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Chapter: 7
Carlos opened his eyes, but yelp when the bright light hit him. He felt so dizzy and tired. His arm ached and his head pounded. He sat up and looked around, then he remembered everything, he was at the infirmary. I am at the infirmary? Who brought me? Carlos furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
Then he remembered.
Oh god….James brought me? … Oh no! James brought me...he knows…
"He knows…" Carlos muttered to himself. He looked at his arm and saw that it was stitch up, he make a sigh of relief when he saw that his arms had stopped bleeding.
"Oh, look who wake up…" said a voice. Carlos turned around and saw nurses Lacey walking to the room from the bathroom.
Carlos just stared at the nurse breathing faster, watching her as she walk to the cabinet and pulled out some items from it.
"How are you feeling? Do you feel light-headed? Nauseas?" the nurse asked walking to the boy and sitting beside him on the table. He shook his head and look ahead he tried to process what just happen.
"I'm fine…" he said with a hoarse voice, he stood up and a wave of dizziness wash over his whole body. He stumbled back and grabbed the table that was beside him.
The nurse noticed this and she stood up and walk to a cabinet filled with medicines.
While, she wasn't watching Carlos looked around the place his eyes land on an object on the counter
Take it…
A smile grew on his face. He walked as quite as possible, grab it and put it on his pocket.
The nurse Lacey turn around and walked to him handing him two white pills, he stared at them not really sure if he should accept it.
"Take it…they will help with the dizziness and pain…" she said with an unusual sweet voice.
"This are not…poison right?" Carlos asked looking at the pills.
"I don't hate you that much…" she said with a smile on her face but that statement didn't make Carlos to happy instead she frowned at her words.
I don't hate you that much…she steel hate me…
Carlos took the pills, the nurse hand him some water. He took it and drank the pills.
"Carlos made sure to clean the cut two times a day or asked Mrs. Knight to do it…" the nurse said writing on her clipboard.
"Sure I will…" he said sarcasm dripping from his voice.
"She doesn't know right?" She asked glaring at the boy in front of her.
"Pss! I'm not that stupid…" Carlos said laughing a little.
"Carlos this is not normal…" she said shaking his head.
"What are you talking about?" Carlos asked smirking.
" You know what I'm talking about don't act stupid with me…the reason you are here is not normal…you need help…" the nurse Lacey said her voice soft and tender but that didn't work because soon Carlos smirk was replace with an angry expression. He cross his arms over his chest and took a deep breath he was about to snap.
"Nurse Lacey I don't need help…I'm fine..." he remarked a little annoying because of the woman in front of him.
"Here take this…" she said giving him a paper.
"What's this?" He asked looking the picture that was on the paper, it was a tall, white building.
"S.H.R. Self Harm Rehabilitation center…but it your choice if you want to go…they could help you stop…" she said pointing at the fold paper in Carlos hands. Carlos let out a frustrated frown and curse under his breath, couldn't this woman understand that he didn't want help?
"What if I don't want to stop? What if I like the feeling?" Carlos snapped.
"Look kid you-"
"No you look. I'm fine, I don't need help from you or anyone else! So suck it up because this is my life know and I like it!" Carlos said mad as ever, the nurse just glare at him.
"What about your friends?" Lacey asked.
"I don't care what the people think about me anymore…" he said turning around and walking to the door. He didn't care what the people think about him. Why would him, if everyone hate him.
"Then my job is to call your parents or guardian…so…I'm gonna do that…" the nurse Lacey said, she walk to the counter and grabbed the phone that was on top of it. She deal the familiar number of Mrs. Knight.
"Whatever…." the boy said walking out of the door and slamming it behind him only to be meet up with a tight bear hug. It was James he forgot that James was outside. Did he heard everything he said?
James pulled away and looked at the boy, but he just look down.
"We need to talk you know…" the brunet said with a soft voice. Carlos looked up and saw the tear stained on James cheek.
But he didn't care, he didn't care if he hurt him inside, if he made James or anyone cry. He just didn't care about anything anymore. The world was nothing for him anymore, because since he was 12 he started seeing the world other way.
James looked at him and sniffled, what was going on with him? Didn't he understand how much he hurt him? How much he hurt himself?
"I know what you going to say James…you're going to say 'you need help'…I know that for now on every one is gonna say 'you need help'…but one thing people don't understand is that I don't need it, I'm mess up already, what good can anyone do? I'm over, no one can help and no one ever will…" Carlos said.
And with that Carlos left.
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Thanks for reading guys and hope you like it.
I think the plane crash will be maybe on chapter 11.
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