kiss. The hand that had just helped him remove my top now rapped around me to my back. It brushed up and down my spine searching for the clasp that held my bra fastened in place. He found it and in one smooth move it, so it no longer held a place on my body.
I blushed. I had never been this exposed to Jacob before, What if he didn't like the way I looked? What if I disappointed him? Doubt suddenly washed through me. I had wanted this moment to come, and now that it was here I was nervous, scared even. As if he could sense my nervousness.
"You are so beautiful Renesmee. I am nervous too. But we both want this. It feels so rights. We belong together." His words washed over me like a song. His words vanquished all my fears. Like he said we belong together. We belong together, They rang so true. " I know we do." I whispered into his ear. He gently took his left hand and cupped my breast. Amazing! It felt so magnificent against my sensitive flesh. A smile broke out across his face.
"You like that?" I asked teasing him. He laughed, and I think I even saw him blush. "Yes Nessie, I do." He leaned in and kissed me. His thumb brushed lightly over the peak of my breast. I groaned a little at the sensation the washed through me as he touched me. I let my hands slid up and down his chest and over his shoulders. I ran my fingers through his hair, bringing him in closer to me. I wanted no space between us. I wanted to be connected. I lowered my hands down his chest again, but instead of making the trail up I settled for the waist band of his jeans. I found the button and unhooked it, and unzipped the zipper. He mimicked my motions, dragging his giant hands down the side of my body. Finding the button of my own jeans and undid it. I loved this!
One of his hands undid my pants as the other kneaded my chest. I could feel myself getting more and more aroused. I could feel Jake's own arousal as I pulled away at his pants. He looped his long fingers in my belt buckles and slid my jeans down my legs. We were both now just in our underwear. Jake lying on top of me, kissing my neck, touching my breasts. This was perfect. This very thing was exactly how I had imagined my first time. Except I am not sure I imagined it feeling this good when he touch me.
I was grateful for the bra and underwear I was wearing. Not that I had been planning this, but it was the luck of the draw that I should be wearing, a pink lacy bra with matching underwear. Jake seem to like them. His eyes widened when he had seen the lace bra, and now he was smiling even bigger as he removed my pants to reveal matching underwear.
"If I didn't know any better I would have thought you had planned this." He laughed against my stomach, his eyes still on me. I smiled and chuckled.
"Your just lucky I guess." I winked at him and laughed a little more. His face was suddenly in mine. "I am the luckiest man in the world Nessie." And he kissed me with complete lust and passion. I pulled at his boxers, I was ready for him. I was completely aroused and ready for him. He got my hint and pulled my pink lace underwear off my body. I did the same to him. Suddenly we were both completely exposed. There was nothing between us, no barrier of clothes, just our bodies touching. I felt him starting to shift his weight, and suddenly his arousal was up against mine waiting for permission to enter.
I looked up at him and smiled, I was ready, I wanted this. He looked down at me taking my smile as permission to continue. His large hand grab hold of my thigh and brought me leg around his waist. It gave him perfect access to my enterance that was eargly waiting for him. He pushed a little at my entrance, and then withdrew. I moaned a little. He just smiled. This time he pushed a little harder, going a little deeper, and then withdrew. The next push was the hardest of all, but he fully entered this time. I let out a whimper. It hurt a little, my eyes started dew up at the new pressure. He stopped and look down at me, looking at me.
"Nessie are you ok? we can stop? I don't want to hurt you." I clenched my eyes. No I didn't want him to stop. I didn't answer, the pain I had felt a minute ago had started to subside.
"No No Jake, please keep going. I want you to." He looked down to make sure I meant it. I nodded my head and smiled.
He started out slow, moving back and forth. This didn't hurt this felt good, great actually. I felt it building in my stomach, the pleasure. I moaned to encourage him on. I wanted him to go faster, deeper, harder. He took my cue and started to pick up pace. It felt extraordinary.
"Jake... Oh jake." I wanted him to see how much pleasure he was giving me. I wasn't even sure my power would explain properly how i was feeling. With every rock of his body, the pleasure built.
"Yes Jake..." I was moaning with every thrust of his hips. My back involuntarily moved away from the floor in an arch towards his chest. I rapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to myself. This was complete ecstasy! My moans started to turn into light screams of pleasure. He was going deeper and faster, continuing to thrust and build pleasure for me. I started to move my hips in the same rhythm he had created. It only brought on more pleasure. With my hips moving with his he could go deeper and harder. He thrust again, this time the pleasure that had been building exploded. OH MY GOD! I had never felt this feeling before. I had NEVER felt this phenomenal!
So this was what an orgasm was like. The feeling of my orgasm made my toes curl, my hands fit in my hair, and my eyes clenched in pleasure.
"Oh--MY-- GOD!" I was shouting. I was just hoping to go my parents didn't decide to come back and hear this. "Jake.... Jake..... Jake!" I threw my arms over his shoulders and pulled him towards me, scrapping my nails into his back. I was shaking it felt so good."Oh Nessie!" I knew he had reached his climax too, as he thrust harder into me.
He started to slow his rhythm before finally stopping. I was panting again, but this time not from anger. He slump over on top of me. I ran my hands through his hair and over his back, as our chest rose and fell in unison. I kissed his cheek the was pressed up against mine. "That was amazing Jake." I whispered into his ear. He leaned back so I could see his smiling face. "Was it as good for you as it was for me?" I laughed at him. "there aren't even words for the way I felt!" He leaned in and kissed me.
He rolled off the top of me, so the we were laying side by side, in my enormous closest. I rolled onto my side so that I was facing him. He had a huge grin stretched across his face as he stared up at the ceiling. I nestled up against his side. He turned so his long arms could engulf me. I felt so safe in his arms. He was smiling and kissing my hair. "I love you Nessie." "I love you too!" I kissed his naked chest again.
Just like an alarm clock set to wake you from a perfect dream, I heard my parents enter the small cottage. Great, I wasn't aloud to stay blissed out for to long was I.
"Jake?"
"I know Nessie I heard them too." He released me, and with perfect unison we jumped up and started gathering all our clothes. I looked around. The piles of my clothes we had been spending hours folding, were all strewn out across the closet. I was completely dress. I looked about normal, hopefully.
"Jake!" I said in a harsh whisper. He looked up from trying to find his top, "Don't think about this ok?" He nodded his head and went back to looking for his shirt. I know my dad had agreed to back off, but I still would rather this stayed between Jake and I.
I situated myself on the floor again acting like I had been folding a White T-shirt.
"Knock, Knock." My dad, Alice and my mom stood at the door. "Oh Hey guys." I said. They had entered the room and looked around. They looked around obviously confused at why there wasn't more done, since me and Jake had been here almost half the day.
"What have you two been doing in here?" My mom voicing her curiosity. Crap how was I going to explain this.
" Well.... We were folding clothes and then Jake made a comment about one of my shirts, so I hit him." That was plausible right? I shot Jake a look. He nodded his head in agreement. Good he thought it was a good excuse. "Anyway he hit me back and before I knew we had ruined all the work we had done this morning." I smiled. They just looked around the room. Maybe my lame excuse had worked.
"hmm." My dad let out. Then he focused back on my. " Nessie, We don't want to disturb you but, we have something for you." I looked up at him confused. They were all smiling at me. I turned my head to Jake, he was just smirking at me.
"Oh ok! well give it to me." I stuttered a little. I put out my hand thinking it was something small that they would give me to unwrap. My dad just shook his head, mom just smiled, it was alice who spoke. "Oh don't be silly honey. Its not in here with us. You have to follow us to get it." What? She just took my already outstretched hand and pulled me out the door. Everyone followed behind. They must have been very excited because Alice started running at vampire speed out of the house.
"Wait Alice the blind fold!" Rosalie was yelling at her. There was a blind fold involved. She stopped suddenly yanking a bandanna around my eyes. "No peaking Renesmee."
"I never peak Aunt Alice." I laughed as she pulled my again. We came to a of jolt of a stop. I could smell we were in the garage, and the entire family had joined us.
"Ok Edward, on the count of three. One, Two, Three." The blind fold was suddenly removed and right before my eyes stood a beautiful black Cadillac XLR-V. It was exactly the one I had been asking my dad for. I was awestruck!
"Oh My God! DAD!! you didn't! I love it!" I was squealing incoherent sentences. I was jumping up and down still squealing with excitement.
"I knew you wanted one, and we all thought that it would be a good starting high school gift. Something to make it easier."
"I love it dad!" I ran over and hugged my dad. I peck him on the cheek. "Your welcome Nessie." He laughed. I turned to my mom. "Thank you mom." I hugged, and kissed her cheek. "I'm glad you like it." I hugged, thanked and kissed the rest of my family. I finally got to Jake. "So this was the surprise you were talking about this morning." I said as i hugged him. "yep. I knew you would love it." "Thanks" I said as I leaned in a kiss him. I pulled away. "But it still isn't better than the gift you gave me." I leaned back into the kiss.
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Hey guys!
So this is my second long chapter in two days, it probably looks like I have no life, (I do i promise) but I am having such a good time writing all these chapters. I hope you all enjoy reading them as much as I like writing them. Remember to review. It makes me want to continue writing. Ok so this was my first lemon I have ever written. I am sorry if it wasn't that great, But i didn't want to raunchy with Jacob and Nessie(especially their first time). I hope you liked it. Up next I think it is about time Nessie started school finally! hahaha. Well remember to review! Love hearing from you guys! Tell me what you think about the lemon in this. Please tell me if you think it was terrible. Hope you all enjoy again. Thanks!
