Sorry, i had a complete mental block with all the ... stuff that's been happening in psych season 5.5, (trying not to give spoliers away) if you're watching it you'll know why am finding it

but here it is, may not be that good however i can promise once i get past this part it will become better


Shawn groaned and rolled over, looking a his clock; 2.47am. Groaning again, he turned his pillow over, giving it a hit before closing his eyes again. But his mind wouldn't stop buzzing. This was a normal occurrence, after years of training, his mind was always on the going, constantly remembering every.

However this time, his thoughts were only on two thing; Carlton. And the kiss.

Shawn smiled in the darkness, touching his lips lightly. Even though it was hours ago he could still feel the tingling sensation Carlton's lips has caused.

An image of Juliet flashed into his mind, making his smile falter. What was he supposed to do? He may have been a player but he never cheated if he was in a serious relationship, or that's what Shawn always told himself since he had never been in an actual relationship until now… and he had kissed someone else.

Guilt settled into his stomach, he began to feel really sick. Looking at his clock again it read; 2: 49am. Shawn wished morning would hurry up and come already.

Suddenly his phone began to vibrate indicating a message. Puzzled as to who would be text him at this time Shawn opened the message and saw that it was from Carlton. A slow smile appeared on his lips.

Go to sleep. Worry in the morning. Shawn gave a small laugh as he typed his reply.

Y r u still awake? Btw it is morning :P

Studying, I'm finishing my essay off. You have no excuse. Sleep!

*sighs* ok I'll go 2 sleep now. Night x :P

Good boy, night.

Shawn lay the phone back down, and began wondering how Carlton knew he was still awake in the first place.

20mins later his phone vibrated again.

I told you to go to sleep. Shawn looked around the room for any hidden cameras.

How did you know?

No, there are no cameras in your room… I'm psychic that's all. :P Shawn chuckled at the message.

Sure you are. so why are you really up? I know you don't have any essay to do.

The same reason why you are up and that's how I know.

I'm screwed aren't I?

Yes, but everything will turn out fine.

Promise?

Yes, I promise, now go to sleep.

Ok, night.

Night.

Shawn rolled over and closed his eyes, this time sleep came very quickly.

Shawn waited outside the school, nervously hopping from one foot to the other. He saw Juliet first, his heart heavy. When she found him, her eyes lit up as she ran towards him.

"Hey Shawn."

"Hey Jules. Come with me." he said quickly grabbing her hand, leading her around the school. Juliet, being used to Shawn randomness and spontaneous-ness, followed without asking him.

"So what's up?" She asked

"I have to tell you something." Shawn began, he felt her body stiffen beside him.

"You see… Well I… the thing is that I -" he stopped talking, mentally kicking himself. He had never stutter or struggled to think of things to say before.

"Shawn… are you breaking up with me?" Juliet asked. Although her voice was soft, it wasn't cracking.

Shawn's silence gave her his answer as he looked everywhere but at her.

"Why?"

"I care a lot about you Jules, really but I've-" he trailed off, finally looking at her. Her bright eyes filled with tears but she was trying not to let them fall, Shawn wanted to comfort her but he knew he had to get through this first.

"You met someone else."

"Kind of, yeah." the stood in silence for a moment, Shawn shoved his hands into his pockets as he began to hop again.

"Is is Carlton?" the question made him stop dead and he stared at her. He opened his mouth to ask her how when she placed a finger over his lips.

"I'm not stupid you know." she said a faint smile brushed the corners of her lips.

Shawn let out a breath he didn't even know he was holding.

"Jules, I am so sorry." he began but again she stopped him. Sighing, she ran her fingers through his thick brown hair. Leaning towards him, she kissed him softly on the cheek. Stepping back, she wiped at the spot she had kissed.

"Go get him." she said turning around.

"Jules, are you going to be okay? With all this?" he asked slightly dazed.

"No," she said honestly but added, "But I will be. I just need time."

Shawn breathed out again, sitting down on the grass he took in deep breaths as he listened to the sounds around him, enjoying the moment.


thanks for reading please review, no harsh flames though i'm a senstive soul :P

oh and incase anyone wonders why i didn't use text talk during with shawn and lassie the reason is i found it impossible to do so, that is how i actually text, everything out in full :P

thanks again stay tuned